Celebrate YongQiang's belated birthday and Zuanzhe's advance birthday at Ma Mansion.

Headed to virtualand with Yongqiang, Zuanzhe, Jianwei, Wanying and Weekhim and they played my game, time crisis 3 and photo hunt. :D Dinner at Ma Mansion, dull and made me feel like sleeping. Maybe if I never talk, I might really just fall asleep on that day. Kind of angry with Zuanzhe, maybe sister will noticed.

The food aren't cheap, oh please.

The machiam combo size for everyone.Wanying's one.

Chicken Steak with cream sauce, nice! :D

Chicken Steak with garlic, I think so.

Kind of heartache when ate this but yah, as an experience to middle class restaurant.

K sorry, no mood now. All my effort gone! F.

Duedate for school assignments doesn't seem to have an end, for now. Special occasion speech, mid sem test, f&b product sheet, macroecons tutorial, sociology test, projects and never ending stuffs for me to clear it off. I can't even get enough sleep that I expect. I know it's time not to be too lenient with myself but I can't bear not to. I want to pamper myself but I know I can't too.

Countless of assignments stressed me up, worst for the f&b. Mid sem coming, I'm worried most for f&b, those animals part name to remember and I have no idea why must we study that but yah, to have greater knowledge of all these -.- Working once a day has seriously made me tire out. Zuanzhe will be back from his internship and goes to school on Monday but will be hard to meet him too, so make no difference. :(

Ciao, go homework. :(

Life is never fair.

Life is unpredictable. It's time to cherish everyone around you.

Yes, imagine I bathe with the two candles lighted only in the toilet. It makes me think that my bad day today was predicted last night when the light went off. The day was just really bad ttm that I cried several times. Can you imagine it?

Day went worst when I had my public speaking speech test. I was just too nervous when I was about to start my speech. I was blanked. My question was '' The folk physician VS western doctors". So I was shivering, mumbling and talking to fast for my intro, I myself was stunned by my action too. :( Then, I heard laughers. Sorry, but it demoralised me straight deep down at that point of time. My speech then was all messed up and nonsensical. After my speech, I went to my seat and starting crying. Yes, I know I'm weak. I can't control it. I got a C for it.

Rushed to Sociology tutorial. Went in and tutor stared at me and told whole class, '' ahhh, new faces again, omg ". I looked stunned and she asked me, " how many times have you absent? " and I replied, " none -.- ". YES, I'm kind of invisible for the past 5 weeks, oh damn it.

Met Zuanzhe at inter and had dinner at KFC. I was queuing for KFC and the queue was damn long. One insane uncle stood behind me and kept on tsk-ing for at least 20 over times. Then when it's my turn and I was ordering, he kicked my leg and tsked. what's wrong with today? It's pissing me off! Am I the one who made the queue so long, insane man? For that moment, I totally don't pity insane people at all. But now, all right lah.

Crying is all I can do now.

Joined Irwin and his friend in shopping for presents at TM and bumped into Vincent. Then, wanna go home and Irwin said he ride us home. :) 'm super excited excited about it! When he got into the car, he just drives straight away and his turn was so scary but it was shiok! And many times, he seemed like gonna knocked into the fence but managed to stable it, cool! Thanks him for riding me and Zuanzhe home. :D

I go emo now, bye!

I think my life is revolved with one word now.

TIRED :( :[ : ;( ;{ ;[

School starts at 2pm but my tired-ness was the same as my class at 9am. Haha, getting more and more worst. After commskills test, went over to Caralyn's hostel to discuss proj, kind of good progress. Walked to west mac to meet Zuanzhe and took bus to interchange.

We wanted to have laksa at Wang Jiao for dinner but it was renovating, pissed off. So, decided to have congee at Han's. :) Sasa to buy my skinlite masks!

Zuanzhe also noticed that I've been in good appetite this few days and my size seemed to be growing horizontally instead of vertically. Yah lah, I'll try my best to slim down again all right? :)

OHYAH! MY HOUSE TOILET LIGHT WAS SPOILT JUST NOW, THEN I CAN'T BATH AND MOM HELPED ME LIGHT CANDLES INSIDE. Pathetic enough, there was only two and it was so dim and romantic. Something scary happened. When I was taking my clothes at the hanger, both of the candles were lighted, but when I turned back, one of the candles was blew off. GOSH! :( Actually, I think when I turned, must be I'm too fat, that's why there's wind! Haha, all right then.

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!

I miss Jiarong alot! :)

We used to play 家家酒 whenever I went to his house but now, he doesn't want to play with me anymore. Haha, sad. Wonder how's his PSLE was. And yah, that was me when I had short hair. Typical tomboy.

Rushed thru' my Asian food report so that I will have enough time for revision. I'm kinda afraid and nervous for my upcoming impromptu speech. I felt weak.

