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went piano lesson at Char's house..seriouly, grade 2 is like really easy..need to practice can lel.. lol anw, haad a great time at piano..after that, went to Zi Hui's to teach her english...gave her too much homework (i think) cos really didn't know what to do lel..so yah ..think it was less than an hour and i finished everything!!..alright..so here comes the exciting part..after the tuition, went skating at east coast...the person gave me size 8 skates when i wear size 10.5 shoes!..it was so painful like my toes were squashed..and i didn't dare change it to a larger size cos i just changed it the whole time skating was totally alright, from area c to the sea sport centre there...until i was BANGED down! then my left arm and both knees got cut...my left are was like scratched rather badly and there was blood...after that, i really didn't feel going back, cos almost time to go back...was in pain already..really no mood...thus went down a few steep slope it was really alright..and then lost focus and fell..like for no reason and was quite hard! wah then made the wound on my left hand even worse and also scratch my right hand...wah..and knee guard so lousy...i still got scratch not by the floor but by the...KNEE GUARD...stupid invention...thus..force my way back with alicia's help and well with painful hands and legs and excruciatingly painful squashed toes...argh...then when reach back the stupid shop...wah...i stepped on the soil.. thought i had a firm grip..but don't know why...i fell and it was so quick ..like fell while standing...like backwards...and...I SPRAINED MY RIGHT HAND!!! wa...so pain and no one helped me leh...pple right infront of me just saw me and looked away leh...wah...singaporeans...irritating..so anw..yah..in pain...anw zi hui treated me lunch alicia blading and subway dinner..(yum yum)...lol...after that went to watch the sea...then alicia played music...kills mood sia..thus i walked away and watch the sea when a song came into my mind...very nice..lol... everytime i experience physical pain, i'm reminded of my saviour, and thus i'll just suck up the paun...He bore it all..what's my little scratches worth?so yup..went home... NEVER TAKE SBS BUSES THAT TRAVEL LONG DISTANCES FOR EXAMPLE 197!! took so so so long!!!wah..reached home very late leh...so yup that was all..had difficulty bathing and wearing clothes...the wound was still wet when i bathed finish..
TODAY>>
the wound was also still wet when i woke up..yup..today was R.O.D. ..thus went Carol's house at almost 1230 and did some stuff then went...we (pr and carol and I) made ourselves fashionably late and well...weren't the latest! lol! thus rod...rather lame then yah food was potato chips..lol then exchange gifts then finish lel...not really memorable or worth remembering..will haunt me for the rest of my life though...lol! after that, Darlyene Yuting PS and Clarinda went my house ...detoured to ntuc to buy some stuff..cooked pasta(yum yum) and they played mahjong...then for less then 1/2 and hour the watch golden path (huang jin lu)..Felicia Chin's like SO CHIO!!!!!..then aft that the continued 2 rounds of mahjong and then started playing a**h*** big2..yup..they nvr heard of it before leh...was rather encouraging for me to keep on winning..lol! after that they left about 1130 and here i am blogging...
MY POOR LEFT HAND!!! SHED MY BLOOD
Left knee
Right knee
and MY POOR SPRAINED RIGHT HAND...
PLAYING MAHJONG!!! so cool
anw...was thinking of the good times that i had with my friends... tmr, there's choir..finally going to serve..and , and, I'm going to donate blood to get free organiser! lol ..I'm such a cheepo! lol but i really need it and it's free what! ahha alright...once again! bye bye from yours truly!
boxing day (since christmas is OVER!!)
CHRISTMAS EVE...
well so the eve of Christmas, was suppose to go running but...woke up late..so in the end went shopping for the gift exchange..went kfc first then went shopping at JP..then went to queue at JW b4! was so fun!! then service..Alicia brought friends then..after that went subway then wen to rui's to do some stuff counted down to Christmas then continued till3 then went to a prata shop then went back did some stuff then left at 530...
