*sigh*
Missed this year's Halloween Party.I gave up just because today I had to stay in school until like 6 plus..
Next year also can't attend one,there will still be O's for us during this period if I'm not wrong.
So,the only Halloween event I can attend will be in 2 years' time.730 days more :o

The whole day I kept thinking about SPA and performance.Then felt miserable for the whole day.
First lesson was History.Everyone was seated in pairs or more,I'm the only one sitting alone,apart from the others.

MN: "Why are you sitting alone?"
Me: *shrugs shoulders*
MN: "Go sit with someone else?"
Me: *Shakes head*
MN: "Are you anti-social?"
Me: *Nods head*
MN: "Why are you not talking/respond to my questions?"
Me: "I did."
MN: "Okay,discuss the source base with the people around you."
Me: *shakes head*

Then after that he continued his lesson while I continued daydreaming about things that's been troubling me..

After foundation programme ended,went to band.They were watching a movie about bands and music.Then went out for lunch.On our way,we saw the banner thing dropped down...the one near the fence and gate there,there's this one tall figure thing.
Then Fiona was like 'oh Budget View.'

Went back to band.Played my solo part for the pilatus song.
I know it sounded horrible,I'm not prepared for it.Kept panting for air and then my whole solo sounded blur,crappy and vibrato-like.Some parts I broke down due to lack of air support -_-
But luckily I'm not involve with SYF anymore so I just take it as a demonstration for my juniors.
Don't care what conductor praise about me.He just encouraging me to play better.
How can I focus on playing when I kept thinking about other things that's been troubling me.
I've been a bad sl and didn't do much for my section.The pilatus music I'm going to give up for time being.I have got some rhythm problems but I will try to solve it when I'm free.

And I'm kinda irritated that some parts of the building are corralled up.
So damm troublesome.Go lab or anywhere,have to walk up and down,wasting time.
What's worst was that when we were keeping our instruments,its so inconvenience.Percussion will have a hard time moving their instruments.
Might as well have no practice.No room for us,O level going on,secondary threes busy for this and that.No time do self-revision,let alone practicing our instrument at home.

I really admire and envy people who can handle and manage their time well.
Somemore they can excel both in CCA and academic.I just wonder how they do it.

Tomorrow there's Chemistry SPA.It counts towards O level,die!
And then,most of us are in shift three.Which is like,4pm-5pm,need to report at 3:15pm so that we cannot meet the first and second shift people.Precious time going to be wasted.

Need to rehearse for the band performing at China.We still haven't practise anything yet.I'm still thinking which instrument should I play.I'm more confident with Saxophone than Clarinet.
But Clarinet is so much lighter than Saxophone if I have to bring one of them to China.
Play Clarinet = squeaks and sound awful.Need time to practise a while but no time.Small in size and easy to put into hand luggage.
Play Saxophone = confident though sound not that great.Bigger than Clarinet in size and may affect the weight of my hand luggage.

Gee,still in a dilemma.If only we don't have to perform -_- so troublesome bringing instrument over there and have to take care of it.OH YA why in the first place I want to participate in this trip?Because I've never go overseas for prehistoric years and wanted to go this year since its a good chance as the cost is a lot more cheaper than you go overseas with family.It will really be a miracle if my whole family go overseas for vacation one day.

I don't care already.I will just try my best to overcome all the obstacles that come.
If I really cannot handle,then I will just give up.
Suffering from depression already.Eat apple also no use to keep the doctor away.
Seeking for counseling.I'm taking things too serious this time.
Think I may really call the helpline for teenagers :o

Weee.Thank You Celine Lee for the luggage :D lol,and happy doing my school's EOY papers,don't care what I wrote for physics hor =x ;
Keefe for trying to lend me your PE TEE ;
Esther for your PE TEE.
hmm I don't care whether I'm wearing a girl's PE tee or what -_- got people lend me I'm happy already.

Today nothing happened much.Just that I keep sleeping during lessons...

The photo below is me if you can see my name tag :o
Was taken yesterday,when Hui Min insisted that I tried this mask on...



