I FINALLY STAY AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY AND NEVER STEP OUT FOR MY HOUSE AT ALL! :D Not even throwing the rubbish into the rubbish chute.



Woke up and watched teevee till I was totally bored out. Then I started studying AM. Was too bored of it again, then walked around the house and looking for food. Mom was back and she cooked. :D Feelin' oh so lucky. Ben was unsure whether to meet to study 'coz he was working then ended up, he reached home around 10.30pm. Heng I never wait for him.



My mind is tangle up with so many thoughts.

Tell me that it's not, I'm sure it's not.

I love blogging. Ah, I realised I haven't been writing letter after yog started. Now, I gonna continue the letter and this time round, I gonna write few letters as a whole because it is mentioning the same person.

Letter to the one that broke my heart the hardest, the last person you kissed and someone that changed my life.

Okay, you know I am mentioning who and it's my ex. I no longer want to say what ridiculous thing he did anymore. Yes, he is the one that broke my heart the hardest and I am pretty sure that I have overcome and I am changing to become better than before! Without him, my life is much beautiful and I realised and experienced alot of things that I will never know in the past. I am glad that he left my world because I definitely deserve much nicer guy to enter my life.

Don't worry, I have changed, definitely way better than the past. I smiled even though I met obstacles. Although I scold fuck here and there, but I am controlling now and I seldom scold it now. You made me know that in this world, there is no long lasting relationsip because there is people like you existing. You might think my word is harsh but isn't it so? Whatever it is, I have changed.

Now, I know how to love someone wholeheartedly and when to give in when it's time. And I will never give in to my future boyfriend even when I am right, just like how you forced me to. I gave in because I don't want to quarrel and made things worst. Now, I want you to get the fact right that you aren't right all the time.

Okay, done with this! I have better things to blog than mentioning about my previous relationship. Chey, for the sake of obeying the letter. Sucks!

I skipped the accounting revision lecture because I was tired and I afraid that I won't end up listening so might as well go home.

Received those yog photos from Husaini Ariffin. K, I don't know which one is his name. Those photo was taken by on the last day of work with them! :D

The below photo is him. He's handsome right, :) He has that nice smile. The transport click very well with us that night and we had lot of fun!

I like this photo alot 'coz it's damn candid. Hahaha!

I know till now, Hidayah, Ronda and I still can't believe that yog has ended. We are suffering from the withdrawal. Thanks Vivian for passing me the brazil stickers and I gave one to Sylvia! Ain't I nice? :D Oh yah, and I remember the other country that I missed out, it's Croatia! Still, I can't remember the other one. I miss Lebanon and Brazil, damn!

This was Thaijin's birthday cake and we did it at icing room and the middle character is Thaijin, it was drew by Jaslyn and Chuanhui, isn't it cute? :D

Still can remember how surprise Thaijin was! Hehehehe. Love her!

I'm so sorry if everthing ended up in such state. I didn't mean it but it's something that is uncontrollable.

It's Sunday. After three weeks of waking up early and travelling to NTU everyday, I suddenly can't get used to it. I was so tired that I can't wake up even though it was 1pm. At first, I thought I have to go NTU and was like forcing myself to sit up, then I realised, yesterday was already my last day.

I miss the athletes coming in to the front desk and asked for detergent powder. I miss them telling me that their key cards went missing and I will like complain to friends. I miss climbing up the stairs to open the door for them. I miss going out of the front desk and open the fridge to take green tea or minute maid. I miss going to the handicapped toilet as though it belongs to mine only. I miss brushing my teeth in the morning when I work midnight shift. I miss the doorbell that hanging at the door. I miss the athletes shaking my hand and telling me thank you. I miss taking the shuttle bus and go to village square to walk and slack around. I miss taking the voucher and walk to hall 14 for my meal. I miss every little thing. I'm a emo kid now.

Studied with Ron and his friend, Ryan at terminal three mac just now. Did read through AM but I was too tired to capture anything that I read. Benjamin came over to find me and ended up, we slacked, talked and eat! :D Before went home, Ben and I went to the Pasar Malam at my house nearby and he bought the iphone cover and I bought coconut and cupcone! :D :D :D

COCONUT IS SO YUMMY! :D I wanna buy it on my way home tomorrow!
Revision lecture tomorrow for four hours and finally, we are back to TP.

No matter what, the Singapore youth olympic games still has to end. Although it was really sad when this mega event has to end and all the athletes have to leave but throughout this tough, fun and tiring journey, we had a wonderful experience and memories.

Yes, I know you guys wanna say about the Lebanese guy. Indeed, his presence had a lot of impact on me and brought joy and sorrow to this journey.

Through this indirect confession, I really learnt my mistake. The mistake of being over-friendly, being not calm enough, being too nervous and screwed things up. He might not be handsome in your eyes but to me, it's the first sight that made me took such initiative. He is the first athlete that I took photo with and slowly, I was like his small fan throughou this period. Many of you think I was insane, saying all those words that hurt me and I know it's impossible and unrealistic, but still, I just want to enjoy this moment when I like an athlete and he was the one that motivated me to travel from Tampines all the way to Boon Lay, just to see him.

Throughout this period, I know many Shatec people too. I really met people from all walks of life. Afterall, I quite enjoyed working with them.

I remembered when it was 14 August, I was working afternoon shift. I was standing outside the front desk and assisting the athletes and looking at them boarding the bus to the Marina Bay Float for the opening ceremony. The carpark was chaotic! Many other NOC were also reporting at our hall. I know everything was screwed up, be it the flag bearers, the transports or the vounteer. Still, they reached there.

Then, we were being asked to stay to work overtime because the NOCs were coming back from the float. The transports side were totally screwed up! There were like more than 100 buses coming in and we were supposed to show them the direction to their halls. It was more chaos than they set off. I remembered I was waiting to see the Lebanese guy but I missed it. That day was my first time taking the cab voucher and it cost 50bucks!

Working midnight shift was the most tiring because you don't have the consistent sleeping time and it was really bored! I had worked midnight shift with Nick, Ian, Foggy, Sheldon and Gopal. All of them were nice to me. But I will never forget that the supper and breakfast were so oily. There was one midnight shift I working with Nick. Ryan took some breakfast for us and we couldn't finish so I gave the food to the laundry boy. And I was really happy that this boy remembered me and appreciated it. I received the dars white chocolate from him on the last day of work and I gave him breakfast again.

This 13 days, time passed really fast. Day by day, it came to the closing ceremony already. I then realised that I have yet to trade things with the athletes but everyone was like leaving soon. I took all the opportunity to take photos with many athletes on the 26 August and this guy from the above picture just sticked so close to me.

Whenever I had to handle to athletes that don't speak english, I will end up using google translator to communicate with them. I will ask them to type and I read and we took turn. It was really fun!

Then today, I self declared my last day of work and D.R of Congo, Ukraine as well as Brazil were checking out. They are the last NOC of our hall that are checking out and I swear that Hidayah and I were like very very very upset. The feeling is beyond description. I just don't feel like parting with them. We had slowly develop feeling for this place, this event and these people.

When the brazilian were pulling their luggage to assemble at the carpark, we saw this handsome brazilian. So, we took photo with him. I am really very sad because none of the brazilian wants to change the jersey with me. They had all changed with the volunteers. I am just too slow! I hate myself for this! But on the brighter note, I just a brazil water bottle! :D

He is Gustavo, a sub CDM of Brazil, that every girls in the hall 13 are crazy over. He is half Japanese and half Brazilian. I never take any photo with him so I grab the opportunity before he left! I placed my hand over at his waist! I think the photo that took by the transports guy is much better!

