the freedom of truth is liberating really! they say the truth shall set you free! and i really believe in it so here's the truth. i finally don't have such a crazy obsession over JO. do you know how liberating it was to not keep looking at JO and think of what i'm suppose to do. though we didn't even say hi less talk, but i felt satisfied leh. it was just visual satisfaction . and well i'm happy. I may never ever see Jo again but well time will bring new and greater and better looking peeps to my life and Jo will be history (unless for some reason i get to know JO). hmmm maybe finally a girl will come into my life who fits all my requirements. there's one actually, knew her for awhile but didn't really get to know her (sound confusing, but trying my best to put it forward), she looks sweet and kind and gentle and i talked to her tday and i feel happy. i may not see her again but i think i'll rmb her. she has a really unique name too!
i'm starting to gear myself up for the school year ahead ! i'm now finalising my goals set to follow it. also, i fell this connect group thing is now my chance to grow and to become of age spiritually. I'm really excited for this year ahead! the new things i can do, the new opportunities i will have! and i have a freedom that most do not have or know and i'm gonna share it! yes! envolution
keeping it fun
Saturday, 16 February 2008, 11:04 am
well i've decided to try to make my blog more fun. since well i've realised it's been going dwn hill ever since. depressing blogs don't attract people to read it! so let's keep it exciting. well i don't know how to do it. shoots so let's begin with ytd. it was steamboat ( i hate steamboat cos i eat it every year since who know when and it's really so boring) and anw i went to yew tee's ntuc to start shopping after spending a long half an hour doing by best to take stuff, i was finally done! and thus i checked it out and it was an amazingly low price of $48.40! but i know i haven't bought a few stuff. thus i started walking home and it was heavy! really heavy! and i started my walk of whine and i complained. man! i can't just suck it up.when i reached home, i wanted to boil soup so i went to my fridge to take yellow beans. but who knew that there was a plastic bag of yao cai with some water and it spilled all over the fridge drawer!! then i had to take everything out and wash! man was i complaining! i had to take out the whole drawer to wash! man was i fustrated! then after that i went to cook the soup and well the fridge is a whole lot cleaner! then it was oprah time! but it was some lame show so i decided to watch AI instead ahha after that went to meet my aunt for 2nd round of ntuc-ing! and so we bought another $21.30 worth of stuff! cool eh? then went to my aunt's house where she cut the PORK!!( i so love pork) and marinated it. and the people who were eating didn't know this. there's wine in it! cool eh? ahha all couldn't taste it though. also she lent us one of the steamboats! so i carried things back home! for a longer walk! and it was way heavier than the first time! anw when i reached home i was bushed! ahha went ahead with preparing stuff then jason came followed by fiona the thomas then yl and many things happened but anw i cooked the fried rice! and pple said it was nice ! woots man! ahha and cg was alright too well that's all actually. envolution
third chance please
Friday, 15 February 2008, 10:49 am
shoots lah! bang sia! ahha well the posting results are coming soon and now then i realise i wanna do surgery!!!! like my goodness now then i found smth. i need to appeal to sci stream and hope to beg for H2 bio! then i'll be satisfied if not then my hopes of being a surgeon is gone! well shocking discovery right? yah i'm surprised at my decision too. but to get in to med sch will be crazy. like got only 250 places for all the departments! crazy!!! and have to go through rounds and rounds of interview. so er. my dreams are really big eh? that's good right? but haveing such a job where saving lives is my duty really enables me to realise how fragile life is. and yes i still wanna study econs so that if i can't be medsch then i'll choose to study econs and work in that industry loh. so yes there's hope. at least i didn't realise my mistake too late. it's still early i can make a change! envolution
V day
Thursday, 14 February 2008, 11:47 pm
well, i went out! finally! and i wanted to watch JUNO! finally an NC-16 movie that i'm interested in and well the long story continues and thanks to ANG, i can't watch it!! so went to eat HK cafe then roam ard and many pple left! the left 4 peeps which inc me weizong father and huimin and we went to apple! and man i saw macbook and i know it was mine! lol anw soafter that , we decided to go to the top floor cos all the movies sold out except rambo and that jay show ..tsk the jay show got 3 screenings the first one was sold out post prob becos got NO OTHER SHOWS TO WATCH LE! CINELESIURE IS SO LOUSY ONLY A FEW JUNO TIMINGS AND MORE THAN 10 JAY SHOW FOR WHAT?? so well you know why i couldn't watch it ealier le! but there were later timings and charlene said and i quote "you go and buy also no use get first 2 rows of seat only " and everyone was like anything lah anything lah and i want to watch still but charlene ang was like that and they were like anythign so in the end didn't watch the show i wanna watch! ok so back to where i was. after apple we were going to the top floor and the lift was so lousy! the only places to board the lifts up are at B1 and 6th floor. the only lifts to take down are at 1st and9th floor! amazing right? so there fore we went 6th floor to take lift up loh and then played 360 for 2 hrs then went dwn supposedly to play pool but was too ex then had to take lift up and dwn again hais. anw at pool there i didn't see any exit signs so i wonder what will happen during a fire. hmmm anw so we went to eat (again) at some chicken place at b1 and it was nice but after eating, i was SO full! man! and then went home where run to you kept playing in my mind. V day was SO SO SO exciting eh? can't even watch the shw i wana watch. and NO one date me one! (sob sob)hais. happy Vday to all! lol envolution
chinese new year
Tuesday, 12 February 2008, 11:03 am
well happy chinese new year! ( a little late but it's alright) it's the fifth day only! and it's time to start to sit dwn and plan my 2008. you might think it's too late ( i think so too) but well i've been procrestinating! and well enough is enough and thus i'm here to tell you that i've had enought !! abit dumb right? and so i haven't start planning yet right. my mistake always. hais. and i'm crazy really crazy and i realised that alot of my decision has been fatal. hope that there's still hope..well happy CNY envolution
Monday, 11 February 2008, 10:53 pm
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change of heart
Wednesday, 6 February 2008, 11:36 pm
lol! i've decided to continue blogging but yes i'll have a diary too! just can't get rid of the blogging fever. anw it's the eve of chinese new year! gong xi gong xi!
i'm getting my macbook soon. real soon. not too sure when though. waiting for my father! ahah my heart's set on PJ not. no more thoughts abt AC at all! really glad.was struggling terribly with this weight on me. reunion dinner tonight was alright.like ususal loh.nothing eventful. tmr will be the day i'll go collect my long awaited red packets and i can finally pay off some of my BF! yeah! real excited. this years chinese new year preperations are rather minimal and i think i'm sort of prepared for a quiet CNY.well can't wait to get to church! so excited leh.since don't know when.ahha anw if you did not realise, i'm trying to minimise the use of ... which i've been so acustomed to but not a good habit to follow.so more from me soon!
it's time to paint this town red with HIS blood! envolution