Looks kind of mutant Wolverine from X-Men?
You see,my eyes are supposed to be where the two eye holes are.And my mouth is below the teeth,which is supposed to be a bit higher.Because my head too big already,the mask cannot fit into my whole face.lol

Happy Halloween in advanced :D
Drats,tomorrow I will be busy in school..

This entry is edited :o
And I just noticed my previous entry has got three 6s.Lol okay nothing big deal =x
Find the three 6s if you are boring.

5 days more till I'm out of this little island.
Still wondering what can I get them as presents :o

Today received 6 sets of MT holiday assignment.That's really a lot for one subject -.-
Had a running nose the whole day and felt very terrible.Keep sneezing throughout
Maths lesson.After that was Chemistry SPA practice and we were doing experiment on Anions and Cations.We can leave when we are done with our experiment,so Andrew,Faiz,Fiona and I went to canteen to touch up on our NYAA booklet.
Write until around 4pm and then Fiona,Keefe,Hui Min and I went to Holland Village and looked for Halloween Costumes.Went to Party City and it was full of Halloween stuffs like masks,spooky candies and many other things you can ever find.Then Hui Min find one candy with real maggot inside.I wonder how does it taste like :o
Continued looking at other stuffs.The costumes are expensive.And we don't really know whether we can attend the Halloween Party.So ya,maybe some time later then we decide.31st coming in 2 days' time.Then,Fiona and Hui Min headed home so Keefe and I continued walking the whole area.

Went to find a place to settle our makan and ate at a hawker center.Expensive but still,the food quite delicious.
Then continued walking around and looking at all kinds of things.
After that,Keefe said his old house was nearby and we decided to go check out his block.
Walked for around 10 minutes before we reached his block.Then Keefe said there was a cemetery behind the block and so we decided to pay a visit.Didn't go in,we just look from the outside.Look kinda peaceful and its not that spooky in any ways.
Then we went to bus stop and took 106 home.I walked to the clinic where I took my blood group test and the result was out.I followed my Mum's blood group,A+
I didn't know that they will give one small card with my name,IC number and my blood group on it.Well but anyway,its only possible that I can either be A or O.
Thinking back,I wonder why I wanted my blood group to be O so much.Now,I realised whatever my blood group may be,it really doesn't matter anymore -.-

Feeling tired now,Gotta fly in 6 days' time :o

Went out to buy stuffs for the china trip.
I really have no idea what to buy for the people there.
Since the teachers said that any souvenirs that are related to Singapore and not fragile can already.Then I just buy some merlion-temperature items.Cheapskate stuffs :X
Then now left with the presents to get for the buddy's parents.Don't know what to get for them :o

Some random photos -





Went to play around with photoshop and other programme...

Yesterday night went for a Blood Test to determine which blood group I belong to.
The doctor tried to locate my vein and then the hollow needle was poked quite deep inside!I can feel where the needle is but I did not feel the pain.Very weird.Thought its gonna be painful to draw blood out.Its so cool as you can see your own blood rushing in to the syringe.So the doctor drew out 30mm cube of blood and kept it for experiment.
The results will be out tomorrow.Hopefully I'm either a Universal Donor or Universal Acceptor.Then after that,my Dad wants me to have a vaccination,so I go ahead with it.
The injection we had during primary 6 was the worst ever.It had the burning sensation and numbness on the arms for days.

Needa go buy many stuffs coming weekend.Don't know what to buy for the China people as presents :o
Any suggestions?

I will not be free almost the entire November holidays -_-
From next week until 3rd Nov,there's foundation programme.
From 4th - 17th Nov,going to China and hence missing 3 days of foundation programme.Aikes 3 days never go will miss a lot of lessons.What I am afraid of is A Maths.CPL's gonna rush through many chapters.Die.Scared later cannot catch up.
And after the china trip,there will be KL trip on the 27th - 29th.
Besides,there's Band practice too on every wednesday and friday.