When the Ukraine and Brazil went off, we stood at the road and waved goodbye to them! It was really saddening to see them leave. I don't wish them to leave but I know it's impossible. After they left, the hall was like so quiet and empty. I started to miss the feeling.

Whatever it is, I really enjoyed in this period and it was a journey that I will never experience again in my whole life. There is happy times spent, there is also sorrow times. Thanks, this August is wonderfully spent.

Brazil, Democractic Republic of Congo, Malaysia, Indonesia, Cuba, Maldives, Mauritius, Mauritania, Ukraine, Lebanon, Antigua and Barbuda, Bulgaria, Lithuania, Ireland, and two more countries which I can't remember.

Happy 18th Birthday, Thaijin! :D

You know what I wanna say, you understand it well. Whatever I wanna tell you, you already know. I love you alot as a friend and you know it all. :) I believe this year is better than the previous one. Enjoy to the fullest of your 18th birthday!

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Reached home around 10am and slept all the way till 3pm. Prepared and off to TAS for the appreciation night! It was the last time that I will be travelling to TAS and to think back, there's lot of memories over there. Okay, shall blog about TAS soon! I wanna go sleep! :)

GONNA ENJOY THE LAST YOG WORKING DAY TOMORROW!
& TAKE MANYYYY PHOTOS WITH THE ATHLETES.

It's midnight shift again! But this time round, I'm working with Sheldon! :D

Blew three balloons and we are like taking many photos with these balloons! Haha, I think we are damn cute. I took photos with two athletes so far and there's one that stick his head towards mine, making me feeling so awkward. Still, forgive him since he's younger than me. Hehe.

Celebrated Thaijin's birthday over at Toa Payoh inter before work. So glad so glad so glad that the surprise succeed. Hehe, she was surprised and we fooled her till I can't stop laughing. Shall upload those photos soon. Dinner at Pizza hut, :) And it's my first time doing cake in the icing room! I wanna do it for my future boyfriend, hehehe!

Okay, I shall go and study awhile. :) Appreciation night tomorrow, haiyah, anyhow already lah! Who cares!

Ron is playing live piano to me through msn now and it's really cool and touching! :D It makes me regret for quitting my piano when I was already halfway through and made it till grade 3.

Chengwei fold this when we ate Just Acia yesterday and it was really amazing because he fold for very long and it seems complicated. You ca see that there's a heart shaped in the middle. Yay, and he coming to find me on friday after my appreciation night and home together! :D He better keeps his promise.

This is balloon that I made! :D COOL RIGHT and I seem like missing out alot of things in the yov. :( I'm not going to the meet up session with the minister tmr and the party in the village square! Damn, I want to have fun too but I'm working midnight shift! Okay, I think I will sleep in the office when working with Sheldon tmr.

GOODNIGHT LOVELY!:D

YOG makes me having inconsistent sleeping hours and timing. Got home around 11am this morning and I slept all the way till 5pm. I was supposed to meet Yihui but suddenly, he was so nice that he said just let me sleep!

Went Pizza hut with my secondary school buddy, my emaths leader, my good friend who knows every single thing about me and my problem, BENJAMIN POH SHENG HUI.

We met up and he told me about his problem and I was really shocked to hear those. I really hope he's okay now. :) Cheer up, Ben! I know you do read my blog because you're my good friend!

This is all the snacks that we bought into yov when we were working midnight shift last night!

So back to today, woke up at 5pm and met Chengwei for dinner at 7pm. Was supposed to go Changi Village 'coz he wanna brings me to eat yummy chicken rice but we were afraid that it will pour so we ended up going to ehub. Sian ttm, it was raining too! Had Just Acia and I ate more scoops of ice cream than him! Walked back to whitesand and went to buy breads for my breakfast and bus home! He's really irritating with the bitchwear and xin yang yang, luan luan xiang. Tsk, I'm being nice and sharing with him about my problem and he talks cock w me. Okay, meeting him soon! :D

Going fep with Jaslyn tomorrow!!!

