okay i feel like some crazy person cos i have the tendency to get certain names stuck in my head especially after i first hear them. then, i would usually just keep saying/singing the name when i have nth else to say. hahaha. yeah, weird. first it was peyton. then, marcheline & john taylor. now it's lila dash, some person from desperate housewives. hahaha.

here, a big, big thank you to...

shuyu(who nvr fails to be the first to wish me every year!), liwenn, nadine, shyaza, aqila, ava, jihan, jasmine, marlia(who's in thailand and yet i still received her wish hahaha, figure out how!), yingying, yasmin, hafsah, ni'mah, shehnaz, xinyi & gurvin for the wishes!

and to queenie for the very very specially gift which means soooo much to me. it's really nice and i like it a lot!
:)

and again to nadine for the fuzzy slippers. hahaha. somehow you knew i really wanted them.

to my bros for completing my twilight series collection and for the gloves! hahahaha

and of course not forgetting my parents, bros, aunts, uncles and cousins for my birthday celebration ytd which was a whole lot of fun, for the cake and food, presents and money and everything.

to my cousins for the shopping treat ytd!

and my mum & dad for dinner today!

to everyone, for remembering my birthday which was real sweet and making this one of the bestest birthdays that i have ever had!

today is THE DAY. after waiting for a very very very extremely long time. today finally arrived. and it was super fun okay. walked around vivo and orchard for like 9hours with jasmine and marlia, and i didnt even realise that i have blisters only till i reached home. haha. oh ya, we watched madagascar 2 too. it's hilarious! but in a lame kind of way. so if you can't appreciate such humour then maybe you wouldn't like the show. haha. but the rest of the audience were being such a bore la. it was practically only the three of us laughing our asses off most of the time. haha. or maybe, we're just that lame. the rest of the time we just went shopping, eating and everything. haha. really wanted to buy something cos i was in the mood to spend but there was nothing worth buying! so i ended up not spending so much except on food maybe. realised that shopping is a really good exercise. now i keep feeling hungry even though i had my dinner already! okay, im like super dee duper excited for every other post-exam activities. like kboxing with jasmine, marlia, shyaza, aijia they all. hopefully, i can go! then, eating spree with xinyi! haha! and many many more. seems like i'll be spending lots and lots of money this hols. not good but yah. cant wait for tmr also. mph sale, where i can finally get new books to bury my face in this holidays. but before that, i'll be going to my bro's prize presentation ceremony cos you know what, he got first in class! i cant believe it man. haha. okay. so a psp for himself, copic markers, what else are you gonna get, spoilt brat? hahaha. jk.


the christmas deco at wheelock place was so pretty! wanted to take a pic with the deco at the background but we kept failing. in the ended we gave up and just took our faces. hahaha.

uh, camilla belle?! omj! grrr. but i like camilla belle and i dont want to mess with her so....
WONJJ, i think you better beware of me...
cos im gonna move on.
hehehe.

BORED.

-Have You Ever-
Broken a bone: yup. tailbone. haha.
Been in a hot tub: uh, think so.
Swam in the ocean: yup.
Fallen asleep in school: yes.
Broken someones heart: i hope not.
Cried when someone died: yeah.
Sat by the phone waiting for someone to call: yeah.
Saved e-mails: yah of course.
Been cheated on: uh, no.

-What is-
Your room like?: really messy for now. cleaning it up soon...
Whats right beside you?: fan on my right and wall on my left.
What is the last thing you ate?: chicken porridge, if im not wrong.

-Ever Had-
Chicken pox: yup. when i was in p3.
Sore throat: yup. duh.
Stitches: no.
Broken Nose: nope.

-Do You-
Believe in love at first sight?: erm, maybe?
Like picnics: kinda.

-Who Was-
The last person you danced with?: my youngest bro. HAHA.
Who last made you smile?: some person on tv.

