Nausea day

I think my gastric is screwed, been wanna vomit easily when I don't have constant meal taken. My stomach really hurt much now, feeling so nausea. This feeling really sucks. Sigh, :(

Woke up early for work at Canele, so glad that wasn't working with the manager that I dislike. Went over to meet mom for lunch before I rushed to school to do project with Benjamin and Khuzaimah. Oh yah, nearly forget to do ejournal. Screw this thing! K, I think I ain't in the mood to do anything right now.

Goodnight everyone.

Taking a little step

It's Sunday!

Went to find bb at his gym place at Clarke Quay before went to meet Yihui and Joyce to celebrate Yihui's birthday. Watched him train his muay thai, and the mat was so dirty.



Bb perspired like water tap.



And I think this is the best pic of all, (Y)

Plan kind of screwed and fail because I brought them round and round and don't know what to eat. Ended up we settled at MOF and it was my first time eating that.



The ramen totally doesn't taste good at all and it costs me a bomb. Gonna eat maggie mee for lunch for these few days and try to have one meal. I think I'll use my Canele pay for sentosa day with bb.

The mango cake was screwed! Hahaha. Hope Yihui will like the wallet and the gay photoframe.

Haha, love the time when we went arcade and had dessert at Bugis beach road area. Saw quite a few actors and they aren't friendly at all. Wonder if Romeo Tan will be like that too not?

Haha, I upload the video that bb constantly kicking the punchbag w/o his permission.

Alright I think I am lame to watch "Let's Play Love". I think the drama is meaningless and ain't nice at all. What's wrong with me? I should be sleeping instead! Okay, goodnight!

183 days of love

Yes! This week's gonna spend it well and fruitfully! ;) Though kind of screwed when my new manager called me to work more next week.

Thanks god that Jianwei was online last night and I approached him for help for the converting of wmv to mp3. It took me hours to download that and ended up, failed. Been together with bb for six months already, though it isn't long but we feel as though we are together for years. Never once that we can stop quarreling for a week or so. But glad is that our relationship is still remaining the same.



Had lunch over at Astons then went back home. Dessert time at Scoopz at Upper Thomson and everything, everything over there was sweet. We still have $10 vouchers at Scoopz. But there are many choices of the ice cream so it ain't that bad.

Bb meeting Daryl and Songjie for midnight movie so I accompanied 'em for awhile and I ciao home. Gonna celebrate Yihui's belated b'day tmr and hope everything goes on smoothly. ;)

California king bed

Hate it when I have to drag myself off the bed, for work. This is gonna be my first and last time enjoy working at Canele, with many reasons revolving.



Life is really amazing at times, sometimes it goes up and sometimes it goes real down. Love, is really amazing at times too. I can love you so badly today but I can totally ignore you the next day. Love has no guarantee at all. It comes and it goes. No one wishes to get hurt, no one. After the sunrise, everything will be back to normal.



Happy six months, bb. Six months isn't that long but our quarrels were so much to compare with couples together for two years. Whatever it is, I still love you.

Part and parcel

Another "off" day for me again. I think I really made up my mind and wanna quit Canele sooner or later. I ain't happy working here at all! Never did I ever put on a smile from the bottom of my heart when I work here. The new manager was not to my liking, k sounds weird but yah, not at all. He told me to work faster whereby I was alr perspiring like mad and putting all my efforts to work fast. Hello, I have to walk in and out to serve those demanding, real demanding guest.

There was a regular fcuked up bitch came, again. She was real fcuked up that she said I was lousy because I'm new. What the fuck, just because I ain't a old staff. Then, she demanded to switch off the fan outside. As though the whole restaurant is yours. Other guests outside were like complaining 'bout the hot weather and you were being so selfish down there. K, maybe you think you're rich coz you carry a miu miu bag so you think you can give the fucked up look. Well, I guess there's no guys can tolerate your attitude. Even so, they might not be sincere. Sigh, you screwed my day up.

Went to meet bb after work and last mins decided to go home and wash up. He searched my room for his six months gift while I was bathing and I thought he won't be able to find it coz I put it inside my wardrobe but surprisingly, he found it. ;)



He watched Laddaland with me despite not to his liking. Really felt so appreciated. Though my day didn't start off nicely and happily, but bb made me laughed throughout the day. Thanks bb. ;)

#800 Post

I didn't mean to throw a tantrum at all, but things aren't going well and feeling kind of shit. It seems like this is slowly drifting because my attitude are making you frustrated. This isn't gonna solve anything, right?

Many things been running through my mind but no one I can turn to or share with. Keeping and keeping all the bad stuffs to myself and having a bad time controlling the tears. I need one who can just simply quietly stand by me and just the presence will make me happy. Just one, I'm not demanding for more. Never did it fulfil.

A sudden change again.

Supposed to meet baby tmr for picnic but again, it has to be cancelled 'coz he remembered wrong schedule. Project discussion was being postponed till tmr. I don't know what's wrong with me but haven't been in good appetite these few days. Ate a plate of beehoon and a cup of small milk tea, I was very full till night.