My nose is like the running tape for the whole night and I seriously can't stop holding tissue papers. I think the skin of my nose is going to peel off soon! I'm just feeling so miserable now, the feeling really sucks.

I woke up at 12.30pm yesterday and met Benjamin buddy for lunch at Pizza Hut because I suddenly have the craving for it since the previous night. Hehe, so asked him to accompany me for lunch. :D (Will upload the photos when I'm free)

Went to my grandparents' house after that and I wasn't really happy with what happened over there but I endured for few hours. Off to meet Nick and took shuttle bus in for work together. Was really having hard time communicating with some athletes as they do not speak English and ended up, I asked the athletes to come in to the front desk and we communicate using the google translator. Haha, we only ehh, yaaa, uhhh to each other. The Democratic Republic of Congo even shake hand with me and high 5 with me.

One last thing, I am very very very very disappointing with (him), someone who I know is gonna be so unrealistic. Damn, when I am typing all these, his group of friends just came in and asked me for help. I had this eye candy from Lebanon and I believe he knows it. He told me that he's flying off on the 22th and surprisingly, he came in to the front desk with two pretty girls last night to get the detergent powder. What the shit? I totally ignored him and never even smile to him. He said goodnight, I remained silent. I really hate people telling lies to me. Hey, so what if you are my eye candy, so what if I sort of "interested" in you? It's all so unrealistic, isn't it? I changed my facebook profile picture because I want to stop dreaming about it and face the reality that it is all just a wonderful memories that I should keep it in my heart will do. So, thats all. This voluntary work indeed made me gain alot of "experience". Amazing!

Now, I'm working for the morning shift staffs to come so I can go back home and rest before meeting Yihui at 2pm to study and meeting Chengwei at 7pm to go Changi Village for chicken rice. I think we're damn cute. Goodbye! Whatever it is, last night simply sucks.

Was late for work again and only Nick and I turned up for work.

Met Joyce, Yihui and Wanzhuang for lunch at Century Square first 'coz was hungry but ended up, I order one slice of bread! Lame sia. Rushed off to meet Jaslyn at Boon Lay and took shuttle bus together. I'm so disappointed with Nick 'coz he called me and lied to me that Abbas is checkin' out soon and I kept thinking while I was on the train.

That Mr. Nice Nick went to use the double sided tape and tape my finger nail 'coz I kept complaining about the stretches. He used the pink highlighter and helped me highlight, haha what the hell. He's a nice guy 'coz he asked me don't ever go and help the athlete open the doors 'coz anything might happens! Awww. :)

Had miscommunication w Benny just now, damn funny. Both of us waited for each other reply for nearly four hours whereby it's him who saved it to the draft. Jaslyn came over to find me and we waited for the rest at the bus stop and home sweet home!

Yay, working midnight shift with Mr. Nice tmr! :D

I'm a brave gal today!

Met Chengwei for lunch at his house area and I off to work for yog. Wrapped up his small prezzie and drew some cute art for him. I was so nervous then, I walked up to his door and went to find him. My heart nearly stops beating.

He wasn't in the room for the whole afternoon. I got so upset. Around evening, Weiting, PuayJoo, Ronda and I went to village square to walk around. Ronda looked out for her eye candy and I looked out for him. Weiting and I took the balloon sculpture.

There were so many athlete misplaced their key cards today and ended up, Sylvia and I had to help them open the door. So, took this photo with this Croatia athlete! He looks pretty!

Weiting and I were like two kisiao kia. She kept using her sword to protect us and she said she wanted to give the sword to her germany athlete.

I went up to his room again and he wasn't there! Just nice, the official was there so we passed him a message to call the front desk when Abbas is back! Abbas really called the front desk and coincidentally, I answered! Talked to him for quite long and realised he's Abbas! He came down to the front desk as I requested.

