The warm embrace that no one knows.

Despite there's no school today and woke up late, I am still feeling very restless and tired. Had a last mins changes and postpone our discussion to tmr, I am such a lazy bum. Singing with Jiale, Stephanie and Hweeying at KCCCC. It was freaking funny when Jiale just fell asleep, lying on my lap and he was like covering his ears when the music was blasting. All of us couldn't stop laughing. Dinner and ciao to buy shoes but tm doesn't have my shoes at charles and keith. Gonna buy it after Jiale's ssm tmr!

I hate wednesday because there's ssm whereby it's chinese new year eve. Life's unfair.



Saw this photos are msn.com and ryeowook just looks so cute. Okay, but I'm still not those hardcore kpop fan like what Chengwei said!



I'm devoted to one, and supporting ryeowook since long long ago! ;)

Lightning don't strike, the same place twice.

The virgin shopping experience with Shirlene was great! ;)

I felt real guilty that I was freaking late in meeting her. Screwed the bus 518, it was too freaking cold that I need to change to bus 5 instead. Day with her turned out great and fun, laughing nonstop at stupid things! That's how we 19 years old think!

The first stop was at fep. Decided to buy the dress that I've long aimed at code red. Amazing us walked fep within one hour and we ciao to cineleisure. There are many many bags at editors' market but just nothing caught our eyes. But we were freaking happy to buy cute rings from the flea market at scape! Both of us bought the same designs and we shall see if we got the fate to wear the same design on the day. ;)

Bus to bugis street and still couldn't find the bags and shoes that we want. Before the sunset, we walked to haji lane and we just walked in the rain! ;) We seem like have lots of things to chat about, never afraid that we will run out of topic, cool! When we walked back to street, we were drenched but it was funny. Settled our dinner at ljs. The whole day turned out fun and had great great time laughing away! ;) We shall go out soon again!

But guess what, we still didn't buy what we supposed to buy, the shoes and bags. I should buy the shoes from charles and keith which I've aimed long long ago. Like what Shirlene said, the first feeling for it is always right.

Yay, there's no school tomorrow and will be going singing with Jiale and his friends! ;) Proj discussion before that with Chuanhui. Night everyone, let's watch love buffet now!

Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy.

I love weekend, when I can sleep without setting the alarm in my phone. I woke up by the vibration of message and it feels great reading msges. Realizing it was already 11.30am, and I missed out the first half hour of my love buffet, rushed out to the living room to watch it. Love buffet is (Y) (Y) (Y)!

Blur Jiale was freaking imba 'cause he went to work without bringing his working pant so ended up, he can't go for work. Quickly prepared and went to meet him at town. We walked to Cathay without any plan in mind and we just walked aimlessly. An impromptu decision to watch the great great world. Thanks god that Jiale has his working uniform if not I might freeze to death inside. Dinner at Katong shopping center, had chicken rice and we had a ridiculous yet funny plan after that!

My heart went pumping so fast so fast, when we bumped into his sister. I guessed my smile was too stiff. I'm great that we managed to talk thing out to get rid of all these negative thoughts. :) I need to buy new year clothes like real soon because cny is just next four days! Virgin shopping experience with Shirlene tomorrow, feeling so excited now!

Alright, goodnight everyone!

When I thought I had made such effort to wake up early for lesson, actually I didn't. I was still as late as usual. I have short attention span and I gotta admit that. Ticketing was a big screw up for me, totally clueless of what she was talking about.

Had a really htht with Chuanhui after school and I know she will be the one that can really lend me her listening ear.

It was an impromptu decision today. Met Jiale and went shopping with him. He finally bought his bag from f29 but I've yet to buy my stuffs! Oh no. I feel like going haji lane to look for pretty dresses and accessories.

Everyone has a little secret in their heart, which you will never wish to share it out. This secret might affects you in some way in life because it will be forever etched into your heart. You just can't get rid of it. You might try and force yourself to stop thinking about it, but you will realised, you just can't. Life is full of unpredictable. Life is full of surprises. Life is full of ups and downs and every little things happened for a reason and it is called part and parcel of your life.

