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well i wrote another song thanks to smth that i did WRONG.
Afresh
Afresh like a river flow
From heavens throne of grace
Mighty wind sweep like revival
In You all fear is gone
My sin and brokenness
washed away freed from all pain
In you my life redeemed
chorus
I'm forgiven
You died on the cross
Love that could not compare
Though the earth may fade
Your word remains
"I LOVE YOU"
I love you my Lord.
so this is my 6th song if I'm not wrong. 4 with melody and lyrics, one just melody and one just words which i haven't got the time to fit in melody. well, to me the songs aren't very fantastic but i think it's my personal heart cry and desires so yah.
2.4 km
today, there was chem test and well i don't have much faith, after chem was DETENTION!! thanks to Pei Rong and guess what? she still haven't kena detention! so anw wrote the reflection with SuWei beside.Thanks Su wei for being such a good accompany-ier. lol anw Cheena pok went home sort of late so while at detention saw CHEENA pok and then pok stood infront of me for like 1 min. that's so cool. then sam and moni left walking behind pok and i couldn't leave thanks to DETENTION! anw guess what while handing in my reflection, i decided to peep into cheena pok's class drawer and guess what? i found a timetable! so happy!
well now i'm filled with elation, joy and happiness.
i'm going to sleep le. the pass week has been a long one. staying up till 2 to do PI. well hope to get HIGH EE for PI!
tata! VERY EXCITED FOR TIOG!!!!
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it really no one seems to understand me. i imply and do my best to hint but no one gets me. it seems like the way i say things aren't enough. i really feel like a wretched soul wandering around. hais. now that there's 7th and this girl and all this emotions, my studies, me health in every aspect (and i'm sure no one understands this part), and my unwillingness to get out of my comfort zone. it's difficult, a constant struggle.
i had wanted to post about the obsessions in my life and the current active ones are annabel and cheena-pok. but aside from this i really feel empty.
so when i see 7th in school everyday, i don't feel satisfied.
how?
so anw, i watched online service today and well was reminded about the message and well prayer works. you know what? even if i don't please the world i just need to please my greatest love.
though i'm sad like i don't know who my roommate is for taiwan, it's ok. at most some weird person that i'll build a relationship with. hais if only i can have a sibling.
so welll cheena-pok is like a substitute to fulfil a certain desire that if you know me well enough you'll understand. the globe is oval. i need help
well this is some random post. good night
service today
Nikki from CCC led P&W today! was super cool anw was expecting pst Kong to preach and play the guitar but to my surprise, he had smth on and pst Tan preached. was abit sian. but it went well. sermon was about prayer which really really convicted me. anw this isn't the best part. as the sermon ended and we were just praying. i thought well the service is going to end soon and i can have fellowship etc. but suddenly, i felt a burden in my heart, and pst began to say some stuff which was so true to my situation, and suddenly, the presence of God just came to me. IT HIT me! i was shock! in awe ! and relieved. FINALLY! and i wept just wept. while everyone was praying i wept like a baby! His presence was just phenomenal ! man this really thought me something, it's not the method, it's God. and He can touch me anytime He wants. totally amazing! he was just perfect. it just motivated me to carry on in life! thank God. so anw when service ended i asked them how was it, and they said ytd's one was better but well, i'm thankful i went today. truly GOD's never late never early but always ALWAYS on time and always faithful! thank you Lord.
to my greatest love, I LOVE YOU!
the AMAZING race
saw 7th at the "grandstand" ( with inverted commas because PJ's grandstand is more of a slope!) . anw, so this pot is not about 7th...so anw when we were starting the race, all we wanted to do was to have fun. so yah here's how the race went.
firstly had to run around school to do some task. these task made us the last team. actually, it was the first task.. what a bad way to begin! anw so we had a total of 3 task and we left PJ after that being the last few team out of 15 teams!
so next went to chinese garden then to clementi stadium. while reaching, saw 7th's team.also, in this process to the stadium, things improved! our standing went up to i think 9th or smth like that. so yah. at the stadium, we had to do tasks! first was maths thingy. then while doing it, it rained! then everything stopped! then we were super sian..after abt 15 mins, the rain eased and the game resumed. finished the maths then went on to the 2nd task. just as we were about to do it, they paused the game again cos the next station was raining heavily. hais getting frustrating. then when another 15 mins later, we could play again! so quickly finished the 2nd task and went on to the third! this is where it all sucked! it was kicking that ball and we kept doing but it didn't meet the requirement then after awhile, we exceeded this rule of 45 mins per station and we had to incur a penalty! of 15 mins! and this got worse as it started to rain. it was about 12 15 then. then it rained to 12 45 and the penalty continued till 1257 when we left. amazing! we were the 3rd last team! this really sucked! we tried so hard to improve our standing. also in our time at the stadium, we quarreled! hais. so we ran out of stadium to clementi as fast as possible. actually wanted to take 106 but a strong urge, urged me to take train to queenstown and then take 111 which turned out to be amazingly fast! fast forward... we went to botanic gardens and finished the task in 15 mins then went to lau pa sat where we became 6th! amazing right? the after that were neck to neck 6th all the way to vivo where we caught up to 2nd. then it was the race till the end and guess who we were racing against? 7th's team! man! how bad could it get.
