I failed to hold back again. I tried but i just couldn't.
I didn't know the chance i had to see will be my last ever
chance already. If i had know things will happen this way,
i wouldn't let the chance i had be my last only one.
Felt kinda of regret.
When it starts, it seems that it just can't stop
any sooner. If i can, i rather hope that i didn't
express anything out in the noon. The blue zone affects me.
I lost control of myself when i'm near to that zone.
Afraid i may not able to control again on thur.
I just hate that moment alot.
Wonder did i saw a fake scene? Remember how's the past is like?
Remember wad u did? Giving all the restrictions etc, now, u are
actually feeling sad over it. Why didn't you just realise it
sooner? Never mind, i bet you wont see this anyway.
The good thing is that all the sufferings are gone.
The last goodbye.
Lot of misses.

Looks like alot of dust have been accumulating in here ah.
So shall do a update now since it's nearing the end of June
and my last post was in May lol
We are already in the second week of holiday. Why do holidays always
have to pass so fast T.T Holiday = FYP FYP FYP
Went back to ies. Remembered last week while i'm on my way to
sch to take bus to ies, waa the rain so hiong. The carpark area
around my hse's blk was abit flooded and i'm wet while heading
to the busstop only -.- it's so slipperly, ended up i've to
walk very slow, if not sure very malu if slip and fall ah.
It's always better to take some pecaution.
Equation:
Rain + Wind = Me getting wet (got umbrella also no use)
Wed was abit better. Got abit wet when i reached the bus stop
near ies's company while waiting for uncle to fetch us. Funny
ah we were all waiting at busstop then uncle's van was at the kopitam
there. We were still wondering why 15mins past le uncle still
not out yet when he only need like 5mins to reach. Luckily kl went
to look for uncle if not we were still be continuing waiting there...
Ies got standard days set as to where to eat for which day. Sooo
we went to Makan Place @ np on tues and turf city on wed for lunch.
The Makan place already bigger than sp's fc4 le. So much choices to
choose from too. Ate egg prata @ turf city, been so long since i last
ate it.
Fri went suntec to attend an event one but ended up lecturer mixed
up the venue. It's not Suntec but at the Expo....aiyo cher ah....
Luckily didn waste my trip there, 4 of us went to another event
at mbs instead for the slv exhibition. The equipments there quite cool
sia, i liked the one with the water flowing downwards to form words on it.
Oh, we forgot that day there's wonder girls event, we still ask the counter what
are the people outside queueing up for when collecting our visitor's pass lol
Took Bus 502 straight home after that~~
I wasted my sat at home =( Ended up digging all the videos and tv programmes
out to watch instead. Total sian-ness.
Sunday = Father's Day.
Celebrated it by lunch-ing at Astons. Noticed there a few new staff
there from the manager's way of instructing them. It's like so obvious
telling the customers that he is teaching the new staff lol cos it's abit loud ah
Tried the Chargrill Salmon Fillet. Not bad, but i didn managed to finish
the french fries =x Not that i'm wasting food but too full ah
Anyway, hopes she really really will be fine soon!
The worst scenario to go away! Shoo Shoo!
Don't wanna start counting down for holidays.
Guess that i've blogged enough, it's long lol
Where is the luck? Where is the luck the luck the luck?
Pop it out soon!