Few more days left
Sunday, 28 December 2008, 12:10 am
well 2008 has truly been bitter sweet. From much failures to the great things that i took part in. It has been a year that has been stretching and draining. I hope that in the next year, i would find life more stable.
Just came home from a wedding. This cousin of mine whom i seldom see got married. well congrats to him. haha. it set me thinking about my future and all. how daunting marriage seems and well what if i can't find a spouse? It's really daunting to me.
Tmr's thanksgiving and i need to learn like songs. so i shall be off. Will fill you in on a whole December's worth of updates. haha
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HK and MACAU tmr!
Friday, 12 December 2008, 12:06 am
YES i'm leaving and i've not packed yet. I have to run errands and that's really irritating me.
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:13:32 PM)
my mum forgot to check in online ytd
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:13:38 PM)
so i woke up to do it.
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:13:46 PM)
thus i would;ve reached on time
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:14:05 PM)
BUT my father's passport had less than 6 mths validity.
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:16:12 PM)
so called ICA and checked and they said can leave singapore but they don't know about hk
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:16:14 PM)
so
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:17:05 PM)
i had to wait till 9 to call the chinese embassy since every i searched for hongkong or macau embassy all led to chinese embassy
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:17:17 PM)
thus at 9 i called and no one picked up
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:17:27 PM)
so i waited and called again
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:17:36 PM)
and still no one picked up
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:18:14 PM)
i then called discover hongkong in singapore to ask and so they revealed that need 8 mths
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:18:19 PM)
6mth*
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:18:33 PM)
and then i called ICA to ask what i should do
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:18:45 PM)
but customer officers were all busy
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:19:05 PM)
i waited an hour then finally got an answer
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:19:11 PM)
and the person didn't know much
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:19:13 PM)
so
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:19:22 PM)
it was like 1130
GABRIEL! wake me up to face reality says: (11:20:05 PM)
i had to run errands after that
this is about it. super irritating right? went to donate blood after that, then rushed to ICA to save my father's life. Got SCOLDED by the staff cos it was 4.30 and it was time for him to go. i was shocked man!
I still miss Jo. Went to look up his profile and there were a few nice picts. Man i'm sick once again. But it's Jo, how can I ever forget how he made me happy just by being my eye candy
Oh Jo!
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i'm down
Wednesday, 10 December 2008, 12:27 am
i don't know. Things that come to my mind now. Am i willing to pay the price? truthfully, I don't know. The cause is great, the cost is greater. Yes we've cried for change, for a revival, for growth, but truthfully the price for it is great. To take up the cross sounds nice and glorious and nice but it's not going to be easy. I don't know. i feel like giving it all up. But is it worth it? no. but to carry on would mean i have to be moulded. and to be moulded isn't going to be easy. I don't know. I really don't.
I miss Jo. seriously I just can't stop thinking about him. this is worse. Man i can't believe i have to struggle once again. on top of the many struggles that i'm facing now. i miss him.
i think i'm gg crazy. i find it hard to control my emotions. It just swings like a swing from pole to pole.and suddenly it came upon me. I've got to lean more on HIM!
the sacrifice of praise. I finally understand why.
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oh Jo!
Tuesday, 9 December 2008, 8:37 pm
I SAW JO TODAY! i was like in heaven. though his face seemed battered but oh well it's JO! the good looking one that i will ever known. Ok it's really weird but yah. watched bolt tday. was quite nice. must watch. nice warm feeling after you watch it. ANW. after that we walked all the way to cinelesiure to find out that sam and candice had to leave! man! that sucked. my whole mood was wrecked after that. I took the train for a stop to dhoby ghaut and then took NEL so that i didn't need to take it with candice. Was feeling really down. Didn't want to affect others. so oh well i'm home now having campbell chunky for dinner. pathetic eh? leaving for HK/Macau soon. Will take loads of photo. Oh yah talking about photos, my new 8MEGAPIXEL CAMERA PHONE C905 failed me. And the repair's being DELAYED! i was like my goodness. I want it on my trip man. Super not happy with SE! hais. oh well.
i'm trying to feel the christmas spirit. Do you?
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