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September 11
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the truth
ok not a nice way to start a post but that's the truth. I admit there are many many things happening and instead of facing it, I've 101 excuses to hide from it instead of facing it head on. I've fallen again. oh well. Time to pick up the pieces and live LIFE! felt the strong POG just now while watching a planetshakers dvd. amazing how you can feel His presence through a DVD lah!
ANW, yesterday went for hillsong united's concert. Truthfully, it wasn't really good. LOADS of HYPE but little of His presence. It was good in the sense that from the first praise to the last praise i was literally jumping non-stop! but when it came to worship, it just wasn't there. there was no atmostphere, people were talking, and when it reached their favourite song, the screamed loudly and started clapping. ( that's what i felt) Then when the pastor came and preach, it seems no one was listening. He talked about entering the ZONE! but everyone was not IN THE ZONE. holy place? maybe some. Outer court? maybe more. HOLY PLACE? none! the rest i guess left their soul at home lah. Truly, it's not about the band. The band is anoited, no doubt, but it's the people. I suppose not a many were charged up in the spirit. Just hype from the outside. During the second part, everyone seemed dead. Especially the last few praise. It seems people were ready to go home. I kept on like a minority did pressing in i suppose, but really, i felt nothing. I left empty hearted. Just another event had passed.
Then today, in church, once i entered the hall, truly, i felt a difference in the atmostphere. really, the POG was so tangible. the whole service was good. GREAT MESSAGE! and also GREAT P&W! (partially cause annabel led and wholly caused God was there!). yeah PASTOR TAN WAS GOOD! truly GOD is using chc man! ahha loads of bias comments here. ahha but it's all about the WILL of God eh? I thank GOD for planting me in CHC really.
my new target.
This is our GOD
I will fall at Your feet
and I will worship You here
Freely you gave it all for us
surrendered your life upon that cross
Great is Your love
Poured out for all
This is our God
Lifted on high
From death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Servant and King
Rescued the world
THIS IS OUR GOD!
though this is just part of the chorus and pre choruse, it's a real declaration! yeah. and it's a song from hillsong's new album! really excited.
liberation!
oh well that's what i wanna blog about. Actually, tmr i wanna go back dunearn. so I WON"T CARE IF ANYONE WILL TRY TO HOLD ME BACK!!! CAUSE I"M STILL GOING BACK! ARGH!! CHILDISHNESS!
NO MORE CHINA!! now, i can focus on ANNABEL! wahaha. ooops she's married . hmmm time to find my 8th!
food galore!
Ytd, went for service with Ling and JingXuan (Wie Li's friend).Service was awesome! Love God and Pst Kong! wahah. only one problem. WHERE'S ANNABEL? hais. After that went airport where we ate popeyes! so nice! then jingxuan went home. Then, ling and I went to starbucks at airport and chilled for awhile. While at starbucks, i saw this guy, his face was like flawless and he was thing. Not that kind of bamboo thin but just slim i suppose. wah envy him. WANNA BE LIKE HIM! lol! The sad thing is that i didn't take a photo! but i wanna slim down (and i went to eat buffet today!). Then after starbucks which was about 5, we left to catch iron man which was EXPENSIVE! but well sort of worth it lah. ANW, the thing is that my whole time with ling was just talking a whole load of crap till we were on the train at about Yishun that we started talking about serious stuff. hmmm. the heart really takes a long time to slow down. 10 hours to be exact. OH well but i fell that i had a great time ytd.
Anyway, pastor Kong mentioned about the 21 days prayer thing and cause i currently have this fat-less thingy and my chinese oral is fast approaching, i've decided to start of with this new revolution(campaign) titled: the ENvolution! which will commence in JUNE.pray this will actually succeed! ahha
TOMORROW's the day of my AUDITIONS!!! nervous!
troubles with coping?
