School was still all right for the first two weeks but lectures are really hard to catch up already, especially microecon and biz computing skills. Microecon was still agar-agar can get into my head and understands but bcs was really full of question marks on it. Week 1 was only a small intro of computers and now, we have a mini powerpoint presentation to complete. I was like what-the-hell, it's seriously too fast.

Joined a super relaxin' cca and I've got no news about it. Unlike Jermain takes part in dragonboat, Weiting in tennis and track&field, Melodie in cheerleading and Chuanhui in dancing. Heard the way they said their training/trial, it was seriously freakin' scary. With such a 'fragile' body of mine, I think I'm not suitable at all. Hahahah, was quite interested in badminton but I guessed I can't get in for sure.

Went to KFC with Weiting, Chuanhui and Jermain while waiting for him to end his lecture. Laughed throughout our conversation and made me felt so uncomfortable. Seriously, there are nutsboz to me, totally crazy friends of mine! (:

Okay, crack head for bcs presentation. Bye!

Had lecture on research on hospitality and tourism today and it was really sucks! None of my classmates understand a single thing 'cause the whole lecture was like unlogical. After lecture, went to accompany Zuanzhe till his lesson starts then I went over to e!hub to find Caralyn, Chuanhui, Jermain and Weiting. Wanted to play arcade but the whole building was short circuit.

Then, walked to Just Acia for dinner with them plus Faruq and Timothy. Recommended Caralyn and Weiting the dory fish set and they said it was nice! :) :) Then, rushed back to school for LRM orientation. It was much better than overall orientation, I think. Rocks! But the LIGHT REFRESHMENT was really can't make it. Hahahah!

Had commskill lesson this morning and met the girls at the entrance. Walked in and find our classroom together. Lesson was all right today, ended early then had lunch together at design school canteen. Took two pictures of the whole 1k06's girls outside our classroom this afternoon. Cool & I love 'em(:

Had a mini small gathering at e!hub and played bowling. I was leading at first then ended up I'm the second last and Caralyn was the last. Hahaha! Indeed had fun with 'em today. Then, Jermain, Chuanhui and I stayed and played in Zone-X for nearly two hours, playing alot of games. I love time crisis 4 thought I play quite lousy. Hahah!

Meeting boy tomorrow between his break and my orientation. We are trying to use the opportunity to meet as much as we can, if not, we might meet up lesser in the future. I do miss him now! :(

LRM orientation tomorrow at 530. I love my class more and more! <3
&& him(:
&& 5A2' o8(:

I was punctual in meeting 1k06's girls again despite being late for the first two times. Haha. It may seems like a long day but times do passed fast because I was damn focused in the microecon lecture. God d!, till now I am still figuring everything out and reading through again. Comm skills lesson was fun! :D

Yah uh huh, 1k06 had our lunch together in bizpark this afternoon & took up 6 tables in it. We were even planning to have a small gathering tmr after lecture at e!hub. Thaijin was mentioning that I didn't mention about her in my two days orientation. && guessed what. She's actually an insane girl who loves to laugh at me or said I'm bhb (obviously, it's not a fact lah). Her jokes are practically lame and cold and she can still continue laughing. Worst thing is that, her english got a freakin' A2 for O's.


<3

I miss him alot :(
Unable to meet him for days but IF POSSIBLE, 'll go over to find him for awhile(: Watched handsome suit today, much better than sniper.

Sweet day! <3

Weeee, not a bad day today.

I was early for the meeting with the girls :D Then, waited for the rest to come and walked to our LT. Walao, I hate OB 'cause I don't really understand what the lecturer was really talking and I am lost in the topic lah. After lecture, went to KFC with the girls but I went off early 'cause I promised Zuanzhe that I will accompany him for this three days fruitfully before we can't meet for three days after that.

Kinda feel that our class are quite bond together as much as I expected. Cool yah!(:
Met Jueying and Jasmine to Tampines 1 to shop around then met up with Zuanzhe after his lecture again! <3

Movie with him tomorrow!

