no one reads this anymore(blaming no one cos i'm just too lazy to update anymore) but for now, thank you ever so much awesomest people of the world, you make me sleep tonight :)

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shuyu
jermaine
nadzirah
marlia
shuhadah
kenneth

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after a super extremely shitty day. i know that im not wrong.

so that's it. we're falling apart. were we even whole to begin with? anyway, i'm sorry i'm gonna have to be selfish and take sides now cos i'm just so damn sick and tired of being the middle person, the neutral one. i give up, okay. tried don't know how many freaking times but you guys just don't wanna cooperate, don't wanna listen, don't wanna care. then why should i, right? never knew boys were such pigs and peacocks. im just so damn disgusted. and i actually miss the seniors, cos if the seniors were still here, they wouldn't act this way and i think i might possibly click with the seniors better cos they're perfectly normal, humble people who respect one another completely. and to think that people were actually envious of my section being very section-y. well, clearly they have no idea... i'm having band blues nowadays. and i use to look forward to every single band prac and sectionals but whatever now. i don't care. i don't even want to make things right again cos i'd just be flogging a dead horse.

omg this is so freaking stupid. stupid, brainless people should just go and die. just die. die. everything is so freaking messed up. argh, just DIE.