Hello, it's Sunday, and it shows that it's a step nearer to exam day. No, no, no, I don't want.

Accounting is killin' me once again. After the suffering of accounting during O's, then till accounting last sem, till now, finally it's the last accounting that I'll be taking in my poly life. I'll be free from accounting from then on, unless I go to private uni lah.

Jiale couldn't stop nagging on the fact that I was late today. He used all sort of ways to threaten 'bout it, and I'm so gonna make him regret 'bout this tmr. Studied with him at coffee bean and the weather is killing me. Changed our study venue to burger king and I'm so screwed and stucked in acc. Dinner with him and waited for his friend to go gym with him. I did a proud thing by going jogging again but shorter distances this time round.

Yay, dad changed my mattress to pink! ;) I'm lovin' it!

Updating on toy museum with Jiale.

You can amazingly find all those cartoon characters that was existing years back, before me and you were even borned. There are many cartoons that I never even see before. When I saw tintin, then I remembered Benny mentioned about it before and I was like ohhhh.

The beatles was even found there and I like the guitar so much! ;) I couldn't find hello kitty there, if not I will confirm spam photos there.

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However, the rest of the day wasn't really well-spent but it's over. No point complaining over it because we can't turn back time, no? I'm still feeling real uncomfortable after visiting the doctor. Home around 8 plus in the morning and sleep till 2.30pm. Rushed to meet Jaslyn and Chuanhui for studying at airport. I don't know if it's productive because I have been really slow in revision. Okay, I should stop feeling so stress because it won't help. I hate myself for being like that, I really hate the self in me now.

Okay should go back to do accounting in a awhile time. I've got no life.

I'm currently stucked in Simei ite doing some night sanctuary with Jiale and I swear both of us are freaking extremely super tired now. He's so sweet that he let me sleeps while he thinks of way to stay awake. I know he's super tired now but he sacrificing his sleep for me. Kay, I'm freaking touched and don't know what to do now.

The kid over here and really out of control. Supposed to supervise them and make sure they don't anyhow run around but they went to smoke outside the hall. Jiale was like having a hard time persuading them to get back. Kay, they are really out of control.

It's 5.22am now and the sky is stil dark. Looking outside the window since I started blogging, I've already saw two planes landing and there are many taxi on the traffic. The night is gone and here comes the morning. I see buses started to operate. The drivers must be real tired to wake up early in the morning. Guess what. I'm still going to meet Jaslyn and Chuanhui for studying at 2pm and hopefully, I won't late for studying.

Studying was god damn inefficient yesterday because I didn't really study and our two months wasn't well-spent. We ended up visiting the clinic because of my health. I hope I ain't that stress like what the doctor said. Okay, third planes landing! Guess I should go back study a little more. Shall post up the photos when I'm free! ;)

Half of my day wasted on sleeping, I'm super guilty. Decided to study alone in terminal three mac this afternoon and it was quite productive. Accounting is really so damn hard that I really got stressed up. I guess I need to go mac more often. I finally went jogging tonight after so long! ;)



Happy second months, boyfriend! ♥

I don't know if we should say two months is fast or not for us, but I'm glad that we are what it is now. Today will be the last monthsary we will celebrate together and the next month, you will be off to Brunei. And if we can overcome this and last till you back, we will celebrate nine months together. I don't know what's the feeling but it's gonna be real weird that six months, we gonna use msn to communicate to each other. By then, will the feeling still the same? What will it be like when we see each other? I really wonder at times. Whatever it is, thanks for the video you've made for me and I really feel touched. See you tomorrow, boy!

It's already wednesday and yet I've really finish my revision for accounting as well as mice. I'm getting kind of worried now, afraid that I can't finish my revision on time. I need to do my past year papers soon. After getting back my bese result, I swear my heart sunk and I felt real depressing. I thought everything was okay, I thought my result will be alright. I'm lost.



Studying at terminal three mac with Jiale and Shirlene joined us after that. We ended up chatting more than studying. And look at my hot chocolate, the coffee art was real cool, ya?



It's really nice being friend with Shirlene because she is so innocent with the things happening around her, so afraid that she might be bullied. But okay, I'm no way better than her too. We're both easily bullied kid, and that's why we end up as friends.



