Ritez... january is over.. so fast yea.. nah.. actually i think its quite slow.. ive been thinking lately.. its been like a few months since i used my brain cells to really think and i guess my brain is super rusty.. i did tot abt wad Nur said to me few dayz before.. i shd be more resourceful and find out things for myself, rather than asking or waiting for ppl to teach me instead. Bud hu gives a damn, i really dunno wad i shd do.. so oh wells..

anywayz, this week, im not working for wed and thurs.. glad dat i cud get my mind off work, i feel like im a freak coz im like really bothered by work, when most part-timers only care is to earn money. But yes, work is not easy, after a month being there, i realised abt how diff e working world is.

But one thing that nv fails to change is the attitude among guys. Seriously. I have like 3 head waiters back in the grill who act exactly like a primary six kid. Well, their jokes... U noe how its like for guys to tease gals and stuff like dat.. Yes, they are acting like dat... Dey love to tease me and pair me up with sum guy which i do not really wanna consider at all.. How childish mannn!!! Hahahakz.. Bud yes, these are the things which really enlighten my day dere. =)

Also, out of the midst, you will juz find that many other ppl start toking to u, or they will juz smile as they walk pass u... They will ask how are u and stuff like dat.. super friendly arh.. The F&B managers are nice too.. except for one.. which everyone dislikes... the new assistant f&b manager is a convert.. u noe.. i was damn shocked when i found out he's actually a Muslim convert. He is a French and has a malay wife.. so cool can.. and yes.. he tot me certain stuff like names of different wines.. not that i drink, bud it'll make it a lot easier if i decide to work in this industry. =)

Not forgetting the dirty jokes the bar-man always crack.... Hahakz.. i can laugh until i die everytime i stand at the bar while washing those dirty glasses.. its seriously funny.. Also, we do have debates over certain kind of issues... one of the weirdest one is why human beings drink milk... LIKE WHY MAN??

ok it was kinda crap.. bud it makes u think..

Also, i learned a few French dishes through setting the lunch menus.. yes, that is my job and I have difficulties figuring what the chefs are writing on the menu.. Their handwriting is so ugly that it makes it difficult to differentiate the diff letters.. And worst still, most of the words are sum French words which i nv came across before in my entire life.. OMG.. and yes, of course, i feel like a bimbo, making stupid mistakes and it can get worst till i have to reprint the set lunch menus like twice...

And seriously, the locals are way more difficult to deal with then the English ppl.

I get to listen to sum interesting stories from my Phillipinos frenz.. they can be labelled as the weirdest creature in the hotel, as most of the guys are sort of 'gay'
I have no idea why.. Bud sum of them are really brilliant and they can discuss world issues like fluently..

So thats abt my working life.. i dunno why i feel so random abt it, like i juz feel like updating abt work.. coz i begin to enjoy work, although i had a few random thoughts before of escaping from it... For now, I'll juz go thru it.. I guess its an interesting experience that i get to go thru, and that not many people of my age do get to go thru this kind of experience.. Plus the money too =) wahahhakz..

I begin to like tourism better now...

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Today, since im not working, i met prassie for lunch... den we went to window shop and we took neoprints!!! ahahahkz.. been long since i took one.. den we went back TM to meet andre.. for dinner.. and we had dinner at pizza hut.. =) yes?? hahahkz.. Miss dem loads la.. We were quite crazy and all, luffing abt stuff which are super random.. den went to 201 with andre to develop his photos and headed home after tt...

feeling tired now.. tmr, accompanyin aunty how to her 'vocal lessons' hahahakz.. yes and fri and sat.. back to work

next week.. probably results will be out.. and wine food and arts experience... weee

till den.. chiaoz

the com is like super slow nowadays.. and ive been busy lately.. so no time for updates yah..
anyway.. work has been fine =) nth much to say... at least i feel more comfortable around dem now.. bud seriously.. i dislike one of dem.. he's super irritating...

