I struggled through last night. I couldn't take it anymore tonight and I slept so many times. Junxiang called and woke me up but I just couldn't hear anything. By the time I answered the call, it was already the 14th calls from him. How kuazhang it is right!
Letter to someone I wish I could meet.
Hi R, you attracted me when I first met you online. You look charming and cute, totally a guy that I wish to have. But I know I can't have you because we are too far apart. You really look cute when you are blur and especially when you dance. I couldn't stop laughing when Thaijin showed me the video because you just look so cute and funny. I wish you are here again, and I will definitely celebrate your birthday with you. If only, we meet and know each other.
I totally sound like a sicko who love to day-dream. Okay, night!
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
I missed my letter yesterday because I was chionging my project but I'm back. :D
Went to Jaslyn's house yesterday, one word to describe, fun! I was so afraid of her dog but slowly, I wasn't afraid anymore. Skye lie down next to me on the floor, it was so cuteeee man.
Then saw Jaslyn's desktop has this SHINee's calendar, then saw those guys quite attractive so took photo with them. Hehe. Did projects, chit chat, pizza, photo spamming with them was thumbup!
Then saw Jaslyn's desktop has this SHINee's calendar, then saw those guys quite attractive so took photo with them. Hehe. Did projects, chit chat, pizza, photo spamming with them was thumbup!
Left Jaslyn's house around 10pm and I reach home around 12am. Mom started nagging at me but it's all solved. :)
Met Rachel just now to exercise and buy food from shop'n'save, mother knows best!:D But actually, I prefer fairprice.
Letter to your favourite internet friend.
I've been thinking who is my favourite internet friend for two days already, long ago before I wanted to post this up. Till now, I'm still thinking hard. I'm sorry because I realised I don't have internet friend. All my friends are those meet up friend, so I think it meaningless to write a letter to I.F.
Catch up for the next letter. :)
Night, I going to chiong project already. 4 more hours and I need to start prepare for school, still need to sleep?
Sunday, June 27, 2010

Went for Joyce's class bbq at pasir ris park just now.
I realised that we are really coming from two different worlds. Sometimes, the external factor do matters and I hope you understand.
Letter to ex-boyfriend.
Hi, my ex-boyfriend. Whenever I think of you, I will remember clearly how you looked away when you saw me at fairprice. I didn't know that after a break up, we can't even be friends. You made most of the people thinking that you are just a coward immature kid that avoid all the times even when we can't be couple. Come on, times has change, isn't it?
Well, I really couldn't expect that you are actually such a fast and efficient guy. It was all started with a herbal tea. Reminiscing it makes me feel so foolish and innocent. Because of one herbal tea when I was ill, it touched my heart and fell in love with you. For the first few months, we were really happy and sweet. However, a badminton game in TP caused everything and our first quarrell. Surprisingly, what led to our first quarrel is your girlfriend now. How amazing, isn't it? Don't you all think that something fishy already? Yet, I don't. Then, we kept quarrelling nonstop for many many months. But still, I loved you alot and never thought of letting you go.
One year of relationship, you decided to let go of me. I was so lost and feeling helpless at that point of time. Every night, I will definitely locked myself in the room and started crying for hours. I approached so many friends but only Weekhim was the only one that really supported me all the way. I struggled enough and managed to save you back into my life. I thought things had changed and our relationship had got better. I realised I was so wrong. Things got worsen after two years and I was clueless of the reasons. We didn't quarrel much after we got back together, but why still we break up? Then I realised that your feeling had faded for me, or in fact, you don't actually love me that much when we got back. Or, your heart has given to your current girlfriend? You know the answer clearly. At that time, I tried to get you back and gave each other one month to get back the feeling. But no matter what, you just felt like giving up on this relationship. Once again, I cried every night. Will you feel heartache when I cry? I doubt so because you always think that it was irritating that I cry, you always think that I have motive when I cry. Don't you?
During that one month, I tried all ways to get you back. I tried to be cheerful when I met you, but you will always looked so down. I tried to do handmade stuffs for you, but you won't even feel appreciated. I made video for you, you gave a fake smile. I felt so helpless again but this time round, I was really tired of getting you back into my life. Then, we decided to give up on each other. Yes, I might hate you now but still, I really wish to thank you for many things.
I want to thank you for being so caring to me at times. I may not be a good and sociable girlfriend but you will still tried to bring me out with your friends. Thanks for holding on to my hand tightly whenever we were on the bus, it gave me warmth. Thanks for your shoulder to lean on when I was so tired after school everyday. Thanks for bringing me to eat my favourite carrot cake even though it was pouring so heavily. Thanks for bringing me around the Singapore aimlessly and tried all the delicious food. Thanks for doing such a sweet and nice birthday present even though you were busy with your exams. Thanks for being the first boy that took singapore flyer with me. Lastly, thanks for the roses.
I thought of keeping the roses forever because you are the first boy who gave me roses. But after hearing so many stories about the beautiful roses, I don't know if it is still as beautiful as it was meant to be. I kept thinking whether I should threw away the roses but sometimes, I didn't. I couldn't let go everything and thinking of keeping something with me to remind you. Now, I am here to tell you that I've decided to let go entirely and move on with my life because you aren't that important after all. What meant to be yours, it's yours. I do loved you once, wholeheartedly. But now, feeling has faded and there's no more love anymore. I will still think back of the past, the happy things that we did and the sorrows that we had. Let the bygone be bygone. I know one day, I still have to lift my feet up and continue my life without you. You let me know what reality is and I'm sure, I've grow up from this relationship. You will always be the best passenger in my life. Thank you.
I've got over you. :)
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Letter to stranger.
Hello stranger, I'm totally clueless of what to write for you. But I know, every couple started from you, as a stranger, that leading them to what they are now. Maybe when you walked pass me, you might find me unfriendly but believe me that, after you talk to me, I'm not like what you think. So stranger, I might not be looking friendly or smiling to you on the street, but you can make the initial step forward. :)
So stranger, peace! -.-
Hello stranger, I'm totally clueless of what to write for you. But I know, every couple started from you, as a stranger, that leading them to what they are now. Maybe when you walked pass me, you might find me unfriendly but believe me that, after you talk to me, I'm not like what you think. So stranger, I might not be looking friendly or smiling to you on the street, but you can make the initial step forward. :)
So stranger, peace! -.-

