It's sunday and tomorrow it's monday! I can shout out loud that I won't have monday bluessss! :D

Walked around expo with Zuanzhe this afternoon since there's harvey norman, watsons and food fair! I'm deciding to buy a camera but mom said wait till IT fair. Had satay at food fair, yummy yummy. After that, went singing with him from 5 to 7. Haha, I like it the most when I sang 我的妈. Hope can go sing with him soon.

Dim Sum buffet with nihon peeps tomorrow morning.

What sister said was totally right. Everyone has ups and downs. Just that now, I'm facing my downs and I'll be able to survive it through and overcome it. After that, I'll see rainbow and that's when I overcome my downs. I really wish to quickly get things better but it seems so hard. :(

The 360th post, maybe the most unhappiest post.

Things turned out the way as I predicted but it's really heartaching. I never imagine that it would really happened to us. Thanks for at least not telling me when I was in the midst of exams so I can really focus on studies. I really wish that things will change.

My head is really spinning right now, damn.

Hais, disappointed with myself for econs paper. I thought I can do it well but now, I doubt so.

Benjamin called me at 12pm and starting screaming to the phone. Yah, what a friend. Haha, because he finished his exams already. :( He's seriously a heartless friend, haha! That time he still said I noob 'cause I don't know what he was saying. Haha, damn kiam pa.

Met up with Zuanzhe after exam and sat at west mac for 3 mins. We wanted to revise for my F&B but really don't have the feel to study 'cause I was still upset over my econs. So I thought of going whitesand to play time crisis. Haha. Goodness, I kept losing my life and kept on tapping the card. It's like I tapped 2-3 times, Zuanzhe only tapped once. :( I finally gave up tapping and killed in the final stage area 1. I was like wasting my money to get killed. Can you imagine 4 lives and I used up all within 2 minutes? Haha.

Tomorrow I going to cook fried rice for my lunch and dinner. :/

I'm not in the good mood today, :( :( :(

I broke my promise by coming online and not studying now. :( But it will be a fast one, since I'm here to sign up for the sms service for result. Marketing exam was really cmi, it's my first time felt so hopeless for a paper. I was already stuck at the first question, what the hell isn't it?

POM paper was still all right but I gave away 8 marks 'cause I don't know what's the difference between T and S leadership. And I chiong my mcq in the last ten mins, :( That freaking ten mins was really damn stress, I swear.

I do not know why I hate you so much but I can swear that you are the first person who I hate so much in my life that I wish I can give you one tight slap right now. In my eye, you are really that irritating. No matter what you do, all your actions are just so disgusting to me. Yes, you might think how come I have hate you so much, then I think you should reflect on yourself. You led to the first quarrel I had with him. From then, I really hate you that much and that hatred have never been lessen, even till now. Now, heard that you will be going tw too, I really felt very unsecured. I am really thinking ways to lessen my hatred for you but I realized it's impossible because you are really that bitchy to me. Since you yourself also know that I dislike you so much, then please stop all these disgusting nonsenses. You even have the cheeks to tell him that I always gave you a cold stare whereby I am not interested to even look at you for a second. So, don't be such a shameless girl and please control your own behavior.

I have finally say out all my unhappiness that I had for today! Yeah, continue to study macroecons. :D

Good luck everyone, loves.

Walao, I think exams is the culprit for making me gain so much fats and weight. 'Cause I'm kind of stress with all the last mins preparation and revision, then I got damn stress and went eating and eating. Walao, I'm not lying. You don't believe, you can ask Zuanzhe. :(

Cny visiting with Zuanzhe and his friends today. After gambling and visiting at Huimin's house, I went home first 'coz I still got so much things not yet done. Hais, but I fell asleep when reading my marketing. Ohmygod, can you tell me why I kept falling asleep whenever I wanted to revise? Damn leh!

Marketing made me upset only, I don't know how I going to survive through its exam in sports hall. I go study POM already, bye!

Cool right, took it when we passed by the dte.

Woke up freaking late today and met Zuanzhe at 2plus. Studied over at the dte mac and had lunch over there. Confirm fat already, sian ttm! My eyes suddenly turned damn red when I was studying halfway. Quickly went to watson to buy the solution, heartache man. So waste money can!

Watched 72 tenants of prosperity, was damn funny. When the girl holding the sweet potatoes, I know she trying to imitate ip man, haha! Zuanzhe laughed so loud in the cinema lah, but it's really damn funny. Go watch go watch. :)

All right, shall back to revision and stop using laptop, TMY! :(

Bye everyone!

Four more days to end sem exam and I'm not confident with any of my subjects yet, damn!

