Went for my final tuition session today for this month, and got my pay. Good!!!! They are going overseas for holiday... So good... Haven been on a holiday since I was in secondary 1 or 2...

Wanting to buy something, but seems that I'm destined not to have it... Because, when I saw it, I dont have the money, but when I got the money, I cant find it... Anyway, if that's the case, I can save up the money.... *grins*

Got the cd for ah wei. Very rude of him, just took the cd without a word of thanks... Haiz... But what to do? Who ask me to be her sister and he's my brother...

I'm very MAD... EXTREME MAD!!! Felt so unfair.... When you are needed, they will praise you to cloud nine, but when they dont need you, they will throw you straight to hell... So angry that I was on the verge of crying just now (tears of anger), but I managed to hold back my tears... No way I'll cry in front of people!

Tomorrow I'll be on the same shift as her!!! Oh my!!! Hate to see her and that 01!!! But no choice... What to?? The only good thing is that I'll earn more money since I'm working an extra 2 hours...
Really wonder what makes me go back there and work.... But I shouldnt reget, in fact I dont wish to have regets on my choices... Must persevere !!!

Cooled down a bit on the way home and now after a short cold bath, feel so much better... Not as mad as just now. Think JH was shocked by my sudden outburst of anger. I should really change my temper; cant be so quick-tempered... Must learn to control my temper...

Went to help out in my auntie house again... She really know how to keep me busy by asking me to do all the housework... Really hate her treating me like a maid, ordering me around... But never mind, I'll just treat it as a form of exercise...

Went to Siti's house in the afternoon, really enjoyed myself.... Stuffed myself silly with all the delicious food they have... *grins* Very happy today because mum cook my favorite, corn soup... Drink and eat a lot.... But one bad thing is... I'm going to put on more weight!!!!!!! DIE!!!

Saw the photos we took last time at the Esplanade... I look really horrible man!! Spoilt the photos.... Haiz.... Really hate taking photos...

Today is my off day... Dont know where to go later... Maybe I'll go shopping alone and see what I can get for ah wei christmas present... Thinking of Blue album, he kept hinting to me.... Cant afford the Westside Story VCDs; too expensive if I were to buy the whole set and not too practical too... But.... What to do??? Hmmm.... See when I'm in a good mood, perhaps I'll buy it for him then...

Actually, I got a lot of rubbish cum complains to post... But now... Forget it.... Going to sleep soon....

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Woke up by that Suhui!!! Arrr.... I just slept at 11+am and I'm woke up by her at 1+pm. Why I'm so stupid???? Why I put my handphone on my bed side??? Why I had this reflex to answer the phone??? Haiz... I can't get back to my sleep already... But she got her punishment... (Ganna scolded by me) Haha... Serve her right. Who ask her to call at this time and talk rubbish....

Body aching now... Really hope that I'll get use to the standing real soon... It's like 5 months since I had a job that involves a lot of standing. But maybe it's because I helped my aunt to do her housework yesterday morning, then went to J8 with JH and WL, then to work, then stock-take... Dont mind helping her but I really hate people ordering me around.... But what to do??? Must continue till her hand heals since I agreed to.

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WORSE dinner ever!!! Poor, horrible service and terrible food!!! And it's not cheap mind you!!!! Spend around $200+ and got such a terrible experience.... Make me realise the importance of customer service...

Went to my cousin GF's blog again... Seems she post messages everyday and she love placing photos in her blog. She placed the photos of the horrible food in her blog liao... Rather efficient..... But it seems that they dont mind the food... Maybe because we are sitting in two different tables....

Spend the whole day relaxing... Couldn't go out as planned due to the heavy rain this afternoon; spoilt all my mood. Anyway, I dont know where to go and it's rather boring to go out all alone.

Was surfing the net just now and I got a surprise... It's such a concidence!!! Guess who's blog I stumble onto??? Another gal having the same chinese name as me and... she's my cousin girlfriend. Was a bit shocked when I saw their photos.... Though I know that he has a girlfriend but he always deny about having a girlfriend whenever I asks him. Let's see how can he deny when I ask him tomorrow....

A long day...
A long day for me... Got up in the morning feeling giddy so I took my mum's advice and went to the doctor. That's very strange of me as I hate going to the doctor, but I just got this feeling that I had to go. True enough, my blood pressure was high... My family has one whole long list of illness, blood pressure was one of them, hence, my blood pressure was belonging to the high side.... Though I was spared from pills, I need to take care of my diet and I need to lose some weight.

XH called and asked me out... Very reluctant but I know I need to make things clear. I cant find myself being committed in a relationship. These two weeks I experienced happiness but the feeling was just not right... Very happy that he loves me, this low-esteem, short, fat, ugly girl.... But... I'm really sorry...

Got back home and spend the rest of the afternoon doing some sewing and altering some of clothes as my mum's finger can't do these... Hope her finger get well soon as if she had to get an operation on her finger, it will be terrible as she's allergic to the 'so-called-pain-killer'. She'll have to suffer all the pain....

Around 8 plus, Ying called and asked me to go to the 'pasa malan'. She always do that and that's the only time we meet, though we live near each other... She changed... A lot... Not so much of appearance, but character....

She now smokes, drinks, attitude and character totally change.... She changed until I dont know what to say to her.... She knew that I hate people smoking hence she asked before she smokes... Haiz... Told her I dont mind when I actually do, but I know she'll still smoke even if I told her that I do mind. That's her.... She's still stubborn as usual, rather skip her dinner and starve when she cant find what she wants; which is waffles. Haha.... Knew her since we were in primary 1. Talk a lot at the void deck and I was surprise that she had a boyfriend who is 18 years older than her, divorced and has 2 children. Lent her a listening ear and offered some advises... I told her that she's the one who should make the decisions not me, given her character, even if I tell her that they should not be together, she wont heed it. One good thing about being young is that we can afford to make mistakes... Once bitten twice shy, no use telling her what to do... I choose to support her whatever her decisions.

"EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IN THIS WORLD, THERE IS NO ABSOLUTE GOOD OR BAD...."

I really don't know whether I should go work today. Don't even know whether they want me back or not... Iris and Mr Wong ask when I can start work but that Joan says that she'll call me when I ask when can I offically start work. Haiz... Think I'll just ask ML to check for me...