Oh and I went to read XX's blog earlier this afternoon.The one on the video.
Go watch the first video,though many parts you would not get it,some lines are just damm funny.Don't know whether its meant to be an insult or what :o

(image from wiki)

Went to watch Little Nicky on youtube in pertaining that Halloween is coming soon.
Some parts were really amusing.This is one movie about Devil's child trying to save his father from his 2 brothers.
And the funny thing is that his mother is an angel.
When Nicky first stepped into the Earth,he was ramped by the underground train,which means he died and returned to hell.In order to save his father,he went back to earth again to capture his brothers into the flask and later on in the movie he keeps dying and come back to earth.LOL

(interrupted by a teacher's call.Think maybe needa go visit doctor for a blood test later on,zzz)

Went to search for Halloween Costume.Hopefully I can attend one Halloween party this year.

Grim Repear


Death Dealer


Chucky

(costume images from http://www.escapade.co.uk)

And for now,my favorite Halloween character is Chucky :D ,used to be Frankenstein.
Talking about Chucky...This is one nice picture.



Found some old movies dated years back.It's call Child's Play,followed by other series,Child's Play 2,Child's Play 3,Bride of Chucky,and Seed of Chucky.

Sounds quite interesting.Maybe I should watch it some other time.

Child's Play 1


Child's Play 2


Child's Play 3


Bride of Chucky


Seed of Chucky


Yeah gonna find one day and watch them all.Don't think anyone has uploaded them to youtube,dailymotion,veoh...Guess have to purchase them or rent -_- sigh

Oh yea and I found many Hebe photos.Woots.

Long post if you want to read -

Went to search videos on Youtube and now then I know that Satanism's hand sign is \m/
Didn't know this until now -.- all the while I have thought that \m/ is a cool hand sign.Its popular among teenagers as they use it for posing in front of cameras.
So I suppose \ and / symbolise the two horns of a devil?

And I remember one time that people considered Pikachu as satanic :S
Aikes,Pikachu was one of the most favorite cartoon characters that young kids adore,I suppose most of us do like Pikachu years back right?



Pika pika...
A__A(o^.^o)
[===]/


Enough of Pikachu,I shall carry on with my topic.


This is one common symbol of Satanism.Often represented by a star inside a ring.Looks a bit like the talisman that you see in anime.
In case you could not see what's featured inside the star,the below photo illustrates a better understanding.



And I also didn't know that Akuma means demon in Japanese.Since young I had always played the game Street Fighter,Pocket Fighter and Gem Fighter.All I know was that Akuma was quite powerful in the game and hence I always chose him or Ryu to fight.



Heard of Lucifer?You should have heard of this name if you know Devil may Cry or any other PS/XBOX games.
While searching and reading information on Lucifer,I came across words like cherub,seraph and then found out that they are the entities of celestials.
Fallen Angel is used to describe angel that has gone evil(Am I right?)
Erm I don't seem to understand what's a Lucifer but well nevermind -.-

666.This number is commonly known as related to devil.But what does it really mean?
I found this in a forum discussion.(http://foru.ms)

Numbers carry meaning in the old languages of the bible.7 was a perfect number and was the number of God.777 refers to God because he is 3 in one.6 is one short of 7.The devil always tries to copy God but always falls short.So 6 falls short of 7.666 falls short of 777.The beast sets himself up as a god but falls short of the true God.Therefore his number is 666.

Hmm I wonder if anybody understands the sentence '777 refers to God because he is 3 in one.'
If you do know about this feel free to share with me =x

And I remember the jokes section in Kids Company Magazine(an issue that was ages ago) had a joke on why is 6 afraid of 7.
Why?
Because 7 8 9.(seven ate nine)
Or maybe this is why 7 is superior to 6 and results in 666 and 777?
Just a penny of my thought.
By the way,some people in that forum mentioned that 666 refers to a person who is anti-christ.

And about Satanic Music...One of Russell Lee's TSGS volume is about the death metal,or rather,satanic music.It mentioned that its quite dangerous as it brings supernatural power and influence on listeners who listen to them,which often led to death or something like 'I will kill my parents for rock and roll' and 'I will sell my soul to the devil'

And when you listen to certain music that doesn't make sense at all,listen to it backwards and the meaning will appear,normally the content is about death and the devil.

