Okay sorry, I know it looks a little bit disgusting because of my half-eaten chicken wings. But hey, it's delicious okay. It was made by zsq. Thanks alot!
The broccoli, the curry chicken, the prawns, oh my god, it's totally heavenly.
The broccoli is the softness that I want, the curry chicken is not that spicy, and the prawn... yes, it's prawn.
Once again, thanks zsq.



It's a random picture here. It was taken when I was doing my physic homework and realised that I actually have talent in drawing. Haha. I mean it's nice.

School ended at 4.30 today. It was real worn out. I guessed tomorrow will be a worst day either. PE lesson gonna start at 4.30 and if we are going to run under the blazing sun, I'll most probably gonna afraid that I might get heat stroke. So please pray that we going to play captain ball or badminton in the school hall and nothing else more than that.
Something happened during the English banding which made Emylia laughed like mad and I also don't know why. She's just being heartless. Haha. It's just because my eraser dropped on the floor and I kept on squarting around and search for it then they were like curious what am I doing. Then, Rocky saw my eraser long ago then Emylia laughed at me. But it was nice chatting with her in class because we have the same topic to chat about. Haha.

Need to catch the SuperBand later on and I actually have real lots of negative comments on it.
Shhh... Back to Maths homework again.

Weekend just ended like this.

Okay, I'm going to continue reading my story book before I return it the next Wed.

Rachel, thanks a lot for today. When I was confused and frustrated, you were there for me. Although is not face to face, but it's touched to receive your call. Remember our badminton on Next Friday. Most importantly, remember our purpose.



Benj, thanks too for your console. Although you are always side with the boy, but it's the thought that counts. Luckily we are in the same group for Maths, if not I might be bored to death. So thanks! Yea, and also you are always so nice for sending me nice songs.

I met up with Zsq for lunch and rushed down to Hj's house for Monopoly game because Miss Ng said that Monopoly does link with POA so I thought it would be useful if I know how to purchase an asset and stuffs like this. And guessed what? My capital left with pathetic $23 whereby Hj left with $7000+.

HAHA. what a stupid game. Saturday is over and weekdays are here soon which means, school till 4.30pm everyday again. I'm suffocating. My head feeling so giddy, eye feeling so heavy. Banding is killing us. Imagine you have lesson from 8am to 1030am, have a short break of 30mins and you are back to lesson all the way till 4.30pm. Maybe there's a short break at 2.20pm but bear in mind, it's real short. PE lesson have even postpone to evening. What a 'kiasu' school I'm studying at currently.

I'm just being emotional. Let the old pictures do the talking.

Maybe that's called S-H-I-T

Oh man, I found out something and that had seriously made me changed my whole view and disappointed.

The feeling was totally sucks. It makes me feel so uncomfortable.
Maybe we have different concepts of that. Maybe we can't agree to a point peacefully.
Dispute over small matters had long ago made me becoming stronger.
I'm seriously tired of all these arguements.

Maybe, I'm too sensitive.

I really don't know. I feel that I'm like a fool, a real fool. Making myself like a pathetic loser which needs h to console me. I guessed it's real fool! Yes, I'm not as fashionable as anyone is, I'm not as pretty as any girls are, I'm not as intelligent as anyone could be, I'm just not.

Okay, I'm not. Yes, I'm not.

I realised something. :)

I realised something or maybe people will think that that is obvious. Water is essential in our life, it makes us healthy and prevents us from dehydration. Not only that, it can also make your skin complexion looks good! I'm not trying to bullshit or what but I think my skin is getting slightly better from the past after I bring water to school everyday!

That's amazing.

Science banding had somehow made me feel that time flies real slow. We did worksheet and our class was like sit together and 4E sit at the other side. We somehow discussed every questions and we got it all right. :) They let us tried some pure physic question and it was okay and managable. I reached home around 5.15 and was totally dead beat. I turned on the tv and not even 1 minute, I fell asleep.

Banding lesson had added more stress to us. Getting restless and sleepy as day passed. It's only the fourth day and I'm so lethargic. Got to buck up more. Worst is that I don't understand the latest POA topic. There are so many formulae to remember, where do I still have to strength to remember it. God

Frankly speaking, I'm so dead to complete my English and POAAAAAAA homework.

Banding starts tomorrow.

Friends, the essay in the previous entry was not the true happenings so, don't ever think that I am that disrespectful because I am well better than that. The essay was to submit to Mr Said for marking so don't think so much.

I slept at 2plus last night and I think I'm falling sick soon. Runny nose, sore throat and sexy voice are what I'm having now. I didn't pay attention in class today, was so restless for the whole day but managed to bear it through till 3.30pm.

Maths banding starts tomorrow.
:( Maths again.