I was so nervous and excited then! When he opened the door, I was so happy! :D I passed him the prezzie and he said he wanted to open on the spot. I was so embarrassed because the scenario was just so weird. Ronda, Sylvia, Derry and Gopal were all looking at us! Abbas opened and he said thanks! (L) I requested to take photo with him and we had the same pose again.

I sweared that he was so fierce when I asked him to think of pose. :( I got freaked out and I think I screwed it up. So, we both had a twist pose! I finally took up the courage and asked him for facebook and he said he going to create one soon! Hehe. He told me that I won't be able to see him after tmr because HE'S FLYING BACK TO GERMANY TOMORROW FOR SCHOOL! He's half Germany and half Lebanon, it's cool! I do feel a little upset because my eye candy is flying off. Hopefully, I will see him for the last time before he flies tmr. :(

Saw this handsome athlete at the Village Square and alot of the volunteers took photo with him! It seems like he's famous uh huh.

This is how our front desk look likes, one mess!

I LIKE TODAY! :D Although I do feel sad for almost half day, I still enjoyed.

Sometimes I wonder how has this yog benefit us? I think it makes me go crazy more! At least the memories remain!

Tell me, what's the feeling of having a crush on someone?

Is it meant to be a sweet feeling or a bitter one? I couldn't figure out. Fyi, I ain't mentioning about the Lebanon athlete boyf.

Chatted with Benjamin and he said, "gotcha! that's feeling of havin' a crush on someone!" Is it really so? It's god damn long that I've last chatted with him! Really miss the time when we webcam and do many ugly faces on each other.

Discussed with Chengwei on where for lunch for about half an hour and we have yet to think of one venue. I want sushi leh! But ended up, we said 24th dinner at CV but still not about tmr lunch.

I haven't sleep for 36 hours and it's still counting!:D ZAI KIA!

Currently, doing midnight shift with Ian and Gopal.

Dinner with Jaslyn, Chuanhui, Thaijin, Weiting, Weilian, Zhiyu and Jason at Aston just now before Weiting and I came for our shift. Did one accounting paper and I don't know how to do so many questions, damn!

Bought Singapore keychain for the Lebanon athlete. :D Isn't he handsome? Hehehe.



Developed the photo and planned to give it to him when I see him, hopefully it's soon! :D :D

Studying with Jaslyn, Chuanhui, Zhiyu and Jason at 12pm! Doubt I will be sleeping later? Zai not?

TIRED AND DISAPPOINTED!

Dragged myself out of the bed to prepare for work and disappointed because I never see him today! Nevermind, there's always tomorrow till 26 aug! :D

Lunchhhhh with Chengwei tomorrow &
Dinnerrrrr with cliques on Thursday! :D

I'm working midnight shift again and again and again. This time round, I'm working with Nick and Foggy. They are nice guys because they accompanied me to wash my apple, waited for me outside the toilet because I was scared and they don't mind that I was late!

Everytime I came to work, I will feel that I was being forced and I ain't enjoy at all. But it's because of Weiting and Derry presence that made me go for the duty. I do enjoy these few days with my hall colleagues but I doubt I'll be enjoying for the next few days because I ain't close with the rest. Thanks Weiting for at least working same three shift as me for the next three days and I won't be seeing her after that anymore! :(

I haven't start studying and I know I'm slow. Most of my friends are studying already yet I am doing all these duties. I DON'T WANT!

Well, guess what? I bought toothbrush and toothpaste at just-a-store after my dinner because I realised I will be working midnight shift and I need to brush my teeth, if not I'll be feeling so weird! :D Don't find me weird, it's called unique!

Hey! It's 14 August, it's the SYOG opening ceremony! :D It's grand, it's worldwide, it's cool!

Was working afternoon shift and when I reached, we must helped to organise all the NOCs and assist them. I saw my Lebanon boyfriend at the carpark but I was too shy to wave at him because I was too afraid that he couldn't remember me. Still, he brighten up my day! I must definitely take more photos with him before yog ends! Grabbing all the opportunity before it's too late!