Anyway, shockingly, i passed me gp essay! This is truly amazing because I've been failing by GP all this while. Love Him So Much! And still on this school thingy, band announced the post today and I'm the librarian (again) . I'm fine with it actually but the thing that is making me freaking pissed is the fact that I'm not the i/c! It's some SC REJECT! REJECTED ALREADY AND COME BAND CAUSE SHE DOESN'T HAVE A CCA WHAT! W The! AMAZINGLY, REVELATION FROM THE committee that I ACTUALLY DIDN'T HAVE A POST! and the fought for me! WHICH I"M GRATEFUL!(and the fought for me to be i/c too but sadly the teachers rejected me!) AND LET THE SC REJECT WHOM I DON'T KNOW WHO THE HECK SHE IS BECOME THE I/C! MY TESTIMONIAL IS NOW DOWN THE DRAIN! THE TEACHERS REALLY DON'T KNOW THE THINGS I'VE BEEN THROUGH AS A LIBRARIAN LOH! ARGH! STUPID SC GIRL. REJECTED STILL WANNA STEAL SUCH POST AWAY FROM ME.
and because of this, it fuels me even more not to come for next Friday's band practice cause the class(a large portion) will be going to JB and actually i was like worried "what about band?" but now I CAN'T EVEN BE BOTHERED! AND IT's like the ABP is some horrid girl also. THE ONLY PERSON THAT I THINK SHOULD HAVE THE POST IS THE BP!!!! what the!
now i'm truly pissed.
let's now rewind back to studies. I feel that I'm still quite comfortable in JC. I hope this is a GOOD thing!
Going for SUN expo service! ( so really excited!!)
oh well another time... CHINA BEL
auditions that looms ahead!
anyway aside from the looming auditions, today was a fruitful day! anw since all my classmates have been categorising their visual gourmet , i shall announce mine now! For breakfast, lunch and dinner, it's CHINA! and for deserts after every meal it'll be ANNABEL! ahha predictable eh? Anyway, I saw china like many times today. At the traffic light to school, during the sex talk. AHHA! so happy lah. VISUAL FEASTING HAS GONE TO ANOTHER LEVEL!lol .
AND GUESS WHAT? I COULD DO MY SPA + CALCULATIONS TODAY! WAHAHAHA A HUGE MILESTONE FOR ME! ahha but the only downside is that I stained my pants which now has a large splat of PINK and a line of ORANGE (which I'll trying soaking it in colour bleach to get rid of the stain). And my shirt which has sprinkles of brown everywhere (which i'll use VANISH WHITE to try to remove !). oh well I hope to get level 8 for both parts of SPA! ahha
SPA what a cliche name to give practical. hmmm. anw need to study for tomorrow's ECONS test! ahha bye bye!
my obsessions
First up
This is Annabel. And to those who know who she is, this picture was from last year explaining the hair! love her loads! OK. that's not all I'm gonna say. I really love her voice! It's like God why can't you give me just a portion of her voice? A little? (maybe cause I'm a guy?) but that doesn't discount the fact that i need and want and desire a good voice. Just 50% would be good enough. Anyway so this is Annabel. Hope she doesn't read this or something! ahha
And this is Darlene. She rocks man! i really want to get to know her! She's another vocal powerhouse! She jumps and shouts and her voice is still as good as it gets! Ain't that amazing? So Hillsong's new album is coming out soon and i want to hear her voice! ahha
Both anointed and great singers, truly I want Him to use me like He uses them!!!!!!!
So if you would start hearing me talk about them, it's THEM!!! ahha. Today has been a fairly good day. Managed to see China rather often. lot's of details I'll just leave out, but if you want to know more, ASK ME! If not what's your mouth for?
There's practice tomorrow. I really hope I won't back out.
Anyway, i suddenly have the urge to go know China. Hmmm let's see how long this urge will last.
Taiwan trip is coming soon. really excited!
it's mother's day!
Anyway let's backtrack to a few days ago. My life is going haywire! Ok so there's my 8th obsession and an almost 9th obsession but well there's only the 8th. His name is Clark(not his real name). Well ask me more if you wanna know but i won't blog about him cause after i think about it, i don't really want him to be my obsession! Therefore, I'll see how long this dark looking guy will be my obsession(ooops! I leaked my secret!). China's still in k? Don't know why but still feel very 爽 when i see China! ahha oh well.
