Listening to Today was a fairytale now, feeling damn emo now. Haha, luckily Andy doesn't know my blog b'cause he everytime calls me da yi ma -.-

Haha, that Rachel is damn kiampa now 'cause she telling me something damn funny yet...ggrrs. Oh my god, she's like going to sabo me on fri. Then Yihui smsed me, making him more kiampa and making me laughed like hell. He said he gonna spam me calls at midnight everyday, haha. Okay, only me, Joyce and him know what we are talking. HAHAHA! Oh my god, I loving them more and more 'cause they are more and more kiampa.

I love kiampa friends, not till those ridiculous one.

Sian, must go down to Lavender to do my passport SOON, somewhere next week. :( Yay, meeting up Rachel and Denise later.

YAY! :D:D:D Dinner at Bedok 85 with sick Joyce and irritating Yihui.

Before that, I woke up at 7 am and accompanied mom to Changi Hospital for eye check up. Glad that it's nothing major, just that she's old. Then, bus to polyclinic for consultation. Had to wear mask in the clinic 'cause I have cough and my degree was 37.6. Haha, was kind of embarrassing.

Shopped around Bugis street with Joyce and she bought two items. I bought a pimple gel from Watson and masks from SaSa.

Waited for irritating ttm Yihui at Lavender platform. Once he met us, I had a big headache communicating with him already. Haha, you should really try going out with him, you'll get pekchek as time passed. Had sort of heart to heart talk and they were really nice. But Yihui was so evil that we started recalling those funny times we had in secondary and we started laughing like we were the only customer over there. Haha. Slowly walked back to the bus stop and headed to Starbuck. Used up the voucher that my mom gave me. It was supposed to share it with him but doubt we will have the chance anymore, so I used it.

Then, I got so restless after that. Chatted on the phone on the way back home, Yihui and Joyce were disiaoing me all the way. Okay, I know my close friends will understand what I mean. :)

I love them! (L)

What a boring day, again.

I was planning to go to grandparents' house today but I was shocked when I woke up and saw the alarm clock showing 2pm. Lying on the bed restlessly and thinking whether I should go or not. I continued to drag the time by lying on the bed, then it was 3pm. So, decided not to go already. Shall visit them on wed. :)

Yay, meeting Joyce and tallie Yihui tomorrow for dinner at Bedok 85! :D We seemed like meeting up once a week, heh. I think we will be meeting up more since Yihui isn't working after wed anymore. Haha, but he's an idiotic friend who kept bullying me nonstop, NONSTOP!

Met up with Benjamin for dinner just now and I think he's feeling wth now. 'Coz he said he felt what the hell. Ben has been missing for 1 week. Bought alot of stuffs home and waved to Haowei at Tori Q just now. I think I will grow fat because I ate three egg tarts just not long ago. :(

Pray hard, tomorrow won't have pimple! :(

The first sunday that wasn't spend with the one that I usually spend with. It's kind of weird because last week, I never expect that such thing would happens. Well, I will be working on sunday this coming week or maybe, the rest of the weeks. Will be off on friday and saturday because will be going out most probably.

Met up with Adeline and went to Ang Mo Kio Kbox 'coz Huiping working over there. Had dinner with her at the sumo house, first time being there. Home alone and took bus 22 back, that damn long bus journey ride, was reading book, chatting on the phone and listening to music. :)

Back home. :)

Met up with him and passed him those notes and we left our own way. It's indeed quite upset when thought of it but I know, I have no time to think of all these now. I know I have to buck up. I have much more things to care about. Met Rachel at sintec and we slacked and chatted over there. Uncle made me laugh and cheered up more, haha.

On the way to buy bread for mom, bumped into Denise and home together. But sorry Denise, I didn't really chat with you because I was on phone with my friend. BUT we are meeting up soon! :) Now, I am thinking of what uncle had told me at sintec and I telling sister now and he agreed too! :/ Ohmy, got so accurate not? Haha.

Friend, ask me out this sunday please. Every sunday used to be spend with him, now, it's different. A new life, a new sunday! :D

Four days had passed, everything was already different. I can sensed it, the differences that we are facing right now. Well, we must learn to overcome it and face the reality, right? :)

Staying at home for the whole day but I going to pass him all his notes later on. Then, going to meet Rachel and pass her thing.

Dear friends, I just wish to say a really big thank you to all of you. Those who ever tried to console me and stood me up by my side. I really appreciated, thanks. For the rest of the path, I believe I will walk it on my own.

Ahh, three more weeks to school reopen, by then, I will be able to understand Weiting's feeling of travelling all the way to TP from Ang Mo Kio. Now, I will be travelling all the way to Sentosa to study and travelling all the way back to Tampines. Hopefully the time table out will be a good one. :)

Although things didn't get better, but I am feeling all right now. I know no point forcing such things and I believed that I've grown up and became more mature. Heh, though it's kind of weird to self-praise and my friends always said that self-praising is an international disgrace, tsk!

