Friday, October 28, 2005
I need to go shopping! argh. And stuuupid yit had to tell me all abt how she shops alot. Grah. Anyway I decided today that i wanted to go shopping and I even decided on the venue! It was to be....Jurong Point! Haha since I was planning on leaving sch at 7 so I thought I could do some speed shopping...BUT stuuupid min min rejected my offer of a date! :( And my sister's hp was out of batt..so..make a guess.. Yup. You got it right..I didnt go shopping in the end. :(
Oh well it's alright I'm looking forward to shopping after my CAs are over..but that's still a month away. A month. Hmm. I think at the rate my life is passing me by, a month should be over real soon. My ninth month anniversary is coming up reaal soon (in abt an hour n 7 min) and I'm suddenly aware how quickly time passes. It's been almost a yr since A levels were over and I was rejoicing in the bliss of freedom from studies and the excitement of working life. A yr later, here I am, buried up to my ears in studies once again, with a firm assurance that working life will bore me to death. Apart from that, nothing much has changed in my life. Surprisingly, being attached fits into my life quite well.. having someone to study with helps. Lots. Yup especially since my default mode is perpetually the 'lazy' mode ;) Heh heh my mum commented recently that it took me so long to learn how to do constant work instead of hugging Buddha's feet at the last min. She decided that she must be a lousy mother since it was only this yr that I started showing streaks of diligence..and the timing nicely coincides with my being attached. Talk abt jealous spouses. I think my mum is more jealous of yinghao than she is jealous over my dad's obssession with fishing. But I guess she's much better now. I make it a pt to chat with her once in a while, just to humour her.
Ok off to read my book now!
10:44 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
"I think we're both inside of another being we have created called 'us'. Well, we're really not inside of that being. We are that being. We have both lost ourselves and created something else, something else that exists only as an interlacing of the two of us. ""I have one thing to say, one thing only, I'll never say it another time, to anyone, and I ask you to remember it: In a universe of ambiguity, this kind of certainty comes only once, and never again, no matter how many lifetimes you live. "Beautiful. I love the book. :)
1:07 AM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
haha hello everyone!! i'm so abashed..i've been letting my blog rot n rot..
anyway, if u view the photos of yinghao n i from bottom up, u'll more or less get an idea of my life. firstly, it showcases how bored i am with mugging..secondly, it shows that i HAVE been mugging. ;) and lastly, it shows how i spend my days in general. oh well, i guess i half expected this.. mugging my big head away, in the company of my big-headed boyfriend. :) but don get me wrong, this doesnt mean i've gotten a lot done. most of the time, we either take a looong while to get down to mugging, or we get distracted easily..by food, by the TV, by yinghao's new aquariums (i'll talk abt tt later), and as u probably can tell, by my camera! :) heh heh yupyup i'm evolving into some deprived, mad little thing.
one good thing is, its gradually becoming a routine. that's a very very good thing.. haha i think i'm becoming more of a mugger than i ever was...which as all of u know, i never was. no more lazy steph anymore i guess! i've become a hardworking steph! i'm lucky actually tt hao's in med as well, cos at least i derive encouragement from him, to continue in this monotonous existence. for those who don know yet, I've quit Lee Wei Song Sch of music..and as a result of me quitting halfway through my course, I'm no longer eligible for the exclusive performing group. i must admit the regret i feel at giving up halfway, but to me, i've learnt lots, and as long as i've learnt stuff, its not a waste to give up before getting that cert. the 1.75 yrs spent there were fun and i'm thankful for all the performance opportunities as well. but i inevitably feel a huge load taken off my shoulders after quitting. the stress of travelling to somerset every thurs AND fri became really unbearable after a while. Especially since in medicine, slacking off for a week is akin to not studying for 3 months in JC...the huge backlog of work is horrid. And that, is what i'm experiencing now. With FA (formative assessment) just arnd the corner (its on monday), i'm down with conjunctivitis and i havent even finished half of what i'm supposed to study...n yet, i'm here blogging :(
Oh well, apart from all that, I did have some fun :) hao happens to love turtles, so i accompanied him to get stuff to start his own tank, and now he has a nice 3-feet tank with two turtles -turtle hao n turtle yong, some fish, plus some ghost-shrimps n lots of plants! haha its really quite nice..i'll take a photo of it next time :) i also brought him ice-skating n he can sort of skate now...his dad brought us k-boxing as well and unfortuantely, hao took it upon himself to entertain us with his umm, wondrous singing..haha but all in all i guess i've had my quota of fun and i shouldn't complain abt mugging now...since CAs are in abt a month's time.
oh yes, and now that xizzy is off in germany..i have noone to bug in the wkends..and since she complains that i seldom blog, i decided to be nice n blog :) so, xizzy if ure reading this, we all miss you!
haha alright off to be a gd girl! byebye!
10:32 AM

all in all, we're 2 stupid fools!
10:27 AM

but i bully him too!
10:26 AM

he bullies me :(
10:26 AM

hand in hand, we mug n mug..
10:25 AM

happy to take a break fr mugging!
10:22 AM

:)
10:19 AM

yearmaties :)
10:16 AM

with xizzy's nice parents!
10:15 AM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005

xizzy n i at the airport :) she's super happy!
10:10 PM