Ok so shockingly, I'm going to reply people's tag.
Zi Hui>people from my school will vehemently object to your comment.
Clifford>I think i've answered that question in my post
to masaka-whoever>stop trying to create non-existent scandals!
Erin> DON'T DENY ERIN!
Cantice>WEI! Not everyone knows OK? Or at least I would like to believe not everyone knows!
Anyway, just a few days ago, Justin(my choir team ic) asked whether who would want to sign up for back-up vocals(bv) audition and of course i said YES! Obviously ! And thus the auditions loom ahead and my voice is worse than a croaking toad! I NEED A VOICE! oh well. HOPE TO PASS THE AUDITIONS! Please pray ok? THANKS!
So tomorrow will dawn a brand new day with new challenges.
I pray I'll live out the 3 Ls of enism which will help me grow in every sphere of life.
Truly,GREAT IS THE LORD!
wrong direction but well the track we took from ten mile junction back to school
Me and darylene!
Me standing near the field-.-
once again me and darylene before the concert.
oh well trying to picture blog more. so they say pictures says a thousand words.
anw guess what? i wrote another song. just sort of popped out of my head. really nice.
anw why so many darylene photos ar? cos i think i look mediocre in them compared to other pictures where i look HORRID!
Your Greatest Love
Love unfailing
Overwhelms my heart
Light of the world
Sent your only son for me
Matchless Saviour
Giver of my life
King of all days
I will worship You forever
(p.c)
Though I don't deserve Your glory
Still You poured out Your heart Your mercy
(c)
Your greatest love none can compare to
The sacrifice You bore
For my sin and redemption
Holy is the Lord, Holy is the Lord, Holy is the Lord
(bridge)
You hear my cry when I'm lost
You see my brokenness
You pick me up when I fall
You wipe away all my tears
And when I call on Your name
I am sure You will come
You are faithful till the end
I'll trust in You
You are faithful till the end
I'll trust in You
hotdog day?
Hot dogs are now 1.20 each, due to rise in cost of raw materials aka bread and hotdog. thus, to increase profitability and revenue of the hot dogs, the cafe decided to increase the price knowing that demand for the hot dogs are price inelastic(which means a change in price will lead to a less than proportional change in quantity demanded) hmmm. applying econs here? 1 tonne worth of rubbish!
ANW, so i went to see china's blog which is as UN INTERESTING as it gets. talk about having a blog, plus thinking that mine was too boring or religious. hmmm
today was mundanely boring . nothing interesting really happened other than the occasional viewing. that's all.
changed blog skin, in case you didn't realise. it's such a nice skin but thanks to that one line that cuts through the centre of all my posts, i shall find a new one. plus why did i change my blog add right? ok i shall change it back.
boringness
and then had maths test which to me i remain neutral till now. everyone was like busy discussing but i was like, i couldn't really care leh.
then during pw was like finally i saw china lah. china walked pass the first time , then i turned and whack Erin and then the whole class laughed! which made me suspect that they knew who it was le. then China walked the second time pass and the whole class laughed again which sort of re enforced the fact that they know! argh! but well so now some additional people know already. hais
after pe, "rested" at canteen for awhile while trying to view from afar but well saw for like a split second. China was like playing basketball and thus i left loh with darylene and nat and candice. then was on 190 and guess who i met? a human being lah! anw so talked to her loh. oh she's ling btw. anw so talked to her till cck then we parted ways and then went dinner with nat and darylene! ok so i chose my choice position at kfc which = facing outside. so , while eating i kept looking out for uh hum but nvr appear leh. wah then super disappointed . so how? just continue loh. then we talked for awhile after eating and guess what? CHINA APPEARED! ahha china tooked the escalator tgt with tom's best friend loh. ( how i wish i had a male "buddy"(i only have like girl buddies whom i am their sister" (poor gender categorisation?))). anw so i ate more ice and we left. went to popular en route to food junction where china was. after popular, we went up the escalator and china was eating with tom's best friend lah! ahha oh well that experience was freakingly satisfying lah. then went down and went home.
so anw now that clifford knows, and thanks to Clifford's great connections, i'm going to view china's blog. la-di-dam-di-dam. ahha so happy le! anw have fun in life, cos sometimes, life can be so boring that such lame stuff can really bring joy!