Climbing this stairs of life isn't easy, you gotta control it well. Every steps you take, you will realized something new. If you fall, you will be back to ground getting hurt. So what if you fall and get hurt? Stand up and climb again, because one day, you know that you will reach the top.

That little secret remains in my heart.

This isn't the first time that I skipped my accounting lecture. I think I'm super jialat b'cause I don't even have the lecture notes for two weeks. I need to buck up on my studies and I always said that but I never show it out.

I'm so freaking broke that I had cup noodles for my lunch and had a two dollar sugarcane when I reached Taka. This is so pathetic. Celebrated Karyaow's birthday @ Republic of Steak! I love potatoes salad. Debating between guys opinion and girls one. This has definitely made me think much. Chatted with Chuanhui on the phone before I started blogging. I know she will definitely be there for me when I need her most, b'cause she's my best friend since orientation! ♥ Sometimes, good friend just knows what you are thinking in mind when you didn't speak any word.

Hello, I still have ticketing tomorrow and where am I here now! Shopping for new year clothes tmr with Yihui and Joyce @ the usual singapore shopping malls. I shall try not to be late for ticketing! Goodnight, ciao!

Operation at Sugarloaf was really ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh want my life! :(

My leg hasn't been feeling so ache after the first week of top table. But this time, it's definitely much more pain than of that. During operation, everything was kinda of mess up but glad that we hit our target at the end of the day! ;) Sounds cool. Glad that I'm over with one week! Three more freaking weeks at sugarloaf and I'm done with this stupid module.

HOPEFULLY I WILL GO LECTURE TOMORROW!

I've cleared leave for accounting tutorial this morning and went for mice tutorial, I know this might sound kind of stupid. Whatever it is,


Happy 19th birthday, Karyaow. You must learn to lower down your burping volume. It's blasting ya know. Hahaha but it's great being in the same group as you because we are like brother that always *fistbump*.



2k06 after mice tutorial! Had a great laugh with them because everyone will definitely be very united during mice tutorial! (Y) How amazing can we be!

Took a photo with Shirlene after mice tutorial. I know her well since this sem and especially during ssm, we just stick to each other. She's freaking fun to hang out with and can simply joke around about everything under the sun, even about shit. How cool can we be?

And Lihui, she's Shirlene good friend, so we also talk and joke around during ssm. She always xoxo me when she see me! ;) I joined them to bathe tgt in the swimming complex after ssm and we always can joke about anything. They are definitely a nice friend to be with!

Waited for Jiale to end his ssm and went to Somerset for dinner. He brought me to Ippudo at Mandarin Gallery.

The ramen was not bad, better than nihon and ajisen. Thanks for bringing me there.

Happy one month, Jiale ♥

Things ain't been easy for both of us. Argument couldn't be avoided and it happens now and then. It hurts deep down when both of us are feeling real low but we tried to cheer each other up. Though it's a short one month together but I did enjoyed every moment with you. I hope things will really be going fine for us. I love you.

Geesh, I hate wednesday because it means there's ssm. Sugarloaf tomorrow and I'm hot plate counter staff with Zhiyu. Hope I won't screw things up, I'm clumsy yo!

This is gonna be an interesting post! I just can't stop laughing when I see those photos and Thaijin couldn't stop laughing after I showed her in msn. (Y)

Before I start blogging about it, I wanna rant out that I screw my nutrition test up! I guess I'm born stupid when it comes to science, yah?

Saw Huishan did the scapebook for Jueying for her birthday and saw all those old photos of us, it was kinda memorable and requested her to send me all those photos and I just received it! I couldn't stop laughing when I see myself in that kind of geek look. (o.o) Make sure you aren't eating anything now because you might wanna vomit it out!



Okay, I think this is relatively okay. Guess this was taken when we were sec two! Yes, it was sec two because I already wearing contact lenses. I followed trend one yah. :D



Obviously, this was sec two too because of the same....man hairstyle. I don't understand why I can stand myself with that disgusting hairstyle for so many years.

Okay, Thaijin saw all these photos and she laughs her ass off! I think it's freaking ugly that I got a shock when I open the file. In the past, people said it's cute lah. Hahaha, now I know how much a person can change. My mom is a good mother. I showed her the photos and she said, "no, its equally pretty like now, it's not ugly at all, it's pretty". Amazing, does the word equally means that...I didn't change?