Persuaded mom to let me stay overnight at mac to study and luckily she allows, despite feeling unhappy about it. Jiale accompanied me and we stayed at tampines mart mac. My accounting is still far away from lecture thirteen. We had supper at mr teh tarik and I felt like vomiting. Home around 5 plus and Jiale took bus back home. Thanks boyfriend for accompanying me all the time.

Okay, it's late already and I haven't been studying. Shall go develop photos and off to coffee bean to study! ;) Bye friends!

It's totally not a productive day for me. Flipped through mice but nothing much went into my head. I feel stupid for that moment, because I'm just so not into studies. Now, I have a second thought if to continue private uni.

Joined Jiale's family for steamboat dinner at amk and glad it wasn't as awkward as I thought. His sister is much friendly than I thought because she kept giving me food. I'm glad that I'm the first girlfriend that he brought to family dinner. ;) Texted Jaslyn 'cause I was like at her house nearby then went to find her after dinner and chatted with her and Jiale at mac!



I miss her, Chuanhui and Thaijin alot! Feeling super duper guilty whenever Chuanhui asked me out to study but I couldn't make it. I'm really sorry!

Going to study date with him tomorrow! I hope it will be a productive day. ;) Jiayou, to both of us and all of you!

Another fun day with that stupid boyfriend of mine! ♥

He came all the way till my house to fetch me and we headed to school together. I gonna admit that he's sweet, most of the time, despite constant complaining 'bout him. He's still a nice boyfriend! ;) We went to school library for studying and ended up, most of the time was throwing the sunflower chocolate seed into each other mouth. He never fails...to say I'm fat. Settled our dinner at 829 Astons! ;) I'm fallin' in love with potatoes salad yo!



After dinner, he thought of going to play swing, kinda reminisce the childhood! So we bus and he brought me to the swing near tanah merah and simpang bedok. It really feels great to play swing. I bet you guys must be real long never play swing! We played see saw too and he gave me a real shock.

Bus back to Tampines and had a chill at McCafe 'coz I feel like drinking hot chocolate! ;)

I seriously think that both of us look like xiao hai zi and we both smile the same. Cool cool yo!

He never fails to threaten me with the three weeks left whenever we had tiff but still, it was just a joke! ;) I'm glad that we both can become couple b'coz we both are equally lame and childish. Okay, needa study again! :(

AND I FINALLY APPLY NAIL POLISH BUT IT LOOKS LIKE SHIT, SO UNEVEN. BUT THE COLOUR IS SWEET, PINK AND WHITE! FRENCH FRENCH FRENCH MANICURE! (Y)

It was a great day spent with Jiale! ♥

Good that we don't quarrel when we meet, and this solves the issue. Watched 127 Hours at Amk hub before dinner. ;) It was quite a nice movie and kind of disgusted by some part.



Brought him to some dessert shop at Bugis before our dinner. Wanted to have Aston's at Suntec but the queue was too long so we settled at some stall.



Walked to Esplanade for a walk and caught the concert, ;) It was my first time sit at the waterfront and listen to the concert. I kept trying to take many photos with him, so it's enough for the six months.



Walked back to Bugis and asked people to help us take photo at Raffles hotel. ;) Had fun laughing away with him and I think we are like really young childish couple. B'coz we were like kicking and playing catching for the whole night.



Quickly took the opportunity to take a photo while waiting for the traffic and see, the stupid boyfriend of mine stood so far away till he also thinks that we look like just normal friend. I seriously don't understand what he thinking.



On the bus back, this boyfriend of mine took the receipt and tear the paper till "I love u", it was freaking cool when I saw it. I still kept asking him to play and talk to me. B'coz of this, I shall forgive him! ;) Had prata at 201 before heading back home. Time spent with him is always so short, I really enjoy being with him and I'm afraid that I will not used to it when he leaves my side. Okay, it's time to be independent already!

Studying with him tmr and I dating him on friday b'coz it's the last time that we'll be celebrating monthsary together. How sad can this be?

Started the day with a nasty and unhappy feeling but glad that it ended back to normal, with him. ;) I know that it doesn't feel good and I understand his point of view. Chatted with him on the phone and glad that we can chatted from angry and pekchek tone till sweet and funny tone! ;)

Met him for breakfast at mac before heading to mice lecture. After that, went to Jaslyn's house to gossip and had lunch. Her aunt cooked the macoroni for us and it's nice!