The Reason
I see dead man rise
The lame man walk
Blinded now see
Was broken now healed
Shattered now whole
Lives being restored now
How can it be miracles happen
How could this be true
(chorus)
CAUSE YOU TORE THE VEIL
WHEN YOU DIED ON THE CROSS
TRUTH REVEALED IN MY LIFE
WHEN YOU SAID "IT'S DONE"
SEPARATIONS GONE
NOW I CAN DRAW CLOSER TO YOU
(bridge)
Now I understand
Why You died on the cross
So that I might know the truth
That You gave your life
So that I can draw near
Now my heart is all for You
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you know what? this song is really my response to some people, who could not comprehend why things like dead people rising can happen even today! and really it's because His spirit was poured out on all of us and when we have faith for something, it can happen for us. But first this faith has to be mixed with prayer. prayer together with faith can move mountains (literally!)
ok so now on to my life, went facial this morning and was like the most painful facial cos got so much dirt on my face! finally it feels clean! ahha tmr's the start of a new week. I've gotta lean on him more and start to have "SPIRITUAL BABIES!!!"
my songs
Forevermore
YOU ARE MY GOD FOREVER
LORD OF ALL THE EARTH
WHOM HAVE I IN HEAVEN
THERE IS NONE I WORSHIP O LORD
ONLY YOU FOREVERMORE
LORD OF ALL THE EARTH
MY PROVIDER FOREVER
THERE IS NONE ON THE EARTH
WHOSE LOVE WAS YOUR ONLY SON
TO SAVE AND HEAL MY SOUL
WITH ALL MY HEART
WITH ALL MY SOUL
(SING) I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
MY ABBA FATHER
WORSHIP YOU LORD
FOREVERMORE
WILL GIVE YOU PRAISE
IN ALL THAT I DO LORD
FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE
WORSHIP YOU LORD
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE
WORSHIP YOU WITH ALL MY HEART
do forgive me for the caps k? just want the uniformness
oh well here's my 2nd song. not really complete and quite rough but i still love it! ahha
Give You Praise
Lord of my life I worship You
Lord of my days I trust in You
With all I am I lay it down an offering
I will give You my praise
an offering to You my Lord
For every word You say is true
that I am Yours and You are mine
with all my love i give to You
my heart and soul
I will give You my praise
an offering to You my Lord
In every season like the rising sun You are faithful
with every word from your springs forth words of life
I GIVE YOU PRAISE FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE IN MY LIFE
I GIVE YOU PRAISE FOR WHO YOU ARE IN ME
GIVES YOU PRAISE IN HONOUR OF YOU
ok third song
Lift You Higher
I pray to you God my strength
My solid rock on which i stand
My pillar of hope on whom i put my trust
I entrust my all to You
In hope for change today
I sing to You God my peace
We ask for peace on our land
My pillar of hope on which my future stands
I lay my life for You
To see the lost saved today
I LIFT YOU HIGHER, HIGHER, GLORY TO THE KING
WE ASK FOR REDEMPTION, SALVATION, HOPE FOR HUMANITY
LIFT YOU HIGHER, GLORY TO THE KING
HEAR OUR PRAYER, HEAL OUR LAND, MIGHTY GOD
Lost saved, humanity raised
Tortured set free
Blinded now see
Hope for a new beginning
Now our lives are in Your hands
My futures set
Destiny's calling out to me
ahha so that's all the forth song AFRESH is on my previous post in case you forgot! i'll update once my fifth song has lyrics and my sixth song has melody! ahha well nights! tmr going for facial! finally a clean face! ahha