Walao, pray hard for me, I don't wanna sleep already -.- Stress can, sian! :( :(

Yes, I'm feeling sian ttm right now. I do not know what really happened these few days but I'm feeling so tired, be it physically or mentally.

Macroecons is like an alien subject. I read through but when I do past yr papers, I'm stuck and referring to the book. Till my book become kiam chai. Couldn't get in POM, I aiming an A leh, brain, don't like that please.

Walao, I'm still feeling damn sian now. Hate a girl in TP to the core and I think she knows I dislike her 'coz she said I gave her a cold stare. Totally bhb ttm, who wanna even bother to look at her! Yucks ttm man! Ha, fool of herself.

Basically, nothing special today.

Studied over at West mac with Zuanzheee and had fish porridge at eastlink mall. Luckily eastlink mall open, if not, I have to eat mac. Xm called me for jogging just now but was too lazy to jog. But since I promised Zuanzhe that I will slim down, then I shall at least do sit up before I sleep. Haha.

Wl, sian ttm! Working at 11.30 tmr, bobian, later they fire me. I rather quit myself than they fire me. :D Haha.

Yay, collected many angbaos but still haven't reach my expectation. Haha, but I'm satisfied already. Woke up damn early and accompanied daddy to aunt's house. Then back home and waited for boyf to come back to Tamp and headed to his house. Really shocked and nervous like hell man. It's really crowded but received alot of angbaos, happy ttm! :D

Wanted to go Manpuku for dinner but boyf doesnt find it appetiting so we went to nihon. Haha, Kahleong kept on siding with Zuanzhe because they want my approval to go gambling later on! :( And the cashier made me sad, 'coz she doesnt know how to press for discount and I helped her but she doubt me man! :/ Hurt my feeling, pissss.


When I took this photo in bus, my camera will goes "blinkkkk". Then two aunties in front chuatio and kept looking around, haha! Funny like hell man.

Kay, I think no angbao to collect anymore already, :(

Happy chinese new year to all again, :)

Ohmygod, this new year doesn't seem to be an enjoyable one for me. I've been stoning at grandma's house for around 4 hours, watching teevee and smsing. I was really really x1000 bored to death. Glad that I'm back home now and online chatting.

Didn't sms with Zuanzhe much, I think he's busy bah.


Oh yah, played monopoly with Jiarong and aunty before headed to bedok grandma's house. I lost and left with 5bucks. I'm seriously sucks at playing that so please dont ask me to play with you. It's not challenging at all. :D

Bye, should I go Zuanzhe's house tomorrow?

HAPPY TIGER CHINESE NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to ya'll!


Meiyan swears that she loves you all alot because she's in the good mood right now. Haha. Celebrated advance valentine's day with dearest today. But was more of buying my last mins stuffs. Initial plan was vivo but changed to bugis junction for shopping (it's really damn crowded), then to Plaza Sing and Far east for my stuffs. :D Nice him accompanied whole day despite so tired.


Settled lunch-teabreak at Ajitei, some jap rest. Ordered small portion but we were full after few mouths.

Some fried chicken with sauces, not nice.

Salmon curry rice w cheese, not nice, so oily.
Potatoes mentai cheese, my only fav but I preferred nihon one.

G sundae, it was a softer version of mochi and don't know what stuffs.

Haha, and please look closer, you will realised that there was a white piece of thing wrapped around the cup. Zuanzhe and I was observing for very long, wondering there was meant to be a paper for decoration or is it edible. So he gave it a try by tearing it and ate it. He said seemed like edible, so I used the whole piece of 'paper' and wrapped my ice cream and ate it. Haha, feel damn paiseh when the staffs cleared our plates when we were eating the ice cream. What if it not meant to be eaten that way, she might be laughing away inside the kitcen. Ahhh ~

Zuan surprised me with roses! :D *shy* and he bought me the Esprit shirt which I wanted long ago! Love him man.

Thanks Zuanzhe for the surprise that you gave me. You told me the story of how you organise things and I'm really touched by it. Thanks nihon peeps for suggestion and stuffs. You lied to me and you went to buy the shirt. I still gei kiang thought you bought me the bag and nag at you last night. Haha, I felt so stupid and embarrassing. Although we quarrelled days back about your taiwan trip, but I know I shouldn't have started the quarrel with you. What you said was right, we should cherish the time together before you go taiwan and ns.

Walking the 26 months journey with you isn't short nor long, but I cherish all the moments that we had. You always have to tolerate my nonsense and attitude, although I did tolerate yours too but yeah, we will get fine after awhile. Heh, after all, thanks for all these.