I love the prawns most! ;) I was so tired that I lied on her bed when we gossip.



Around evening, all of us headed off to different place. I rushed to meet 5A's at bugis for steamboat and went to Ben's house for gambling. I lost two bucks and I faster ciao home, haha. Chatted with Jiale on the phone when I was on my way home! ;)

Found this picture at sugarloaf booth pic fb. ;)



It was really amazing that fri sales was 4k plus and if it was our group, I swear my leg will breaks. I'm so glad that ssm was over and my hair is already coloured now! ;) How wonderful can this be?

Gonna strive hard for the final exam and hope I can pull my grades up! ;) Three more weeks and he gonna leaves soon! :( Yay, meeting him tomorrow for movie before study hard during next week! ♥ I'm so wanna meet him now and talk cock with him! Goodnight everybody, off to bed!

)Two final tests in a row and it drives me crazy, instantly. Ticketing was ohmyfreakinggod. I'm so sorry, Karyaow. Because of me, you got scolded by tutor and nearly got marked zero for it. Nutrition was screwedmylifeup.

After exam, went to accompany Yihui to get his organiser book at City hall, prints. We had sarpino's express and coffee&toast for our dinner. I got cheated for the stupid fake taiwan bubble tea at an exp price. Walked pass city link and felt like buying the popcorn but Yihui pull me off. He kept praise me tonight till I super shy! And Jiale, Yihui asked you to buy the popcorn for me. ;)

Back tamp and waited for his friend for supper while I went home. Jiale called me and shouted here and there and couldn't make decision if to go kim's house. In the end, he went home and chatted with him on the phone for hour plus. In that 71 mins of conversation, 70 mins was arguing over nonsense and 1 min was sweet talk. What an unique rls we are undergoing, lol.

Going for breakfast with the boyfriend of mine before dragging my feet back to school for mice lecture. Tmr will be a better day, I guess. Heading to Jaslyn's house for gossip session and evening, everyone heading off to different place. I gonna head off to meet sec 5a's for steamboat at bugis! ;)

The nightmare I had sucks to the drain. It pissed me off during my sleep and the feeling just wasn't that good at all. All thanks to bitches.



Went over to Zhiyu's house to dye hair with clique. ;) Before that, we bought our stuffs at fairprice and bought toto since tmr will be the big prize. Pray god that I'll strike! ;)



Karyaow and I shared a bottle of liese sweet apricot! ;) He helped me dye while I helped him. This time the colour is much more obvious and thanks to karyaow! ;) But I'm guilty that his was all right nia.



Dinner with Chuanhui, Benjamin and Zhiyu and went to take bus with Benjamin. I'm so sorry that I've dragged him into this picture. :(

YAY I'M FINALLY GET OVER AND DONE WITH SSM. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT SSM IS FINALLY OVER! THREE CHEERS TO THE END OF SSM! ;)

But I still fail my grooming check for today. Kinda disappointed and I don't know what's wrong with Mr Lee today. Whatever it is, it's over! Pre-ops was tiring but was satisfied with the thing I had done but post ops really killing me straight. Push cart with Izzad was fun but tiring b'coz we went all the way till IT school. My legs are breaking and it aches like it never aches before. Thanks god that I'm in my bed now.



We hit the sales target of 3k and was the first lrm grp who hit this target! ;) The sense of achievement was definitely great.



I will still not miss ssm because I don't miss waking up early for school, I don't miss gel-ing up my hair like a fool, I don't miss putting on a red lipstick and scaring the guest off. Okay, happy that it's over! ;) Now I'm gonna stress with upcoming exams. Fcuk, life's never satisfied.

Tmr will be the last ssm operation already and I'm freaking happy because this means I don't have to wake up extremely early for school and I don't have to bun my hair up like stupid. I can go for manicure again and dye my hair! (Y) How great life will be then again! Okay but that must wait till tomorrow.

Tmr operation will be a stressful one. Hopefully I'll survive it man. Mice tutorial was totally a boring one and I forever hate Mice tutorial. What's wrong with my result this sem? It sucks totally! I need to study for my nutrition soon and do well for it. :( I'm just sucks at studying, stupid. How I wish life will be so stress-less and happy everyday, without having anything to be stress about. I wish...

