Ex....
I had collected his gift that he sent.... hmmm... can say i dont feel so much though...... I got a funny feeling that i cant explain.... But it is not sad, not angry, not happy... Maybe I feel at peace... I dont know.... Not sure.....
It is a necklace, with a pandant with the letter 'E' from Perlini's Sliver in Indonesia. In his letter, he said that it is a gift he bought when he returned home to represent our past love and present friendship as both our christian name start with E.
"Cant he leave me alone??? Why must he always 're-appear' when i thought I had forgotten him???" that was what I thought when I first received his letter from sydney. But now.... I feel and know I can never forget him, unless i lose my memories.. He is a part of my memories. He stays in my mind but not in my heart... In my heart, I had forgotten him, he is no longer in that place in my heart. I have to learn to live with them in my mind.
Life goes on... The earth will not stop revolving, the sun will still rise the next day....