Haha, sat with Jus during ROM lecture and he kept suan me till I buaytahan. Hahah, Jaslyn heard our conversation and kept laughing.
OPERA tutorial was a chim one, totally like RHT and BCS, :( Imagine I'm taking ticketing next sem, confirm sian already. Met Junxiang for dinner at Marina Square and decided to walk back to Bugis to find Jaslyn and eat marble slab. :D Had the coffee mixed with oreo, still all right. Then, waited for Jaslyn to end work and accompanied her for supper with Junxiang. I can't stand it that she mopped the floor so slow, then I helped her. Then Junxiang said I mopped even slower, :/
Alright, tmr bbq.
Letter to my dream.
Oh dream, you made me felt so stress because I don't know what to write about you. You make me realised that you aren't appearing in my life at all. But like what Thaijin said, one day, I know you have to appear in my life and lead me to somewhere. You will be my motivation. So, before I turn too old, faster tell me where are you.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Letter to my only brother.
Thanks for being my bro even though I feel that I'm more like your elder sister. No one can imagine that he actually older than me by 9 years. Maybe of our age gap, we don't seem to be that close and communicate alot but still, you will ask me whether if I'm okay not. Everytime, it's either you go out late night and I'm asleep or you're sleeping and I'm outside. We don't even see each other for days too.
I remember clearly that we used to play soccer at home and you asked me to be the goal keeper. I stupidly agreed and kena kicked by the ball when you goal. Then, you and cousin will 'swing' me using the blanket. You all lost balance and made me dropped onto the bed. My teeth was bleedly that mummy started scolding you all. Then from that on, we never play with each other anymore. Haha. There are so many problems that I don't know how to share with you. It's like kind of weird to tell your my problems yet I always hoping that I have sibling to share my burden.
Everytime, I told myself to cherish you no matter what happens. It's maybe because I nearly lose you once that I realised, I am so afraid to lose you in my life. So, no matter what, I still love you deeply!:D
Thanks for being my bro even though I feel that I'm more like your elder sister. No one can imagine that he actually older than me by 9 years. Maybe of our age gap, we don't seem to be that close and communicate alot but still, you will ask me whether if I'm okay not. Everytime, it's either you go out late night and I'm asleep or you're sleeping and I'm outside. We don't even see each other for days too.
I remember clearly that we used to play soccer at home and you asked me to be the goal keeper. I stupidly agreed and kena kicked by the ball when you goal. Then, you and cousin will 'swing' me using the blanket. You all lost balance and made me dropped onto the bed. My teeth was bleedly that mummy started scolding you all. Then from that on, we never play with each other anymore. Haha. There are so many problems that I don't know how to share with you. It's like kind of weird to tell your my problems yet I always hoping that I have sibling to share my burden.
Everytime, I told myself to cherish you no matter what happens. It's maybe because I nearly lose you once that I realised, I am so afraid to lose you in my life. So, no matter what, I still love you deeply!:D
YOG training really made me more and more shag. I just fell asleep from Jurong East all the way till Bedok, without even waking up at all. I will woke up at Bedok because I was too hungry already. Haha, in short, bus 199 driver sucks.