I left out about this part! This is the card that I made for Jiale.



Most importantly, I've received many chocolate from classmates and a card from Shirlene! ;) ;) It's great receiving card from her! ;) Jas also wrote a letter for me in my diary, hehehehe! Spreading the wonderful love! ♥♥♥

Happy Valentine's Day to all my loved ones! ♥



Sister called me early in the morning because she was happy and reminded me to do my heartshaped bread for Jiale. ;) Met Chuanhui and Jaslyn for lunch at sugarloaf and I totally had no appetite at all.



Sorry Jaslyn and Karyaow for waiting for me for Jiale. Now then I realised that he was actually doing my valentine day card in the library. Okay because of this reason, I shall forgive him! We went to cold storage to get our food before heading off to barrage.



I feel the sincerity in him when I received this card. He said so much lies to make me such wonderful card and this is only one of the pages. It's the first time a guy did a card for me with so much effort. ;) The wind was so strong at barrage and I know I'm stupid for wearing dress. He still went to photoshop this photo and I don't even know how to make it! ;) I really like it much, and now, it makes me even don't bear to see him go.



Side track abit, my mom and bro scolded me like shit when they received the warning letter from school. Bese test was a real big time shit, failed that I can just stay at home to slack. Okay, need to study hard for my nutrition test!

It's Sunday time and next week will be the last week of school already! I don't know to be happy or not, because this means he will be going for his attachment soon. Alright, on the happier note, I think I'm damn zai and pro. Shall update what I'm so zai about! ;)

Woke up real late today and met Benjamin to study after that. But basically, we didn't study. Hahaha, dinner at subway after much argument because he wanted to dine at din tai feng, swensen, sushi tei, carls junior and etc. He thinks he's rich and wanna treats me. Back home and I'm lazy to bathe now! Jaslyn and Shirlene are freaking funny when I was texting with them. Both of them are totally damn nonsense but I love them as friends! ;)

Alright, valentine day tmr and my boyfriend is watching stupid show on earth now and not talking to me. Tsk! Anyway, hope everyone spend a happy v day and hope singles will find their love ones soon! ;)

It was been really long since I have last met my secondary school friends. I need to admit that I'm a real lousy organiser because there were people pop out at the small mac when I don't even know that they are going. Dinner at express teppanyaki and slack at t1 rooftop.



Cindy was really to piggy back me and I got really a shocked when she suddenly fell down.



Jiale came over to tampines to find me at 9pm and we caught a movie. Homecoming was really so-so, like worst than all's well end's well. He sent me back home before sending home and ended up, gotta waste his money taking cab. I love him, and I really don't wish to part in five weeks time. This hurts.

Teevee programmes are getting more and more boring till there is no nice show for me to watch. It's only 1pm now and the afternoon is so long for me to spend before meeting secondary school peeps for dinner. The initial plan gotta be cancelled I guess since there are only a few of them can make it tonight.

Can someone please motivate me to study for my nutrition last exam now? I've been screwing up my exam for all these while and I needa buck up to pull my stupid gpa up. Please don't say that relationship has affected my studies because it didn't. It's myself who dislike studying and no one gotta be blamed except for me myself. So please please force myself to study man. Should I go out study like now? Teevee and sofa is definitely a distraction to me. Ahhhhhhhhh!

Again, I'm the last one who reach the ticketing class. I overslept again and this time round, I took cab to school. Luckily shit because the cab fare was $6.50 and my wallet just nice has only $6.50, no more or less. Not even a 5 cents left.

Ticketing class was like an alien subject to me. Went sugarloaf for some small bite and went back to edit project and basically, travelling around the school. The weather was a killer this afternoon and I perspire like mad. Passed by biz entrance and Presley asked me to do the decoration of cupcakes for v. day! Designed one for Jiale and passed it to him at lib. ;)



I can't stop laughing at the guy beside when he was decorating his cupcakes. I think he really just decorate the cake for the sake of decorating and having fun because I saw him using his hand to rub away those icing sugar when it wasn't perfectly drawn. Hahaha, kay it's not funny actually, just disgusted.



Met Jiale after his exhibition and accompanied him to gym while I went off to meet Yihui to cityhall! ;) I realised I've been eating wholemeal bread sandwiches for lunch and dinner. -.- How boring can it be?