HAHAHA! IT'S SERIOUSLY WTF AFTER THAIJIN POSTED THIS UP IN HER FB PROFILE PICTURE! I JUST CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AND IT'S TOTALLY RIDICULOUS!

Thaijin and I was like gossiping about how those xiao ah lian will edit their photo and write words like, "mY hEaRt iSh tOtAlLy dArKnEsS wItHoUt eEuU aRoUndd" beside their photo. I just can't stop laughing when I was chatting about this with her. Then, she started going crazy with her don't know what shuai ge who sing the cabi songs, stupid ttm!

I seriously think that RYEOWOOK is the best! :D Then, she saw me this damnass photo which make me keep on laughing and laughing! SERIOUSLY, IT'S GOD DAMN FUNNY!

Chaoahlian, I love you! :D

Saturday with Jaslyn SP @ Marina Square subway and starbuck. Haha, as usual, we'll definitely ended up at starbuck. Marina Square sucks ttc 'cause it can't connected to the wireless over there, useless place. Well, it's a good thing though 'cause it helps me to finish up my assignment! :D Just left with editing and i'm done.

Still kind of upset over my test because I know I'll did badly for it but nothing much I can do now. Just pray hard that I'll do well for my accounting midsem. All my life now is basically about projects, assignments, exams and nothing else. Or perhaps, I have get use to the life that I am leading now and I believe it's totally perfect now! :D

Webcam with Thaijin when I was outside studying with Jaslyn and Caralyn, damn fun! :D
Met Jaslyn at Bugis and we went to starbuck to study. I seriously think that we can become a member of starbuck or coffeebean. It's really dangerous to go out with them because it's really damn scary to cross road with them. Haha.

Studied for 2 hours and Jaslyn and I went to Weiting's house because her grandma's birthday.



I seriously enjoy the school for this sem because it's so happening everyday! :D With baby around, everyday seems so fun! Because only baby dares to talk back with tutors who are kiampa. The accounting tutorial was the most funny one! D:



I'm not in some designing course lah okay, I'm leisure and resort management. But the modal was really awesome! :D though it's kinda plain but still, for a lrm student to do that, it's coolmax already.



Maybe I have doubt you, maybe I have told you the fact that we aren't meant to be but I am really quite disappointed by the way you are doing thing. I am not looking for a guy who is just seeking for a company but one that really cherish the girl. I don't have feeling for you but I didn't expect that a guy will be so realistic and straightforward. Out of sudden, there was no concern and stuffs. Well, now I finally see through what guy are exactly thinking. Now, how you want me to believe in guy that he is sincere or not?

It's a kind of creature, afterall.

I finally can have a slightly long hours of sleep from today onwards! I've been like sleeping late or hardly sleep at all for these few days. Keeping fall asleep in class and lecture, or skipping school. I hate it, but I am just so tired.

ROM test today and still, cmi. :(

Had fun chasing with Weiting when I reached school yesterday. Haha, it's damn lame if you know what's the reason. Haha. I helped her buy curry puff and she paid me back $2. So I returned her $1, she doesn't want, then we started chasing. But I feel dumb (for once) when I realised the $1 is in my bag. I thought I had already successfully threw into her bag. I am still figuring out when did she throw inside. :(

I skipped school today 'cause I can't wake up on time. Nice Kevin gave me 23 missed calls, it was so kuazhang man! I guessed he feels damn pekchek calling me to wake up! Haha!

Okay, I tomorrow must go to school no matter what but I'm afraid that I will train till Joo Koon :/

STUDY STUDY STUDY & I am leading a happier life than last time! :D
Oh yah, I dye my hair with that bubble bubble thing. It's marshmellow brown, my favourite!

Saw the blue sleeve guy behind me? Yes, it's Mr. Trevor, my cute favourite tutor! :D

I can't stop laughing when I see him laughing for something that everyone doesn't think it's funny, kawaii neh! :D

Okay, ROM presentation today, was all right. Shall blog with pictures when Jaslyn send me :D

Say goodbye to my sleep, say hello to my hectic projects, reports and exams. :(

Happy 19th Birthday, Jane!
Although you won't see this post because you don't know this blog exists, but still wish you happy birthday! :D Hope you're surprise by today. Love 2K08 yeah, :D



Had a funnnnn day with baby today! No matter we are in school, lab, vivo, mrt, everywhere there's her, there will definitely be laughters around! :D She caught my favourite tutor, Trevor, using phone at 1st storey when he made use of the discussion time. She called him from 2nd storey, Trevor chuatio reaction was classic! :D Baby kept complaining to Trevor that I never do homework and still, don't wanna present. Idiot ttm, that Trevor side her siol! Haha.