Letter for parents today!
First for mama, my cute mom!:D
Thanks for all these while. When I was down, you pull me up. No matter what happens, you keep on standing on my side, supporting me. When I was angry and scolding at him, you will scold him together with me, or you will scold him even worst. But still, I know you care for me and you don't wish that I will get hurt. Don't worry mom, I've get over with it. You always share your problems with me and you always tell me that you only told me. I'm touched that I've gained so much trust on you. I remember that you will sleep with me every night and you will hug me tightly till I fell asleep. I will demand you to face me and look at me till I sleep, then you can sleep. We wrote letters to each other everyday because I seldom see you in the past. You always worry that bro and I won't have enough cash for meal and you will keep feeling guilty that you seldom cook for us. No one blames you because we understand. No matter what, you're the nicest mom in the world. If to let me choose who to be my mom in the next life, I'll hope that you can be my mom again. You must promise me that you will take good care of your health and must definitely live as long as possible because I can't imagine how my life will be if you are not around. I will still want to take care of you when I am old to even walk! :D I love you, mom!
Next, my daddy.
From young, you always don't really know how to show your love and concern towards me and bro. But it's okay, we understand that guys are usually more shy. Everyone knows and can see that you treat me the nicest and you always wish to know what's happening in my life but I always get so fed up when I talk to you. I know I'm wrong and I'm sorry for that. You always asked me to help you pluck your white hair till I always quarrelled and raise my voice on you. It's not that I don't wanna help you pluck but I really find it pointless when you are already growing older and older each day. But still, I always control my temper and help you. You're the best daddy in the world because you always love to keep the house clean by doing house chore everyday even if you're tired. I don't understand why but you just love the house to be clean. Sometimes, I really can't stand you but the thoughts of the way you treat me since young, made my heart melts and started be filial. So, I hope you can stop asking me to pluck your white hair! Please, especially this coming Sunday! I love you, daddy! :D
Okay, going faint soon! :(
Sheila made me dislike her more and more as each day pass. She's just so guailan us because I overslept and missed her tutorial. Please stop making more and more people dislike you can? Can't you see that no one enjoying your lesson at all? I really advise you to reflect on your personality and behavior. Best to go along with a reflection journal, I bet you have alot of things to write.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, KEITH!! :D
Haha, look what Ruben and the rest have bought for Keith! I really wonder how he gonna brings it back home.