Indonesia has cool costumes to the ceremony, :)



Glad that Sylvia is working in the same hall as me and we were in the same shift today! :D We watched the opening ceremony together in the front desk and we were laughing away when the athletes and pole bearers walked the different direction. Argentina flag bearer was so cute 'coz he simply stood in the middle of the stage for very long!



Yay, Weiting will be working same shift as me for the next few days. At least I won't be alone for dinner, supper and breakfast! :D She took up her courage and took photo with the South Africa when they approached her! Hehehe.



AHHHH HUH! HERE'S MY LEBANON BF! He's cute, isn't it? :D
Okay, don't save the photo okay, if not, you're a big fat pig!

Midnight shift with Foggy and Nick tomorrow, will be bringing accounting over! :D:D

Sometimes, the memories remain.

I'M FEELING DAMN TIRED NOW, though there was nothing much to do and I was like walking all the time, but I'm physically tired!

Brazil CDM gave us the badge, cool! :D Derry wants but I can't help him get anymore. Ronda asked me to accompany her to Singapore team hostel to find her friend and he gave us the Singapore badge! :D I want to have more countries badge! Frankly, I think I won't be really looking forward after tmr because I ain't that close with those ppl that I'll be working with. Tmr will be the first time working with Sylvia, hiphip hooray!

3pm to 11pm tomorrow then next day will be midnight shift with two guys again! :( Goodnight, I'm so shag now!

First time working midnight shift in the village and it's definitely an unique experience.

Guess what? I'm currently sitting at Jaslyn's hall front desk blogging about all these. Unfortunately, I can't get to work with her now because she just flies to Bangkok with her brother one day ago! Received her msg before she went off and it was so sweet! :D Haha, really hope that she will enjoys over there but also miss all of us!

Thanks god Derry came over to find me earlier on and we went to take the bus to find Weiting and Puay Joo for breakfast! Haha, it was feeling so weird to have breakfast so early and I'm just not used to everything now. I can't sleep in the night and have to sit at the front desk reading my lecture notes (which I doubt I was doing that just now) and using facebook and ebuddy. Thanks god there's laptop provided in the front desk if not I think I'll bored to death.

Time passed so slow in the morning but it is so cool to see so many young athletes waking up so early to exercise and some are really handsome! :D Well, too bad they are younger than me, haha! Okay, half hour more to go and I can home sweet home!

Will be having badminton with Chengwei and Hongjun later at 4pm! :D I guess I will have enough sleep, haha! Please psycho me and tell me that working yog is fun.

It's just another boring day.

Supposed to have duty today but I was feeling uncomfortable so went to see doctor. I regretted like hell for seeing a doctor now, kind of waste money. Now, I'm coughing so hard that my throat hurt now!!! I really hate it because it's so pain even if I swallow my saliva.

Thaijin just told me about her scary story now and I working midnight shift tomorrow with two guys! Oh my gosh, hopefully they are gentleman and willing to accompany me to toilet! :( Okay, don't think so much! Buy strepsils tomorrow!:D

Haven't been blogging lately because there's so many things happening! Shall slowly rewind back to the time when we had so much fun together.

Friday, went to temple to pray and celebrated Jaslyn's advanced birthday at Ajisen! :D Hopefully, Jaslyn was surprised by everything. I just can't finish my ramen and it left so much as though I hadn't even touched it!

Then, Weiting's classmates asked her to give out flyers so I said I wanna helped out too! Both of us left early and trained to Tampines and we perspired like hell!

Jaslyn, you better take good care of yourself when you go Bangkok with your brother k!:D Enjoy your birthday over there! I will wish you on your fb status and you can see it over there or when you come back! Hahaha, I'll miss you! :D

Back to the flyers part. So basically, when we finished giving out two boxes, we were too shag and lazy to continue. We went to the blocks opposite tampines mall and started putting them into the letter box. Yes, we were so desperate to give out all but ended up, we still returned two boxes to Chelsea.