Okay, I just think that I am freaking amazing! :D

This one month seems kinda slow but still, happy one month Jiale! ♥♥♥

Hehehe, will be meeting him after his ssm tomorrow.

Window shopping + celebrating Jueying's birthday = cost a bomb + scolding.



Whenever I see this picture, I will recall that we actually got said by the security guard for taking photos in the cineleisure. It's totally like so lame.



Window shopping for me instead 'cause I am officially declaring bankrupt now. Yihui bought a 3/4 jean and Joyce bought accessories. I...bought a crystal jade bread home. Benjamin joined us at town and we ciao to ehub to celebrate Jueying's birthday.

Benjamin & Yihui, let's screw it up yo!



Back home and the first thing was got screwed by mom about money spending. Well, life just sucks at times. No, most of the time for me. Damn, I just don't wanna talk about money but can't. Hello, you gonna know that even one prawn noodles can cost up to 5bucks. It's no longer 5 cents, yo.

Ahhhh, let's go to somewhere and scream my heart out.

Accounting class test is down and I screwed it up. Next up will be bese report and nutrition class test! My life is always revolve with exams and report. What a life.

Dinner with Weekhim at Kimgary and we updated each other with lot of stuffs! We basically chat anything under the moon. Slacked at mac and bumped into Hongjun and he joined us in our conversation! It was freaking long since I last met the two of them. Reached home around 1am and it was freaking surprised that my mom didn't even call to check on me.

Okay, I need to rush my bese report already! But my eyes are like closing. :(
What a tough life to go on.

Hi peepo, I'm finally done with ssm prof test and left with 4 weeks at sugarloaf and I will be completely done with sickening ssm! Hehehe. Was satisfied with the prof test today, :) Fell asleep in the locker room while waiting for Shirlene and Lihui.

Went over to meet Jiale at inter and had lunch/hi tea at Kimgary 'coz I was kind of hungry. Back home to get my stuffs and went over to airport to study. Camp at starbucks for quite few hours and he managed to chiong finish his culture proj. I fell asleep while reading accounting. Did a tutorial and off we go for dinner.

I feel so useless when I can't even order burger king properly. I just don't know there's rendang burger what. :( Studied for half hour and off we go! Had great laugh with him tonight, just can't stop laughing. Especially when he kept laughing at me and all his lame jokes. Kay, this makes us feel even sian when we know that we gonna seperate for 6 freaking long months.


♥

My hand got two big mosquitoes bites but it doesn't really look like mosquito bites but it's swollen. Accounting was a oh no no no no for me. I don't wanna screw it up uh, but it seems hard.



Presentation was still alright. Went for the top table meeting with them though I am TCC. Passed Chengwei the chocolate and he was so basket to burst out laughter when I smiled widely to him from far. Tsk! Met Jiale and accompanied him to do his project in school. He looked so freaking tired, :( He came my house for a drink before ciao off.

Hey peep, I had diarrhea siol! :( and I'm drinking milk now, like wth?

Hello world, my life is really stressed up with tons of things yo. Be it relationship, school work, or friends. Alright, I know I must live it up.

My hand is swollen like a dumpling. I guess even mosquitoes love me too, amazing huh. Gave bese a miss today because my mood just wasn't right to attend. Heard a shocking news from Jas when I reached school at four plus. Dinner with Chuanhui and noodles made us full like mad. Bought icy soya milk and emicakes back home. Htht with Rachel at house downstair.

For a moment, I hate myself for being myself and behaving in such a way.

Nutrition quiz next week will kill me straight. I'm not a geek who can memorize all these fact. I go with feel yo. So, just die in the world of vitamin and mineral. And same goes to ssm menu on wed, accounting on fri. C'mon, I need a life.

Distance is but another obstacle for me to prove my love to you. It won't stop me from loving u, instead it will make me want to love u even more.

This month seventeen with Taylor Swift is extremely nice to read. I was so engrossed with it, be it at train or coffee bean. This shows that I have yet to memorize my bloody ssm menu and accounting. I don't want to see myself get killed by this. I'm glad that we don't argue when we meet up, that's a good thing yo.