-Random-
What are you listening to right now?: little of your time - maroon 5
What did you do today?: study. shop with mum.
Good singer?: who?
Diamond or pearl?: diamonds!
Are you the oldest?: yup.
Indoors or outdoors?: both.

-Today did you-
Talk to someone you like?: of course.
Kissed anyone?: no.
Get sick?: no.
Talked to an ex?: no.
Miss someone?: yes.
Eat: DUH.

-Last person who-
You talked to on the phone: yasmin.
Last person you txted: liwenn
Made you Cry?: _fill in the blank_
Went to the movies with: nadzirah.

-Have you-
Been to Vegas?: no
Been to New york?: no

-Random-
Crushes?: jb, milo... just to name a few.
What books are you reading right now?: time travellers wife. again
Best feeling in the world?: i don't know... being happy, i guess?
Future kids names?: joseph adam is one. HAHA.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: use to, years ago.
What's under your bed: lots of boxes.
Favorite sport(s) to watch: dooonnntt knoooww.
Favorite location: dreamland. hah.
Who do you really hate? right now, selsel. haha.
Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: huh?
You lonely right now?: yeah. everyone else's asleep...

grrrrr. this is so pissing me off. i was really excited after geog today to quickly get home and catch the latest heroes episode, only to find out that it hasn't been aired yet. gosh, now i have to wait till next week! how disappointing. hmm.. i wonder why they didnt show it this week though. election day, probably? haha. i think heroes is losing its appeal(not to me) since the number of veiwers is decreasing every week. and it's been getting quite bad reviews especially for this season. that's really sad. nevertheless, i still think its the best show in the world. esp with a milo to keep you to your seat.
:)

realllllyy cant wait for Os to be officially over!(today's the unofficial day. haha.) there's a gazillion things that i wanna (re)do! like re-watch the enitre heroes series, re-read all my books. haha. cant wait for the mph sale where i can finally get my hands on new books! argh, so exciting! and i cant wait for tree top walk with cousins on the 16th! so not my thing, but who cares, anything's fun with my cousins!
:)


CHARLIE!CHARLIE!CHARLIE!CHARLIE!!
that's like stuck in my head right now. haha. yes, i watched hide and seek....


ps: taylor swift's the biggest loser in the world.

once upon a time, liwenn and i were hanging out at the wooden playground at tampines park with our very dear best friend, selsel. selsel was such an awesome company as she filled our ears by talking obsessively about her bf, nickj. And to our horror, she started bitching about her so-called best friend, demi, and told us how everything was just staged and was for publicity. we had a great time with selsel. great time indeed. the best part was, before we left, she promised she would bring us to newyork, her hometown(so true mannn)! liwenn and i became really excited. we left the playground and headed down to a restaurant for dinner where liwenn disappeared(something cropped up probably). thanks man. cos i had to sit with selsel where she continued dronning on about her life. and then she suddenly talked about how much she loved s'pore(yeah right)and everything and how she would like to come here again(*rolls eyes*). after dinner, we went to catch a movie(great fun). this is when liwenn appeared again(probably came back after smth). we watched sawV(yeah and we're all sixteen. we probably sneaked in or smth). selsel kept saying "awesome". which annoyed the hell out of us cos she's obviously trying to copy her "bf". yeah and sawV was great. or atleast selsel enjoyed it very much. later on, we went straight to the airport where selsel's going to bring us to newjersey(yeah, somehow the destination changed). but unfortunately were we stuck in the airport due to bali bombings which occured and we had to stay overnight at the airport.

hmmm. what a..er, fine dream. selsel was dead annoying though. haha.

sorry people, if you're even reading this, for the weird blogpost.
but im bored you see. dont feel like studying geog. argh. haha. im pretty much slacking already even though Os only ends next weds. haha. oh wellll.......

once again,
nonchalance envelops my mind
i'm struggling in the dark
wringing my shrunken body
my pleas goes unheard
lost in the deafening silence of the dark

im lost again

or is it just that its who i am that is not acceptable?
so what now?