had xizzy over at my house todae, got some work done, decided to go to JE library, forgot to bring my EZ link card, got stared at by the bus driver cos i prob don lk veri much like a student, started raining monkeys n tigers, stupid bus broke down, got wet not fr the rain but fr the splashings of the puddles...n finally got home. phew. wat a dae.

well at least we played badminton arnd 9+ til 10..it was a gd end to an unlucky dae..oh n not to forget i haf my wonderful bks to read now...ahh..satisfied.

a poem by Reshma Aquil fr one of the bks..nice n thin bk=)
Wrong World

We take the rain-ploughed lane
into the New Cantonment
I, in thin monsoon clothes,
Sense the soldier's gaze.
Irritated that you should stop
To watch leaves falling in water,
Falling upwards in a wrong world.

wasn't study leave meant to be fruitful?? argh. cant seem to get down to doing work.

anw pracs r finally over~=) chem wasn't easy. 1st 2 qns went quite well..n jus as i was rejoicing n starting to feel a leetle dizzy, after staring at the incessant stream of "university of cambridge"s printed on the insert, QA decided to be.. incomprehensible. had no idea wat FA 5 was, prob cos i had no idea whether the tests we were doing on FA 5 were meant to hint us abt its identity or jus to plain confuse us. i guess it was the latter. all my tests for gases were well, useless. i cudn't identify a single one. after tt traumatising experience, i was so tempted to hit somebody when i realised i had so little time for my design. lucky HC135 hu were all seated arnd me..i din get a chance to vent my frustration. =X

a little abt chem prac sitting arrangements, i haf ga(hu kept running, ya RUNNING, arnd the lab n making me nervous) in front of me, the ever fast john(whom i was keeping pace with until the wonderful QA happened) also in front of me, the composed aaron (hu seemed to be always doing diff stuff fr me) beside me, jay (hu seemed to b having a rendezvous with Teo ME), n of cos the famous gky (hu seemed to b well, totally hopeless) behind me..so as u can tell it wasn't a particularly condusive environment. oh n did i mention once we got into the lab, everyone got into this i-must-wash-everything-again-if-not-i'll-fail-prac frenzy? n poor me had to put up w a spoilt tap. the whole green turning knob fell off. =\ oh well, as i always say, sad is life.

heeheehee..*rubs hands in glee* bwahaha...finally this things working! anw to tt stupid certain ceo_***: its not farnie. well i've actualli prepared so many insults for my dear leeTLE frens but i shant waste precious time on the nite b4 chem prac. hmph.

well was jus thinking alot todae abt frenships. more specifically, frenships forged in HC. well i dunno abt u but for me, back in rgs, i was always told tt sec sch frens r the ones tt'll last, not ur JC frens. bah, they so lied. i love this gp of wacky n weird frens i haf in HC. wacky n weird..hmm nice ring to it huh? anw, frenship is a rather fragile thing, easily threatened by squirmishes n stuff, but at the end of the dae, it depends on ur perspective, whether u feel the profit of shared experiences, the tears, the laughter, outweighs the cost of bearing the differences b/n u n the other party.

Differences. interesting word there. one usualli either accepts it or embraces it. By doing the latter, ure making the effort to forge a frenship, but if one onli accepts it, then i guess, it can onli b called acquaintance-ship. deres never right or wrong reg this issue its whether u want to or not. simple as tt. personally, i find tt the differences r wat makes the r'ship worthwhile. i always find an inexplicable pleasure in seeing myself moulded by my frens behaviours. pet phrases tt catch on, gestures tt u unwittingly imitate...all these r so precious to me. the frenship starts out where both r different, n it reaches an equilibrium when these two diff ppl's characters blend in such a way tt deres similarity in the differences.

ah after so much crap i'm rejuvenated. off to sleep. gd luck to me for chem prac =)

jus dropping by again to sae hello to my dear xizzy who's been privileged enuff to visit my new secret(or not so secret anymore) blog~ hmm my leetle bloggy darling's almost done...finally. i tink its ready to meet ppl soon=) oh n as a disclaimer to my previous post, i'm not angry with tt certain sososo, n i still love her~;P

first n foremost...min's an irritating pig...well tts for flooding my tagboard~ anw back to my dae..well nothing interesting apart fr getting snubbed by a certain sososo mentioned above if u look hard enuff =X u noe how sometimes u feel like talking to someone but tt person is otherwise occupied? yup it sux doesn't it. oh well poor me...to haf such frens..haha k complaints all done with, now i shall resume struggling to make my blog presentable. add oil. :D

ahh. jus spent my afternoon, wat was left of it, trying to set up this blog properly. i'm sO tired. as it is, my blog cannot face the world yet, so i'm essentially rattling off to noone in particular. verbal vomit. yup tts wat this is. bleah. anw physics pract was well, interesting.. rather fun actually. a little tough but it was fun all the same.

dinner beckons.

yea i know. u never thought u wud see this day. the day when i wud actually haf a blog. oh well, life is full of surprises i guess. amazingly, i'm creating a blog in the midst of my 'A's, on the night before physics prac to b exact. well i've never believed in blogs, and i never follow blogs, jus seems too tedious. so..it totally doesn't explain the existence of this blog but well, i was...am bored. i already haf a feeling i'm not gonna be a veri diligent blogger =D on the bright side, this provides me with an avenue to entertain everyone with nonsense, as well as vent my many frustrations..hmm..maybe this isn't such a bad idea after all=P

argh real cute