Rojak, I'm waiting for you.

Why did everything even started and caused us to have so many misunderstanding, feeling screwed and the attitude we had? Has the trust really built up in us? Trust me that this has really caused my feeling screwed a big time.

Impromptu decision to go drinking with Yihui and Daphne at night. Went over to somerset to find Jiale for awhile after his work. Walked around to shop and wanted to go over taka but it was pouring heavily. Train back to amk and had dinner. I'm a big good nice girl who treated Kianloon koi because he was so freaking nice to help me queue up to buy lottery! (Y) Nice friend of mine.

Passed him the drink at somerset (like again), and suddenly thought of staying with them for dinner before meeting Yihui for drinking. It was freaking long since I last met Hongwei. Joke, slack, lame awhile and waited for Kianloon's friend to come while he smoking outside and we chatted.

Nice Benjamin accompanied me along for drinking too because he was afraid that I might not take it. Drank at T.G.I.Friday and rushed to catch the last bus of 518. The journey was totally sucks max. I hate it because wrong thing came at the wrong time. Thanks god Benjamin and Yihui accomapnied me to get my things done and we cab back home.

Whatever it is, it's only the fifteenth day of 2011 and 'm feeling so suck up. How about the rest of the day? :( I think I need to have good time management alr. Suck, goodnight! :)

Start and end my day feeling so fucked up. Like wow, what the hell?

Thanks god Jaslyn woke me up, if not I won't appear for my ticketing class test, like wtf? Rushed like mad and took bus. Thinking that I will definitely not late for exam 'coz I left house freaking early, then all the bus was full max. And I was at Safra waiting for the damn bus since 8.45, like wtf? Sorry karyaow, but rushed to ticketing exam at 9.15am.

Rushed through the paper and I screwed it up, how amazin'.

Lunched with 'em and went off to play badminton with Jiale and his co. Had fun and was quite exciting. Bathed and went home to put things down before meeting the girls.



It's been real long since we have met up to slack, gossip and share problems. Slacked at the rooftop of tampines 1. Supposed to update each other life and ended up talking about ssm, creatures and animals. And guess what, everything starts from an ant. Yes, an ant leads to so much topic to talk about, amazing huh? Bro called to help him buy wax, so went off already.

Sometimes, I just think that it isn't easy to find the someone that you love and vice versus. But it isn't easy to find someone who has the same thinking as well as character as you b'coz everyone is different and has different past. I know I need to accept this and stop mourning over it but all I need is really just time. This is affecting me max much but hello, this is reality yo. I know what to do, fuck, I really know!

Not gonna live my life like yours.

Screwed my nutrition test, thanks tutor for giving half more marks to pass. I actually screwed up my nutrition, wtf? I think I gonna screw everything up, like fcuk ya? Practiced ticketing and went to meet him for dinner. His mood was totally screwed up, so as mine. Dinner @ amk and train home.

Badminton w Jiale and his clique tmr, oh?

A freaking tired+ stressed out day+ heartaching day.

With only three hours of sleep last night, I went to ssm today and it was really killing me. I forgot to pray before I left house for my prof test two. And suay enough, I got white wine and I was the first white wine girl. The full mark timing for wine opening is 3mins and 30secs, and I got 3mins and 31 secs. So, this is the fate?

Chatted with Shirlene and Lihui during our free time and they are really very funny and nice people. ;) Practice cap order and off to bathe at swimming complex. Luckily they on the water heater and it feels so shiok. Practice ticketing at lab for two hours plus till 7. Thanks my sweet boyf for waiting for me and we had dinner together! ;)

But he got me so disappointed because he doesn't listen to me, most of the time, whereby I am saying for his own good. Well, :( What hurt is hurt, what done is done. Pray hard that he doesn't fall sick, :( :( Okay, I'm freaking tired now, like fainting anytime soon! :(

I was still considering whether to blog tonight because I am super lazy now. But thinking that I promise myself to blog everyday about my daily life, then I shall endure and post a nice post. ;)

I was just freaking late for school today, and thanks Karyaow, for together missed the bus with me and we reached at 11.30am for our accounting lesson. Got back the stupid accounting result and wasn't satisfied at all. Then, ssm prof test 1 result was out, even made me down down down down down. Havin' my prof test 2 tomorrow, I mustn't screw up again but I think possibility is high. Couldn't get to practice ticketing at all.

Headed to tcc alone and practiced wine serving with Shirlene, Lihui and Deborah. Had a great laugh with them. Met Jiale after he finished his ssm, and he looks super shag. :( Bus to amk and he fell asleep, lying on my shoulder. It was great when I actually talked things out 'bout some thing. ;) But it really feels god damn sian whenever I think that he's gonna leave me for six months. Ah, freak lah. :( :( :( :(

Please pray hard that I'll do well for prof test tomorrow, ;) Practicing ticketing with shirlene and lihui tomorrow before meeting him for dinner! (Y)

I think someone should really feel appreciated for my acts. I was thinking to take a break from blogging tonight but someone actually confronted me when I came online. So, I'm gonna dedicated this post to my good and annoying friend, Chengwei.

You really gotta appreciate my acts because I seriously think that I am very sweet and nice. Oh my god, you must remember that you will always be standing on my side, supporting me against ppl. Hahaha, although I don't give a damn about your bro alr but still, your good friend me, had actually suffered in the past. I know you will side me, yo right? It's really great to know you because you are much better than your bro and everyone agrees. Oi, alot of my friends said you handsome siol, not bad uh.

Whatever it is in the past, I still wanna thanks you.. I will never forget that you were there to chat with me in msn, sharing me your problems which you never tell your bro, and you will be there listening to my problems. It's definitely feeling great to know your problems, whereby your bro doesn't even know. This means that I'm a good friend! Anyway, you must not be shy already kay. Open up and you will eventually touched someone's heart. :)

Okay, will be seeing you on sat for dinner and better be excited about it yeah! See you then!

"We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give."
-Winston Churchill

A great great day out with Jiale, :)

The night before we met, we chatted on the phone and in msn, thinking and discussing of where to go. But guess what? Ended up, we went to the places that was not what we had discussed. Our initial plan was to go science center after his bese meal then barrage for picnic.

He met me at my house and he was (Y) when he walked to my house alone from tpjc. Kay, pretty amazed by it! ;) We ended up decided to go iluma for movie and played arcade over it. I was freaking amazed by the game in the arcade, can shake when you play, like a freaking cool.

Watched the fighter and we walked to dohby ghaut from bugis. Wanted to walk to suntec and have aston but I've got no idea how come we will walked till dohby ghaut. Aston over at cathay had long freaking exaggerating queue. We both are good at walking around the singapore. We walked till suntec and to helix bridge from cathay. :) We definitely save alot of money travellin'.

Slacked at helix bridge and took many photos, afraid that we can't take any in the six months. :) Home sweet home after that. :)

Meeting him for aston later, the craving for it is always that.

I suddenly miss my girlfriends alot. Realising that we haven't been meeting up lately to gossip and update each other's life. Managed to chat with Thaijin for awhile during mice lecture but didn't get to chat with Chuanhui much. I want to get back to the life when we bought drinks, spin the bottles for true or dare, share stories, watch firework at the sky garden of vivocity. (Y) That was definitely loved.

Went for the bloody stupid lame bese dining task with Deborah and Joanne at pizza hut and it was freaking ex. $20 for a stupid lame task.

This stupid awful creamy cheap vanilla ice cream cost 3bucks and I didn't finish it. Bought for the sake for the course meal, lame shit.

Paid $20 to take this stupid photos for the evidence for the stupid task. Isn't it lame? Kay, I realised I am starting to worry about my ticketing test next week. I need to start studying soon, like seriously! How disappointing can it be?