First day of school in Temasek Poly marked the new chapter of my teenage life. The feeling was really different from the time I was in secondary. It seems like I have more freedom than the past and there's no teacher who gonna nag at you for your attire grooming and most importantly, your ankle sock and mini skirt. You aren't been hooked in poly life.

I went for my first lecture in the afternoon and I was already feeling that I am slacking and not paying attention. Many of my friends told me that I must do extremely well in my first year to get a higher gpa 'cause as the time pass, the subject and exams gonna be more difficult. But, I am already in a lost. Well, hopefully I will do well for everything. There are many things which I promise to myself when I entered poly life. Gonna be more lady and to be more neat! (: (:

After my lecture today, went to buy lecture notes and book with the girls. Oh, and I was late when I met the girls today! :/ Then, met Zuanzhe at his house there before we headed to downtown for our dinner. We seems like spending more money lately and it's a bad sign.



It's 20th of April and it's our 16 months together. (:

Cool us!

Have you ever realised that we love to complain that how naggy our parents are or blog about them and scold them? But when they had did something for us, you will tend to realise that we actually love them.

Just now, I told my mom to help us wash the shirt 'cause I need it on Monday and she asked my dad to do it tomorrow. But just then, or now, it's 1am, my dad was helping me in washing the shirt. I love him!(:

Supposed to meet boy whole day but last minutes he has something to attend at evening so we spent 4 hours with each other today :( Then, I went to work last minutes. Zuanzhe said that he attended something for only half an hour. 16 months together soon!(:

<3

Two days of school/business orientation finally ended today. Well, I wasn't really satisfied with it. Perspired alot and was damn lethargic after one whole day. My class has 21 peeps but I only managed to interact with some 'cause they went off for regetta. Qiaofeng said that regetta was regretta and I agreed. I was quite regretted. I stood directly right under the sun, feeling that I might get sun burn anytime.

First day was much more better than second day.
As for first day, had interaction with classmates and played some games. My class sucks at the game 'concentration'. Haha. Then, had lunch right outside the Cheers and LT23. Sorry but I gotta say that the chicken cutlet rice totally sucks to the max. It made my throat so uncomfortable till today. Mass dance was great! I partnered my first poly friend, Chuan Hui and we were great at it! Haha. After the interaction, we gotta know more friends then I know mostly all my classmates. Cool me!(:

Second day quite S.
Were to report at LT21 and I was late. Glad that Chuan Hui waited for me to change into our yellow business tee together(: Then, listened to someone to talk about our poly stuffs. Back to our class to meet our CP. My matrix card sucks to the max! Soon, gotta prepared to have our bloody, most sickening lunch at stadium. I'm lazy to explain why but it's really sucks. && when we were shouting for the cheers, I saw some people were reading storybooks and listening to MP3s. No life! -.-

Bedok reservoir did not make me happy today. I saw nothing, I can't see the dragonboat at all! Then, called Huili and asked if she wants to go off with me first. We waited for Jueying and the rest at the flag pole and I totally went insane at that point of time. Hahaha, shiok time!(:







I love tomorrow! <3

Once I'm online, something strike me. Weijie asked me whether have I check my care group then I was like ''huh? we need to check meh?" Then he gave me the link to the webbie and I remembered Jueying told me that her sis told her that the most in front class are the better class. Then, I checked mine. My care group was 1K06 :( & Jasmine was 1k02.

Out of sudden, I feel the heat of the competition. This year intake was real hot lah and made my career a tough competition.

K, back to the main topic of my purpose of blogging(:

Met up the girls to Bugis for shopping and ended up, I bought stuffs. I told myself to control and save money but there was really too many things that I needa buy.









Wonderful dinner at Manpuku, level 3 of Tampines One! <3 Mr Wong treated 6 of us to there.









Bought the dessert there & my rating was 1.5/5. Sorry but seriously, the ice cream was no different from mac and the below pic dessert was awful and worse than Nihon.