Last minnute change and met baby for movie and dinner. Was stuck in between Laddaland or Hangover Part II but chose HOP2. K, shall get ready for bed and working tmr.

And been missing my girls badly. Haven't been talking to them for ages, ain't kidding, it's ages. I miss you, Jaslyn, Chuanhui and Thaijin! Did talked to Thaijin online for past few days but totally lost contact with the other two. K I can guarantee that we four girls will definitely meet up and gossip alot after our attachment. Miss you girls! You all aren't forgotten!

Nothing we cant get through

Finally, like finally we're done with our surveys.

Went shopping with Yihui and Joyce but we didn't take any photos! Ain't supposed to buy anything because I'm broke and don't wanna anyhow spend my money but ended up, I'm the one who bought the most things. What's this?

After that, went to UOB Plaza to wait for baby to end work and accompanied him for supper. Asked parents if he can stay over and they agreed!



And he fell asleep after 30sec of saying goodnight.



Most eerie thing is we both dream of the same thing, what the?

SIAN OF THE DAY!
Tmr need to work at Canele. Okay, this shows I'm really dislike this job.

And baby, I know you will definitely read my blog! So, wanna tell you that tmr accompany me to Bugis to collect my iphone cover and Taka to buy bag can? ^^ p.l.e.a.s.e.

Yay another off day for me and went to meet baby! Was late for 45 mins when meeting baby and luckily he forgave me. Had lunch with him and went shopping at DFS 'coz marc by marc jacob has sales! Then, went to his house for dinner. Supposed to catch Hangover II at amk hub but I act smart don't wanna book online, then when we went over, it was fully booked. Guilty much, serious.



So, baby was angry and wanna sent me back home. Reached Bedok and checked timing for cathay and we caught Mr Popper's Penguins! It was damn funny and nice. I think this is the first movie that I laughed so much but neck was freaking pain coz we sat the first third row. Love the movie much! ;)

Sent me home and he ciao off. Gonna work dte tmr, sian!

Sinful

Off day today for attachment and I am damn regret for working at Canele. Worked morning at Canele and was damn late for work. Hungry like mad but don't dare to eat anything. When the guest order the pastry, I just felt like snatching it and eat it in the kitchen. The tiramisu cake was whoolahlah. Marvellous!



Baby was damn sweet 'coz he bought bubble tea and my jap mochi for me! K, I love him so much! I wanted to surprise him with Canale macarons too but they said need to be home by 1pm so I bought it at Paragon outlet instead before we went back to his house. Camarel isn't that bad.
Slept awhile before dinner and it was real great sleeping under baby's arm.



Went to do the usual activity after dinner and tonight wasn't that bad! Meeting baby tmr again and should I accompany to have dinner with his friends? :(

The sudden shock

My off day! Woke up early and went to baby's house. Watched some stupid horror movie on funshion but it isn't scary at all. Totally regretted for choosing that movie, like a seriously.

Went to meet Rachel and accompanied her to ACCA to register and she brought me to geylang for dimsum. I felt damn stress when walked along geylang road.



The fried bun is oily but not bad! ;) Gonna bring baby there when there's a chance. Thanks Rachel for bringing to kinokuniya and I bought the fred perry mag and the bag. Heheheheh!



Shall start planning for many things and activities! ;)

The big day

Today marks the big day for my cousin, 'coz it's her wedding. Though I ain't close with her but I felt real happy to see her get married and I teared during the video clip. It's damn exaggerating plz. I gave a miss for the morning tea ceremony 'coz was too tired alr, but ended up I quarrelled with baby. But glad it's fine coz of my acting cute.

The dinner was held at M hotel and now then I realised that there's such hotel. Inititally I thought it was Amara hotel coz it's located at Tanjong Pagar then I quickly texted Jaslyn. Haha, and she said she was going for wedding dinner too! It's really a good day today for marriage. The dishes were alright only but the most memorable part will be the server. She's way too imba. First, she accidentally pour the candle oil into our first course and she didn't know. Then, when she was pouring shark fins soup for us, she dropped her hair pin. Last, when she was cutting the fish and she cut too rough till the sauce spill till my cousin. Tell me if she's imba not.

After tonight, I feel like marry even more. It's like so fun and memorable. Alright, shall plan for my future alr! Hehehehe!

Adapting the changes

I gotta admit that I ain't a good part time worker at all. Once I heard that they have too many staffs, I ownself volunteer to end my shift early. And I know the manager wasn't happy about it because he talked to other staff in malay when the staff asked me why I went home early. Gahhh, gonna find a better part time. I really ain't happy working here, I guess.

Baby came to find me and have some bites with me before heading back to his house. Scan and printed groupon and we went to meet his friends for prawning. Slacked till 1am and mom nagged me like crazy. I'm so sick of this, the life of totally being controlled. I'll never breakfree.

Tmr is cousin's big day! Hope everything turns out well and gonna attend her wedding dinner with just a plain 3/4 maxi dress. That's all I think?