Down with one bloody project and now, left with the last one, my damn nutrition. Consultation was so short that I think tutor thinks we aren't serious but who cares, we are god damn busy with our bloody mice project. School sucks, afterall. :(

Having ticketing class now and I ain't listening. I kept falling asleep and feeling so tired that I feel like going home to sleep now. I still having sip interview with the ntuc later on and bese dining task with Deborah and Joanne over at pizza hut. I am having cough and sore throat and how am I suppose to eat at pizza hut. :(

Met Jiale after school and we went to watch movie afterall. Played arcade and dinner before movie. Karyaow called me during my movie and realized they are still rushing through the mice project. Feeling guilty, then I went down to school to do with them. Though I didn't help much but at least I was there and my presence made me feel less guilty. Jiale was so nice that he accompanied me and did his project in the school. We did till around 2plus and went for supper at seveneleven. He went over to my house to sleep and it was very awkward when he was to sleep with my brother. Had a hard time waking him up because I don't dare to wake my brother up. Went school together and I am really really really feeling super shag now. I'm like dying soon, f.

And I really wonder how am I gonna do well for ticketing class next week. I am so clueless of what tutor is talking about. Regret, regret and regret for taking ticketing. Oh well~

The first day of ssm at tcc was indeed a fun one yet made me feel like falling asleep for many many times. My eyes couldn't really open at all when Mr Chan was like talking to us. It was like gonna close even when I was like standing up, looking at Mr Chan demostrating the wine pouring. I think I am really very jialat but I am really very tired.

Had a great laugh with Shirlene, Lihui, Amelia and Shawn! They kept on disiaoing me nonstop about Jiale, especially Lihui and Shawn. Hahaha, Amelia suddenly went berserk and we kept playing with each other. Red wine is definitely much better than white wine so I'm so gonna pray that I will get red wine for my prof test 2.

Went to swimming complex to bathe with the girls and went to meet Jiale in school. He accompanied me to find sheila and seriously, she made my hatred increase now. Had cup noodles with him in school and it was pouring so heavily that we stayed in school for awhile. Mom called and asked him if he wants to join us for dinner and come home not. Haha, I was so stunned! Then, decided to bring him home for dinner and the situation was so awkward, haha! But glad that mom thinks he's okay! ;)

Accompanied him till bus stop and helped bro to buy cigarette. Really happy that he actually agreed to come over to my house and he's the first boy that I've brought home and mom approved happily!

That's a good thing!

I am feeling so restless now that I can just fall asleep at anywhere, anytime and any place. Worst still, my throat is hurting like hell now and I am suffering now whenever I swallow my saliva. I tried don't swallow saliva but it accumulated and gonna flow out anytime. K, like a lame.

Mom's friend bought her a chocolate cheesecake from marriott hotel and the temptation is so strong and I went to have a bite, and that's it for my throat. It hurt even more now. Jiale was so nice that he bought me the herbal yet I am so stubborn to eat the cake after consuming the medicine. I'm god damn guilty now. He accompanied me to find Rachel and Denise and sent me back home after he had his dinner with his friends. Despite knowing that he's tired, he still sent me back. This has really brighten up my day.

I hate myself. I just don't understand why there is no companies calling me for interview whereby I've sent so many resumes already. I have already made up my mind that I'm gonna ask sheila if I can go for internship at DFS since it will be retail and having sip at Zoo is also retail. You don't expect me to go zoo to smell the animal shit uh? I guess I am really desperate for job, damn. And now, my throat hurt zillion times and it's affecting my mood. I'm trying to control now and not venting any anger on anyone. It's mommy's birthday tomorrow yet I can't eat any good food. She asked me what I wanna eat for dinner, I thought for very long, and I'm not gonna say food like...porridge.

I want eat prawn, chicken, kang kong, crab, fish but I can't. Baby, are you down down down down down? Yes, I'm damn down now!

Night everyone.

A suay day, or what?

Chatted with Weiting on msn last night and got to share alot of problem.



Managed to get over with BESE project and presentation. I think we screwed our project up.



Thanks Chuanhui for accompanying me to wait for Jiale, like seriously thanks!



Dinner at Bedok point and bumped into his friends. Accompanied him to fake an MC and it cost a bomb, goodness. Well, today just isn't a good day! Shit!



Like finally, we've meet after seperating for so many days. ;)

Although I hate the fact that school reopens tomorrow but, he's back tomorrow, so I should feel excited for school reopen uh?