As for today, had badminton and table tennis with Zuanzhe, Huimin and Hongjun and TP. Lunch @ the business school and back home 'cause I needa rush to Parkway health centre for injection before Zuanzhe goes his way.


Saw the plaster? It's pain lah!

Tomorrow movie with him(:

4 more days, I will be going to orientation and make friends (:

Hais. Received Zuanzhe's message early in the morning that we won't be meeting in the noon 'cause of some bad news. It was a real bad news. I was shocked and blanked. So, stayed at home to watch tv and waited for his message. I don't know how to console at all. I miss him. I feel so drifted apart today.

Shopping around Bugis with Jueying, Huishan and Huili then dinner with Mr Wong and the rest tomorrow. Most importantly, gonna meet up with him for awhile to chat after that. This week isn't a good week. There were too much things happening that both of us couldn't have time for each other at all. I know it will change sooner and later. :(

Will try to take pic tomorrow so my blog will not be that BORED.

Good and Bad

Good thing is I gotta meet up with him and spend our time walking around in Tampines 1. God, now we realised that the uniqlo is really very crowded. The queue was scary. Heard from Jeffrey that there's Kim Gary in Tampines 1 but I didn't see or maybe I didn't focus all the shops around. Planned to have dinner at Ajisen with him at airport but last minutes something happened.

Bad thing was his granddad was admitted to hospital again. Heard that it was quite dangerous now. I don't know how to console him but as a girlf, I can only listen to his probs and do my part. I feel so useless when I couldn't console him. Hais.

Met up with Yiheng and Jeffrey last minutes for dinner. Had it over at subway and bumped into someone, called J. Then, I realised that someone told others my secret. D! that person who said it. Walked over to Cheeleng's house voiddeck and played Big2. What a boring game that I only won 1 out of 8/9 games -.-

It's such a rare sunday tomorrow that I will be meeting him in the day before both of us head to nihon for work. Sweet day hopefully! (:

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Next week schedule of mine! :o)

Mon: Bugis shopping with Jueying & dinner with him(:
Tues: Badminton, table tennis and mindcafe with him, Huimin & Hongjun.
Wed: Watching sniper with him and won't be meeting for 2days.
Thurs: TP business orientation
Fri: TP business orientation
Sat: Meeting him!(:
Sun: Going over to Tampines nihon to work for lunch.
Mon: SCHOOL STARTS! :/

Everyone loves me! :D

I did a filial thing today! (:

Met him for lunch at Century Sq before train-ed alone to my grandpa's house to accompany him to nuh for checkup. When the doctor tore the bandages and I saw the wound, I was totally shocked. There was 2 twenty-cents hole with wet light blood. The whole leg seems so swollen and black. When I sat next to my grandpa in the cab, I looked at him. He looks so old. His hand was shaking and his eyes looked tired. It hurts me deep down.

Then, went back to Pasir Ris to watch 新缩事件 with him.

这部电影蛮不错， 只是有几个部分非常恶心， 尤其是手被砍下来。现在害我不能安心睡觉！我家楼上吵死人，外面又在下大雨， 还我不可以睡觉。

有很多事情是无可取代的。

It's Tuesday!

Mom bought one loaf of bread but no one ate it for days. So, I bought half of it to his house to make french toast.



Frankly speaking, it doesn't taste nice. We were like real busy when we were preparing the ft in the kitchen. Then, met up with Jueying and Huishan at tm 'cause I wanna look out for books at times since I have $20 vouchers! But end up, I bought nothing. Dinner with him at Tampines Nihon after that. Lot of laughters on the way home.

Accompanying grandpa to hospital for checkup tmr and movie with him after that. Wonderful! :D
&& I just finished installed nokia PC suite! (for like finally)

Night!

I will choose to remain silence as long as I could but if I can't, I really can't. It's the first time that I can no longer remain so calm in settling our problems. I shouted so loud that I can't even hear the echoes of my screaming. I feel that we can't even argue in a peaceful and calm tone. You pointed your finger at me, claiming that it's all my fault. I still chose to remain silence if I could, just to maintain in this relationship.