At TAS lab, 4 China people argue with 1 Thailand student. At that moment, the whole lab was silent. Everyone shocked! Haha. Attract attention nia leh, buay tahan those 4 people, especially the girl who tie two pony tails. I think it's because of project thing. Poor Thailand lost to the China people. Walao, poor Thailand student. He looks so sad and angry and left the lab. Seriously, what's wrong with the CA people? 've been hearing so many bad things about them. Tsk! I asked Thaijin to say "don't be sad" in thailand to that guy, she die die doesn't want. Haha.

At mrt, baby and I was so kanjiong that we stood right in front of the door. Wow, we just laughed out when we did that! Okay, it's totally a fun and nonsense day with her! :D



Going airport to do project and assignment with Jaslyn SP tomorrow! (L)

Anw, thanks my boy-friends who's there for me. Kevin, Benjamin, Haowei, Ian, Samuel, ahah.
Thanks my girlfriends. Thaijin, Weiting, Caralyn, Chuanhui, Jaslyn.

I LOVE YA'LL!

Had a 'fun' day in school today because of two kiampa tutor, osim and old goat. And I have a bunch of nice and funny classmates, especially Thaijin and Caralyn, had brighten up my APEL class today with their evil mean comments! :D

Love is like a decision. Kept on laughing when baby kept on repeating this during lectures or wherever she goes. Haha, cause osim kept saying that. Bloody hell, I was like laughing with Thaijin and Caralyn then osim asked me if I have any relationship experience not. How am I suppose to answer her? Tell the whole class about what happened? Glad that I remained silent and she talked about other stuffs.

Wow, shall skip about old goat incident, make all of us so pissed off! But Thaijin was rocks 'cause she said knnbcchickenalibaba to tutor! :D And when old goat asked her to answer the question, she said 'nb, still dare to ask me answer question' so loud can! I confirm plus guarantee chop that old goat heard that! rofl. I just can't stop laughing when there's Thaijin around!

Had the best day today 'cause I laughed so much today! (Y)

Everyone is feeling so shag now because all the LRM students are rushing our FEM report. Haha, everyone is like complaining about Sheila Sim and FEM. This shows how sucky FEM is!




After school, we went to Caralyn's house to do our modal for the rom project. Haha, her house was so far and ulu. Finished till 10pm and walked out to the main road with Thaijin. She's rich girl 'cause she took cab and I'm poor girl, I took bus 81 home. Glad that it was quite fast 'cause I was feeling so cold.

Okay, finally done with my FEM report. I tried my best already. :( It's only the first report that we are rushing and yet, we are already so dead. Can you imagine how we gonna survive for the other 5 projects and 1 more report? :/ Let's bang the wall.

Chuanhui accompanied me to trim my hair just now. Goodness me, it's really damn kuazhang. Haha, we were shocked.

It was pouring heavily and was kinda wet. Back home and did a little report and Thaijin showed me super junior new song. Wow, my ryeowook is still so cute but I saw one more cute and handsome guy! :D:D

I added her in facebook but till now, she still yet to accept. Are they avoiding and being a pair of coward or what? Haha. Many people said I've changed, becoming more fierce and attitude. So what? Remember clearly, it's you who made me changed till how I am now. Maybe you won't dare to accept it because you wanna avoid, then so be it, coward. Oh well, both 'B' suit each other, isn't it? :) If you don't know what's the two 'B's, it's bitch and bastard. :D

Well, it's still less than two months, Bs.

FUN FUN FUN NIGHT WITH JASLYN AND CHUANHUI OVER @ MY HOUSE!

Initially, met Jaslyn at Changi airport Coffee bean to do our project. Finally had a perfect place but had to eat dinner so ended up, we gave up the seat. Dinner with Baby Thaijin and Jaslyn over at Xin Wang. Look at the stupid photo, I spend $9 on this stupid curry chicken OIL.