Met up with Jaslyn to do project at airport. She kept laughing at me when I didn't realised that she was in the same lift as me. Kns! I really felt so dumb at that point of time.



Did project, chatted and suddenly, we thought of going to MBS 'coz she wanna brings me to see the wow thing. :) Hahaha. I enjoyed talking crap with her because we can really talk and live in our own world. Had one slice of pizza and shi lin sweet potatoes with her. Both of us too gei kiang and bought so many food and ended up, was too full till I threw away my sweet potatoes.

Saw this golden man at MBS and took photo with him. ;)

Took 518 back home and out of sudden, I really felt super sian. I hate this feeling, like seriously, I just hate it. :( Okay, gonna reach school at 10am tomorrow. Bye!

Hi everyone, happy new year yo! \m/

I guess I am deprive from sleep, my eyes could hardly open when I was shopping with my mom at Nex. Seeing the crowd flow really made me giddy. Bought a dress for new year and durian back home. I hate east link mall veg rice aunty because she's freaking stingy that she only gave me few leaves for my veg. Kns!

Okay, like a standard, new year must have resolution ya?

1. I gotta fare well for my sem 2.2, 'coz my gpa dropped like shit last sem.
2. Always stay happy with Jiale, especially these three precious months.
3. Keeping in contact with my lovely secondary friends and sweet poly friends 'coz sip gonna seperate us from meeting often.
4. Trying my best to save at least 2k so I can use my own money and learn driving.
5. Kay this wish has been standard and same for many years. Freak, I just wanna lose weight.

Five wishes are pretty enough for me. ;)

Oh yeah, like what I've said in my previous post. If my mom knows that I've bought a new ear piece, she will confirm nag like siao. Guess what? She really did this afternoon. Ohmyfreakinggod, two more days and he will be back. ;) Hi, Jiale!

Hi 2011, goodbye 2010! :)

2010, there's too much of ups and downs for me. There were times when I felt really devastated and thought that life is unfair for me. There were times when I got really hurt and couldn't forgive him/her at all. There were times when I really broke down and cried like ocean. That was the time when I was down. There were times when I put in so much and I felt so one sided. But there were also times when I realised I got this bunch of good sweet poly friends and they were there for me. There were times when I felt like a little princess, being consoled and loved by many friends. Most importantly, I found him when 2010 ends. Afterall, 2010 still ends happily.



Bye 2010. I spent my last day of 2010 with Joyce and Yihui. Slacking around, moving around aimlessly.



Spent on a stupid ear piece b'coz the old one spoilt, like again! If my mom knows, she will definitely nag like siao. Went Harry's bar @ esplanade with 'em and we thought we can tahan till 12am, to see firework.



However, our butt just can't stick to the chair for long. We went around and met Yihui's friend. They insisted in going MBS but Joyce and I were reluctant to go. And damn, I stepped on the grass with mud. What a last day for 2010!



Yihui kept on mentioning Jiale Jiale Jiale, till I super sian because he isn't here at Singapore with me. So, I gave him this look. See, how irritating can Yihui be? I swear he mentioned Jiale name for more than like 50 times. Hahahah.



Drank Heineken and it was godddddd damn bitter till I wanna vomit. I seriously don't understand why so many uncles love to drink that? It's so bitter and alot of 'em said that people who has fall out of love will drink 'coz they are feeling bitter in their heart too. Aww, but not me! But, why do uncle still drink? Not like they have fall out of love right?

Kept on begging Yihui to lend me his smart phone so I can send msg to him on fb. He kept on sms and sms till his phone going flat. Luckily his friend is nice enough to lend me! ;) Joyce and I had dinner at Burger King and we went to sit outside MS mac to wait for firework! Firework was freaking nice and beautiful, I kept on screaming whenever there's like big and beautiful ones! I love firework! :D

Rush home and chatted with Jiale at 1.30am! Told him that I had sort of quarrelled with mom and it seemed like I've so much things to tell him. 3 more bloody stupid days! :)

Hello 2011! I can't imagine that I gonna write the date as 2011 from tomorrow onwards. One year seemed so fly so fast. Gonna live it up in this brand new year! ;)

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