I'm back to the life that have to wake up at 6am everyday for school, travelling such a long way and still need to squeeze with people in the train. Everyday, without fail, I'll definitely fall asleep on the way to school or back home. I still think today is the most jialat one, cause my head totally dropped so hard that it hurt me.
Alright, letter time!:D This time round is letter to crush.
Crush? Now or past? I shall write both eh? :)
Hello past crush when I was sec 4, I think I won't forget you in my life because you were the first guy that I actually confessed, after having such courage. I remembered clearly that I first met you on bus 28, when our school was at the Bedok campus. Both of us were late and you looked at me, I looked at you. Then when we alighted, we both ran to the school, but not together. You were in front of me. Oh my god, it's like so dramatic can. Then, I realised that you were in my batch and in express class. So, I started being like those stalker and 'stalk' you. Then, I don't know how I got your number and we started messaging each other, not every minutes but almost everyday. I took up my courage and decided to confess to you, then you broke my heart by rejecting me straight in the next reply. Haha, I can never forget that time though I was still young. But, it's kinda of 'childhood' memories when you recalled back.
For now, I don't know if it is crush or not. But all I know is that you treating me quite good now. I know you might be thinking whether are you the one that I'm saying now. I told you that it's really hard to believe guys now and I know you aren't giving me any stress at all. You keep saying that you are understanding and I bellieve you are mature enough since you have experience so much things before. I don't know but I really hope you are serious in changing and really stop smoking. I know you keep thinking that something can't be changed nor removed and thinking that people are like giving another perception of you but, if you are really a nice person, people won't mind about it. I know you have blogged long messages about this, then this time round, I shall blog something back too. :)
YOG training tmr at Boon Lay again, gonna reach home real late! Yayness, I bought mp3 already so my phone battery will lasts slightly longer.
Monday, June 21, 2010
It's monday blues, nothing special, just feeling moody and restless. Thaijin told me a 'game' that is to write letters to that someone for different thing. So, I shall start my letter today 'cause there's 29 different letters.
When I saw that the first letter is for bff, you came into my mind. But I hesitated for awhile, thinking if you are really the one. Then, I slowly recalled back all the times we shared, realising you are the one.
I don't know what had really happened but it seems like we are drifting apart and the feeling isn't good. I guess you are really busy with your life and assignment but I don't wish that it will affects our friendship. I will never forget how close we were few years back. Whenever there's you around, there's definitely me, following by your side. We just sticked together for every minutes and seconds. We will go to toilet together, walked home at times, went for recess, sat at the parade ground, just everything together. Maybe during the O level study period, I seldom study with you and I always met the guys for studying at mac.
Well, I don't know how things are going for you but I really hope that you are doing fine right now. I do miss you, miss the times we spend. I have so many so many so many things to catch up with you, but I don't even remember which part of my life I have stopped updating you. It's more than 1 month since we last met each other and I believe you realised too.
I miss you.
When I saw that the first letter is for bff, you came into my mind. But I hesitated for awhile, thinking if you are really the one. Then, I slowly recalled back all the times we shared, realising you are the one.
I don't know what had really happened but it seems like we are drifting apart and the feeling isn't good. I guess you are really busy with your life and assignment but I don't wish that it will affects our friendship. I will never forget how close we were few years back. Whenever there's you around, there's definitely me, following by your side. We just sticked together for every minutes and seconds. We will go to toilet together, walked home at times, went for recess, sat at the parade ground, just everything together. Maybe during the O level study period, I seldom study with you and I always met the guys for studying at mac.
Well, I don't know how things are going for you but I really hope that you are doing fine right now. I do miss you, miss the times we spend. I have so many so many so many things to catch up with you, but I don't even remember which part of my life I have stopped updating you. It's more than 1 month since we last met each other and I believe you realised too.
I miss you.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
It's a boring Sunday but luckily, it's still not that bad. :D
Woke up and received quite a few messages then smsing whole day and watched teevee. Dad asked me help him buy 4D so I must dragged myself out and I managed to drag Chengwei out with me to buy and dinner. Again, we crapped along the way. It's an awkward situation just now but who cares?
Okay, project again!
I never thought I will hurt like this.
(NOT talking about love relationship, just in case you still thinking that I still couldn't get over you)
Woke up and received quite a few messages then smsing whole day and watched teevee. Dad asked me help him buy 4D so I must dragged myself out and I managed to drag Chengwei out with me to buy and dinner. Again, we crapped along the way. It's an awkward situation just now but who cares?
Okay, project again!
I never thought I will hurt like this.
(NOT talking about love relationship, just in case you still thinking that I still couldn't get over you)
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Pastry lesson with Chuanhui this morning while Thaijn and Jaslyn went for the photography lesson. Halfway through the lesson then I realised I was being cheated, not money, but my time.
I just seriously dislike people from one religion loves to psycho people from other religion to be their religion. It's seriously disrespecting us can, especially one sentence from her mouth, that had made me kinda pissed off.
Wanna know what she said? She said, "other religion have to do good deed no matter what to be in heaven, but SF will forgives us even if we make mistakes". Seriously, what shit is this man? I don't see why other religion are psycho-ing others to be in their religion. Isn't Singapore a multi-religious country? What are you all doing?
After the lesson, we met up with Thaijin and Jaslyn and we kept scolding all the way till we reached station and Thaijin was funny by suaning them ttm. Oh my, just getting to dislike them more and more.

Okay, so first baking was brownie and it tastes not bad. :D Then, went into a room for psycho-ing to be in their religion. Luckily, Chuanhui and my mindset are strong enough and we are mature enough, unlike them. Then, next one was cookie. Then, T and J came up and find us and we quickly zao before they psycho us further. Train to NYP to collect YOG uniform and it's bloody heavy. I'm carrying so many things. So, coffee bean now with Jaslyn and doing entre project. I'm tired, I'm slacking, it sucks.

I'm better off without you, more than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces, putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
I just seriously dislike people from one religion loves to psycho people from other religion to be their religion. It's seriously disrespecting us can, especially one sentence from her mouth, that had made me kinda pissed off.
Wanna know what she said? She said, "other religion have to do good deed no matter what to be in heaven, but SF will forgives us even if we make mistakes". Seriously, what shit is this man? I don't see why other religion are psycho-ing others to be in their religion. Isn't Singapore a multi-religious country? What are you all doing?
After the lesson, we met up with Thaijin and Jaslyn and we kept scolding all the way till we reached station and Thaijin was funny by suaning them ttm. Oh my, just getting to dislike them more and more.

Okay, so first baking was brownie and it tastes not bad. :D Then, went into a room for psycho-ing to be in their religion. Luckily, Chuanhui and my mindset are strong enough and we are mature enough, unlike them. Then, next one was cookie. Then, T and J came up and find us and we quickly zao before they psycho us further. Train to NYP to collect YOG uniform and it's bloody heavy. I'm carrying so many things. So, coffee bean now with Jaslyn and doing entre project. I'm tired, I'm slacking, it sucks.

