sorry. have been mia for quite awhile. cos i’d made a pact to not blog anymore unless i get into vj. jasmine found that scary. haha. oh well, im here not cos i got into vj la, but i figured that im still gonna do whatever i’d made a pact not to do. like blogging, and starting a fb acc. hah.

yeah, im sad i didn’t get into vj but i think i’ve gotten over it alr. it was kinda expected actually since i missed the cop by one. it’s just that i was the one who really refused to believe that i couldn’t get in. sounds so loser right? HAHA. and now to think about it, i really believe that God has His reasons for placing me in tj just like He did when He placed me in cedar, band, 4N, xx, xx and xx. You may be surprised to know how much i disliked getting into those at first(well i didn’t really say or show or tell anyone) but yeah. now, im surprised at how much joy i’ve found in them and find myself thanking God for them. hah. so maybe it will be the same for tj and i may find myself thanking God for placing me in tj later. just not yet. im not keeping my hopes up too high for vj anymore or else i’ll just end up utterly disappointed again. my chances are like so damn slim since i was like the 203rd on the appeal list. so, i might as well start thinking of the next two years of my life in tj. guess have to bear with the journey to and back the sch. just for two years, which would probably past in a blink of an eye, so wouldn’t be so bad, i think? well, everything happens for a reason and im sure it’ll all be clear to me soon.

and somehow, the saddest thing right now for me is not being in the same sch as WONJJ? hahaha. weird but im sad. To WONJJ if you’re reading this. i don’t know why but im feeling super duper sad. hahahaha. see how much you mean to me? HAHAHA. x) can i ever find another kindred spirit? oh ya and i wanna request to add the letter E in front of my name. hehe.

okay, so now… sort of cant wait to start sch.

oh and something random. was looking through my primary sch report book just now and found out that i had like 223 cip hours for p6 alone! crazy man. haha i remembered i was like super active in primary sch and i volunteered for practically everything then. even for things like demonstrating line dancing?! hahaha. no wonder 223 hours. i’m really amazed man. haha but things changed drastically in secondary school. i became such a lazy ass. So 23 cip hours in total for 4 years. tsk tsk tsk. Hahaha.