I feel like crying out loud now, 'coz I wanna buy Show luo's concert but Serena told me that it left with single seat :( I REALLY FEELING DAMN SIAN NOW. Some more, I lose to Xiangming in Scissor paper stone online, walao! I think I never win before lah. I feeling so proud now 'coz I packed my table when I got home after work. It's neater now and one shelf is all my hello kitty stuffs! :D :D :D

Buy me hello kitty if you all want! HAHAHA. Okay, shall back to watch my dramaaaa.

I don't know how to start my post for today.

It has been more complicated than it was supposed to be. What I can say that, let nature takes it course. I know with the current situation, no one is happy at all. I'm thinking of the solution to make all of us happy but it's really hard.

Hais, I feel like eating bean curb now. :( *random ttm, sorry*

Out with Zuanzhe and we went to Ishi Mura at Northpoint, okay I know we are quite boliao but yeah, the mango milk was really wonderful! :D Bought the mango yakult when we going back home, yucks, so sour but till not bad. :D

All right, who's free tomorrow onwards? I wanna go ecp for cycling and flying kite.

And I got a surprise for all my close friend, heh!

Wait and see!

Happy 20th Birthday, Joyceeee! :D

We organized picnic at Marina Barrage today and yes, it was raining! Ruined our plan but we still go ahead and try our luck. Reached there and it was clear blue sky, took a few pictures and it becomes cloudy and gonna rain soon. :( Sad ttm! Then we quickly packed up things and went to downstair and find a seat.



Yeah, we had these for our picnic, I know it's kind of pathetic but I swear that all of us were full!

Yihui said I was like promoting Zara tee and the Season barley drink. Haha.

And what the hell, people come picnic, Yihui come and read newspaper. Haha, and im the one who brought the newspaper. Haha. :/

If you see properly, you will see me tip toe.

Yeah, afterall, it's fun! :D:D I love them so much!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, HUISHAN. :)

Planned and celebrated Huishan's birthday at Pizza hut this afternoon. Rushed to bring the cake to the restaurant and waited for her. And yes, I finally realised know it's really not an easy task to be an organizer 'cause other won't understand your feeling at all. Sorry Huishan, but to me, everything didn't turn out the way I expected. Kbox with Huishan and Cindy at Marina Square since I called nihon and they told me that Kbox has long queue.

Yeah, this two guys made me beg them to go k with us but ended up, they went to Orchard and shopped around. That kianloon is really rich man, bought a teeshirt from agnesb. Benjamin is my buddy, that one that kept saying see how first see how first. Okay lah, they are all brothers to me. :D

Because I know they never treat me as girl -.-

Picnic tomorrow with Joyce, Samantha and Yihui at Marina Barrage! :D

I miss all my closest friend who share my sadness with me when I'm down and be there for me when I need them but too bad, he's inside the camp right now, I can't even message him.

To sister (you know who you are), I'm really feeling so confused and down right now. I have so many so many so many things to tell you. I have so many things to say, I have been keeping into myself for so long. I really can't bear to give up because of the duration and memories we shared. Sometimes, I cried when I thought of it but no one to approach. There are so many memories running in my mind. I can't bear to, even though I know how I have used to overcome it. Sis, come out and call me.

Celebrating Huishan's birthday tomorrow and picnic on fri.

HELLO BOYS AND GIRLS, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, UNCLE AND AUNTY! I'm happy! :D



Because.... I finally bought a camera. Phew ~ I decided to buy sony W350 when I did research at home but when I reached IT fair, I got the olympus brochure and I was comparing. Then I realised both are the same but since olympus provides me with a better gift set and it's a better brand for camera then I bought olympus one! I bought the pink one! :D No regret till now. And I this noob should start reading the manual now because I don't even know how to zoom! :/



Watched happy go lucky with Zuanzhe just now and please please please everyone, don't go watch happy go lucky, because I regretted like hell! I nearly fell asleep inside and it's really nothing much lah.



Okay, I go play with my camera! Love you all lots! :D

Ended work 2 hours ago and I'm super hungry right now. Regretted for not eating the sushi after work, sian! But will be meeting Zuanzhe 10 hours later for breakfast and going to IT fair!

It isn't the same anymore and we knew it. Then, he stepped in and making me more confused. How I wish I know what is really going on and make a firm decision. I promise next sem will study harder. I can't imagaine waking up damn early for school at Sentosa! :(

Bye, hopefully will take photo tomorrow with my camera! :D

Ended up never watch movie 'cause no more time slot available. Went for dinner at Xin Wang, omg! Full like hell, just look at the dessert. I geikiang go order 'cause I really feel like eating. Then we left half of it and we walked off. :( I regretted, next time will listen to him. No means no.

Okay, bored! I feel like talking to my friend now. :(

I felt sick yesterday. My throat was damn pain, head was spinning and my whole body was so weak that I can't even sit up. Reached home around 8 and I lie on the bed till 10, was slightly better so rushed to bath. Came online for 1 hour and I felt uncomfortable again. Asked mom to sleep with me, I on the off and I was covering myself with the blanket, damn jialat. But now, I'm slightly better but head is still spinning. Is it the pringles' fault? Haha.