I'm better off without you, more than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces, putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
It's not my day today and world cup really sucks up my life.
Met my lovely and Derry in TP for our barrage project but ended up, 60% of the time was like looking at the stomp about the orchard river and the teenagers initimacy. Haha. Then, we started discussing whether to bet for soccer not, ended up, it's disappointment. Shan't elaborate on our high part when we were like discussing what bet type. But a uncle kept saying me while I was queuing for the lottery.
Thaijin and Derry accompanied me to wait for Chengwei to come. Haha, Thaijin is just damn funny that I can't stop laughing when Chengwei was there. It's inside joke, so it's okay. :) He passed me my racket and had dessert at Tampines1. Crapped and share problem with him and surprisingly, we're quite crappy and can talk openly. Haha. Then he accompanied me to west mac to watch soccer and we started perspiring so off, I went to find Kianloon to watch since he's betting too. Then, Chengwei off to meet his friend. Kianloon and I went to Benjamin's house to watch soccer whereby Benjamin isn't at home. Lol.
Never meet Kianloon for only few months and he's really getting kiampa. Junxiang came and accompanied him for dinner at 201 mac and homed! :D
CONCLUSION OF THE DAY, it's up and down. Just like...
In life, there's up and down. It's impossible that everyday have the up side, but there's confirm a down side too. Like what Weekhim told me, you will feel happy when you're in love and happy, but there's definitely down period, like when you break up. So, life is just so unpredictable!
Pastry lesson tomorrow and collecting YOG uniform at NYP! Then, studying with Jaslyn!:D
Friday, June 18, 2010
GOODNESS ME, TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME WHAT CDS SHOULD I CHOOSE! :(
It's stressing me out and I've been thinking since 12am and without noticing, it's already 2.45am now! Damn it. I think I'll be choosing basic of nutrition (for sure), leadership&characters, intro to counselling psychology, management to enterprise, food hygiene and business chinese&prc culture. But I don't know should I get PRC since I'm alredy so pekchek with the people now.
Received call from Jaslyn at 2.40pm and she said she wanna meets me at 3.15pm. Wow, jitao made me rush like siao, seriously like siao. Hahaha, then brought her to buy her itouch casing. :D Shopped around and bumped into Edeline and we saw 50% SALES @ MANGO! It brighten up our day and we went in, grabbed the tees that we wanted and tried. The tee costs $12 only leh, the usual is $19. So, bought 3tees. Haha, realised we are running late then fly to take train. Jaslyn just can't stop making me laugh when we were in the train. Met Joyce and shopped around! :D Yoshinoya for dinner!
Bought blouse again, from Miss Emily. Okay, I suddenly no mood now! :( DAMN.
I'M SO SO SO SORRY, YONGJI. I DIDN'T EXPECT THING WILL TURNS OUT THIS WAY AND I'M SINCERELY SORRY. OH MY GOSH, PLEASE FORGIVE ME LEH, :( I TREAT YOU DINNER NEXT WEEK, SORRY SORRY.
It's stressing me out and I've been thinking since 12am and without noticing, it's already 2.45am now! Damn it. I think I'll be choosing basic of nutrition (for sure), leadership&characters, intro to counselling psychology, management to enterprise, food hygiene and business chinese&prc culture. But I don't know should I get PRC since I'm alredy so pekchek with the people now.
Received call from Jaslyn at 2.40pm and she said she wanna meets me at 3.15pm. Wow, jitao made me rush like siao, seriously like siao. Hahaha, then brought her to buy her itouch casing. :D Shopped around and bumped into Edeline and we saw 50% SALES @ MANGO! It brighten up our day and we went in, grabbed the tees that we wanted and tried. The tee costs $12 only leh, the usual is $19. So, bought 3tees. Haha, realised we are running late then fly to take train. Jaslyn just can't stop making me laugh when we were in the train. Met Joyce and shopped around! :D Yoshinoya for dinner!
Bought blouse again, from Miss Emily. Okay, I suddenly no mood now! :( DAMN.
I'M SO SO SO SORRY, YONGJI. I DIDN'T EXPECT THING WILL TURNS OUT THIS WAY AND I'M SINCERELY SORRY. OH MY GOSH, PLEASE FORGIVE ME LEH, :( I TREAT YOU DINNER NEXT WEEK, SORRY SORRY.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
WHAT A GREAT DAY WITH LOVELY AGAIN @ CHANGI AIPORT! :D
But we have changed our location from T3 coffeebean to T2 starbucks! What matter most is not the location afterall, it's the friends that you joke around, gossip around, share your problems and hang around!

Thaijin off to her CYA at 6pm while we continued doing our work till she comes back and finds us! Had mac for dinner again, it's really time to stop eating mac!

Photo spamming with the lovely while waiting for Thaijin to come and find us. Chuanhui bought this camera at It fair and its function is cool rocks \m/

Will be meetin' the lovely for mac breakfast at 930 tmr (fyi, its 4am now), and off to consultation at TAS. Then, off to zoo for project and NIE for YOG training! :D

Hey girls, I love ya'll! :D
But we have changed our location from T3 coffeebean to T2 starbucks! What matter most is not the location afterall, it's the friends that you joke around, gossip around, share your problems and hang around!

