I see my tummy popping out. I see fats everywhere around me. I see the future me.

Never leave the house today, and I thought that I will control my diet but I was wrong. I searched high and low for food. Ice cream, drumlets, rockmelon, pizza, and again and again. I feel the fats accumulating in my stomach! :(

Pissed off cause my tap tap still cant win baby.

Get it right

Selamat Hari Raya, peekpos. ;}



Went out with baby and we really don't know where to go, so I came up with this idea of going chinatown to feel the atmosphere for mooncake fest!



Love him lots! :]

It seems like I haven't been having a good date with baby recently. Hopefully we will spend a great day out tmr, though it's gonna be real crowded but yeah, gonna enjoy the time together. Lots of things happened lately that caused unhappiness to so many people but glad that things are getting better now.

Hey guys, I've finally renewed my passport. Kinda feel what the hell 'cause my formal pic can't be used, end up I need to take a new pic and it looks so ugly. Hope I can go and have fun over at malaysia or batam or wherever with my loved ones soon! :] Been catching the mooncake drama lately and I sleep almost 5am everyday. Totally like a geek now.

Okay, back to my drama! :]

Laugh till voice-less.

Weiting called me and asked me wake up straight away, then I know yay, Jaslyn coming to fetch me! She makes me so wanna learn driving straightaway now! :]



We settled our lunch cum high tea at Junction 8 Ramen play. Then off to Jaslyn's house and mess her room up!

Love the girls damn lot and hope to have such fun again! *hugs*

Reunion

Finally meet up with the girls after real long, especially Weiting. Shopped around, walked around, gossip around, eating all around! ;)



Then, I diarrhea till I reached home. :(

Like ages since I've last self-taken a photo. I guess I'm too old to be like those small ah lianz that always take photos of themselves.

I don't understand why I'm so tired today, but it's so freaking tired. :( Baby going KL tmr, hope he gonna be real safe there.

Last Friday Night

Happy 8 months, baby.

The journey is indeed tough and we are still struggling to walk it through.

It's really simple

Happy advanced 19th birthday to Thaijin.

And, happy 26th birthday to June.



Hehehe, I know I'm forever late queen. :] Supposed to meet Chuanhui at bugis but I was way too late so met her and have lunch at nihon.



Celebrated thaijin's birthday at ajisen, she's damn good at eating. Marble slab and photos takin' at rooftop and home!

Thank-you

As usual, I rushed for work again and luckily, I ain't late. I hope nihon will always like today, not busy at all.

SHOPPING WITH CHUANHUI AFTER WORK! Yes, after five freaking months! :D



Walked around and chatted with her, feel so happy. Listened to her story at mauritius, was so amazing and funny. Gonna meet her tmr again! ;)

This isn't good at all, and I swear it all over again.

Thanks baby for accompanying to ikea and court last night and stayed overnight helping me fix the damn table! Totally love my small corner in my room.



Went to fetch Chuanhui back from mauritius this morning, love her much! Freaking happy that she's back here safely. Slacked & listened to her story till I went off to meet baby. Was so freaking tired that I fell asleep straight when I lied on his bed.



Was shyrene's bday and I'll never forget how he wants me to clean up those shelves, just because we were busy talking and he gotta get the fact right that I was actually wiping the bloody damn table. Freak, everyone is like havin' their mood swing and get their fucked up attitude towards me.

Gotta get our groupon and enjoy our food at bakerzin! ;)

Hayware

It went hayware.

I was so lost, at the point of time. I was waiting and waiting, and waiting. I thought I was brave to say it out, but I don't have the chance to. This song really suits me the most now. There are really so many things happening that I don't know what to do. I really don't know how I feel now.

I'm sorry, I can't handle things well.

The moment

Life is like music. Sometimes, it can be really sentimental. Sometimes, it can be really high. But sometimes, it can be really heart-breaking. This is life.

Sometimes, you just reach the lowest point of time that you feel like giving up. Now, everything is screwed.

Teenage Dream

This is so teenage dream.



Happy 21st birthday to Denise, my pretty cousin.

And without they notice, I 'grabbed' their vodka raspberry to drink. I've no idea that it belongs to whose, but I just drank it.



And you can see the difference.

Working hard to build back this relationship, which meant to be happy.

Sending off baby's friends at airport and happened to see Desmond and Thyewhye.

Finally rushed through my sip report and gonna head back to school alone to print and submit the report, totally like a pathetic kid. And can't wait for my annoying naggy Chuanhui to come back from mauritius on sat!

Love is like music.

Left or right?

Muscle aching like mad now, especially both of my lower thighs. Max tired after working full shift today, but closing was good when there are only Trisha and me.

Chatted with Shyrene and Fei 'bout my previous rls, and felt so uneasy. I believe my hatred for him has diminished. Gonna celebrate Jaslyn's bday tmr, ;) It's been real long since I met them for htht. Miss Chuanhui even more, didn't even see her for five months but she's back soon! ;) Hehehe.

Okay, don't have much interest in blogging alr.
Things change.

Next to you

I hope all these will come to an end soon, real soon please. I'm suffocating, from all these argument. Both of us were really hurt tonight. I cried like fcuking hell and my heart felt like it had torn into two pieces. My mind went blank. Neither of us wanna let this relationship go and I'm swear we will hold it tight now, till one day, we know that we had tried our best and we can't go on any further.




Went to dye my hair over at his house and the colour isn't that obvious, but was definitely more obvious than the previous time. One day, I swear my hair gonna be dry like straw grass. Sooner or later.

Okay goodnight, working tmr.

Ten more days to portfolio submission.

I think I need to do something about it.

The final lap of Internship!

I can't believe that we have walked so far, and just one more semester, I'll be graduating from poly. Time passes really damn fast. Today marks the last day of my internship and we are supposed to do a presentation to CEO of NTUC as well as those big shots.



Basically, I was the first speaker and I swear I was nervous like shit. I remembered I saw someone gave me a very huge movement of "Jiayou" when I was about to start. I swear that it was very sweet, it gave me much confidence.



Then we were given certificate as well as a free 3d2n stay at chalet! K, it's definitely better than nothing. We can save the money down for sentosa tix!



And, it was really great working with Khuzaimah and Ben Woon. Been arguing with Benjamin for day and night.

So, congrats me for completing my sip! ;)

Unbearable

Watched NDP preview with baby, Kenze and Eugenia on sat. The firework was awesome.



Stayed overnight outside with baby's friend for prawning till morning. Prawns are yummy!

Left four more days and it comes to the end of our internship, gonna earn more money after that. I really need to buy alot of clothes, oh man. And I can't wait for dim sum buffet soon! Lastly, I really hate to sit at Singapore River alone.