♥ 11:14 PM, Wednesday, December 10, 2008
haha!!! this photo is so so long ago!!!!it is when Qinning and Timothy transfer to the grads group
HAHA!!!
&/ByeBye(:♥ 9:28 AM, Tuesday, December 9, 2008
I got my new phone!hooray!
But i din manage to get what i wanted.
planned to get either Samsung Pixon or viewTy if not huiqi's phone.
But too bad for me.
.....
it is either sold out or dont have e color i want.=(
but i an still happy with kc910(LG).
i am worried about this Thursday de cg. =/
i pray everything will be smooth.
Amen.
HERE is the invite that GRACE made!!!
she rocks~
&/ByeBye(:♥ 2:30 PM, Friday, December 5, 2008
CAMP is COMING~!!!!http://heroescamp.blogspot.com/
CHRISTMAS is COMING TOO!!!!!!!
Christmas 2008 - "the Gift"
Christmas 2008 Publicity #1&2 from Hope Church on Vimeo.
http://www.hopesingapore.org.sg/christmas08/christmas08.htm&/ByeBye(:
♥ 2:20 PM,
my Dad is pestering me to buy a phone..weird right??
haha..
i wonder what should i get......
i REALLY DONT KNOW!!!
and it is driving me crazy.. haha
i dont FEEL like doing my homework.......
GP - 4 newspaper article!!
Maths - 6 PROMOS PAPER!! (madness)
Chem - THANK GOD i finish!! but still revise
Physics - REALLY got to do something about it!
holidays ≠ holidays
holidays = nightmare = PULL HAIR!
HAHA!!!!!!
went reading my sec friends' blogs..
so touched..
QUN missed me =DDDDDDDDDDD
haha..
Hope to see you guys soon!!
No matter how far apart we will always still be friends =)))&/ByeBye(:
♥ 1:25 AM, Sunday, November 23, 2008
its been more than a month since i last blog..haha!!!
too busy..
actually not really...
is i LAZY!!! =P
there has been many tests given to me by God..
such as patience, faith...
in skills too..
such as guitar, organising events..haha
i am still going through these tests with God.
and God has been speaking to me now and then..
somehow, i feel that my life is interesting though there is problems.HAHA
With God, everything really changes..
AMEN! =D
was sharing to Esther my spiritual bud just now on the phone..
about my life.. to catch up our relationship together..
she is a great listener to me. =)
LOVE her LOTS!
the year is ending..in 38 more days..
How am i going to spend it??
How are you(the people out there reading) going to spend it??
......
Are you gonna end it with "finally the another year is gone"
(truthfully if that is your answer, i think you can just die now.Since, eventually you will die)
OR
Are you gonna say "i end this year fruitfully,meaningfully and i have grown"?
(grown= maturity!!! which is not judge by age)
Of course i want to say i end thia year fruitfully, i live meaningfully this year.
i know i did..
but in these 38 days left for this year, i want to do something more..
i want to make it MORE meaningful, i want to be discontented in these. In a good way.. haha..
firstly, i need to brush up in my guitar skills and i need to lead worship guitarist with the Holy Spirit. i want my music to minister to people, i dont want to just play the guitar like it is just an instructment.
i remember not long ago i lead guitarist role for caregroup,
i was happy!! but nervous on the day itself.
Outcome???
it was JIALAT!!! haha..
my song the pai zi not easy(can say i aso not good HAHA)
i tried my best..
YiHui and HuiQi not bad for my first time..
hmmm...
the week after, i played AGAIN..
this time i have lesser time to prepare, was quite last minute plan.yupp..
the song played was better..
How was it?...hmmmm...
No matter what i need practise and need to spend more time worshipping God.HAHA
ok that is one of the things i need to do in these 38 days. and TODAY guitar lesson!!!YAY!!! studying time too.. haiz....JIAYOU ba jiajia..^^
Next, i want to learn to organise more stuff, events.. mini scale ones.yupp
i want to help people enjoy their time, to open up themselves. ya..
So i now have to start by learning from my leaders, watching them in how they lead, how they plan.
cos my first time thinking of coming up a event for the whole unit was unexpected.
the respond was good. but can be further improve!yupp
haha..now remembering it was me, jinger and yujun just randomly during guitar practise just say we should request to organise this event to bond the whole unit. ya..HAHA. so random.
and FeiBa(jontay) say was good den ask us to write proposal out.
(it's like Project Work)
it was our first time, things did not go smoothly.
like istana park was booked by wierd people banging, making noises.
then dark place(near Le Meridan) was taken for meeting but our church brothers and sisters.
therefore decide to go to the circle area at dhoby mrt there..but RAIN!
so... NO PLACE...
haha! but THANK GOD still got SMU!!
though cannot play the intro game..
and the house game was quite a mess..
(unbelievable that even confusing game can make people enjoy HAHA!)
and the shocking thing is quiet people is so enthu about acting!!HAHA
i will post the video of them soon!!!!!!!
Everyone enjoyed themselves =DDD
i am so so HAPPY!!!!!!!
THANK GOD!
Grace and i also want to plan a pinic for our caregroup..
to have fun and also to sow!!yupp..
but it is still on hold..
(looking for a date)
but we two are very excited about it..=DD
Next, 10 J1s...............
i mean 10 10 10!!!!!! by these year
i still hold on to this number.
we can double ourselves!
i choose to believe that God is the maker of the impossible.
i will continue to perserve, continue to do all i can.
THIS IS NOT THE END!!!!!!!
Lastly, it is her..
(some people will know what i mean)
i want a change.