Guilt

In life, some people will feel guilty by doing wrong thing yet, some of them do not feel guilty at all. I grow up with the tender care from my parent when I was at the age of five. When I was young, my parent brought me to my nanny's house to look after. They hardly had the time to bring me out to play when I was supposed to enjoy my childhood. My childhood was not as interesting and enjoyable as other children. I have never blame my parent for spending little time with me when I was young. I want to be a filial daughter and make them proud.

As time passed, I have grown up to be a matured teenager. As due to the different generation gap, teenagers do not know the importance of respect. Teenagers do not uphold moral of respect and hence, cases of scolding vulgarities to parents, fighting with parents are becoming more and more common in the modern days. Sometimes, people get irritated easily due to small things. I remembered, there is once that I had totally showed no respect to my father. My father had not completed his education in Primary School and became a worker when he had quit his school. Although he is neither capable nor talented like other men but in my heart, he is the best father in the world. He had once scolded me because I did not follow what he wanted me to do and I felt irritated by it because I did not want obey what he said. I talked back to my father and showed totally no respect at all. He gave me a tight slap and wanted to use the vacuum cleaner to hit me. I cried. In the moment of anger, I talked back to him and said that he did not even graduated from his primary education, he did not have the rights to scold. Other fathers had went through their education successfully and yet, he did not. I was stunned by what I had said. He showed an expression of disappointment. I felt guilty after what I had said. Being a daughter who always think that she is respectful, I insulted my father. Apologise alone does not cure the wound of my father's emotion. Guilty was the only word which I can describe after I said those harsh words.

Thinking that after the lesson of insulting my father, I will learnt a lesson and be more respectful towards parent but it does not turn out this way. I recalled that there was once that I was so disrespectful towards my mother. Because of repaying for not being able to lead me up when I was young, she always tried to find way to communicate with me whenever she can. She wanted to chat with me and find out more about me but I was too lethargic to respond her. She kept on asking me questions and I was getting a little impatient so I shouted at her to keep her mouth shut. She shed her tears and I realised I was wrong. My feeling was beyond description other than guilty.

From that unforgettable experience which made my mother cried, I promised myself not to be disrespectful towards my parents and even friends. It is because the feeling of guilty is distasteful.

Oh, $$$ fly.

School is finally reopen. And I totally forget what time is my class suppose to report to school, is it 7.10 or 7.20? It's rather unlucky this morning. First day of school reopen and I was caught for long fringe. And my mood just went down quickly.

I mean I don't know why that I will get caught for long fringe. My fringe is all right and shorter compared to other girls. I really don't know. Going school is like adding more stress to me. I tend to feel so tire whenever I know I got to study or do my homework. I will feel sleepy whenever teacher talks in class. But today, it's special. I stay wide awake during all lessons. I couldn't believe it. Hopefully, tomorrow lessons will be all right for me except for that 4 long Emaths lessons.

Went to T3 with Zsq to have dinner and drink my MrBean. And ($$$) just fly. I ate veg. rice and it costs me a bomb of $5.50. Hey, it's only veg rice!

Realised something. I'm no longer get upset easily due to comparison. I guessed because I'm sick of it, it's just so tired to compare. For now, if you are stronger or capable than me, all right, good for you then. I'm not interested because I still have my life to go on.

I had committed a sin, a unforgivable sin, I guessed. A sin which I had always asked for god's forgiveness but time and again, I committed the sin again and again. I doubt I'll be forgive from god again. This is not I worry most, but is the other. About my P.

I'm sorry, god.
:( I know my mistake, forgiven?

Left with 13 hours

I'm left with thirteen more hours to school reopen. Thirteen more hours, I'll be stepping into the school gate and that's it. No more holiday for me! :(

And it will be the time to chiong-chiong-chiong till the time of O level starts, which is about four more months down the road. Oh man, I left with four more months to O's and I couldn't believe it. I think I really got to buck up on my studies and make friends with books soon. Okay, but will start tomorrow because I still have tonnessss of homework has not complete! It's not really a lot, but it's not little too.

One more essay and paper2 to complete by midnight. If not, tomorrow might get scolding from Mr.L, the man with the best loud voice in the school besides Mr Ow. Haha.

Time for dinner. :)

Look on the bright side man, Meiyan. Do your homework later.

Start of battle soon.

Oh dear, Monday is approaching soon. :(

Hey friends, I'm backkkk to blogging. Had been running around the whole Singapore for this two weeks of holiday. Actually wanted to make a trip to Sentosa, Night Safari and all these but obviously, CAN'T. Mr Said had suggested me to blog about guilt but I have not yet blog about it. Sorry, will blog it when my intuition comes.

Okay, will post up something about these few days.

Went out with Zsq on Thursday and we were just walking around aimlessly. And I saw something amazing and took a picture of it.


Guess what's this?

It's CompassPoint lift. Hey, it looks like those 5 stars hotel, you know? Especially when you first saw it, it looks so gorgeous man.

Then after 11days of holiday, I finally have the feeling of doing homework. So Zsq accompanied me to BK to do my Maths homework. And I guessed he was bored out so he drew something which it makes me first time think that his drawing was not bad yea.


Uhhh, not bad yea?

Yesterday was WanYing's birthday and also SMA. Had dinner at Fish&Co and did enjoyed it.
:)



Cute right? Thanks Zsq.

All right, before I end my post, let you guys see hunks.




HAHAHA.

Boredom

One word to describe my feeling now. (Look up)

Okay, that's my feeling.

:)

One more week of holiday and that's it!

:(

What's wrong?

What's wrong with me? I just couldn't spend my time preciously. Maybe after some quarrel with zsq, then I realised that I'm not putting much effort yet. I tried to open some books and revise but I just can't!

Hey, I can't!

I don't know, I just can't.

:(

Three days entries

A walk a day, keep the fats away.

've not been online for days already. 'll be posting short entries about few days' happening to keep my blog alive.

Monday
I was actually telling zsq that we will meet around 9am and have long john silver breakfast but someone just couldn't wake up on times. So, we went to meet Wl, Irw and ZY in buying the chalet foods on Tues. Went to Bedok to have Aston(again) at night and we left the canned fruit on the seat and I only realised it when we went to ntuc to buy ham. Some sotong still didn't realise it. So, we had a scissor-paper-stone and the loser will go over to see whether the canned fruit is still there but that sotong doesn't admit defeat so no choice, but I accompanied him over. How brave I am. :)

Tuesday
I stayed at home till evening like a pig. I just felt so restless and tired. Everything seems so wrong. Met up with zsq before going over to the chalet. And when we reached the chalet, there's only 5 people down there. I felt so extra down there. Everyone was playing mahjong and I don't understand at all but zsq was not bad in that game. He won three games out of four games. :) We started the fire at around 8.30 and ready to bbq the foods at around 9. I think I gained weight again. Those fattening chicken wings, oily satay, cheesy cheese cocktails. Will I still continue my sit-ups?

Wednesday
Last day of the week going out with zsq. :(
Nothing interesting happened because both of us stomachache. :(
I hate tomorrow.

Oh, that's finally.

It's been a relax day for me. Met up with the girls to ccbox to have a heart out singing from 2 to 7 and we actually tear out at around 5. So, what Denise did was to take self-pic for about half hour. Then, Rachel and I also not to lose out to Denise, we took more pics than her.

After singing, brought them to Aston to have dinner because my mom wanted me to help her buy the colesaw. No choice but to have dinner at there, which means no choice but can't lose weight again, also which means that no choice but i'm gonna gain weight again, which means zsq gonna asks me to do plenty of sit-ups and exercises before sleeping.

Tomorrow will be going out with zsq since it's holiday and might be going to Nihon chalet on Tuesday. I don't know will it be weird but I guessed it will because...

All right, back to tv time! :)

Finally it's holiday for meeee!

Went to TP for some explore and know more about the course. Frankly speaking, I'm so sick of TP. 've been there last year open house and this year open house. Things at there are mostly the same, nothing special and nothing interesting. Okay, 've not been online for a long time.
Will be uploading pics.

Pics taken during the English Seminar.





Bought a new slipper! :)

Torturing

Oh yay! It's finally the last two days of the June study camp. Thou it doesn't benefit me real much because we were scolded by different teacher at the various lessons. No matter is Science, Maths, Geography and even recess. It has slowly developed me a feeling of hatred towards school, a place which I don't really feel like be in.

Just two more days of tolerant and I can relax in the two weeks of hols. But wait! Not really all right. Still have piles of homework to be done by the term 3 starts so do you think I really have the time to relax myself. Goodness, that just sucks at time. I do not know what our teachers expect us to behave like, but sometimes it's really ridiculous at times. However, don't feel like saying much about this.

Going off to Simei.

Goodbye.

我终于可以用华文咯！ 很酷。

许多天真无邪的孩子因为在四川地震中，无辜丧命。他们多珍惜自己的生命，多渴望能够再活久一点，看到未来美丽的世界。他们对生命的坚持和执著，让我们都感到如此的遗憾。为什么现在那么多的天灾啊？

今天超闷的咯！一整天在家里都在睡觉，简直和猪没两样。如果卓缵吉吉看到这个，一定非常赞成的咯。可是他往往没想到他比我还像只猪因为有一次在读书馆温书时，他睡着了，我怎样叫他，他都不醒，简直就是猪啦。告诉你们啊，如果那只猪看到这个，一定呱哩呱叫咯。还有，他不但像只猪，他也像米老鼠。因为他像老鼠一样一直偷吃东西。 哈哈！对不起，我现在真的很闷。我还没有做功课，明天又要上学了。

我要去做功课了，不让他呱哩呱叫。
拜拜！