Meeting Zuanzhe later for movie, should be watching happy go lucky. Anw, things are still the same. In fact, I should continue counting the days. Will be working tomorrow, kind of sian. Wanna find a job but got rejected 'coz I got YOG meeting, what the hell! :(

All right, got back result, it was really cmi, same GPA as last sem, no improvement at all! Saw the subjects for next sem, it seemed harder leh :( Sian ttm! BYE! :D

It has been a year since I last met Joyce and Yihui. It was really nice to meet up with them and catch things up about each other. Met Joyce first 'coz Yihui was working till 4.30. Accompanied her to Bugis to get the shoes that she wants but the design was too little so we thought of walking to citylink outlet. It was even worst, so we went to suntec outlet but no stock for her size. Was kind of suay. So we walked around and I bought cupwalker (I shouldn't buy 'coz I'm dieting). We went over to esplanade and marina square. Waited for Yihui and walked around far east (again).

Guess what? I had wanton mee for dinner last night with Weiting and Chuanhui. Then, I had it again with Joyce for lunch. Because we really don't know what to eat, then we had wanton mee again for dinner :( WANTON MEE FOR 3 MEALS ALREADY.



Yihui can't stop suaning me, seriously.


Yay, it was nice to meet up with them! (L)
Will be meeting up with them again next next week for picnic!

I just ate pringles and pork floss, damn jialat lah meiyan.

Day to zoo! :D

I dragged myself off the bed at 9am sharp, dare not give myself extra 5min to sleep because I will know that damn result. Prepared and met Zuanzhe to buy drinks and food at fairprice. We took bus 22 to angmokio and had Mosburger for quick lunch and rushed to take bus 138 to Mandai zoo!

Went zoo with them + blocked Joey and Zhiyong.


Was damn nice and kind of 'wow' when saw those animals. The white tiger was not bad. The whole journey seemed so rush. Watched the splash show time and the sealion was wonderful man! It was damn cute and clever.


Then, continue and walked around till the next show time, elephant at wet and play. Starting of the actual show, Zuanzhe, Yongqiang and I were wet because the elephant used its nose to splash water at us! We were like busy hiding and running off but it was too late, I got wet.

Yah, this is the elephant that splashed me. Haha.


Walked around and I was perspiring nonstop, was damn sticky. Went over to the Australian kickout where all the kangeroo were. I was damn disappointed with myself because I was so excited to feed the kangeroo but when I was sitting at the branches, the kangeroo kept licking me, stepping my leg and getting so near me! I got really scared so I ran off. But the kangeroo were all so skinny, like so poor thing.



Perspired, walked to the monkeys area. The spider monkeys are the most memorable one because they were so weird. One monkey was like helping another monkey to scratch its buttock. The other monkey was down there doing the small business in front of us.



We never get to explore the other half of the zoo, like the zebra, cheetah, lions, polar bears. Because after the kangeroo, it suddenly poured. I was really like wth. Wasted my money and I was really looking forward to see those. :( So we ran under the rain to the entrance and was totally wet. Felt so disgusting. Dinner at angmokio KFC and back home.

Why it rains today? :(

Ohmygod, my stomach is freaking pain right now. I can't stand it man, but I can't sit it too -.-

K, lame ttm! :/

Finally made up my mind to cut my hair, it's the same result again - disappointed and regretted. Haha, but it's okay! At least it's thinner now. Met up with Zuanzhe and walked around bugis. Bought a dress and two top, heh. Then gonna rushed home already 'coz mom and dad were waiting for me.

Going zoo with tampines nihon staffs! :D:D
EXCITED EH! gonna wake up at 7am, :/

Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi everyone! Yes, I'm currently very bored. I'm waiting for the youtube to load and waiting to chat with Zuanzhe.

Watched being human with him this afternoon, it was just acceptable though some parts were quite funny. Chomel watches caught my eye! (L) Had a small simple dinner and I'm damn hungry now. :( But it's alr 12.16, if I eat, I confirm plus guarantee chop get fat tomorrow! Bear with it, yan!

Come, please entertain me! I will love you even more, as a friend. D:

Forced myself to wake up this morning for work. Work was quite all right today since I kept on talking with them. But something really embarrassing happened during work and Dennis knew it well. It's all started with Steven and the drinks! :(

Shopping after that and bought tights. D, got nagged by mom for my stupidness.

All right, working tomorrow! Checked the schedule! Working with Jacelyn, Jingxian and Amos. Either cashier or station, standard routine! Come on, ask me out! :D HAHAH!

Picture posted for yesterday trip to battle box.

Since Zuanzhe had to meet with his friends then I asked friend out for lunch and met Adeline for singing at night. Thanks, :)

Had a nice chat with her about her problem, hope she can solve it soon.

Though I'm not really happy, but I still love the person I met up with today! 谢谢你们！

I am so unhappy now, some of my friends will know why. Thanks sister for cheering me up with the consoling messages and I think it did helped me to cheer up and think positively. I know it's really hard now but I believe we will overcome it together.

Had dim sum buffet with Tampines nihon people and Zuanzhe. It was yummy but my feeling was sucky. Suggested to go battle box at Fort Canning park and tour around. Oh my god, I really wish to say out all my unhappiness out but I cant do it here. Damn.

Tell me what's your feeling now?