Went to search for death metal.I just really don't understand what's the lyrics' all about.Its just long gibberish words like "gwuoiaihsdgsdijakdlkjasdhg"
Its like -_-? how do you pronounce that?That's the way they sing throughout the whole song! (At least I understand Slipknot's lyrics)

(credits of all pictures used in this topic go to Google Image Search)

Okay,that will be the end of my topic.
Now,back to my daily life.

Received the class photo today!I bought only the formal photo =x



Thanks Fiona for scanning and sending it to me.

A Maths extra lesson was cancelled today :D
Chemistry SPA practice was fun too.I keep mokeying around with Nic Chia.
Wei Ge~Stop calling me Bau Tou Zai.

After school went to eat with Keefe and Fiona at KFC and can say that we were waiting for xxx.And so,xxx arrived and then there was an awkward atmosphere.Both Esther and xxx were very quiet and then the 3 of us moved to another table and ate.They gawked at us and then we were also pai seh so we didn't dare looked into their eyes and started our own mini conversation.For around 5 minutes plus they went off to somewhere...hehs

And we started to talk about them.Yes,guessing about what's going to happen to them.
Then funny thoughts came in,we were laughing our asses out.
So we all were like 'hope Esther have fun *whistle wheeeeel~weed* '

After eating,the 3 of us went to the nearby building and chatted and played at the big open space where we can feel the wind blowing.At first we do not know which level was that open car park,and then we pressed the button 30 and reached the highest level of the block.When we came out,the residents were leaving their house and saw the 3 of us and they stared at us.Their first thought was 'what are they doing here,these kids are loitering' and then Keefe and Fiona started to say 'eh go to your house leh why bring us here?' to let them think that me as a resident of the block purposely bring my friends to the wrong level.Then I nothing to say so we just looked down from the corridor and they thought that we were going to commit suicide by jumping down together LOL -.-

Okay we just wanted to find a place and chill out.Went to the open area and took many lame photos,posing silly actions.She's gonna upload them :o some photos are just unglamorous.Then strong wind kept blowing and all the litters on the floor flew in a circular motion like a tornado shape.Litters like tissue papers and small scrubs of wall-painting.Then Keefe posed with one hand up(open palm) and stand in the middle of the circular motion as if he had some almighty power that he can make these litters 'fly'.It looks damm funny and Fiona captured some shots of him doing that.
Then Fiona told us about her wallet incident...
Chatted,went to buy bubble tea and headed to a nearby playground and chatted again.
Went home at around 5.

Now feeling tired and luckily tomorrow can go to school at a later time.
I want to attend a Halloween Party so badly!!!
Ahhh I'm desperate now :o

Cool!Jay Chou's new album,Jay Chou On The Run going to release soon,on the 2nd of November :D
Don't know whether I want buy or not,lol.
I'm addicted to his Russia song,Niu Zai Hen Mang(Cowboy is Busy)
This is one song that is really different from the rest of his songs.Never hear him singing with an act cute voice before.Its euphoric and funky.



Went to search for other songs under Jay's new album.
Heard that Wu Hua Guo and Zhen Shi are not by Jay,but is by a China band.The false rumours on the net are spreading about Jay's the one who sang them.Aikes I also don't know what's going on.
And I went to listen some of his songs from November's Chopin.



Ahha!I think you have seen the TV ads about this song.The song is like quite a while ago.But still,it has the fresh feeling.

And this song sang by Jin Sha and JJ.



A song that is dated way back then...
Jolin sang this Under The Sea in the Little Mermaid movie in chinese version.



Saw these photos on imeem.Thought they are new photos,but I see the date on these photos are like 3 months ago :o
Just look at Hebe!How gorgeous can she get!?