Thaijin off to her CYA at 6pm while we continued doing our work till she comes back and finds us! Had mac for dinner again, it's really time to stop eating mac!

Photo spamming with the lovely while waiting for Thaijin to come and find us. Chuanhui bought this camera at It fair and its function is cool rocks \m/

Will be meetin' the lovely for mac breakfast at 930 tmr (fyi, its 4am now), and off to consultation at TAS. Then, off to zoo for project and NIE for YOG training! :D

Hey girls, I love ya'll! :D
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Have been sitting at Terminal 2 starbuck with Jaslyn, Chuanhui and Thaijin since 2pm and so glad that we managed to finish discussing the project and doing our own part now. 've been running to toilet several times too, haha.
Jaslyn is transferring some stuffs for her itouch and Chuanhui is don't know doing what now and I'm here blogging and listening songs! Been telling and sharing my problem with Chuanhui and Jaslyn for these few days and I'm so glad that I have them around! :D :D
All right, shall blog about the rest tonight! I'm hungry again and I think my stomach is starting the rock band concert soon! :/ Haowei gave me the wtf icon just now, it's damn cool!
Jaslyn is transferring some stuffs for her itouch and Chuanhui is don't know doing what now and I'm here blogging and listening songs! Been telling and sharing my problem with Chuanhui and Jaslyn for these few days and I'm so glad that I have them around! :D :D
All right, shall blog about the rest tonight! I'm hungry again and I think my stomach is starting the rock band concert soon! :/ Haowei gave me the wtf icon just now, it's damn cool!

I miss my blog suddenly though I have been blogging lately. Haha. 've been sleeping for 10 hours today and I still kept yawning when I was outside just now. Made a last min decision to make appointment for dental and will be going down tomorrow before meeting my girlfriends! :D

Had great day with Thaijin, Jaslyn and Chuanhui! Met at airport and discussed our project but ended up, Jaslyn, Chuanhui and I were like gossiping about relationship and Thaijin was down there watching the world cup thru' internet. Haha, she was like screaming and getting so excited over the holland can 'cause she got bet for it lah. Can you imagine how her reaction was when Holland won? Haha, it's seriously damn stupid yet funny.

Then, we started snapping alot alot alot of photos! :D Love love love, just simply love taking photo. But tomorrow we must really do our project already if not, we are so far away from the others. Omg, it's seriously so enjoyable to chat with them because we can just talk anything under the sun!
Weekhim suddenly messaged me and asked me about it and I am so proud to tell him that I wasn't being affected by anything that was posted on fb because I've let go and it's nothing at all! :D I've think thru' and I know that there will definitely be a better one to treat me nicer. Well frankly, I'm kinda disappointed with that someone because you made me realised that you are actually a liar and I am so glad that I didn't believe you or give you any chance at all. So, that is how great your love can be? I think you should grow up and start exploring. Rls isn't like a game okay.
Anw, thanks J and H for being there. :D
Monday, June 14, 2010