你就是我的旅途

休息是為了走更長的路,

oh my god, been loving this song after since I've watched the drama. It's a self-declared off day for me and went to meet three different people today! Time was well-spent! Supposed to meet baby for pizza at noon but I was late. Headed over to his house to watch priest and surprisingly, I fell asleep 'coz I don't like such movie.

He went to meet his friends for x-men while I met Rachel for dinner at old times kopitiam! I'm so gonna try the chicken rice balls the next visit! Slacked and shopped around w her and had ice cream at Manpuku! Gonna bring my boyf there for the ice cream one day. Then, I headed over to 201 for supper w Anna, Thye Whye, Yiheng and Ben.

First time bought coupons from groupon! ;) Wait for baby to print the coupon and we will go to Thomson for the ice cream! Weeheeheeheeeheeeheee! Gonna ask survey tmr and dinner w the secondary school friends! Whenever I think that I need to work on Sat at Canele, it turns me off. Hope it isn't a wrong choice.

I guess I really hate.

I was reading through my previous post and I realised that, a week ago, I was also blogging that I dislike my current life. Okay, I think I really hate it this way.

Nothing, just nothing is going my way.

Back to the past.

Left two more months to the end of the internship, but it's already getting relax for me. The project is a little troublesome but I believe we can finish it well. Come to think about yesterday, the feeling remains the same. I don't wanna be the one that seems like a loser, and don't know anything. My pride was stepped by them.

First day working at Canele and I was late for work. The work environment is like sugarloaf and top table. I felt so stress, I felt like I was having ssm. The way of taking order, the way of wiping the utensils, the way of pronouncing the french words, the way of saying "86", the way of serving and everything. I kept thinking if I enjoy working this job, I know I don't. I regret for not waiting a longer time because so many companies called me and I had to reject, especially the front desk job. Oh my god, I'm really feeling so unhappy! Shall endure, endure and endure.

Okay, actually I think I ain't happy with my life now at all.

Internship really makes friendship tears apart. Been working on a part time jobs at Canele, and gonna have my first day tmr. Hope it turns out well! ;) It's aching me to see baby working in such fucked up environment. Count himself unlucky this time round. Shopping with Shirlene today and spent nearly $200. I bought nothing for myself and all I bought was for work stuffs and other neccessaries. I'm really need money!

Waiting for two more weeks.

You change my life

So I won't hestitate, no more no more, it cannot wait, I'm yours.

Suddenly love this song again. Woke up early in the morning and went over to his house to accompany him. Pls scold me, because I'm so sick of the long journey and I went to take cab there. I was so god damn sleepy and tired. Now, I'm having headache.

Went off to meet Anna at northpoint for early dinner before she went off to work. T.G.I.Friday called me down for interview but I don't feel like working there alr. Is this fate? I bumped into Alvin at his workplace and I asked him if there's vacancy for part time and yeah, he needs alot! ;) Hope he can help me bargain till 7bucks per hour if I'm accepted. Gonna interview tmr and kind of nervous though! Went to meet mom and decided to make salad and surprised baby tmr when he is working. Mom asked me go and buy from cold storage and when I paid for the food, I was like kpkb. 12 prawns cost $8+ whereby NTUC 14 prawns cost $4+ and easier to peel. K, kena cheated.

Gonna find him tmr and surprise him w the salad! ;) The potatoes are kind of screwed, too hard to swallow leh. But still have to eat it.

Time flies real fast, like blink of an eye, it's already June. Half a year just pass like that. This relationship has walked through for half a year too. We are still working very hard to maintain this and I believe we can.

Baby is working bartender now and he's so careless that he cut his finger. Feeling heartache when I saw it but I know he really loves his current job now. Self-declared off today so went over to find him before he went for work. Really love cuddling him and lie under his head. It makes me don't even wanna leave him more.

Currently, finding a part time job to occupy myself if not I will be like doing nothing at home. So, gonna make sure of this opportunity to find a job to prevent me from thinking so much. Alright, shall continue my drama since I've nothing to do now. And I nearly forget about the wedding dinner next Sun. I miss him.

Life is like a rollar coaster, sometimes it goes up and sometimes it comes down. It's really getting kind of boring because I'm like really doing nothing and relying on no one. Jiale is busy working full time bartender and internship is like quite slack for me now. I kind of hate this life at times.

Conclusion, I hate the life now.

I'm finally free from front office, housekeeping and engineering! ;)

A sudden meeting in the morning and discussed 'bout the proj and Mr Trevor was here with us. They shortened our engineering and want us to start on our proj from tmr onwards and we are otot! Hehehe, discussed and we gonna meet at 11am to discuss. Gonna collate 300 surveys that we gonna ask!

Hope can work well w Khuzaimah and Ben. Hehehe, I suddenly love my life now! Went home around 1pm and went out at 5pm. Thanks Yihui for shopping with me but I was real guilty. Went to meet baby and bumped into cousin! ;) Accompanied him home and sleep for awhile then I cab home. Love cuddling him and lie under his head.