God is the Strength of my HeartI really don't know what to say but only make this statement. Life is really tough, though no one said it will be smooth sailing, it's really much more difficult than meets the eye. And every time i fall i would turn to my own strength...but the truth is there's someone greater and it's Him.
The truth is though life has been boring the past few days, everyday at home facing the 4 walls, temptations have come upon me everyday and I've fallen into it everyday! I really don't know what to do. I NEED HELP. thus this statement...As i was taking a nap, i dreamt of me worshiping and i was weeping...and when i woke up, my whole face was wet...really wet and i realised reality took a hold of me even in my dream. I know I've gotta face up to the truth someday and I've gotta face it's consequence, that's why i need to publicly acknowledge that i am facing problem!
My life has never been perfect.....since young, we see celebrities so glamorous and perfect, but actually they have problems too just that no one finds out...their enhanced profile seems so great and as a child I've always wanted to be like them...but the truth is what I'm facing now, i don't think I'm even up for it...
BUT in spite all of this, God is STILL the strength...but now there's only hope..........