My girls!

Started my second bridging module, biz statistic yesterday. And it was so screwed up 'cause I am sick and feeling so god damn miserable. I have yet to recover. It was so awkward today when I can't stop coughing in class, and it was so damn annoying. Biz stat is really so hard and confusing as compared to biz law. I'm really afraid of failing this module, and I'm so worried for my exam on 8 aug.

It was surprised that I can click so well with Smith and he was our pioneer batch of lrm and he knows J's sis too. So I told him about my problem and he was shocked. But it's good to have a friend in bridging class. Met Smith's friend, Ying Hao, and went for lunch together and had lots of laughter. That's not so bad, I guess? I can't stop falling asleep in class ytd and today, and the lecturer is so boring.

Met my fav girls after class ytd and had free ice cream from marble slab! Thanks Jaslyn! Dinner and slacked around with them till 10.30pm and went to wait for mom to end work and went home with her.

Yay, going class manicure and pedicure tomorrow and luckily, Denise is accompanying me there! And gonna meet Rachel for dinner after that.

What a week?

These few days seem like years to me, it has been passing so slow. Probably the worst week I ever had for this month. I was so bored at home! Sent so much resume but only few lousy companies called me.

Glad that Jueying accompanied me for teh this evening and that at least brighten up my day.

It seems like we won't run out of topic once we meet. And we chatted about sim, and it seems fun because there's orientation, unlike mine. You study your own, get your degree and making no friends.

And to side track abit, it's been so long since I wear checkered shirt, hehehe.

Oh yeah, and I found a badminton kaki. :)

Awesomest outing

Finally meet up with the awesomest after seven weeks, as mentioned by Silas.

Felt so comfortable hanging out with them, like my own brother and sister.

Dinner settled at Everything with Fries and slacked at honeymoon dessert.

As usual, we fought over our land in Singapore.

Love you guys.

Sing like mad.

 

Nice friend of mine, Keith, first time asked me out siol, like miracle. So, went out to have lunch with him before went to meet Thaijin.

This girl wants to eat eighteen chef at Simei, and not tiong bahru, so Keith drove us back to Simei. East point electricity was down and we have nowhere to go at all so slacked around at EP.

Called Ivan and he finally booked out so went to fetch him and we off to sing k at chaichee!

Happy birthday, Ivan. :)













Meeting the awesomest tomorrow and I doubt everyone will be present. And I'm really broke this time round, no more going out so often till I find a job already.

 

I've been wasting my time away for this week, while it's holiday for me, I should find these time to go and search and hunt for part time job. Glad Smith will be attending statistic with me next sat! Thanks god, if not I'm gonna be alone.

Had Astons for dinner and felt so fattening but it's one of my favourite meal I guess. Alright, meeting nihon boys for dim sum tmr.

Be your everything

Fall in love with this song, by Boys like Girls, "Be your everything". I just love these type of groove and it just make my day so great.

I'm still waiting for bgc to get back to me with the second time of interview, damn, you guys are just so slow. Meeting Kianloon tomorrow and I doubt both of us will wake up on times, as usual I guess. Alright, time to sleep.

Stress yet fun

Had my business law exam on a beautiful saturday night. Thanks dad and mom for sending me there and fetching me back to airport to meet my friends! Y'all are the best parents, ♥

Couldn't send Jasmine off to Australia and made me felt so guilty and I do miss you now. I'm so sad that you can't attend my birthday at all, sigh. You are my longest friend leh.

Chatted with Jueying and Anna at Anna's house while waiting for Andy to come and fetch me to supper! Hehehe.

 Joined the rest of the three idiot men at Changi village for supper. And Andy brought me round the hotspot to see those duck, wow eye-opening experience for me!

And stupid Royston keeps making the picture looks so damn awkward. Chill at starbucks after that and had so much laughter with them! ♥

Royston and Dennis are the most annoying friends of that night.

 It's funny when my mom just asked me to send her the photo of me and those guys so she can see if they are reliable to hang out with, hahaha.

It's awkward but I just sent.

These three men sent me home till my doorstep at 4plus am. Thanks, I feel like a princess, hehehe.

Let's hang out soon for geylang dim sum, nom nom.

Weird combination

Alright, it was a little awkward but it seemed to turn out so fun! Was discussing of meeting pangzi since one week back and we finally meet up! Thanks Jus for accompanying me to Raffles for interview and tell me so many funny stories! ;) Now I know the reason why we are so pang together. 

