It's been really long since I have blog or visit my blogspot already. I've recently just joined a reputable organization despite the low earning pay that I am receiving. It's been a month since I've entered this company, no doubt there are many things to me to learn and catch up on.
I got into the company with no one there in helping me to hear to my ranting and sharing with me on the troubles I was facing back then, when two companies actually offered me. I was devastated at that point of time. It was the time when I really learn how to be independent and do decision on my own, without anyone being by my side in sharing my problem. And it was the time when I learn that being alone can actually be a great thing too.
I entered the company, with the mindset of only work, work and to work to be successful and able to save a sum of money. There was really nothing else on my mind back then. I didn't expect my job scope requires me to provide my private number and youths or even partners can actually contact me even outside working hours. It is quite tiring when I have to handle so many messages, but it slowly got used to it. So naturally, this job got me to know more youths as well as partners. Perhaps, things have come naturally for me, without me searching for it.
I met this guy, S, who is the alumni of the youth members. I met him at some gathering and meeting for event discussion. There were no thought of getting closer at that point of time. He offered to send those who stays in east home and apparently, I was the last stop as he stays pretty near me. It was perhaps that ride that made us closer. To avoid that awkward moment in his car back home, I initiated a conversation with him. And surprisingly, he actually shared with me about his experience. I never expect him to share with me so much, but appreciated and that really made us got even closer by a little. After that small talk in his car, we started hanging out for dinner and chit chat under my house. It really caught me off guard when he suddenly gave me sunflower when he sent me home one of our dinner.

From then, we messaged each other almost everyday. He was pretty frank with me about the bad and good things. And now, it really got me very touched when he actually did breakfast for me twice before I headed to work in the early morning. Today, I really feel that strong urge in blogging this because I could say that nothing can describe how appreciated and touched I am. He woke up at 5plus morning to make so much breakfast for me; hash brown, hotdog, potato salad, wraps and juice. There isn't any guy who did so much breakfast for me. And I was more surprised when I found out that he actually travelled from YT to tamp to do these breakfast for me.
Tonight, we had our dinner and chilling night at park. It then got me feeling a little guilty that I didn't even realized that he was feeling unwell and sick. Filled with much guilt, I really wish that I can do something in return for him. As of now, I really wish he will be well soon.