Happiness or money?

Finally got the chance to catch some breathe again, especially after the hectic month of January for both Elle and me. It was really crazy and never easy to be planning such a big event, involving so many people and locations. Many things have to take into consideration, this is definitely something I have take away from here. 

Though it was a busy month for me, we still managed to take part in the union badminton tournament. I was really glad that we played for women's doubles and managed to emerged into quarter final, especially when we were totally laughing away in the court. I guess we were probably like the jokers in the entire sport hall. Whatever it is, it was a pretty good experience! 

Because of the hectic work I had at work, I could hardly meet up with my friends to catch up. Even if I do, I will be so tired to be listening what they are saying. Through these few months, the people that I've met were just that few close friends of mine. It totally seems like I've got no life. 

There are times when I feel that it was totally not worth it to be sacrificing my friends because of work, and especially when my "customers" weren't even appreciative of what I have done. Perhaps, it's only this group of youths who really do appreciate. There were times when I was so harsh with them during the execution of the event that I raised my voice a little on them. But I'm still glad that they still continue to invite us for Christmas party and even did a shirt for us during their judging session. What more could I ask for?

But this still doesn't stop me from having the thought of leaving here. I just can't force myself to do what I am doing now anymore. I'm exhausted. Perhaps the only thing that make me hesitated to leave are this group of colleagues where they always stand by me and be there for me when I needed help or a listening ears. 

These girls really mean a lot to me. 

So after the entire month of January has end, I finally have the time to meet up with Yi Hui and catch more breathe. 

There are many times where I ask myself; is happiness more important or earning more money more important? I choose happiness, what about you?