OHMYGOSH, for like finally the IT fair is over and this means that I can get sufficient sleep already for at least 5 days since wed and sat have to wake up early again. Aww, oh well, no choice but to endure.
Working in the IT fair was all right. Get to know new friends like Ryan, Eugene, Alfred and the rest. Although don't really know them well but still manage to joke and play around so it's quite okay. My leg is really so pain that it still hurt when I'm lying down on the bed, isn't that so exaggerating? But it's true, okay. :(
Shan't talk so much about the IT fair.
Had MAC for breakfast and supper for these four days, it's freaking scary can. I think my face gonna burst out alot of pimple real soon. Okay, lighter food for me tomorrow onwards! Thanks Haowei pei me have breakfast for the first day and I met Ivan to work. Jaslyn, Chuanhui, Weiting and I had supper together at mac since Weiting working for Acer too! \m/ Then had supper at mac again with Junxiang on the third night and breakfast this morning. YAY, meeting Chuanhui, Jaslyn and Thaijin tomorrow for project @ airport. :D
Well, I know you have faith and trust in me but everything was too sudden that I don't know if to believe or not. You know that I have encounter several bastards thats why it's never easy to believe again. There's once, there's twice and there's even thrice. How am I suppose to believe. But I really hope that I am your motivation that help you to get back to the positive path and stop doing all your past stuffs (you got what i mean, uhhuuh). Because what you used to do is really terrible so maybe you really can try to change. I believe you're old enough to think of yourself whether what's then the right path for your future. :) Well, just keep your promises.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
It's Wednesday and it's shopping day with Jaslyn SP!:D
Sms-ed with her on the way to meet her and as usual, crapped damn lot thruout the journey and randomly, decided to have porridge buffet at Suntec. So met at City hall and walked over there. And look at our portion, it's damn bo hua please! Hahaha, I was full and Jaslyn has a big ulcer that caused her can't eat much. Then, why do we still settle down for buffet? I don't understand. Hahah!
Chatted with her and updating each other. Haha, she told me her problem and story and I told her mine. Haha, as usual, we just kept laughing and laughing. Chills and slacked. Had her nail polished at FEP and we went to Galleria to walk around and she bought her coach key pouch, :D Had her ice cream and we gossiping about rls, damn cool man.
Dinner at FEP, that curry chicken not that nice leh, haha! But all right lah, since CCR is my favourite food. I'm sooo sorry, Jaslyn, for keep sms-ing whole day. Hope ya don't mind kay! (L) And again, I've grown fatter and fatter! Pushing all the blame to the ice cream! :(
Yes, next week is a pack pack week! :D I love this type of feeling because I won't have time to start thinking wild.
Monday&Tuesday: Doing project with Jaslyn.
Wed: AM consultation at the farrr TAS.
Thurs: Meeting Joyce for dinner.
Friday: Meeting Mr C for dinner and hope he don't dua me last mins. Haha.
Sat: Pastry lesson! + Collecting YOG uniform at far NYP.
Sun: Meeting kenneth? Aku Tak Tau.
PACKED, then school reopen! :(
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Guess what? I've been staying at home for the whole day till Rachel asked me out for dinner at 400+. Actually Haowei did asked me out but I'm kinda lazy to go out, hehe. So sorry yeah, :)
Was kinda shocked when I saw the fb status and realised so many had happened. Then, I've learn that relationship really can't be force. What's yours is yours. It same applies to me too, isn't it. When Z and I wasn't meant to be, there's no point forcing. At least, I'm leading a happier life now and realised that there are actually better guys out there.
Chatting with Jaslyn now and what she said was right. "When you met the one, you will know why other left you". I know alot of you are treating me really very good now and believe me that I really appreciate it alot. It let me realised that it feels happy and touched when there is someone who really cares and concerns for you. The sincerity that I never ever felt before. Anyway, change topic! :D Will be meeting Jaslyn SP on wed and catch things up! Teeheeeee, going to paint her nails and shop her things and I shall control myself! :D
Luckily I polished my nails already, so I won't kena tempted to go for nail polish. I shall just see see and see only, hehe. We shall see how much she gonna spend again, hahahah! Okay, love everyone of you! (L)
Was kinda shocked when I saw the fb status and realised so many had happened. Then, I've learn that relationship really can't be force. What's yours is yours. It same applies to me too, isn't it. When Z and I wasn't meant to be, there's no point forcing. At least, I'm leading a happier life now and realised that there are actually better guys out there.
Chatting with Jaslyn now and what she said was right. "When you met the one, you will know why other left you". I know alot of you are treating me really very good now and believe me that I really appreciate it alot. It let me realised that it feels happy and touched when there is someone who really cares and concerns for you. The sincerity that I never ever felt before. Anyway, change topic! :D Will be meeting Jaslyn SP on wed and catch things up! Teeheeeee, going to paint her nails and shop her things and I shall control myself! :D
Luckily I polished my nails already, so I won't kena tempted to go for nail polish. I shall just see see and see only, hehe. We shall see how much she gonna spend again, hahahah! Okay, love everyone of you! (L)
Monday, June 7, 2010
Wonderful day with Joyce and Yihui on Saturday! :D
Nice nice nice Joyce came and find me at Tiong Bahru and we headed to City hall to meet Yihui. Had lot of laughters that day, especially when that stupid Yihui chiong into the train whereby Joyce and I couldn't rush into it. So, we met again at Raffles Place. Haha, dumbo siol! D:

Settled our dinner at Hans because all of us wasn't really hungry and I had sandwiches as my dinner. :/

Joyce kept thinking that we pangseh her 'coz Yihui and I was keep on sms-ing and didn't really pei her. Oh my, I'm really sorry, didn't mean it.

Found this photo on Jaslyn SP's blog then realised that we did took these photo! :D Hahaa. It was taken when we went to kbox on wednesday, right after our accounting paper at TP!

And this photo took at Weiting's house when we went over for his grandma's birthday. Haha, I realised I looked damn weird on that photo can, goodness me.
Nice nice nice Joyce came and find me at Tiong Bahru and we headed to City hall to meet Yihui. Had lot of laughters that day, especially when that stupid Yihui chiong into the train whereby Joyce and I couldn't rush into it. So, we met again at Raffles Place. Haha, dumbo siol! D:
Settled our dinner at Hans because all of us wasn't really hungry and I had sandwiches as my dinner. :/
Joyce kept thinking that we pangseh her 'coz Yihui and I was keep on sms-ing and didn't really pei her. Oh my, I'm really sorry, didn't mean it.
Found this photo on Jaslyn SP's blog then realised that we did took these photo! :D Hahaa. It was taken when we went to kbox on wednesday, right after our accounting paper at TP!
And this photo took at Weiting's house when we went over for his grandma's birthday. Haha, I realised I looked damn weird on that photo can, goodness me.
And Sunday is always a boring day but glad that today was still all right. :D:D
Benjamin was steady bom beep beep and met him at 4plus at station and we train to plaza sing to buy something from daiso. Bumped into mom's friend on the train but I didn't greet her, feeling kinda bad. Then, dinner with Junxiang and catch up things with him. Wow, his story was seriously interesting because its something that I won't hear one. Just chatted with him on the phone, heard more story and was like...wow. Well, hope he keeps his promise.
Goodnight everyone!(:
Saturday, June 5, 2010
HELLO MARINA BARRAGE! You made me go there visit you and perspired like mad.
Haha, I never put Jaslyn and I 'cause I think the pose is the most classic one! :/ Hehehe. We went there not to picnic okay, we went there for project purposes. But I love the scenary over there, it's beautiful! I love I love I love! :D
On the train from cityhall to bugis, it was totally flooded that we had to stick to each other, like solid molecules. Then our door to exit was the most far away one then we was thinking of how to exit where everyone was like sticking to each other. So this two non-chinese aunties stood in front of us, and Thaijin, Chuanhui and I was like saying, "eh how are we going to exit sia?", "we shout excuse me and squeeze lah".
Then this non-chinese aunties started to talk back with us and said, "then next time wait for the next train lah."
Thaijin started feeling buaysong and replied, "this was our second train already"
Non-chinese A said, "then wait for third one lah"
Cool Thaijin said, "this is our third train already (she was trying to like talk back)"
Cool Thaijin said, "this is our third train already (she was trying to like talk back)"
Non-chinese A said, "then next time take bus lah, don't take train lah (in that kiampa tone), wow I got nothing to say uh"
Thaijin said, " coz we youngsters what!"
Thaijin said, " coz we youngsters what!"
Non-chinese A said, "eh don't push me, i can't breathe already!" -.-
Wow seriously, they sucks. Aunty big deal meh?
This is the classic cool photo! :D
Had AM consultation @ TAS for that half hour and we went back to vivo for lunch! Then Jaslyn and Chuanhui asked me go town with my loh kok attire and it makes me feel so uncomfortable man! :( Haha. Had slice with Jaslyn, Chuanhui and Baby baby baby ohhh~ and shared a first date with baby. Haha. What a recommendation! :/ Then, J and T left and Chuanhui and I continued shopping!

Spent $60+ today with two cotton on tank top, 1 casual type blazer, 1 top with a flower design and a bag :D
On way home on bus 5, BUMPED INTO WEEKHIM SISTER! :D ohmygod, it was seriously god damn cool and fated. Because damn long never see him, only complain and share my problem with him on the phone but finally bumped into him without texting each other. Chatted with him about our mutual friend and sharing him my story! I bet it's interesting, hahaha! :D
Then Kevin msged me said he saw me on bus, then we alighted at safra and chatted and waited for bus 28 home! :D Haha, he's still as usual so kiampa.
Okay, so my day is just so interesting! & yes, I am seriously pissed off today!
Okay, so my day is just so interesting! & yes, I am seriously pissed off today!
BYEBYE lovely, meeting Joyce and Yihui tomorrow! I love them!
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
STUDYING WITH CHUANHUI&JASLYN @MARINASQUARE MAC! :D
Mac for lunch, fattening but no choice. Studying and went off around evening. Met Haowei for dinner, :) Nice him came all the way to cityhall station and find me and we took train back to Tampines. Haha, he really looks like xiao di di, like my brother. Accompanied him to get stuffs at his workplace then walked to 201 for dinner. Had the yummy wanton mee! :D Then, bought that disgusting milk tea and walked back to my house because we were too full to take bus.
Chatted nonsense on the way home and was talking about the past. Then, I realised that all my friend said I really deserve a much more better guy than him. Haha, it's really funny when all my friends are like telling me the truth of their perception of him after the break up. From then, I realised that love is really blind. I couldn't listen to what others say about him, but now, I know it's the right decision to end that relationship! :D Because I'm much more happier now.
Haowei kept saying I poor thing and shouldn't get this type of treatment, haha. And he kept asking me what if and how come questions. Buaytahan. Yeah, we kept talking about the past. Remembering that time at chalet, he helped me peel the chickenwings, lend me his sweater, entertained me and alot more. :D:D Whatever it is, I am glad now.
I love you allllll!


Steady Joyce and Yihui went out with me and chit chat with me yesterday! :D I love them! :D:D:D
Meeting them up this weekend for GSS grab! Loves.
Study with Jaslyn SP @ Marina Square Subway, so many funny things happened today when with her. :D HAHAHA! Studying tmr again.
Meeting Haowei for dinner either tmr or wed. :D
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