so after the vivo task, we ran to the bus stop where we met 7th's team and was whn the bus arrived. then we took that bus for a few stops , and thanks to clifford we alighted and took another bus which allowed us to reach seconds earlier then them without running as much as them! so we had to do task at west coast and we were sort of neck to neck. and guess what........WE WON IT!! RAN THROUGH THR FINISH LINE TRICE!!!!! oh man what a sense of joy! lol so yah first first first! but because of this, 7th's team dao us.so can't get to know 7th. but through the evening manage to get a photo when 7th didn't know. anw 7th's a cam whore! so yah freaking happy now! nights!
love
I don't wanna be rash and go up to some random person and" let's get tgt!" omgosh.. i don't want such things to happen then 3 days later break cos my heart is still for another person. and no it's not 7th.
DON"T YOU GET IT? I WILL NEVER FALL FOR 7TH! read carefully!
so anw this girl hais.......... long long story only Thomas understand. it will nvr happen. so yah! ahha i'm leading a "happy" and "fruitful" and "painless" life of a single!
Hais.
and though i like this certain girl i'm still madly obsessed with 7th. aiyah. this is so so so frustrating. i'm crazy le lah anw
I NEED TO GET BACK WITH MY WALK! I WANNA BE CONNECTED!!!! PLUGGED IN!
fine. so since i'm back to talking about my almost non-existent walk, Annabel will be leading in JW for quite sometime as said by choir members! which will be super cool!!! ANNABEL ROCKS MAN! lol okok so have fun reading and understanding the poor sentence structure of this post. ENJOY
just a shot extension as i was going to get a cup of sprite......
I WANNA SLIM DOWN. to be as slim and as strong as 7th! yeah. come on.. i'm now weaker then a lot of girls in my class. today had pe and well i had to redo this jumping thingy and everyone was laughing at me! hais. i wanna be better looking better looking better looking.
anw i don't plan to get attached so soon anw. NEED TO FOCUS FOR THE BIG A's
aiyah anw LING i'm so sorry i can't tell you. YOU"LL PASS OUT FAINT AND GO HOSPITAL SIA! DUE TO EXTREME SHOCK!
WE"RE GOING TO WIN AMAZING RACE AND I"M GOING TO KNOW 7TH!
I"M MAKING A DECISION TO CRAWL BACK UP AND LEARN TO WALK WITH HIM ONCE AGAIN!!!!
canterbury,so cheena
it's time to get things right
anw so much homework is piling up. PW's PI is killing.( planning to do a new topic) and well i'm passing tests. that's weird. thank God for his wisdom. I wonder what i'll become without him. maybe a gangster roaming the streets and my vocab lists words of only !@#$%^&*@#$%^&)(*&^. lol man when you see such pple you pity them. imagine me like that. oh don't.
and i don't understand what's up with me
i like this certain female person and it's like i'm not attracted to others but i have loads of obsession of the same kind. hmmm. so you guessed it.. if i'm not wrong this will be my 7th obsession or my 2nd eye candy. and no it's not the girl. and so on to my 7th. i don't even know the persons name! lol just seen this person here and there. at first thought was quite ugly but the more you look at this person the ok-er it gets! hmmm but i just need my visual satisfaction that's all. don't really plan to go know this person! lol
but it's wrong. it's really really wrong. i should stop. hais. God help me
rage, anger, fears, insecurity...change is inevitable
I hate pple who talk behind my back. I fear pple who talk behind my back. i'd rather you tell it in my face, but i fear that too. but it's better than talking behind my back.But well i don't dare tell things to pple infrot of them with fear of offending them thus, i'll talk behind their back. NOT GOSSIPING but sharing with pple that i trust.( not many. can count with one hand = less than 5)
so i'm evil and bad. forgive me. but i don't know. I fear pple, i fear meeting pple. I get angry to get what i want things done! so well. it's gonna stop now. the process of being a better person. RMB... i talked about 08 as a year of love, it's gonna be the year of growth too. only when i'm able to know my mistakes, admit it and change it will i grow. so beware! i'm gonna be a threat to the world!.
As you can guess, i'm digressing
so let's make this a reflecting and happy post.
Ling came to my house. did TWO chem question for about and hour or so and i cooked!
had a good time talking and finally being able to share things with someone. fine currently as i look upon my self, i can only share with one person(human being). THIS IS TERRIBLE! i'll start from now and do my best to be a friendly person and change for the better.
So well let's totally digress from this topic.
MY SONG!
i'm rewriting most of the lyrics as new melodies just flowed into it. now the chorus has lengthened by 2 times! new bridge and new pre chorus. the stupid verse+prechorus is now gone! but i need help with words! need to fit in the words. so thomas, hear me calling? i'm calling!
i give up. seriously, what ever i've typed is like lame. so yah hope you've enjoyed my pathetic life! lol!!!
LOVE! WHERE'S YOUR FLAME??????????