I jitao sian diao when I saw that and I was heartache. It's like waste of my money drinking oil. After that, accompanied baby to terminal 2 for her cya. Then, Jaslyn and I were like searching high and low for a bloody plug. Now, I realised that Changi airport is really stingy ttm. Hey, like come on, we pay taxes leh.


Yeah, and this is my new lovely classmates from 2K08. However, we are still in a small clique, not really that bonded yet. Well, give each other some time.



Jaslyn called her mommy and luckily her mom allows her to stay over at my house to do project. She's really tokkong because her alarm was freaking noisy and loud. I swear that it's louddddd but yet, she still can sleep soundly for damn long with that stupid song playing. Okay, I know my face cmi at all.

Woke up at 12.15 and lunched with Chuanhui since Jaslyn went off earlier. :) Now, doing project while blogging. Haha, I love them! :)

Thanks Edmund, :) He bought me this not that cute dog soft toy during CCN day. I went to meet him and collect the soft toy from him just now before I went home. Really thanks alot.



This is my noobie SP, Jaslyn. She's damn pretty right and I think she's very paranoid. She's a bamboo yet saying her thigh are big, crazy noobie.

I tried to listen attentively during festival&event lecture and I fell asleep so many times during the guest speaker talk.

Derry, our new group member! He's damn funny and he's like so wei qu to take photo with me.

She's xiao huang, everytime there's definitely someone will approach her for number. Haha. She loves to touch my fats whenever we took photo!

We always stick together whenever it's possible. We catch up with one another and sit together during lecture. We are just like super glue. But...where's melodie? :(

Carrot. I know you are having a hard time now with your personal life but don't worry, we are always here for you and share your problem. I've experience the same thing as you going through now, it's hard and heartache but that's life, that's reality. So, don't keep thing to yourself. Share it with us, your lovely friends.

I miss you, irritating. I miss beating you whenever you bully me. I miss the time we bicker and made so much laughters. Now, you know the importance of mine right! :D

Taken during festival&event lecture this morning, with Keith, Thaijin and Caralyn.



Zoo trip yesterday. Thaijin, you're freaking sweet, I'm serious! I was shocked when you wrote that message to me and cheer me up. For once, I think you're so sweet. If not, normally, you also so rough till wanna make me lao sai! Haha, and chua sai. I can't stop laughing whenever there's you around, loves.

Rachel, we must catch up more all right! Been meeting up with you lately, told you all my problem.

Just kept suaning me during lecture yesterday, till I totally have the motivation to lose weight. But now, without his suan-ing for once day, the motivation isn't there anymore. Haha!

I'm sorry if I have been like not in the mood in school these few days. I don't know how to explain but just not in the mood. I'm feeling so restless and just feel like keeping quiet. However, I really appreciate those that cheered me up. I promise that I will try my best to pull myself up and get back the old me. Things was so sudden that I can't even believe. I tried but I realised reality hurts.

Well, thanks Thaijin. :)

Thanks YAP HAO WEI for your p.m and meet up soon, my 9 years friend. I'll never forget how we used to disiao each other.

Lastly, I don't know whether do you still read my blog but yeah, hope you can last long with her.

Zoo trip today and wasted $9 for such site visit. I was K.O when we were seated in the forest lodge. Slept and lie on the table when the director was talking. After that, walked around the zoo and back to TAS for lecture. Lecture for one hour and finished, kinda regretted for going all the way back to TAS. If not, I might go home earlier and rest.

Met Rachel for dinner and bumped into Haowei. Lol, said hello to him and I went off. I still can remember how we always play and disiao each other. I still bluff him that I wanna woo him -.- Okay, tmr presentation for ROM and should I go to nihon after that? :/

It's only Wednesday, yet I look so shag as though I didn't sleep for days. Year two is a killing year, damn. Kop this photo from Jaslyn SP's blog and I realised all show teeth except me. Goodness, I feel like cutting my fringe now, it's like so freaking long.

've been so stressed out lately because of the stupid projects. Everytime without fail, I'll definitely fall asleep on my way back on train. Zoo trip tomorrow yet I ain't excited because it's for project purposes and not for enjoying. So, what's the point?

And Sheila S makes me dislike her more and more as day passes. I seriously think that she's super gl and make herself look kiampa. Every words that come out from her mouth are like dog barking, that made me felt so irritated. Okay, that's a little bit harsh but I'm so sorry that I was merely stating the fact. God, have to endure your lesson for FEM and APEL. You're making me suffer and feel so tortured.

