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Here is love
Here is love, that captivated all of me, at Calvary
Here is love, Your arms wide open
Here is love, Your mercy draws me closer to You my Lord.
//Let this love we know, always rule and reign!
Jesus
40 SAR
What 40 SAR will bring is untold, i can only imagine it. But if i have the right attitude and mindset and have constant faith and trust in God, i think everything will turn out just fine
// I WILL GET INTO SMU ECONS!
I'm in AWE
The first quater of the year passed very quickly and i guess i haven't had much time to blog or to sit down and think about life. But now, during block leave, i guess i can leverage on the extreme slacking to do some brain activity.
God has been good to me. Honestly, from army to my A level results. I am truly amazed at his faithfulness to me! Though i got an E for chem, I'm still thankful i managed to score 3 Dist and one B. I mean, i haven't seen so many As in my life on my result slip since PSLE! Well though my uni points only adds up to 75 out of 90 ( pretty mediocre points considering that the chances of getting to a desired course begins 80 upwards), I'm still thankful that i do not need to retake the harrowing 'A's ever! ABE AA. Not bad for an average student who watches a movie at least once a week at the cathay! haha. Amazing!
Army has been great as well. Yes though i still am as weak (considering i still can't pull ONE at all), I have had a great time meeting people. People who i would not even bother talking to if i was in school. My two auntie friends who are pretty close to me are people of very different characteristics and likings, yet i guess i've learnt to be open to new people. They've been the ones who have saw me thru and i am grateful no matter what. Well, now that BMT is over, i still have this little hope of gg to command school though it's diminishing pretty fast but i believe. Somehow. I'm so gonna make full use of my week ahead, which began today considering the fact that i just washed my LBV and helmet.
I'll just skip the matters of the heart for another time. Have a great day! Whoever's reading! haha
// even greater!
My God
What's a day!
I'm sad and afraid and in pain, physically and emotionally. I was dumb enough to say yes to smth i know was absolutely wrong , yet the carnality of human nature pushed forward this ugly notion. This i became a victim of the 21st century lawless world. In this, i lost the sense of emotions and feelings. My body now in severe pain, almost having a severe flu, my emotions run wild cos i don't know who or what to turn to, though i do know the one who can really help. But i sought for him and i felt unworthy and i feared more than anything, that He didn't love me anymore. I don't know why but i think i've pushed the limit too far. I fear i've lost it.Such conflicting emotions of anguish and fear makes it even harder to pull myself together. Don't worry, this ain't a suicide note. It's more of desperate plea for help and hope. I need to run, run from my mistakes, run to the place where i know i can't sin, run to where i know i can hide, where he can shelter me. Run for my life, run for my eternity, run from my past. run...