anyway..went back choir tt day... really miss choir.. bud nth much really... i juz feel very disappointed in how things are now. i juz hope that there will be still HOPE.. for dunmanchoir to realise how important teamwork and passion are to achieve the ultimate goal

heard results will be out soon.. i got a nightmare abt it.. juz hope it wun turn out bad...

todae is like my only rest day.. im glad evelyn will be back this wed... means i dunneed to do lunch anymore... and melyssa is gonna work in RG too.. i juz dun wan to work in tiffin anymore.. i think serene is gonna ask lorr.. haiz..

excited for wine food and arts experience.. gonna work the whole week as i promised christian.. so.. yupz =) after tt perhaps i will quit... will think abt it...

is it so weird for a gal like me not to have a boyfriend??

ok so tts all for now.. chiaoz

my com is bitchy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well.. im back from work..although i was totally reluctant to go to work.. bud yes, i didnt want to disappoint evelyn as she has been very very nice to me. So yes, i went to work.. had a little chat with e ppl dere during break.. well not exactly chat, i was listening to e guys, rambling abt life back in the Philliphines and how dey are going to enjoy the money that dey earn here. Its totally interesting =)

den i went up to RG... and i totally didnt expect this to come. Well i did had sum random thoughts of WHAT IF evelyn is not around for quite sum time, i tot it wun come my way as I was already planning to quit earlier on. But yes, unexpectedly, she has chicken pox todae.. and wun be coming for the rest of the week and the whole of next week. Its up to me and Mel to run the show. And so my plans are totally ruined. Well at least i do get to escape from Tiffin... ahhakz..

So yes, from todae, i have to take more responsibility of my actions and ensure everything runs well.. Nur is dere to help, bud i juz dun like his sadistic attitude. I juz feel he doesnt like me.. bud ya, wadeva i dun give a damn.

Nova has always been relying on me, for reservations and stuff like dat, and Im like scared. Coz anything goes wrong, e blame will be on me.

I dunno wad to feel now. Earlier on, i already planned well on how im gonna escape from all the miseries Im facing.. bud the situation juz dun allow me to do so. Escaping is not the best form of solution, so i guess im juz gonna bare with it, till i find the best time to do so. I just feel that my schedule is horrible. For this week, I actually wanna go down for SYC auditions, bud i cant do so coz im caught up with work.

Next sat i planned to go to TP open house bud i think i may have to work too.. haiz..

Tmr, I'll be working at Tiffin in the morning from 8 to 4. Fridae, I will be down at RG... hopefully i dun have to do lunch.. well.. or maybe i have to do it since evelyn is not around. Saturdae will be both.. Sundae will be at Tiffin in the morn.. mannn.. and i dun think i can really take a break from RG.. I was hoping for break next week.. bud i guess it has to continue.. and the week after, evelyn will be ON LEAVE.. so, dere isnt any end to it.. sianx..

I guess everyone is juz bored by the routine life.. whether you're at work, school or even at home... =( nvm ppl.. cheer up and bare with it =) good things will soon come our way

so i have to go now.. waking up early tmr.. like its been a million yrs since i woke up at 5.45 am.. and i have to do that tmr =( siannnnnn

oh god.. internet and computers are really irritating these dayz... dey are juz SUPER SLOW.. till u feel like taking them off the table and juz throw it outside yr window.. *damn* hahahz.. yes.. im an impatient person, and toking abt tt.. u may wander how i could be so patient at work with all those nonsensical guests...

ok seriously.. this post is gonna be full of complains.. ure gonna see anuder side of the story.. coz seriously, its not even close to 3 weeks, and im already bored at work.. im not exactly bored, im juz tired of TRYING MY BEST to bloody adapt at two diff completely alienated kind of place.. first u have the HIGH STANDARD RESTAURANTS... next u have the a little low class RESTAURANTS WHERE THE MANAGER REFUSES TO LOSE ANY REVENUE... woww... can u imagine dat... and ironically... dey are juz opposite each other.. ok now wad does dat got to do with wad im rambling abt..ok u can stop reading la seriously...

ok.. u might think tt e previous posts were all abt happy things.. bud now.. im juz feeling stress coz firstly, i dun exactly have anyone around my age, to tok to.. dey are all adults and i feel bloody intimidated, especially when i made mistakes.. secondly, dey may be of yr same age, bud dey are juz out of the world, maybe to dem, im out of the world, coz dey tok diff things... totally e opposite of a CIVILISED person... hahakz..

hahahakz.. so basically.. im bored... i dun think money actually matters .. coz to think abt it.. so wad if i get money bud at the end of the day, feel like a rotten shit...??? im not happy!

next, im missing sch badly.. though i juz came back from dunman todae.. bud ya... i juz miss sch.. everyone does.. coz can u imagine, after 10 bloody years, suddenly u dun have sch for quite a while.. its odd u noe...

and lastly, to make matters worst, my mother is like away from home.. she's at my sis house and wun be back till friday.. means im gonna be home alone....and its gonna continue from now onwards till i dunno when la hor...

ok wait.. dats not the last thing.. my bloody shifts are juz irritating... im gonna have to work from morn till nite from thurs to sun.. my instincts tells me dat im gonna be siccckkkk next mon...

so i made up my mind, i need to find sth tt i wud love to do... maybe i juz miss singing badly, so im gonna try out sum outside choirs or wadeva thing tt makes me happy and glad.. and im gonna have to quit one restaurant.. or i simply, quit my job and be a pig till results are released!

hahahhakz.. sorry.. this post is totally crap... im juz BORED AND SIANNED BY ALL THE SHITS IM FACING..
ok i noe i sound like spoiled rotten kid.. bud seriously.. i cant stand my boring lifee!!!! i need sch, i need ppl to be around me, i need to noe tt i will enjoy every bit of my time even though i may dread studying or projects or lectures or wadeva u do in sch la hor..
working.. is juz not my thing.. and i finally realise.. IM NOT A PEOPLE TO PEOPLE PERSON... perhaps.. not a woman hu can deal with extreme pressure

ok maybe i juz need to give myself time to adapt... bud how much time do i have?? im not gonna be dere for the rest of my life.. i might as well quit it and get everything out of my way.. correct??

ok no need to comment or anything abt this post coz its total crap.. if uve been reading it.. den im sorry to waste yr time or shd i say, thank u for reading my crap??

ok suit yrself
chiaoz

ok.. rite.. i got nth to update.. seriously..

i juz miss school!!!! *boohooo* i wanna go back to sch!!!

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ok till den.. busy busy till next sundae.. no life =(

well.. i dun exactly feel its a brand new year. Perhaps its due to me not going to sch like in january.. so im still in the holidae mood, or perhaps, my new routine mood, the working mood.

i had a break todae from work and i was at plaza sing with dearest auntie how. we were searching for her CNY clothes...[which is pretty early] and i was down with flu, so im very sorry if i wasnt as happy as i used to be =) bdu apparently, i bought more stuff den her.. i spent like close to 60 bucks on clothes only.. and its like.. i havent get my pay yet.. i dun even noe when im gettin it =x well hu cares..

so den i came back, feeling feverish. so i took two panadols and went to sleep.. slepy for like 2hrs, and now, im feeling alrite, cant really sleep.. i think im so used to sleeping at 3am and waking up at 1pm.. tsk tsk tsk...

well.. i hope my work will be fine.. because i feel dat im not doing a gd job afterall.. and im seen like working for the sake of money.. bud, im not.. coz i really love the job and the company juz dat it really takes time for me to adapt... i dun wan to be seen as a stupid idiot hu nv learns at all...

so my sis is here with all my nieces and nephew.. spent sum time with dem.. this sat is my family challet.. looking forward to it =)

so till den.. see ya