No...things needs to be change.
and i have to take the first step.
i dont know how the outcome will be, but i will continue to wait.
..continue to pray and fast about it.
God please do something about it!!!
christmas is coming too..
i am broke!
totally..
haha!
so i guess this year i will make things ba..haha
hopefully can rush everything on time.yupp
CAMP is COMING TOO!!!
so so excited..
i am preparing my heart for it too..
amanda and i is doing the T-Shirt for our caregroup too.. =))
AHHHH!!!!..cant wait!!!
Peu and i are also doing a video for camp!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
it will be so so cool!!!
i pray it will be a very very nice and memorable one! ^^
(im a joke in the video! so unlike me!=P)
so many things!!!
my life rocks with God around!
God has never never lie to me.
i still remember clearly what was prophesied over me clearly.
and it is true, everything that was said.
i know i am safe because there is always a pair of hands to carry me through.
God thank you so so much.
Be more in my life.
Be part of my life!&/ByeBye(:
♥ 1:53 PM, Thursday, October 9, 2008
HIYA!!!im back...
from the atmosphere the teachers gave in school.
i think my class did not do very very well.
i am kinda affected by it.
since i can tell i did not do well in PHYSICS, GP.
econs not sure,, maths too..
i guess i am one of them who is at borderline cases.
haiz..
i need to prepare my heart this few days for MONDAY.
ya..that was what i did yesterday..
no everyday during QT or when i am alone.
it is so easy to have doubt especially when you dont know what the future holds.
.....
....
...
..
.
but i am happy i kinda got one confirmation on 25OCT!!yupp
pray that nothing comes up to prevent her from coming...
and i pray that J LO just HURRY UP!!
he is taking so long with 1s20~!
he supposed to meet us at 1pm..
and now is!!!! 2pm!!!
make us wait for so LONG!!!
gonna kill HIM!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA
and not only..
he wants to meet us not we want to meet him..
so SHOULD not make us wait what..
go against your WORDS!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR&/ByeBye(:
♥ 11:40 PM, Wednesday, September 24, 2008
its been long since i posted...now..
i am struggling with EXAMS!!!
tomorrow chem and i am still AWAKE!!!
i am worried....
the more i can do (as in i understand)
the more afraid i get..
of cos those i have no confidence the feeling is worst..
so many things to memorise!!!!!!
my head is bursting..
i am thinking of PHYSICS..
next day physics and i can say i dont know a thing!!!
i know that "let tomorrow worry for itself"
but ...ya...
how can you not worry when the things you are facing is BEYOND ur REACH!
words like "DIE DIE DIE" just pop out from nowhere
i had been filling myself with verses everyday..
to calm myself especially in school.
the atmosphere just gets so tense...
even when facing the paper i keep thinking of the verses.HAHA
and it does help a lot!!!
after LC trip i really get working on which area i wanna grow in..
and now is FAITH!
so for this exam, this will be the time.. .
i want to stop worrying so much for my studies that make myself stray away from God anymore..
worrying is ok worrying TOO MUCH is not ok.
i dont wanna dwell in this area anymore..
once and for all, i gonna overcome it.
i wanna have the mindset of
"You serve a MIGHTY GOD, exams is nothing!"
HAHAHAHA
just this is enough, as long i do my part God WILL work.
i am SURE of it.
my year in this school i really wanna make my life counts.
it cannot stay like this any longer.
i cannot be a plant that dont grow = DEAD PLANT
i wanna grow to a big big TREE!!
so that i can reach up to heaven to meet GOD!! HAHA
(though i hope i can)
i wanna grow to bear lots of FRUITS!!!
fruits that are so SWEET that they ATTRACTS people.
that make people wanna SPREAD the NEWS!
that is i what i want in my life.that is what i wanna do with my life.
God Bless&/ByeBye(:
♥ 7:37 PM, Sunday, August 24, 2008
super super busy........how am i??
up and down..yupp..
thats life! haha
feeling very very guilty right now..
i lost my EZLINK AGAIN!!
10th time. = $200
this time got a bit of change...
my PHONE also.. yar..
CONGRATS JIAJIA!
you just break your record AGAIN!
in the wrong way..
went to queue for the nike human race pack.
phone was still there..
it is after my mum and i went to meet my dad go queenways.
ya...around there is where i lose it.
tried calling..
the person who found it off it.
so NICE of typical SINGAPOREANS.
even though that is a general statement i am making.
but truthfully will you really RETURN??
most people dont. i mean MOST!.
i EXPERIENCED the feeling of losing.
i WILL return..
if people dont start the trend of this then i start!
though alone hopefully i can make a change.
i prayed a lot..
i was reminded of yesterday sermon.
so when i prayed i was reminded myself of who God is in my life.
it took so much of my courage just to trust God that everything will be alright.
and God did do something shocking..
my mum never scold me, even though she found out 3 mths ago i lost my ic, ezlink , library cards blah blah..
the WORST things she did was.....
to continue shop for the things i ask for, spend a total of $200,
and told me when i found a phone i like she will buy it for me.
she also accompany me asap to make a replace my ezlink card and also get replacement for my sim card.
it is CRAZY!!!NUTS!!
i really wonder if she is my MOTHER!
i feel SO SO GUILTY!!
i am really really so so thankful that God gave me this mum of mine.
she is SUPER nice.
though i din get my phone back or my ez link,
i am so so grateful for this other miracles that God give. =D
really...
everything is in God's timing and God's prefect plan =)
LOVE YOU MUMMY!! muackxxx!!&/ByeBye(:



