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The past few days have been rather smooth and eventful of sorts, so it's been a good week i think. Well my Econs is stuck in a rut, the Chem engine is starting to leave the station, the CSE mind's totally turned off , the math logic's on it's way and the GP debate is failing. If you understand what i just said, you know how much i need to buck up! so, enjoy your sunday while i remake mine!
//BEAUTIFUL!
Provoked (macro POV!)
I've always thought doing what you like and love was enough. But seriously, just like how TRUE freedom is NOT TOTAL freedom, so is a REAL life NOT living it for yourself. I guess why God created Adam and Eve-focusing on the and eve part-was so that they learnt to be dependent rather than independent. And wouldn't living your life for yourself make you independent? I'm not trying to say that being dependent means you cannot strive for your own goals etc.. but the truth is, if in our haste to achieve our "fullest potential", we neglect those around us, then it's pretty much not worth it. We're created to be dependent somehow or another. Be it on people or money, we rely on things to get by in life. Like food for sustenance, our relationships pretty much keep us and make us who we are. That being said, i really feel it's hard to breakthrough stubborn people. I for one am a stubborn person who would never learn his lesson even after a fall! But i guess as i see people lead less than worthy lives, i become reflective of my corruptible nature.
Being Macro about things is on many counts very important. Seeing things from a larger, societal or group POV has so much more meaning. Like what Pst Tan said, our lives are broken for others, a Macro POV allows us to see the hurt, wounded and broken. Also it allows us to see the mistakes others have made and the need for us to improve on it! Our personal gain is short term, but a group's collective gain will last a long time. The reward does not come just physically but relationally as well.
Ok i'm pretty much done. Not too sure what to rant about. But i guess at the end of the day, I myself have to change. Can't expect others to change because they don't share the same ideals right?
The emotions have now died and reality begins to sink in. 2 Mock papers tmr and a stack of tutorials to complete! BACK TO WORK!
//Cause when the sky's the darkest, you can see the stars.
I need.
I feel quite hopeless on many counts, and very unhappy with my friends on others. Regrets can't be the only thing i hang on to in life eh? Maybe if i were to let go now, there'll be hope. I don't know. I feel in need. ok i'm not making any sense.
Prelims are coming! 2 mock exams on wed! toodles!
//bye bye 寂寞！
UP!
I guess i've learnt from the movie. From the sweetness of love to the strength love enables us to do. From the tight grip of every situation to the revelation of the power of letting go. Everything just fell in place. A movie for both the young and the old. There's something for everyone to learn. I guess the greatest impression that the movie left on me was when Carl opened Ellis' scrapbook to find that their supposed journey to the falls were filled with life photos. I guess this reminds me of the truth that it's not really the destination or the process of getting to that goal but the overall process in finding one's happiness. Not doing things because you must but doing things that is right. The process in life is more important than any goal. The value of love is greater than any journey.
The part of letting go was also very much poignant. We at times hold on to too much clutter that we don't realise the happiness we can actually experience. And maybe just maybe as we let go of what doesn't matter, what we wish will happen might actually fall in place.
//握紧的双手其实抓不住什么,放开手爱才能宽容
She
//strangers when we first began.
Happy Birthday Singapore
// falling pieces.
updates.
School's getting very much hectic with night study and all, so i guess i'll be blogging way less. However, it doesn't mean that i'm neglecting this blog totally. I'm definitely going to update it once in awhile which might mean a very long while. My twitter and plurk are on the right of this page. so follow me!
20th anniversary was great. The atmosphere was good and the presence was strong. However, the celebrations were marred with really the most stupidest of things. I shall not elaborate but i feel it's a total exaggeration of my actions. It's so unfair... utterly maligned! Photos will be up every where. LOVE THE HD SCREENS AND ALL.
just heard this random smashing of glass. Darn loud even with my music on! hhaha. freak out!
//fill me with your octane of love!
Abstract.
In any case, in my opinion, FOP started with glitches. However, the night culminated with an awesome message about " NO WORRIES" Truly a message in season especially for me. I'm now much charged up for what's ahead
It's funny how though we know the right thing to do, we still do what is wrong cos it's pleasurable. ponder...
//when hope arises...