[i love you]
means i really care about you....
One say it out but not to expect any returns
or anything but just to express his/her thoughts...

[i love you]
means that it is because there are pure and sincere thoughts...in the hope that this 3 magical words can bring you happiness and futurity and because of having such thoughts and faith people will give their heart to a person,they knew they will love forever...

[i love you ]
needs better emphasis especially to your love ones.
Whoever has been in your heart and has make a difference in your life ,do tell them how much you love them.Because you might regret not telling them but always do take note of the situation. Never express when you know that it is not appropriate and if you think that things is not
going to work your way.

BUT at least you say it ...
so there is nothing to lose!
Surprised them with this words... You must know that this words
may just be three words but it carries a lot of meaning!


[[do you ACTUALLY know the meaning of this three words? or do you juz express them blindly? thinking that you know what they mean?]]

**brrrr**

cold cold day.. hahakz.. well spent like the entire day in the hall... exams... english was kinda alright to me... bud my marks always turn out not to be alright.. im praying hard my english can improve!! hmm bio paper 1 was pretty good... knowing that i am able to answer the questions... paper 2 was the killer... not in the sense that i didnt study for it.. i thought the paper was manageable.. ONLY IF I HAD STUDY HARDER!!!!! ARHHH... then i will be able to get the right points to the answers!!! urgh so irritating.. so i learn my lesson.. hahakz.. my essay was terrible la.. i answered the first question till only about a quarter of the page... how crazy can i get.. lucky i had some confidence in the second question, knowing that i have done it before... just that i cant really rmb ALL the points urgghhh!!! ok the thrid one.. ok la..

i really hope my bio move to a B4.. somehow, someway...

ok so todae muz chiong for geog... tot i wanna go out to study outside... since its raining... i decided not to.. and im kinda lazy to step out of the house again.. guess the temptation for me to sleep will soon led me to the bed!!! ahahahakz... okok.. anyway i study better at nite... now if i dun sleep, i will be stuck online...

ok so chioaz ppl
study hard ppl =)

ok in the midst of preparing for my SS paper tmr.. i juz have the urge to blog abt certain things =)

if u click on SEPTEMBER 2004 in the archive section... you will find this pic...



this was so two years ago... hahakz.. if u read wad happen two years ago.. you'll realise how much time was spent on this two beloved idiots of mine... one has migrated to a HIGHER CLASS OF LIVING... hhaakz.. and one is still here.. right in my class.. right here whenever i need him... bud nevertheless... of course the three of us still do meet up to do some catching up... and they still act like as before.. except there are less running around and less shoutings... hahakz... =) miss the times though...

and now look...



this was taken recently during elroy's acappella competition... =)

and wad do u noe... hmmm the five of us =)






taken recently =)

though not as close bud yea we still try our very best to celebrate birthdae together... hmm inez's one's next yea.. =)

these ppl have made great impacts in my life and im glad they are still with me and hope will be always be dere =)

heyz.. i've been wanting to blog lately... bud i juz had nth to blog abt...
ok prelims tmr...

wad else?? hmmm..
yah prelims tmr...

next week hols...

the week after continue with prelims...

HOW'S TT??


hahakz.. ok jia you ppl =)

DOWN [JJ LIN]

I can't believe it
Tell me I'm dreaming
That we are still we
It was amazing
Said you were lucky
That you found me

It was on a rainy day, that we met you didn't have a place to go
Yeah
As we just met so let's go slow, but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry, I can take it
Why did you fake it?
Why did we kiss?

And I'm just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured I must stop being such a child
You never know how much I've been around
How my heart just rounds of your down

I'll be your teddy bear
I'll be your clown
I'll take you round and round and

If you don't mind I can be your standing crowd
Even if that means I drown

As we just met, so let's go slow, but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry, I can't take it
Why did you fake it?
Why did we kiss?

