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D.C.
You are my freedom, Jesus you're the reason...that's how the chorus starts. and it really made me think. You are my freedom Jesus You're the reason. It means I've gotten freedom already. I don't need to live in the bondage of sin! No more devil, all guilt and condemnation has been taken away. So what should i be afraid of? NOTHING! but first i have to seek Him
I need and yearn for him.
I offer devotion
26!
EL 4
Ch 4
EM 5
AM 9
PP 5
Chem/Bio 4
SS/hist 6
Geog 4
L1R5 : 26 CCA bonus pts : 2 Chance of PAE : NONE!!!! ARGH!
WELL!!. oh my , it's really gone, hope's really gone. Now, all i can do is pick up my shoes and walk again. Hope for the best for O's, Love Him More! man, i'm disappointed but well.. all i can do is just thank Him!. I passed all except a.maths! my physics made a substantial improvement and well I'm mugging! ahha ..Pray for me, I need them. all the best to fellow O Levelers and the rest taking A, N or even promos. STUDY HARD. Don't be last minute.. that's what results will turn out. TWENTY-SIX! argh
I offer devotion. My Life's Yours.
in times of adversaries
I thank God for my friends, friends who care. When the time is almost over, the pressure is almost killing, the race as it comes to an end seems hopeless, but friends start showing concern, real friends i suppose. Those who would remain silent in good times yet help you pull through in tough times. Times I've taken them from granted but now it's their time to shine. My life couldn't function without them. Their encouragement has given me hope. Like angel's sent from heaven to help. I thank them.
I'm really doing fine .. sort of.. I passed e.maths and chinese. c5 and b4 respectively.. but arhh..i can't go PAE with this...argh..I really hope to get better and more uplifting results tmr. I WANT PAE!!! argh.. reality's really HITTING HARD! OUCH!!!
GONNA MUG HARDER...
thanks to all who've helped and helped me live, I'm in honour
to God be the glory!
i offer devotion
40!
Today went to study..alittle unproductive (actually very unproductive) was super downcast for no apparent reason! ahhh... some results were out..will update when all are out.. will be graduating this thursday! then no more school.. gonna start choinging tmr to the finish ! yeah!
tmr gonna study and hope Ling is willing to teach me a.maths then it'll be slightly better for me..anws.. heard bron was dropping a.maths.. was so shock..f9 is not the end! still can work hard de! ahh..wasted opportunity. I'll do my best even though i know sort of that i got f9 for a.maths
rubick's cube was fun, learnt it in ard 24 hours.. hours to master..a lifetime i suppose..nothing's ever instant but interest can be a catalyst ! yeah to learn faster.
I love Him and need Him always
I offer devotion (L.L.H.P.)
new song ytd!
ytd went to donate blood abt 450ml of my blood went to a packet ..very dark red.! very cool..I could actually save a life. Ling! actually only wanted to pei wo then by the time i almost ended she decided to donate! ahha the process was a little long but good. ahha I'm doing HSA a favour k..ahha and the thing is it wasn't painful! yay! ahha..after that everything was alright until bugis... ahha must be blood donation.. not enough blood in my brain then i started feeling sleepy and and.......... yup..
today I'm going to study. so yup so much about me... GO DONATE BLOOD K?
Hosanna (by Brooke Fraser/hillsong)
I see the King of Glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see His love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing the people sing
Hosanna Hosanna
Hosanna in the Highest
I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith with selfless faith
I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees we're on our knees
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity
sense of security
Justified
chorus:
I stand justified by the blood of the lamb
I stand glorified by the works of Your hand
I stand humbly now when You died on the cross
Jesus you're my everything
My life's all I can give to You.
humbled
well now that that's said, today's the second last day of my prelims. A maths was a killer.. hmmm my hope for a maths is almost non-existence. even though they say practice makes perfect. hmmm well..
O's are coming real soon and i suppose I've got to get my game right and start running to the finish! ahh. well they say its 1% genius 99% hard work but i believe they left out something, 100% GOD!. well, i believe He'll pull me through any kinds of circumstances
JESUS I BELIEVE!
JAMES 1:5-6(amp)
5If any of you is deficient in wisdom, let him ask of the giving God [Who gives] to everyone liberally and ungrudgingly, without reproaching or faultfinding, and it will be given him.
6Only it must be in faith that he asks with no wavering (no hesitating, no doubting). For the one who wavers (hesitates, doubts) is like the billowing surge out at sea that is blown hither and thither and tossed by the wind.
Love Amazing
That's what I want to talk about!
Yes the love of Christ the ultimate love that surpasses ALL understanding. I say this because without his love I'm unable to love others. Before continuing, the previous post officially has no one I'm against and it bears no grudges. Yup so take it easy!
ahha
yup love perfected only by Christ sacrificing all .. I stand here writing only after experiencing true love from Him that NO human being could ever live up to. It has thought me much it has let me learn. I still need to learn. Through my weakness He's shown PERFECTED! I'm humbled.
EN!
