blessed.

It's 30th today. Doesn't seem like yesterday was my birthday. It just seems like a normal day. 

Throughout the whole journey, the most important pillar in my life will definitely be my family. Though I don't tell them about my problem at all, but I know if anything happens to me, they will definitely be the one that hold on to me, and never let go of me. Remembered how worried and upset my mom was when she saw me kept on crying when I broke up not long ago. I swear I broke her heart, seeing me cried like it's gonna world end. Come to think of it, it's kind of stupid but who doesn't grow up from there right?

The next important people in my life will definitely be my poly awesomest girls. Knew them since year 1 and became good friend throughout the poly life. Without them, my poly life won't be so entertaining and wonderful. Thanks girls for being there for me whenever I need y'all. 

No matter what, we will always hang out often and be good friends. You know how much you all mean to me. Thanks for appearing in my life and become part of my life, guys :)

Thanks love. I guess you guys have describe to me what true friends are for. However, sorry that I never be like one and be there for y'all when y'all need me.

Thanks lovely Anna.

Thanks aunt & uncle.

Had misunderstanding and argument w Julius on sun. The feeling sucks lot 'cause I seriously dislike argument and I thought I'd never have that experience again after a broke up. K, it's not really argument but just unhappiness in both of us. Settled and met him for a short dinner at lenas and chillax at coffee bean on my birthday eve. 

Met him for lunch and exchanged tiff&co bracelet with him on my birthday, before heading to school at 7pm. It seems like we can never stop bickering. Well, wish him all the best in his audition and everything. It's just kinda too complicated for me to understand I guess.

Headed to school and was kinda late by half an hour. Marketing was still alright. Stayed back to discuss on our marketing plan and it's kinda screwed up. Sigh sucks. We haven't even touched on cb project when the presentation is just this fri. Sustainable tourism was even hell. Oh fuck, uni sucks,

Smith whatsapp me when I was about to end class. So, he waited for me and decided to head home tgt. Dragged him to have chicken rice w him opp school 'cause I was way too hungry. Thanks god he willing to accompany me and I know he definitely will. Spent my last hour of my birthday w him and had a birthday hug from him. Ended my birthday w well-blessed wishes. 

Jeremy met me under my block and passed me two hello kitty keychain that he made himself. Totally love it and appreciated. Guess everyone knows how much I love hello kitty. Alright, shall start working on my project and I still have to print practice paper for shreya. 

K, nights all. 

hey, i'm 21!

Yay, finally turn 21y/o, like finally got the freedom that I long desired. Alright, not like my parents really gonna give me the freedom that I wished for but I guess it's getting better? So, happy birthday to myself! :')

First of all, I'd really want to thanks Anna, Jueying and Philson for all the help through the chalet. From lending me their stuffs, to driving me around to get my stuffs, to help me blow the balloons using their lungs, to help me think of the decorations, to helping me hang all those small little things, it just touched my heart. I don't know how terrible the place will be without you guys help, so really thanks alot guys! I'll definitely treat y'all meal soon, I'm a woman who keep her words.

The whole process of decorating was torturous but we did had fun. :')

Thanks awesomest for coming and giving me hello kitty polaroid cam! And I'm so proud of myself that I guessed it right the long time ago! And not to forget, Chuanhui's gift of the cardigan! 

And this stupid Karyaow wanna act like he wanna propose to me, haha.

And this Silas looks so dumb and shocked, like shocked that people give me flowers.

Love this three girls, pr tatt will always be pr tatt, even after the birthday.

Thanks for making my poly life such a fun journey!

Pr tatt loves ya!

Feel like letting the photos do the talking.

 

And this picture look as though we are married, like damn funny.

You guys rocks my world! 

Awesome sec 5A's and my family! :)

Eh, Karyaow looks like my bf in this pic too, haha!

Fuckin' love Chuanhui and Thaijin! And I remembered I sang with...memories....with Thaijin last night. 

Alright, pretty thanks all that was there with me! ;) Totally love y'all and you guys mean so much to me. 

Add on, I was surprised when aunt passed me flower and said courier sent it over. Was wondering who gave it to me, but I kind of suspected it's J when I saw the card. Then, received his whatsapp after that and it made it even obvious. Was pretty happy to receive the flower. However, had a small argument w him over at whatsapp earlier on, perhaps it's misunderstanding but I don't wish to spoilt this friendship. 

It's 3 in the morning, and this stupid Philson is tempting me with supper. I want to have a good meal on my birthday, alright this shall be it. :) I still owe him one meal of...crab. 

To think back of last night, it's totally unforgettable. I won't forget how miserable I felt and how much I've vomited. Without Kylie, Jueying and Anna's help, I'd have died there like an idiot. Thanks all for helping me to bathe and took full care of me throughout. It's pretty awesome and it's my fortunate to have you girls as my friends in life! Really thanks y'all for being there. I knew y'all helped me clean up my mess despite how stink it is. I swear I'm not gonna be drunk again!

Alright, shall back to reality soon and happy birthday to mysefl! :')