Met up Chuanhui and Keith around the evening for dinner but the clever both of us went to eat Xinwang around 3pm, making ourselves so full for dinner. So, Keith brought us to some cafe at Serangoon!

The tiramisu was awesome! :D

So yeah, we had curry chicken rice, cheese baked rice and one super mega french toast for our...lunch+hi tea.

"Celebrated" Jus's birthday with that mini lava cake and was glad to find two friends that don't like to eat chocolate too, the cunning Keith and pangzi! ;)

Yeah and Keith is still the same as when we did our project together. He still forever disturbing me and making me scold him every single minutes! But still, I love such irritating and cunning friend. He's still a bastard for trying to make my pic in the 9gag, you sucks, my friend.

Jus, you've yet to tell me what's stone age civilization.

Well, chatted with three of them and made me realized so much world news and I didn't know at all. Amazing! Shall hang out with them more to catch up world news.

We had desserts at two different cafe throughout the night and I swear I got fatter after today. Four person with five different desserts, fat or what? And I've been running to restroom countless of time till they felt annoyed, hehehe!

And Thaijin, please feel guilty, really. Hahahaha!

You made the difference.

I bet everyone who reads my blog will have know that we had separated. I assumed only my close friends know my blog so please let me blog about us for the last time. I just wanna be myself in my own blog, let me cry as long as I want here, because I don't have to act over here anymore.

I know it's foolish, but love takes it all.



I remembered all the special times we spent together, every little steps, every special places, I remembered it all. We had our first eye contact outsider business cheers, when I smiled to you. The sparks started it. We chatted with each other till 6am every single day despite having class the next day. I will always look out for you in lecture hall and to see if you looked at me too. We had our first date at Marina Bay Sands, exploring there and was amazed by everything. You made sandwiches for me, and I still remembered my mom's reaction when she saw the tupperware.

We took the bus together to Thomas, and we just hold our hands without feeling awkward.

On our way there, it suddenly rains heavily and we had no choice but to run in the rain. It was the greatest moment. And that was when my mom caught me having boyfriend.

 

We couldn't bear to leave each other when we know the days are shortened and shortened to the day you leaving for osip. I stayed overnight at your house and we couldn't bear to leave each other. At that time, our love were so strong and deep. What happened now :'( I really don't feel like crying while blogging but I've been crying for the past one hour, looking through our pictures.

Sent you off to airport, my heart was sinking and I knew I was going to miss you like fucking bad. Your mom ended up console me when you left and I cried like mad. Our love was so strong that we overcome everything at that time.

We cherished and loved each other at that time that no others can be seen in our eyes.

 

Some of you might think it's only 1.5 years, but to me, it was a long and meaningful journey. Our character clashed but we kept on giving in and tried to make things better for this relationship. Y'all never understand how much we went through together but somehow, this relationship starting failing after different quarrels and incidents.

I regretted badly. I regretted badly for not trusting you, for making you angry, for all the things I've done to you. We were so close so close that we helped each other to dig ears, to do all the daily house chores, to be there for each other.

I know I should stop it and move on, but it seems so hard. Everywhere I go, there is bound to have his memories appeared. Everything I do, I will think of him, and the memories we used to share.

But it seems like times let us took things for granted. We both took each other love for granted. I always thought he will loves me and never gives up on me despite how unreasonable I am.

No matter how unreasonable I were, you will always be there for me and console me.

 

I don't know why one can let go of one relationship so easily, a relationship that both shared the sorrows and happiness, a relationship that both ever fought so hard for. I know you are doing perfectly well now, I feel happy for you too.

But seeing all those photos really made me think back of our past and couldn't stop crying. We made video for each other, we sang and recorded for each other, and my wall are full of your photos.

Sleeping and looking at the side will make me think of you, think of you sleeping next to me. I know this is really foolish, I know this is really like a joke, but fuck, I really miss us.

 

I really miss the times when you came back from osip not long ago, where we be there for each other and each other supporting pillar.

 

 


You were so cute that your plan always fail.

 

Tell me, how am I gonna celebrate christmas from now on? I guess every christmas, I will think of you. Why it seems like this 1.5 years had so many thing happened. Is this the reason why you wanna separate?

Afterall, I wanna say I really miss you, miss us, miss the times when we were always be there for each other. I don't know when we started becoming selfish and stop being caring and concern for each other's feeling. There are many ups and downs in our relationship and I thought we made it through, but it's only "I thought". But the fact is that, we didn't.

I miss you, Jiale.
When can I be happy again? :'(