CHRISTMAS!
well so reached AMK at 6 and took the train home! reached home at 630 and slept at 7 woke up at 830 and quickly rushed out to meet junxian at Woodlands 920. then met pple at cck then went down, queued then went in then watched the drama for the 4th time and second in expo...Wie li's fren and CY's friend for the alter PTL! then went for thanksgiving (CELL GROUP de..) which was awesome! i got an amplified bible !! so happy and anti-dandruff shampoo.....and and..i cried.. so pai seh...ahha..but was touched! ahha then went home..reached home at almost 1 and then bathed and slept...hmm
BOXING DAY! (today)
woke up at almost 2! wah ! 12 hours of sleep, so shiok! ahha first time in my whole life waking up past noon! woots...and now I'm blogging...I'm hungry! so hungry! no food...I WANT FOOD!
going for Christmas service count...4 english services..(so little cos got 2 locations..if not i think it would be more) but it's still great!.... what a customer wants, a customer get....CHANG'S will make it happen all that you can bet!
sunday..
ON FRI...
went sushi buffet! was super sick...brought along a tissue box ! lol so uncle...ahha anw I LOVE YOU Kenn!!! he treated me...wah...I LOVE YOU!!! ahha anw..the buffet wasn't really fantastic...and and...okok went buffet with yl, Thomas, David, and KENN!! ahha close to the end, jaan meng came along too! AHHA...after that went to chc office to do the Christmas stuff....aiyo i so wanted to see Annabel's office...but..when barry ask I don't dare.! aiyah..missed that opportunity..so anw..went home and reached home at 1130! quite early! ahha then after that chiong Jason's card till 4..and yin ling pei wo talk until 4 ! wah ahah 4!! new record! ahha then....
ON SAT...
woke up at 9 and had to go down expo to queue..met Alicia and reached expo at 1230..well very early.. and so we queued! Jing Ye reached at 1 and then Fiona and a few pple came...and i really PEI FU fiona! she just cut into the queue like that! amazing! ahha then after that we went into the hall..REACH AT 1230 and seat at TERRACE! what?!?! BARRY!! next time book seat for us..we came early but floor everyone book lel! aiyah..so terrace loh..was great still...drama was ok lah..CHANG"S ahha so that was all..manage to book 44 seats! ahha woots! and i didn't bring friends...hmmm EASTER HERE I COME! then went fellowshipped and reached home real late..1 + .. slept at 2
TODAY..
woke up at 8..dragged myself out...really contemplating whether should I go for service and well i made a decision and went..then when i was on my way...pple say tired lazy then don't go..wow...great attitude eh?!?! hmmm talk about commitment..it's all hype...cos going to church makes you high then you go? hmm ( this is what i feel..it may not be the fact the person is actually feeling...) so WENT JURONG!!! for service! so cool! finally! i really miss jurong..though it was small..it had a cosy feel..i felt at home! oh man...so yah..after that the vocals pple and musicians came my house to prepare the carols..and then yup that's all..going running tmr! and going service! so exciting...25 of dec is coming! ..
I LOVE YOU JESUS...YOU ROCK...truly You're the reason for THIS season!!
soon coming
last night i had a terrible dream..i dreamt i got 1a1 and 2a2 but my l1r5 got 20! i was what? ...it's a dream but it seemed so real...I'm really getting worried lel lah...yes i do have faith..but i don't have that much...it's very little i guess...oh no. how????? 4 weeks more to get results leh!!! ahhhhh!!!!! O level! i can beat you.! cos He has beaten you! yes I'm gonna go to my dream school AJ!!!!AJ !!!! AJ!!!! yeahhh if AJ still got NYJ!!! BUT AJ!!!! GO!!!!
thursday
wed
digress abit ar...now that i feel that AJ is sort of a far off dream, i've set my eyes on NYJ! BUT...it's sort of far unless circle line opens! and LOUSY LTA...until now circle line still haven't open..ready by 2010...if i study at NYJ, after i graduate then open? for what? KNS sia.... lousy lta take so long to build...aiyoyo...but I'll still choose NYJ if it's possible..