Saturday, meet up with Jaslyn and Chuanhui and slack around! Had Just Acia @ Dhoby Ghaut for lunch then we walked from Plaza Sing to Far East! The guys joined us later at night to slack and we had dinner. Slacked, played dai dee and drank at Dhoby Ghaut green! I love the moment the most! :D

Thaijin brought us up to Orchard Central rooftop! Though it's just a small stretch but still, the view is not bad! :D

Sunday, had my first yog working shift! Met Kianloon and Ben @ 201 mac for breakfast at 6am! Kianloon spammed calls me like shit, just to rush me 'coz he was freaking hungry! Took train from Tampines all the way till Boon Lay for yog. It was so complicated to go till our hall venue.

Was feeling god damn uncomfortable after yog. When I reached home, my whole body was aching, kept coughing and runny nose. I was feeling so cold then I wear my jacket and covered myself with blanket when my aircon and fan was not even on and my window was closed. Yes, that jialat. Checked my temperature and got fever again! :(

Monday, HAPPY 45TH NATIONAL DAY! :D :D :D

Rested at home in the noon and met Thaijin& the guys around evening. Dinner at Pastamania and we walked to watch fireworks! The fireworks was just so near so near so near us! The view was perfectly clear and big!

Zhiyu brought us to the place outside Millenia Walk and we slacked and played dai dee over there. Played murder and bluff too and I swear I'm sucks at that game!

Then, photo spamming with them! Hahah, we had so much fun lah. Zhiyu and Jason are the model and the rest are to take photo of them and see who's the most professional one. Like random I know.

Okay, Jaslyn said we should call the girls and guys clique, the awesomest! It was really amazing because so much things can happened within months. It's like when this semester started after one month, we then realised this group of guys actually exists and in lrm. We never thought that we will become friends and till now, met up so often for dinner, outings and fireworks. Though everything seems so complicated but I know I really met a group of awesome friends, be it the girls or the boys.

Will be seeing doctor tomorrow for my fever and cough, then rest at home! Continued my working on Wednesday and will be meeting Weiting to go there together! :D :D

It's already the second last day in TAS and I guess today is the worst day over here. I never feel so angry before in my poly life and made me spam all the vulgarities out, just like fuck. It is easily spam it out the word fuck, just like saying lah leh loh. Now, you know how angry I am.

Everything just don't go smoothly for this sem, be it friendship, results and personal. You are suffering, so do we. Now, they think that you are right and we are wrong. You are suffering alone and we aren't. Sometimes, it's not something that it can change within hours or days. Everything was accumulated till what it is now. We bear with all sort of things, we kept quiet and ended up, we are wrong. You made me speechless.

Days in TAS was fun with Jus because he will definitely suan me ttm everytime he see me. Haha.

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Sometimes, it's coincidence that Weiting and I will wear something that is alike.

Was bored after school yesterday so we had lunch and chills at the sky garden. Initially, we had alot of things to say but when we rant our problems, we remained silence. Haha, so started asking lame questions like, how many siblings do you have, what's your fav number?

We took alot of photos with the guys too and both the girls are trying to make fun of me!

I just love the time when we chills out! I guess it was the most relaxing time ever, when you spill out everything in your mind, sharing your problem with someone and talking whatever crap we can think of.

We have been taking alot of photos with our clique in TAS campus.

Alright, it shall be a short and sweet post because I'm feeling so miserable now! :( It was first time I feel so shag thruout the day in school and I endured till night. Reached Rachel's house and I really can't take it so went home! Just ate medicine and going rest now! :D

Skype with Jaslyn and Chuanhui now, I guess everyone is just not in the mood these few days. Damn damn damn damn damn, goodnight.