Happenings + my thougths
I've got a new iPod! woots..
well to the present.. ytd, i overnight(ed) and i managed not to sleep. reached home at 545 slept at 6 woke up at 930 and off to choir! oh and met Bel and husband at food court last night..I almost went crazy! i was so close! ahha shh
MY thoughts..
oh and that leads me to the point of my post...
as i didn't serve last week and i was sitting together with the cg. I really felt no excitement from the congregation! i felt so dry so dead.Maybe I've been serving much so haven't really been tgt with the congregation.But it shouldn't just be the presence coming from the stage, it should come from the congregation too.Looking at others worship so intensely really urges me to continue burning the fire. today as i was serving, the atmosphere was absolutely different from what i experienced last week. it was presence filled and really great. I think one key would be that every singer on stage including the choir has got to be prepared and prayed up before the service. And i think this is what we lack. Now that there's no pre-service prayer meeting and stuff doesn't discount the fact that we could actually pray in our own groups of 2 and 3 just for 5 mins or so. I think we've also have to come with an expectant heart. The cg i feel is a little too laid back there seems to be no more passion. actually i fell that the church as a whole is a little dry. hmm maybe it's just me. but aside from this it really depends on the people. it is the people that ushers in the presence.
second thing i noticed about the cg is that we're very very segregated.where's the unity? i know some might feel what's the problem with you guys having to wait for one another and would mean my dinner will start very late. Have you ever thought if you're unable to wait for pple, then what about God? it's all about patience. so much about it. you've got to make the effort.even if it makes you mad. but yes i would have to say that at times the cg is extremely slow in their movement. BUT instead of walking away and fellowshipping with your lone friend and WALK AWAY, why not voice out your constructive comments? we're here to learn. just by walking away will not change the situation. then i would also ask where's your patience? i know it's not quality time anymore but now it's a matter of patience. whether you're willing to sow even though you know that it's not as fruitful.Plus we have got to let pple know that their slow and ask them to speed up.we're a cell group.we're part of a cell an organism that has many different gifts and ability, to complement each other and to most importantly CO-EXIST! we should let pple know their problems and help them! not walk away. the cell group is meant for everyone to rely on each other!
LASTLY, the issue of queueing up.i think this would test on your expectancy and how much you want to get a good seat to experience God.i feel that everyone in the cell group should queue at least once every 2-3 months. It's not alot to ask of. even if i'm having exams, it is not and excuse. If others are able to do so then why not everyone. seriously, i feel that if someone is unwilling to queue or reach later than 430 w/o a good reason should go and find their own seat. I feel that sometimes learning things the hard way is the only way,, you can say where's your love and compassion for your neighbours?(i need improvements here too) i tell you this is TOUGH LOVE ! LIVE WITH IT!
well why the sudden all this stuff? i think I've got to say PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH! I feel that many times we think we're so high and mighty but in the end there's only one and he's GOD!. I believe i need to be TOTALLY DEPENDANT on God what about you? do you practice what you preach? if you don't then i suggest search your heart. I'm hurt. yes it's painful well...but i believe that I've forgiven..i say this out of hope and not of hatred.
EXTREMELY FINIALLY!
i would openly say that i need improvements in ALL the areas above. I know it's hard to queue,cos at times i would feel that way but, i really hope that as a CELL we shoud all work together. i can safely say i might not be the best person to say all this but well this is what if feel. I myself have to totally and radically change my life before i tell pple their flaws. so yup it's not one of condemning but my weaknesses displayed so that others wont follow.
hairspray!
After the rain got in to top 10 ! yea
gabriel almost went in to craziness! woots
next time.....
TODAY!
went band today then ok loh like that prac like that..
ahha
played merry widow..nice simple gifts like ...blah...
had chem/bio mock prac..sort of screwed up.. wrote copper(II)sulphate instead of copper(II)chloride..was freaking confused.. hais..then i don't really know what is cut longitudinal..ahha tomato called D31...O,o
really , i hope to have long hair like Darlene.. but not like a girl lah.. but seriously..hmmm I WANT LONG HAIR...short hair also fun but yah..i don't think i would keep long hair..a little GAY!!!
ahha
I"M not so hat's why..
ahha
IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!
i feel i should be more gentlemanly...must be more da fang! also, from this post onwards, it would mark a new direction of my blogging stuff.less about my rumblings on what i use to say and more about ME! (note:less doesn't mean don't have!)
wahah..so watch out...
CAN"T WAIT FOR SEPT11 ahha coming SOON!!
WOOTS!
living life helping people
LIVING LIFE! would mean to live life to the fullest with integrity. Living a just life and loving God wholeheartedly. I commit my whole entire life to Him and allow Him to lead me on life's greatest journey.
HELPING PEOPLE! would obviously lead to loving people fervently. but how to love ? one might ask.. thus to effectively love would mean to find a need and meet it. to help anyone even if it's your enemy! Yes it sounds extremely unlike me but i want to commit my life to helping PEOPLE! yes REAL PEOPLE!
alright aside from that...holidays are here! a holiday that isn't i meant.. it is more of a study harder week...but well O's are coming extremely soon.. thus need to STUDY!!
ahha..
Barry graduated ytd!
ahha
CONGRATS!
alright...another time for another post..bye :)