exams!
Tuesday, 16 October 2007, 10:08 pm
18 oct-chem/bio prac
22 - A.Maths P1
23 - A Maths P2
24 - Chem (written)
25 - Geog (full)
26 - History
27 - SERVICE!! BREAK!!
29 - EL P1&P2 and E.Maths P1
30 - E.maths P2
31 - Chinese P1&2
2 nov - Physics P2 & Bio(written)
5 - SS
6 - Chem/Bio P1 (mcq)
7 - Geog P1 (mcq)
12- Phy p1 (LAST PAPER) woots..
after that, it's freedom..AFTER That is more posting from yours truly.. ahha alright pray for me :) BYE!
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change
Friday, 12 October 2007, 3:13 pm
it's time for change..real change! ahha!
welll today's was excruciatingly boring at school..chose the wrong day to pon school(which was ytd) .. ahhh pple say their temp result slips and i didn't! oh man..still in the dark of my actual L1R5. NVM!.. O's starting next thurs and I'm still very very unprepared..part of me's just slacking and breezing with the clouds..blah blah..I miss talking to kenn.. hmmm it's been awhile..well it's alright..once O's done..I'll call him! wooots and disturb him night and day...anw i won't be doind much though so yup, he might get sick of me..but who cares?
anw..life's so weird..hmmm really weird..
cg ltr.. don't know how many pple will come.. getting bored all alone..entertaining self
well gonna update stuff more often and change my things there >>>
ahha right..byebye
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a pure heart
Thursday, 11 October 2007, 8:24 pm
times when we really yearn for it yet we don't achieve but when all's stripped away and you're unaware of that fact and you aren't expecting something, it'll come to you like a mighty river, like a very large hug that hugs you which makes you forget of all the pain and wrongs. Oh it happened..on a day that i felt was one of those days that i should be slapping myself for doing it and later, the encounter, it seems nothing else mattered , nothing mattered cause everything was satisfied with that few moments of uninterrupted encounter oh man! it's something to be longed. So why this song for my blog? It's not just any other song or it's because its Annabel singin!(i just found it on imeem!) but well it's the song to the Lord. A song of true expression of my love a love song a Heart song. And a PURE HEART's what i long for..to encounter and to know the saviour king,to worship Him and offer an offering that is a sweet aroma and of worth that would rise to His throne. O's are coming, and well He's all i should rely on and be totally dependant on... ALL THE BEST TO YOUR LIFE!
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it's time
Sunday, 7 October 2007, 11:30 pm
the time is right, it has never been this clear, it's time to seize the opportunity and go for it! to stop lazing around and offer EVERYTHING ! YEAH!
ahha today, I was extremely sick..my nose was really like an open tap flowing! like a river! oh man.. couldn't even focus studying...ahhh..anw...
i learnt smth ytd...that if the world only had me, Jesus will still be willing to strip himself of everything and die just for me! ahhh..hao wei da! WO AI NI! and also, after ytd's bs, i really learnt that my security and trust and hope and everything should be drawn from him!..oh i may do things that are diu lian, but who cares? if He was willing to give all, and willing to strip himself of His rightful role to die for you and me then what else can i lose that is greater than that?
i love You..i offer devotion
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it's time
Thursday, 4 October 2007, 10:18 pm
again, it's my fall..again.. but after that, even until this second as I write this post, I'm re-evaluating my life. Is this all there is to life? Standing up and falling into the same hole? AHHHH!!! It wasn't a waste, it made me sit and think, am I living a life of fruitfulness? TMR brings a new beginning, tmr's a new commitment , tmr will be it. But is tmr good enough? WHY NOW NOW! STOP procrastinating GABRIEL!!! ahhhhhhh.....
It's time to grow up. To put aside childish things and say Father I offer devotion in EVERYTHING. My whole life's the only thing I can give but incomparable to the sacrifice of someone who didn't even deserving! It's time to leave the comfortable and predictable and move into the unknown , to move away from where I am to where He wants me to be.
TODAY shall be the last day, the last of it. NO more! I can't take it any longer, I need help and I believe if i search, I'll find. I need help, I want help. To remove the ROOT! God, I give up running I GIVE UP! I'll just stay and wait, and get pressed and get moulded once again....
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from need to a want
Tuesday, 2 October 2007, 12:01 am
We've heard our parents asking us before we buy something,"is it a need or a want?" and usually it's always a want.
Our christian life begins with a need, of satisfaction only the saviour could satisfy, love only He can give. And well this love and satisfaction would be so overwhelming that our store house can't contain! then a time pass, our lives become better, than we forget about Him and who He is. Then when the going gets tough, we're back to the same place and needing Him to heal and mend the broken parts.
Well, I'm frankly like that, that's why I want to say, that i hope to change.
I think everyone should move from a place of need to a place of want. Wanting to see His presence and know Him rather then searching for Him only when we need something. The need's the easy part and He'll surely give. but the want part is the part where perseverance kicks in, where only those who manage to the secret place are able to find Him. The desire of wanting to know Him more and not just what He can do for you, searching to know the bless-er not the blessing.
Thus, I feel deeply motivated to live my life, DAILY, in want of Him. Not just needing Him but actually wanting Him, not just to satisfy me but to know Him personally and allow him to be LORD not just saviour! I urge you who are reading to always remember that we should WANT Him and not find Him only when we need!
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