anw back to what ever i was talking about.. met Alicia, ruis and Fiona at amk then went saturation..hmm felt very tired cos i was fasting! hmmm but i shouldn't have kept on complaining lah..aiyoyo..also, i walked like some auntie leh...so ugly...one bag here one bag there...don't like fairprice plastic bag too..hmmm( feel very long winded today..really like auntie(NOT EVEN UNCLE LOH aiyoyo))the after saturation rushed to raffles place so ruis can do her body shop shopping,,... then went to suntec to eat before going home..at suntec met Barry and jing ye..so yup that was all today...tmr got yang jia gathering..don't even know why called yang family..hmmm..and also buffet lunch ( my appetite hasn't been great nowadays...must be BF...help myself save money...BUT BUFFET LEH..hmmm)...
and lastly, i really really feel long winded! lol UNCLE YANG'S IN THE HOUSE! (lol!)
insecurities again...
on the other hand, I'm really bored and I'm going saturation(i hope ..haven't confirm yet)...yes GER i'm gonna lose another 20 imaginary kilos ! it's good anw..sure will burn calories..climb up climb down...really exercise!
tuesday
ordinary
today...i slacked slacked even more trying to do finish the gift exchange thing...seriously frustrating...ahh and did smth wrong today twice some more...shoots...please forgive me...well that's all bye!
God of ages
God Of Ages
words and music by Ben Fielding (hillsong)
God of ages, Bringing glory here
You are good, You are good
Son of righteousness
You are all I seek
With all my heart
Giver of life
Hope for the lost
Is in You
All of the earth
Shines with Your light
Your glory
You are the God who lives
You are the God who heals
You are my hope
My everything
You brought salvation to us
Offer Your peace to the world
You are my Lord
My everything
In Your promise, And Your Faithfulness
I will trust all my days
King forever, Reign in majesty
Be glorified
I'll trust in You
I'll trust in You
I'll trust in You
With all my heart
genting+zonecamp
BREAKAWAY zone camp (9-11 dec)
sun...
i had only started packing in the morning then quickly rushed out...was suppose to meet a few pple but some ate and were late and asked me ger jason samuel to go first..so go first loh..there met a new boy ... jun xian(or smth like that)..ahha and i got into team 8. my team mainly all e141 de..aiyoh then got 4 n336 pple...i felt sad for them...so kelian only pple in the team i don't know..and they're like thrown into a group of pple they don't know... a bit unfair lah...really..ahha anw the peeps did the cheer while i painted the flag with rui hui and eileen.. no creative juice to think of cheers..lol..our team was called SUNSHINE!!..after team bonding was games...or was it games before team bonding? hmmm can't really rmb... but anw at night was the bbq thing so yup...after bbq was get connected ...which i didn't really get connected comparing to the previous weeks cell gruop.. and then after get connected was sleep time... i was kick to another room from my group...slept in the same room as thomas and jason...JAMES pangseh me...tsktsk...
mon...
morn did 5 bx and then breakfast then some games..quite fun..the after games was the superstar auditions. I FORGOT MY LINES AND MADE A BIG FOOL of myself! oh man...so diu lian! so then got men's meeting and then superstar night..(will never forget this day)
tues...
was forced to wake up at 5 + am! so early to play a game called life or smth..and i was a mother! oh man so demeaning!and then the day proceed with captains ball which i obviously made another fool of myself... i could see the dissapointment on my team members face lah! staring right at me man!..oh shoots lah...(please forgive me)...so then had lunch then a stress workshop the dance workshop then prom..so yah that's so much for summurising..anw in the end, i felt that i did not have enuf opportunities to bond more with my team mates!. aiyoyo..i really wanted to get to know my team members more sia! and the fact that there were only 4 not from my cell group...thus if you're reading i wanna get to know you more ! seriously! i need to practice my social skills! ....
i left the camp realising that teamwork is very impt in achieveing things :)!