2 days ago,went out with the bandies and Esther to catch Balls of Fury in Cineleisure.
Maggie Q is hot :D
Okay,so the whole movie is quite hilarious.I really didn't expect most of the guys were gays in the movie -.-
And Xiao Long(who I thought is some mafia-like guy) appears to be a little foul girl.LOL
There's many funny surprises :o



Search grave of the fireflies live action in youtube to watch the drama version,or grave of the fireflies in veoh to watch the cartoon version.

For those who were under Ms Chua for History last year,you may have watched it as she screened this dvd (cartoon version)

The drama version is around the same concept as the cartoon,just that the recount is told by different people.
Watch it and you will know the difference,the drama contains a lot more details than the cartoon.
Very touching,it talks about the war time and how people led their lives.
Not only the country would be in a chaos,the kinship between everyone was fragile too.

And just because 2 days ago I watched the cartoon version,I had a dream about WWII for the 6th time in my life.
The dream was disrupted when a soldier pointed a rifle at me and when he was just about to shoot,I woke up from this horrible nightmare -.-

The lamest part was that its actually my class of 3e5 who were the victims.

And when the Japanese soldier shouted 'silence' but yet Jagan continued to talk and in the end he was the first to get shot.
Lol I'm not trying to say anything bad about Jagan nor do I mean harm.
I did not pick Jagan's name,it just happened to be him :o lol please no misunderstanding,its just a dream.
Can't really remember what happened next.The rest of us who were the survivors fled in a helicopter but was later caught up by the enemies.The whole dream felt as if it was real.

Gonna search for other movies in veoh :D

Whew!Luckily I didn't fail any subject.History was a close shave.Thanks to social studies,I manage to do better than I thought in combined humanities.
Now I just need English oral's mark to know the final SA2 score for it.Hopefully can get at least a B4 for English.Was glad that I got a B4 for MT and B3 for E Maths.I thought my E Maths was a gone case for which I did not have the time to study a single thing.But yet the time I spent on revising Physics still does not pay off :o
If teacher going to remark Biology paper 1 perhaps I can get a B4 as everyone was complaining about some questions,the machine's answers are not correct :D
Wee what I felt happy was my A Maths!From a D7 to an A2,nearly A1.
And yea congrats to us who have always failed A Maths class tests but pass this time round.
We shall continue to work hard :D



Went to watch Windstruck on veoh.
I have watched it when I was primary 5.Now I have rewatched the whole movie again and yet I still teared -_-
The love story was very sad.Lol I know that after typing this out I would lose my masculinity just because I teared over a movie.Different guys do have different emotions pertaining certain things.

Watch it on veoh if you are interested!Its in Korean language and has got English subtitles.

Gonna update this post again when I have uploaded recent photos.

Yesterday went to Geylang,Queensway and Chinatown with my parents.
Tell ya,Geylang is really sickening,makes me feel damm disgusted.
Little kids should really avoid going there.
I went to Geylang not for dirty purpose.Visited my Aunt there as she asked us to go over to see whether her computer is still working.(F.Y.I she isn't any prostitute)
So I concluded that something's wrong the CPU system drive.I do not know how to explain it in mandarin,so I just said 'huai diao liao'(spoil already).

Then went back to carpark where my Dad parked his car.On my way...Saw some zhong guo mei
as young as 20 plus,they went to approach those 5x years old ah peks who were drinking and asked whether they can join them for a drink.Cheapo!Obviously,you know what's gonna happen next.

Then saw many other zhong guo mei wandering around in the street,trying to hook the guys and ah peks.
Can you imagine,one young lady and an ah pek trying to be hardcore,kissing with one another
in the public?Lucky thing,there isn't any HDB flats nearby or not little children will get bad influence daily.
And I guess the 7-11 store nearby needs many restocks of condoms.Since the hottest selling is condom,might as well build some condom shops along the street.

Then my Mum told me,some girls need the money for a living to support themselves.
I rather they work as cleaners if they could not find a job,they don't have to betray their body right?
The ah peks should also be sensible.Everytime you hear that ah pek died of heart attack when they were having sex with young girls in the news.I reckon that the sexual excitement and pleasure must be driving them crazy until their heart cannot take it anymore due to old age and died in the process.Or maybe excessive intake of Viagra? :o

No,I'm not going to talk about it anymore -_-
If you have the chance,go there and see for yourself.