Bought J.CO donuts, ondeh ondeh from bangawan solo to Zuanzhe's house. Ohmg, feel like eating donuts now, I wanna try the tiramisu one. :) Kays, tomorrow will get it since will be passing there.

Bye, back to my report.

Oh my, I'm like nervous for one whole day for nothing! It was supposed to be impromptu speech mock but when it's till my turn, I have to leave for the next cds tut. So, she asked me to find her personally for my mock test. What the hell! I wanted to overcome my fear in front of my classmates lah, and that's the main purpose. Gone to the drain!

Ruben pon sociology and was somehow bored without his nonsensical things, quiet thru'out for our group. Next tues will be going to Anthea's house for the proj meeting. :) Well, I might not understand the movie lah, and eventually it would be waste of time. Hah, just try to. Keith and Yixian accompanied me for the sociology lecture at 6 and Yixian happily sitting and chit chatting with someone and Keith was like busy counting something. So I asked him what he's doing and don't be emo. He said, he was counting how many times has the lecturer said OKAY and guess what.

The lecturer actually said 322 OKAY, during that 50 MINUTES LECTURE, oh my, imagine it's 2 hours lecture. His ''okay'' is really irritating and he just said it for every sentence he spoke. Gosh! Met Zuanzhe at 291 bus stop and he cycled me for dinner at Safra there! Obviously, he perspired again.

Oh well, I guess I must really go on diet and not just verbally saying.

Action speaks louder than words, true! :)

I know afraid would not help to ease everything, so move on Meiyan.

Saw the news at the msn website that a woman got survived after jumping off the platform. I watched the video and I don't know is she deliberately jumped off or accidentally. 've been in a good yet scary appetite this few days. A hotdog bun for me at 10, veggie rice lunch at 1, 2 bombay toast at 4, 1 bubble teaat 4.30, maggie mee a 7. Bought rice home but give it to bro since he has no dinner. Good sis I am! :)

kies, I wanna do macroecons tutorial, trying to be hardworking!
I know I must.

Sorry, but a fcuking day maybe?

Meeting Melodi and Anita at 11am for compiling for powerpoint slide.

Start studying now, please.

It's the 4th week of the school term already and can you believe that I am still slacking around and have no idea on my subject topic. I'm too engrossed with my bang bang tang show and I watched till 3am everyday. Zuanzhe was angry with me, not because I'm too in love with bbt but because I haven't been studying for the past 4 weeks.

Public speaking mock impromptu speech this coming thurs and the actual one the followin' week. I have no idea on how to start the introduction, damn. Sociology was another cmi case. I don't know our project must do about what. The tutorial was totally a nonsense but now, it's slightly better. Macroecons was the most disappointin' of all my sem 1.2 subj. I am just clueless of what I've been learning and have not do any tutorial work at all. I felt disappointed too.

I think I am enough of enjoying my life now and it's time to buck up. It would be a disappointing moment when I got back my gpa and it's lower than sem 1.1, I'll be probably knock my head against the wall. F&B fund was just a waste of my time, sorry but I really hate learning all these. :(

K. Thanks Zuanzhe, for willing to spend his day doing nothing but to watch me doing my management tutorial. :D loves you!

Happy Sweet 17th Birthday, Jermain S! :)

Went to school for consultation about the commskills for only 20minutes and school dismissed :)

Celebrated Jermain's birthday over at Caralyn and Simin's hostel and they cooked pasta for her as surprise. The guys left first and the girls continued staying over till 5pm. Played heart attack with them and I can't stop laughing. Heh. They are damn nonsensical, love them much.

Had candle light dinner with Chuanhui over at Just Acia and we rushed like hell and off we met our friend *twist* Haha. Chatted with her on bus back to Tamp and it was quite fun. Love her :) She never forgets my attire for the first day orientation. HAHA!

I feel like vomiting now. Thanks to the jackNjill chips and vitasoy chocolate. :/

Caralyn moving to her hostel today at Temasek Green. It was seriously cool inside and all of the girls just went to slack and look around. Kind of empty but it's damn big. :D She shared her bedroom with Simin and just nice, one of her house-mate is Yenny.


F&B tutorial finished early so went over to lab to print the tutorial and off to bizlab to slack while blog-hopping and youtubing Thaijin's band POP. I laughed like there's no tomorrow and Thaijin kept scolding me for rewinding it but it was really damn funny! :D Then, went for public speaking lecture. Idiotic, reached outside the LT, a paper sticked on the door saying: "Public speaking lecture is cancelled". I was like wth, seriously!


Ohmy, thinking of him now. Seems like we haven't been meeting for quite some time. After his attachement ends and back to school, we'll be hard to meet too 'cuz I end late. I believe this wouldn't make us drift apart. :)


Commskills PBL is makin' me nutz. I'm so tired right now and the beetle outside doesn't want to fly off.


K, off for researching. Bye!