Okay, blog when I'm free again. Going to do my stupid FEM assignment now so that I have time to read through the ILR test. 24 hours a day is really not enough, ya know?

After such a god damn long time, I finally met up with Joyce and Yihui. :) Catched things up and slacked around. I shall not elaborate more about it because I don't really have the mood to say it out. Sorry.

It's MONDAY BLUES again! There were two make up lessons today which made me totally felt so shag RIGHT NOW! 9am to 6pm with only an hour break and first lesson was already Sheila class. Endured throughout her boring lesson and after that, everything was slightly better. I was just not in the mood today and I myself even know that I am very different from the past few days. I was so tired, shag and moody that I rarely participated in discussion and contributed any ideas. I know they must be buaysong with me deep down in heart but I'm really sorry.

I really have no ideas why you never reply my message or why you are avoiding. If you are a real man, you shouldn't be avoiding me yet you did. Does this show something? I just want a truth from you and make myself totally let go of it, but why couldn't you understand my feeling? You can have your freedoms and your happiness with other girls but I just want to know the truth.

Some of you know that I tears last night when I think back. I know it's stupid and not worth my tears at all, but how many of you can actually really understand my feeling at that point of time? I doubt there's many. So please, give me time. All I need is really time. I really hate myself now because the Meiyan now is just so disgusting. :(

My feeling became better after chatting with 'egg on the wall'. I know you will read my blog and I want to tell you that I really appreciated it. *Smiles* Thanks for singing songs to me whenever I asked you to and I still remember you will go itouch to find the lyrics. Although ended up, you will anyhow sing but still, it sounds nice. Not bad uh, one day go sing k yeah, I listen and you sing. :D Well, thanks thanks thanks, many thanks.

I know I should buck myself up, I will try. I am going berserk with my school work soon, f man.

HELLO! IT'S 99 DAYS COUNT DOWN TO SINGAPORE YOUTH OLYMPIC GAME!

Volunteer to help out in the event because it's part of our festival&event assignment. It was really a fun night though my legs are like breaking now. It's worth it because of many things. :D Saw a few celebrities but didn't take any photos with them. Weiting wanna kills me because Taufik was like so near me yet I couldn't recognise him! I think he was just beside me, haha. There were celebrities like Hady, Dai Yang Tian, Ben Yeo and some of them, I don't know their names but see before.

I still think Ben Yeo is the most friendly one because he said bye bye to us when he walked out from the security exit.



Yeah, so basically yesterday was just giving the guests directions and stuffs. Weiting and I went in to watch the performances during our work time, who cares?

When we went in, it was Hady singing and after that, there was fireworks after the MP cancelled the 99 days. Wow, it was shiok!

The event organisor passed me the tag for Hady because she was busy so we kept snapping photo with it. Then, he's nanny came and collected from me with Hady. Haha. But he isn't that friendly as compared to Taufik.

We took this when Taufik was singing, haha. It was just too crowded already and we were like screaming! Haha.

I'm so glad that there's Weiting for the whole journey, if not, I think I'll be like loner because I just don't really click well with the rest.

Okay, let's wait for August actual YOG! Then, I'll be posted to NTU as village assistant! :D:D

Now, I am very sure that I ain't paranoid but it's the fact that I am growing fatter! Haha, I can imagine Thaijin, Chuanhui, Caralyn, Weiting and many of them gonna give that diao face. But it's really really the truth because Xuan said that too! :(

I overslept today and was late in meeting TCCJD for discussion so ended up, we discussed during break. Haha. I really enjoyed tutorial with them. Oh yah, they said that I was being fierce these few days whereby I really never! I think I was just too tired already. Meeting Weiting tomorrow for YOG! :D

Met up with Rachel girlf for dinner just now @ Century Square. Was super full yet I still ate Mr Bean ice cream, I feel stupid for that very moment. Shopped around at Sasa and bought a pearl mask and I did it just now! :D My skin feel very smooth now, I think it's only awhile. Haha. Okay, shall blog tomorrow about my once in a lifetime experience.

