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me

Gabriel.
September 11
W466 | City Harvest
Pioneer Junior College | 08S32

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desperate once again.

Sunday, 28 September 2008, 9:13 pm

everyone converges on that other island but when i want to enter, i can't. I'm not even allowed to. I don't want to. BUT i just want to enter this island. i want it entirely to myself. But it's wrong. It's not right neither is it left. I'm blinded by what i see. My heart's numb, fingers frozen. but i still want it. DON'T give it to me! please however i beg and long for to go to this place of self fulfilment.
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hungry

Saturday, 27 September 2008, 12:14 am

ok I'm still hungry after a day of total eating! went m'sia tday and had a blast all thanks to Jia Hao! guess what someday i might fall for you! wahha. jkjk. ok anw I'll update more about my trip! anw being to m'sia's been an eye opener cos i realised how blessed being a S'porean is and really makes me treasure my life here. Though very much more stressful, the amount of efforts of our forefathers who built this country into a first world nation in 30 years has to be forever recognised and we should not be complacent of the current luxuries we're experiencing now. We might think our life is horrid but wait till you see M'sians and the way they live, you'll really treasure and savour every moment.
This is also true to the church. Our leaders built it up from scratch and in 19 years grew it from 20 to 24000. this is tremendous and awesome but we as the future generation should not be satisfied with the current level of our church. I guess it's time to rise up and fill all the services especially expo! yes i see this church, a church where the POG can be tangibly felt and where people's life are being built up from brokenness. ok I see a church with a great influence in this city. I see my God the God of this city! HARVESTERS, LET'S RISE UP! let's not be complacent and continue to grow the church not for the numbers but for the souls and lives to be impacted. 30000 here we come!
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chem

Tuesday, 23 September 2008, 11:01 pm

ok so is it like mono,di or tri substituted? i'm not sure. even if it is mono, it might be of the same kind. Cl-Cl. hais. if you get what i mean. i'm confused. I need a direction. 11 pm there is chinese news on the china milk scandal, and where northern india's bollywood reaches out with a ho ho ho. Get it?

read it to understand. Take the words for what it is. It's obvious isn't it?
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UPDATES!!!

Saturday, 20 September 2008, 11:39 pm

ok i know i haven't blogged in a long long time so here i am...

let's begin with GP paper. it was alright but something horrid happened. The day before i set my alarm and i forgot to change it back and then, MY ALARM RANG AND RANG! i was so petrified! my gosh. At first i was cursing the person who's phone was ringing till after awhile i realised it was mine and i was totally devastated. AND it was STIFF POLE i mean mr POH who was invigilating and thus i thought when he heard he'll just kill me. but i told him and he was like ok let it ring. But realising that it continued to ring he came back and asked me to off it. BUT too pai seh so i was like please help me and he did. thank God. plus i guess he isn't really school rule abiding but it's ok. I thank God for him. ok no more joking about him. He good. thank God. i could have been given a 0 plus being barred from exams but i wasn't PHEW!

ok going further back i'm still stressed. Not that bad but still am stressed. Not done with my revision till today. Service was quite good. Annabel rebon-ed her hair! yeah.

i'm going to get a crumpler soon! yeah!
ok i can't think of anything now. will update once exams are over! (:

the Alternative Life
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Depths of your love

Saturday, 13 September 2008, 12:30 am

Depths Of Your Love.

Before the earth
Before all days You knew me
Formed in Your image
Made in Your likeness You love me
The light of Your word
The truth of Your promise guides me
The power of Your mercy
The love of Your grace deep inside of me

It's the depths of Your love
Moving in the depths of me

I believe
In the power of Your name
I believe
In the promise of faith
I believe
In the love of a God
Jesus my Saviour
I believe, I believe

Speak to this mountain
To move into the ocean
Your authority given to me
No matter what happens
Here I am standing
On the hope of Your word
Promised to me

so many times i fail so many times i'm just too weak to even carry on but in the depths of His amazing love i find my strength being renewed. He gave me authority to overcome! He is my strength! Yes i can do it. with Him ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!!!! ALL THINGS ALL THINGS!!!! I BELIEVE!

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pressure

Sunday, 7 September 2008, 10:32 pm

i guess how i react to pressure shows what kind of person i am. Obviously, i crack under pressure. ok not crack i am demolished. I guess it's because of my holiday for like the past 9 months that made studying like a mountain i had to climb! I really hate PW! it sucks! i hate it! i was suppose to do my stuff but i just had so much difficulty that not much had been done in hours. AND I HAVE A DEADLINE TO MEET! and here i am blogging because i don't know how to pull myself together and carry on. GOD SAVE ME!
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help!

Thursday, 4 September 2008, 12:46 am

i need help! my face is so horrible. God, please hear my cry and save my face fro utter destruction! hmmm my face in march was way better. It's just horrid now. hais. ok fine time to move on anw. Suddenly facebook's so fun when a lot of pple from class starts using. ahha. not addicted yet. but one thing that I'm addicted to is NO AIR by Jordin Sparks! she's quite good with her singing! it's now my blog song! ahha. oh well.
ok back to my ramblings. the worse thing on my face is my mole. it's an asset yet a liability at the same time. It makes me unique yet not nice. Plus it has hair which makes it all the more horrible! argh.
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