Well, you may be true in your own thinking that w0 pei bu shang ni. But for my thinking, I think I am not that bad, just that my attitude can be nasty at times. There are two conclusions for our probs: 1) Both of our attitude are sucky that none of us can make the initiative of giving in. 2) I think I am a girl and I wish I could get pampered but you can't. Don't you think all the girls wish to be treated like this?

Oh well, school will be starting in 2 weeks time. I think I will put all my concentration mostly on studies much more than this. Awww, thinking whether how the first semester will be like and how much friends I will know during the next week orientation. Once school starts, lesser quarrel will occurred. Isn't that better?

Jueying, don't forget that we promise to meet up to study once school starts in a few weeks time(: We mustn't lost contact for each other. Hahaha (L)

Rachel, don't worry. I am all right, for now. Hey, when you wanna meet up with me, with Denise, before school starts? [hugs <3]>

It started well nicely and sweetly but turned out nasty in the end. I didn't expect thing would turn out this way but it did. On the way back alone, so much things flashed back and need me to sort it out. Then, I questioned myself if I can. The answer was no.

I dared not react in the way that I do not want because I wished to be fairly solved. But it ended up solving in a nasty way by the other. It seemed like it's all my fault and wrong. Time and again, I've said that we should peacefully solve every problems and be calm but you don't seem like you can. In the end, the one who got hurt again is me. 2 weeks of torturing and persevering, I got us back together. It was really hard and uneasy but I made it through. I do not wish to keep on doing the old same thing again and again.

Philson was right. Some relationship may be crack but it can be heal. When you are trying to heal the wound, you would tend to put as many layer of glue to make it perfect, just like the new one. That is how couple would last long because they undergo alot. As for us, I doubt so because it seemed like getting worse. Or shall we say that we aren't as perservance enough or we aren't meant to be together. How I wish that I could be the little princess that you love most. How I wish that I could be like the girl that every boyf would dote and be gentle to.

How I wish...
How I wish...

I know that reality hurts.

I had once fought it back to what it is. I have no regrets. Maybe both of us are tired and realised many things that we do not even know. Overall, it's not a happy day today.

Thanks friend* for lending me such a big amount of money.

Hi everyone! (:

Tired, real tired. Worked full shift today and it was like a torture in the night. Cashier closing had some probs and ended up leaving late. No sushi left for me, none was my preference. I made up my mind that I need to be frank.

Meeting double z tomorrow. Shall we go IMM or Jurong point? Or even further? (:

I love everyone! <3

Managed to get the group photo of all the students who were taking prize on 27 Mar. Find me, find me! :D



I am still waiting for the rest of the pictures. I miss tzz. Needa accompany my grandpa to hospital next wednesday myself! Working full shift tomorrow, sian! I'm getting tired of working already. 12 more days to orientation! Friends, come talk to me! :)

Swimming in the morning with Cindy and Jasmine today and I was like having 'spa' at there 'cause I dont know how to swim. So I just merely soaked myself in the pool while seeing them swimming here and there. But at least I got try to play with the water. I got sun-tanned 'cause my skin kinda a little bit red. [:

Met Zuanzhe outside swimming complex 'cause he went to gym. I saw him peeping down the pool, freaking paiseh. Had lunch with them at Pizza Hut. FAT! Went to Bedok library to read up some books since we both are interested in the same topic. He was looking at fitness workout and I was looking for ways to maintain a flat tummy and dieting.

Tues will be exercising day for us again! <3

I'm freaking bored right now. I lazy to do cross stitching now.





Watched the street fighter with ahtoh today and it was not bad. I wanted to watch 'cause I want to support Edmund Chen (*o*) Ahtoh said it was below his expectation 'cause it seems quite fake. I want to watch more movies next week.

:o)

Going for exercise with him tomorrow. He said minimum TWO rounds of central park, I was like ohmygod! I have no stamina loh. Well, it's better than growing more fats in my body.

:(