Went to Queensway and bought a pair of nike shoes.Walked the whole shopping mall before I decided to buy that.Photos coming soon :D
Sadly,I didn't manage to capture any photos of the tattooing tools displayed at one corner.
The instrument used for tattooing looks kinda scary.The chemicals and alcohol coloured solutions look beautiful but yet deadly =x
And as you walk pass the shop,you can hear the sound of that instrument,similar to drilling sound.

Went to Chinatown and ate some food along the stalls.Then Dad went to money changer to change Singapore currency to Australia's.
S$199.20 to A$150 :o
Because my brother just flew to Australia this morning for NS training and I told him to buy some stuffs back for us.
Watched 'Wo Lau Po Wei Man Shi Ba Sui' on channel U.Hella funny xD

Today went out with Esther to Bugis and Queensway.Asked Esther to help me call Keefe and Esther said his not at home.
At home nothing to do,then might as well go out and walk.
Bought David's late birthday present.I had no idea what to buy for Alvin...
Walked until 7 then went home.

Yikes.Tomorrow getting more results back.History and MT bobba already.
Scared of English and E Maths too.Don't be surprised if I suddenly emo :o

Wake up early in the morning and opened up my email inbox.Received an email back from Mr Syamsul.
OH MY! MY TYPO ERROR IS SERIOUS!
I was sending an email to Mr Syamsul and then I did not really check my spelling :o
So,in the salutation,I was going to type "Mr Syamsul",in the end it turned out to be 'My Syamsul'!
Holy!I wonder what's his reaction when he opened up the email -_-
My bad -.- so pai seh!!

Click below to enlarge the picture of what I have sent.*content not shown*



How embarrassing can that get...next time I must really double check before sending,or not the whole thing will turn out to be a joke.

Went back to Habbo.Laming around with people :D
Then went to dress up as a bunny.

Took a photo together...





Sigh...Naruto not coming out till 18th.5 more days to next episode.

Meanwhile,I was watching some other anime/cartoon.

Avatar The Last Airbender
There's 4 series if I'm not mistaken,each series is call book 1,2,3,4.
Its about 4 nations,each nation is of an element,mainly earth,fire,water and wind.
The fire nation is considered to be the strongest and they are conquering other nations.
In order to stop the world war,a young monk call Aang was 'born' inside the blizzard.
He was believed to be the Avatar.
Avatar is someone who can master all the 4 elements,while ordinary people can only master their own element.Avatar is one person who will bring the world back to peace again.

Lol,it may sound boring in the beginning.But as I continue to watch,the plot is getting interesting.
By the way,this cartoon is in English.

Watch it on Veoh,Youtube had most anime removed due to copyright infringement and etc >:o

Hoped for a Halloween Party =x

Back from hiatus.

Recently went back to Habbo.Hmm,like 2 days ago?
Went there just to check out my dog.Then hosted falling furniture,invited Yao,Hui Shan,Rachel and other strangers.During the final,left Yao and Rachel.
In the end,Rachel won.Pro,still say she very noob -.-

Then went to disturb my dog yesterday midnight.











I'm not addicted to Habbo or anything :o
Just went back to see,trying to feel the good old times where so many friends played Habbo together.

Coming Monday,Wednesday and Friday no school.
Need to be mentally prepared for the worst outcome on Tuesday...

So far Mother Tongue,A Maths,Social Study and English are over.Chemistry left paper 1.
I hate it when they arrange subjects in such a way that paper 1 and paper 2 of the same subject is on different day.Next week's gonna be much more busier.All the hard subjects start to come in.

Anyway,last week I created a friendster account,main purpose is to join a Naruto Group and chat there.lol.
And I joined groups like Biology and Chemistry.Then if I have any questions regarding them I can just post there and ask questions,then the ang mohs will help to answer.Cool way to learn.
Feel free to add me anytime there :)

My friendster profile

Did something with photoshop.