Je t'aime

Yesterday marked the last tutorial as a class, 1K06.
All the memorable times we shared will never be forgotten! :D


Caralyn, the most gentle friend. Haha, we shared our problems thru' smses or face to face. We sat next to each other during almost all the tutorials. She never fail to stop bullying me, that's show how bad she is but I still love her. :) She speaks damn soft 10 months ago and you can hardly hear clearly what she speaking, but now, you can better hear her voice! Haha.


My irritating Weiting, the girl who NEVER stop pushing me, beating me and torturing me for the past 10 months. I think she's the most evil classmate I ever had. Haha, but surprisingly, I still love her. And she loves to tell me this, "eh, you better cherish me hor, no one in 2.1 will be so good like me to let you beat already hor." Oh please, should be I tell you this bah. :) Haha. And she's a skinny bamboo who always complain that she's fat, smack her ass.


Chuanhui, from straight hair to curly hair. My good friend since orientation and she never forgets my outfit during orientation. She will laughs whenever she thinks of it, the other evil one. Haha, I love her! :D She's quite rough at times but can be gentle too. She's the other skinny one who love to complain how fat she is, also feel like smacking her man!


Melo, the amazing girl who scores so high. Haha, she keeps skipping lectures and tutorials that Weiting will approach her how to get a MC! But her brain = internet, have all the knowledge inside. Pro max! Haha, I love her because she got a small face which appr. same as my palm. Haha, my mom remembers her because of her cute small face.

Thaijin, my msn best friend. We will chat in msn at night and I know she loves me alot, just like how much I love her. She laughs damn loud in class and many ppl envy her! :D

Edmund, the class chairman. He's damn nonsensical and funny. The class will be full of laughters because of him. It's really funny when you see him presenting, haha. He's a nice classmate, :) And he loves to disiao when I'm taking photo.

Shermeen, the skinny toothpick. I only recall that it's damn funny when she laugh. The he-he-he. And mean, please eat more can! :(

Just, haha my msn friend too. We seldom talk in school but talk more in msn, weird right. Haha. But he's really a nice friend because he lend me his project on social class. I still remember it till now. See, how nice I am. :) And he laughs also damn loud, haha.

Ivan, he's quite kiam pa at times. Haha, and I think he talks the loudest in class.

Serena lala, the most noisy in class. She's funny and noisy, I swear. Hahah, she can suddenly turn back and smile to me during class. Crazy right! Then, sometimes she will just boo me and nothing else. Haha, smack her!

Jermain, she never fail to stop eating cup noodles in marketing tutorial and it always make me hungry. :(

I love all of them. :)

1K06 is loved. :)

We had our last tutorial as a class today and we took alot alot alot of pictures outside classroom. I took with everyone except a few of them. It seems like few weeks ago, we were still introducing ourselves during orientation. But it had actually passed for 10 months and I've been classmates with them for 10 months.

I seriously don't understand the reason for spilting class for next sem. I am happy with everything it is now. Oh well, Meiyan, face the fact that you will have different classmates in 2.1.

And I'm like finally done with the v.day diy stuffs. :) Shall post some pictures tomorrow.

Love everyone! :D

FINALLY all the presentations are done with. Though I kind of screwed up the sociology one and that Keith kept laughing during my speech because I was too nervous that I pronounced max weber as mild weber. Humph!

Met up with Zuanzhe and walked around aimlessly and sat down for dinner. I don't know why, but isn't in the good appetite for this few days. :(

Received Xiangming's msg, wow kind of exploded! Haha, just being exaggerated lah, heh. Well, we're in the same boat thats why I understand his feeling. Hahah.

Ohmygod, I'm freaking down right now. Tomorrow will be the last tutorial that we will be having as 1K06 then we'll be spilting class at Sentosa. Damn, I'm feeling damn down now! Shall take many many many x1000 photos with them. Love them the most! (:

Shall see how long Zuanzhe takes to talk to me! Yes, he's discussing his taiwan trip with the bitches that I dislike. 4 girls and 2 boys including him. Tsk tsk tsk! Gonna enjoy myself during that 7-8 days! :D

LIFE ROCKS! I shouldn't make you be the one who is controlling my wonderful life.

It's totally wrong! We shall see.

It started with a bad day, but ended with a neutral day. Not really happy but not as sad as compared to morning. Kind of miscommunication with him and started quarreling. I really hate the feeling ttm.

So meet up with boatie and went over to west mac to finish up the vday gift for our P. Haha, he's sucha nice partner and he snatched my idea away. But he's creative enough to think of a new idea and it's totally cool max. Shall used it for him, who asks me to be sucha nice p too. Haha. He exchanged an apple pie with my idea, not bad.