Jacquline's wedding(8 dec)
it was my cousin's wedding day...many things arguements happened and mymum sort of lied to me...say thst i missed alot of blessings cos i didn't go for the ceremony in the morn...I HAD CHOIR!! i'm suppose to perpare for carolling ...so thanks so much for understanding...they didn't even want to go service loh..somemore it's John Avanzini anw the dinner was fine then yup that's all.
GENTING (3-7 dec)
Mon..
reached school at 530 in the morning..yuting's dad fetched me and darylene to school so it was rather ok. For the first time in months, I HAD TO FALL IN!!! i almost forgot everything lel..fall in like some bai chi...so then fastforward...was time to board the bus. We got the better bus.. 12000 cc like wow! cars atmost 2500 cc lel ahha the bus is powerful sia! lol so yah went through custom then expressway for hours and reached genting at 1 pm ++ was way early. alighting from the bus, the air there was like COLD!!! if only s'pore could have such weather sia. how good it'll be..then we registered then this then that then finally got to my room at almost 5. same room as ben wu lah (expected de lah no one else can stand me). so yup that night had opening ceremony..freaking boring... dozed of many many times! irritating!
Tues..
competition day! wasn't nervous at all...the playing sucked and i thought we deserved a bronze loh...seriously then after that it was free time
wed...
theme park day! had some fun but only managed to play 5 rides ... pathetic sia... 5 rides ..go genting play 5 rides! what the..so had to gather at 330 or 430 can't rmb to prepare for friendship concert...so dumb...then atnight was the concert..we were the last group! wait for so long leh..then our turn...had to dance some lame stuff DANCE!!! threw my face just like that loh wt...our playing was once again comperative to the drain...so lousy man! our playing was worth seriously a COP!
thurs...
workshop day actually workshop hour...the workshop lasted an hour only sia...what the ...after that went shoping to buy stuff for pple...the at night was the closing ceremony...reall crappy thing again..and finally annouced our results..we got silver(undeserving sia..) and also saw a group of real gay guys sia...worse than me (not saying that i'm one.) thus...genting is coming to a close.
fri...
time to go home..finally..but the trip allowed me to have more friends too...i "found" a daughter and soon it became a family( and i think they named it the YANG family (wht?!?!))and yah i realised how good the bus was when i took to genting cos going home i sat on a 49 seater bus...!!! so squeezed up..suddenly being tall isn't good so yah...
anw it started raining at genting on wed evening..on fri when i let it was still raining...at KL it was raining then after that it stopped...7 km from singapore, the stupid driver had to refuel cos m'sia's petrol cheaper..wht the...then as he was refuelling, it started RAINING!! oh man...then after that went to custom...M'sia custom wasfast but S'pores one was slow like snail...my queue was the slowest..so many tourist then the person had to keep checking ..check like no ones business. then finally my turn took only 30 secs!...i want biometric passport sia!.so waste ONE HOUR at custom...after that reached school and then went west mall mac to eat..that's all after that met cell group pple with my luggage and stuff...so mafan ahha
the price of antisocialism
I'm not anti-social so talk to me and tell me your name !
my first slide show (lol!)
i really need picts
e141 long long time ago..was cute!
e141 not so sure when but yup still cute
in SIS hmmm find me!
2005...not cute le
2007...i look old
contemplations
2nd on the list, my 4th obsession... It's really killing me... This distance unlike Annabel or Darlene is like CLOSE! and it's painful...the person is my 1st obsession with a pict in my phone! shoots! I can't take it off me... I went to Powerhouse to pray for help but time was lacking and i rushed through it but it was still good so yup oh 45 mins went pass fast... I wanna go powerhouse again! ahha
so today after powerhouse went children's church for visitation with Rui, her leader and accompanied by Geraldine Fiona and Alicia ... so yup that's all. 100th post coming soon...trying to treasure each blogging moment...lol
serious obsession (part 4)
going to genting for 5 days!
truly, the best is yet to come!
detached
ANW for more up lifting things! I have been liberated today well no more guilt and shame! PTL! so yup bye bye