vjc rejected my appeal. hah. i feel sadder than i thought i would feel. like i said before, i know that it's impossible for me to get in but i just refuse to believe it somehow, at the back of my mind. so that's why i end up disappointed. argh i should just forget all about it and move on. there's nothing i can do. okay, my back's aching like shit now. and i wish i was still staying in bedok.

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