LOVES EVERYONE! [:

Hahahah, complain queen is here again. :)



School is as usual boring and it's getting more and more stressed and tired already. I wanted to skip lecture for today but I asked Caralyn they all to motivate me to go and ended up, I really went! :D And, I didn't fall asleep today at all. I'm kinda proud of myself now, haha.

The first tutorial of the day made me felt sucky because of the tutor S.S. I seriously dislike her attitude and stuffs. Every wednesday, I am not looking forward for her lesson at all, even though there is no exams for festival and events but the sight of her really making me feel so fed up. So, I'm left with no choice but to hate wednesday. Accounting tutorial was a 'hyper' and stress one. Hyper is 'coz Thaijin and I was like laughing nonstop and stress is because the accounting was like so different from the one that we've learnt in secfive. I told myself that I can't afford to do badly if not, I will let Ms Ng down.

Friday is CCN's day yet Weiting and I won't be going back to school 'coz we have to help out in the 99 days to count down Singapore Youth Olympic Games event held @ Scape mall. So, I will confirm be super shag on that day because it's from 2pm to 10pm. :( But no choice, for the sake of the individual report. Haha.

Okay, tomorrow will start our discussion for project! 'm so looking forward to work with new group members. :)

I'm dead beat, seriously! :(

There's only one word to describe my feeling now. Restless.

Night.

Today was my last day of work @ Nihon Mura because I wanna focus on studies. This semester is really bringing me more stress than the previous two semester. :( Project for ROM is due soon yet we haven't even started. Individual reports deadlines are soon yet I don't know what to do. So, I myself know that I have no longer that effort and time to put schedule at Nihon.

Haha, took photo with this black shirt guy, my manager, Jeff. He's super good 'cause he sometimes treat me drinks! :D And he's very nice to play with. It's really enjoyable to work with them. He's super funny because he saw wrong name for the May's birthday so he thought 15 May is my birthday and he wrote it in schedule book and asked me to meet them on 15 May. After that, we realised he see wrong name and he asked me out on 15 May because he wanted to celebrate my birthday! HAHA! :D

Yeah, the black shirt is Cheeheng/Scofield/Justin. :D He's another super duper nice man and fun to play with. Lol, he always disiao me with his nonsense. And the white chef is Kelvin, :) And seriously, I don't know why the hell I copy Cheeheng's pose! HAHA, crazy me.

It's Elaine and Wen wen. Both of them are much younger than me. Can you imagine they are younger than me by 3 years? I suddenly feel so old! But actually, we all look around the same age isn't it? :D:D

Wenwen asked me whether am I really quitting and Jeff replied, "No lah, she will comes back when she has no money!" Haha, tsk. And guess how much is my May's salary? -.- It's only $21.50 after deducting the CDAC. Haha, damn stupid because I worked today!

Okay, I'm not feeling well now. Goodnight!

OH MY GOODNESS, it's finally over! My room was totally like a mess when the small cousin came into my room and started playing. I nearly couldn't take it but luckily, I've endure it throughout. :D

Yes, this three are the small kids that played in my room. I'm so sorry, because they are my cousin yet I don't know their names. I only know the small cute boy called Weilun(I think so) and the right boy called Jing Long, cause he added me in facebook! Haha. Fyi, I have like countless of cousins, just that they didn't turn up today.

I totally like Weilun cause he's super adorable can! I kept hugging him or touch his hand whenever he sit in front of me! Hahaha. Oh my god, he caught my attention when I saw him during cny. Then, I realised that I actually had this small cute cousin. This has shows how unfamiliar I am with my paternal side.

And I seriously don't know what the two kids are doing when Jing Long was asking me how to reply to his friends. LOL!

Haha, from 8 plus to 10 plus, they were like using my laptop to play games and watched some youtube show. Luckily, Samuel was messaging with me to keep me occupied, if not, I think I will bored to death.

Okay, I'm lying on my comfortable rabbit bed now. Goodnight.

I woke up in the morning, getting so angry. I think I am really fed up these few days. Having buffet party at evening at my house. The tables and stuffs have set up properly in my house, just waiting for the relatives and food to arrive. But I am not gonna stay at home and rot till the rest come. I'm going out to buy all my healthy snacks for my school days! :D

I wanted to do the individual report for my attraction management, but when I read through the questions, I decided to do it other days. :/ Haha, damn jialat. I shall start studying when I come back later. I shall make use of the excuse to go out study! :D

Shall blog tonight after everything ends.