Still couldn't finish up everything but gotta pack up and meet Zuanzhe. As expected, he missed call me four times. Oh well, boatie understands my feeling 'coz we're on the same boat. Haha. Thaijin said tomorrow they taking photo tgt then I rmbed tmr will be the last lecture we'll be having as a class, damn! I don't want to part with this class. :( Shall take photo with them too!

K, gotta continue with my stuffs. :/

Ohmygod, I'm feeling really damn it sian now. And I know Xiangming and Caralyn knows how I feel right now, it's totally sucks to the core. My patience seems to be endless in the past, but now, it's not. I can feel the tireness in this rls. I'm just like a dumbass.

Anw, thanks Xiangming, Weekhim and Caralyn for listening everything. :) although I still feel pissed off now.

Shopping day with Zuanzhe! (:

Received three messages who I don't know who is it and I believe Zuanzhe was feeling something fishy. Was late when meeting him, made him waited for me nearly one hour, heh! Sorry. Went to Suntec and Marina Square. He couldn't get the shoes that he really likes in Pedro but he got something more expensive one from Andre Valentino. I think it looks not bad, :) He got his top from Taka too. Haha, he's a rich guy today. Saw the bag I want, but I gave up. Haha.

Ehh, hope he won that lucky draw, it's a car can! :D:D then he can send me home everyday! HAHA.

Okay, tomorrow will be my interview role play, damn nervous lah! :(

Goodnight everyone! And angry when working, feel like quitting!

'Kop' this photo from Weiting's blog. Haha, and that was after she rebonded her hair.

Was again lated for macroecons tutorial and my attendance was full of O O O but with a stroke. Weiting late for thrice already so she asked Melo, the professional MC taker, how to take MC. Haha.

THANKS ANTHEA a lot! :D 'coz she helped me to do my sociology quiz and I got A. If I do it myself without her help, I think I might not even get a D. Haha. Thanks! (: Public speaking speeh was finally over and done with, wasn't feel that stress anymore. But sociology speech was postponed to next tutorial. Well, hopefully there's nothing wrong with it.

Commskills 2 summative test tomorrow and I'm struggling right now.

AND a hungry woman is a angry woman. AND a angry woman is a woman who can't concentrate at all. :(

Byebyebyebyebyebye, working tomorrow! :(

Yay! Met Chuanhui at Somerset station and she brought me around at 313 since it's kind of her 'di-pan'. Haha, went to Forever 21 'coz I saw alot of people bought their things at there. But ended up, I bought nothing and Chuanhui bought 3 items! Haha, love the shirt alot alot, but too pao already, :( and the other one I like was kind of exp. But now, I think it was okay 'coz the top I bought at far east was the same price, :(

Thanks Chuanhui for shopping around with me! :D

Then met up with Weiting at Far east. Haha, couldn't recognise her 'coz of her hair. :) Haha, then shop around and bought one dress and one top there. :(

Hais, now sighing coz long story! Haha.

Tomorrow before public speaking must buy HL milk, Xiangming said it will calm my nerves. Haha, make sure it does, if not he gonna get it from me. Haha joke! :D

Good luck Meiyan!

Yeah! No commskills tomorrow = no school tomorrow = don't need to wake up early tomorrow = can go out shopping for new years clothes tomorrow = yayness! (Y)

Initial plan was to go 313 with Zuanzheeee but ended up, I going with Chuanhui. 'Coz he has project meeting last minutes. :( But it's okay, at least Chuanhui can bring me around! :D Then asking her to bring me to somewhere to buy the D.I.Y stuffs for valentine gift! AISEH right! HAHAH.

Thinking hard what to give for him for valentine day. Most probably will be celebrating it earlier or later, :( Then will be study week and exams!

KIES, I go rehearse my ps speech, :(

Yay! Took photo with dearest Cherie, Nice Sharon and Funny Mindy da ah lian. It was really fun chatting with them lah! :D Haha, must definitely meet up soon to gossip.



Thanks scofield/justin/cheeheng for sending this photo to his friend's photo and his friend transfer it to his pc and send it back to SJC's pc and finally, sent it to me! :D Thanks lots! Gan jiong lah hor. Haha.

That scofield/justin/cheeheng really heng dao won a phone in the lucky draw at nihon party! Used his phone to take pic for the part timer who worked on sat lunch, haha. :D
Elaine, Wenwen and Shoyu Mei.



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AND $10 DISAPPEARED FROM MY POCKET YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS WORKING!
Nearly burst our tears but then, suan le! Shall make it as an excuses to eat lesser and diet! 'coz I'm challenging with shoyu mei! Whoever manage to achieve the goal of losing weight by the end of march! HAHAHA. :D