It's been really a busy week for me. Just so many things happened lately, that I don't have any time to rest at all. Celebrated Jueying's 22nd on last friday at switch with the girls and hongwei. The switch gang and the singer was great, and I managed to dedicate wishes to Jueying over at the Switch! Felt so accomplished! ;)

One of the singer sang Leehom's song and it was really damn good that it left me strong impression of it. And I'm like trying to learn that song now, it's freaking nice! Had duck pizza and apple cider over there and the platter doesn't worth what it is, money gone.

And it was quite a while since I met Hongwei, and actually not really that long. Perhaps, last christmas only at Anna's place. As usual, I still felt disgusted with his tooth, that cool and amazing tooth.

Working was really kinda tiring now and I'm somehow sick of it already. I can no longer handle the customers well anymore, and I feel angsty easily, especially when they are totally ridiculous and demanding. There were times when I talked back and I couldn't bothered much. I can no longer practice and adhere to the service star practices. Or maybe with so much problems lately that led me to be so frustrated easily.

School has started for three weeks and here I am, not doing my assignment yet and totally not productive at all. Two more weeks to hand in my assignment and I haven't even revise a single shit yet. So much of telling myself to start revising and do my assignment on times. It was all rubbish. I totally couldn't find anytime to do my assignment at all and working at nea kinda seems to be not enjoyable anymore. :( But still, I was thankful that I managed to be in same class with these bunch of girls again! They are all older than me but we can click so well, :)

Grandpa admitted to hospital. From a minor problem that we thought it was, to a serious problem that required him to stay in hospital for weeks. I was totally shag out with the daily routine that I'm leading now. It's fucking tiring to handle work, school and family. I gotta go for work in the morning, then rushed down to hospital when I don't have lesson. I just want to accompany him more often as possible. Pushed him down to garden this afternoon and he told me about the past. He is the man that took care of me when I was young till I was in secondary school. Without his proper care, I wouldn't be leading such a healthy life now. My paternal grandma doesn't even want to take care of me when I was young. But grandpa doesn't mind sacrificing his time to travel from holland to come and take care of me. 

This is the love that no others can replace. And this is the reason why I ain't close with my paternal grandma at all. I don't even visit her except for chinese new year. I'm missing him so badly now, but I think I'll rest at home tomorrow. 

Nights all. 

Been more than a week since I've last blogged. School has started for a week already and tbh, ain't copping quite well. Good news is that I received my term 1 result and I actually passed my sustainable tourism, which I thought I'll definitely fail. Thanks god. :') 

Met up with my fav girls after so so long, met up at bugis for dinner before heading down to Junkai's 21st chalet. Was so bored so slacked around at the level 7 of bugis plus and played monopoly deal, totally like so xiaoahlianzxz. Settled dinner at Astons and we went for shopping at Watson! 

Sad that Jaslyn didn't join us, but still, I'm so happy to meet the other two fav girls! :)

To end off with this short post, I'm totally disappointed and upset with my hair colour. Totally sucks to the max, like some aunty trying to act hip colour, gosh. Moody like mad man. 

new year resolutions!

Hi all, this probably be the first post of the year 2013! :) Cheers to all.

After the long lengthy post on the last day of the year, I told myself that everything gonna start afresh. I went back home to rest for like 30mins before heading out to meet Jueying, Phanching and Huishan to lepak over at tamp and waited for the firework.

I swear the firework was superb, and freaking beautiful. It may not be as long as what mbs has put up but it's five minutes long and its as beautiful as what mbs had put up. Totally never regretted for heading down to tamp to celebrate my countdown instead of travelling all the way till town and squeeze with the crowd. The firework was really beautiful that I wish I can be in such beautiful scene for very long. Headed down to west mac to chill away before going home.

As usual, I spent my new year like how I spent my christmas, stay home holiday. I can feel that my mom seems to be a little more worried for me now, like why am I staying at home all day long. Alright, I'm here thinking with my new year resolution, this time its gonna be more realistic. 

Meiyan's new year resolutions! :)

1. Never ever skip breakfast (when I'm working), gonna start leading a healthy lifestyle! 

2. Do well for my uni and be serious in all modules and I'll be successfully graduate by 31 Dec 2013!

3. Drink more on plain water and less on sugar drink.

4. Save save save money, at least 50% of my salary will be banked in.

5. Think of a new place to go at least once a month, to make my life more meaningful! :)

6. Bring dad and mom to a nice restaurant at least once a month.

7. Pass btt and ftt first..before thinking about tp.

8. Exercise...at least once a month?

This is all I can think of now, but I think its not that bad and quite realistic. At least no longer like, I wanna lose weight 'cause in the end of the day, I'll still be the same. So what's the point of saying so much that I wanna lose weight.

Mom sent me meaningful quotes everyday, and sometimes I think it's kinda useful...to a certain extent. There is one quote that she sent to me, in chinese.

"Happiness isn't about how wealthy you are and how big your house is, but its about the laughter they had in the household. Happiness isn't about how attractive and good looking your other half is, but its about seeing your partner's beautiful great sincere smile. Happiness isn't about how happy you are upon your success, but its about when you are down, your friends will be by your side telling you, 'don't worry, happiness isn't about all the sweet talking but its when you are hurt, there's someone by your side telling you that he's there for you." 

Now I realized that, happiness is actually such a simple thing to fulfill but we always wanted the very best and always miss out the chance to be truly happy. Now, I just wanna grab all the chance to be happy, even if it's just a simple simple thing to make me smile.