And I'm just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured I must stop being such a child
You never know how much I been around
How my heart just rounds of your down

I'll be your teddy bear
I'll be your clown
I'll take you round and round

If you don't mind I can be your standing crowd
Even if that means I drown

And maybe that will be my one last vow

ok i really got nothing to blog actually... hmm.. next week is prelims.. ok... scary...

and im still here typing this... well have been focussing on my studies... bud i juz feel tt there is much much much more to be done... so far.. completed two prelim practical.. i think both pracs are tricky.. in the sense u noe how to do it.. bud u are juz unsure if yr results are correct...sianx

hmm.. this week i only went back to sch for nite study once... coz i cant really concentrate as i will be distracted by the ppl around me... and i cant complete much things.. the most is juz one piece of work.. but..if i stay at home.. i will be blog hoping or watching tv..or EATING...or juz laming around with my mum...if i go out to study.. i cant stay long.. coz i will be hungry...

HOW???

focus...focus...focus...persevere...ahhh

!!!!!

ok i shall sleep and mug the whole night... haiz...i juz wish i could turn back time.. redo everything all over again.. all my mistakes.. use my time wisely again.. bud too bad...tt will nv happen

LESSONS LEARNED..
hahahkz...
ok sorry im lame

LIFE IS BORING..............
HAIZ...nvm a few more months...oooh... guess wad... 73 days to o levels... its like.. 2 more months..
well lucks ppl for prelims and also the common test..
jia you!!

"Some Hearts" [carrie underwood]

I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling' around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
But I guess

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky, lucky sometimes

Now who'd have thought someone like you could love me
You're the last thing my heart expected
Who'd have thought I'd ever find somebody
Someone who someone who makes me feel like this
Well I guess

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side, yes
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Ohhhhhh

Even hearts like mine
Get lucky, lucky sometimes

Even hearts like mine
Ohhhhhhhh

Some hearts,
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

Some hearts
They just get all the right breaks
Some hearts have the stars on their side, yes
Some hearts,
They just have it so easy
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes
Some hearts just get lucky sometimes

I was reading an email from a fren tt says 'fortune teller' and there are little boxes tt i am suppose to choose from.. they all look the same.. and i juz clicked on one.. and this is wad i saw...



Wish
-It seems hard to be realized, but soon it will be realized with ease.

Expected visitor
-You can hear from him(her). He(she) will come soon.

Business
-It's high time to sell.

Study
-Keep studying with confidence. You can make it.

Love
-Be faithful.

Travel
-All right.


i guess its quite true for me =)

ok...
its been three days of serious mugging...
for the first time i feel im workin real hard...
hahahkz.. actually i still think lots of work is not done though.. ok dere is still so much more to do...haiz...

ok ive been in school from 8am to 9pm for the past three days.. been attending night sessions... doing work and juz playing sometimes... out attention lifespan is really short and we get distracted easily... by gossips and the ppl around us especially.. hahakz...but its quite fun la..=)

there were mock exams like on two consecutive days... and my brain is really... tired... had a maths on wed... bio on thurs... like seriously... i still have no idea how i am goin to do for bio prelims.. i really hope i pass bahx...

hmmm.... some happenings.. well actually not much la.. i dunno wad to say... its like got nth much to say.. except tt this week i am busy studying... and its a good way to keep me from brooding on certain matters which i shd not bother at all.. and YAY!!! i didnt even think abt it... coz i have friends to keep me company while finishing my work... and of course there are also tonnes of questions to be clarified with the teachers.. so my mind is really occupied =) hahakz... and by the time i get home... its time to sleep...-_-

now my eyes are like... popping out soon... lol.. bud really muz work hard la...

ok jia you everyone!!!

when will i ever learn to let go?

heyx...
ok some updates... hmm.. ooh... fridae updates...
well fridae is the day i really had butterfly in my stomach as i anticipated for my MT o level results... i didnt eat nor drink ok... hahahkz... i dunno why... i juz felt scared at that point of time... well bud it turned out well... *grinning away* glad though... coz i need the time badly to concentrate on my other subjects...

very thankful to god =)

den dat afternoon... i had my o level oral... i was third in line... so after hazim, it was me.. again another scary moment... coz my english is bad.....so i was juz hoping i did not make a fool of myself.. well bud i felt good after tt... much better feeling than my english prelim orals.. juz hope i did well *crossing fingers*

hmm den went to choir... and mr toh was not there again... haiz.. i wanted to know like who the sls are la... alamak.. nvm.. so slacked in bass sectionals.. and of course... our dear bass sl and sop sl.. always have some comments on how things are going and stuff... me... i juz dun wan to comment much... i believe dey need to learn on their own... no matter how bad they are =) bud yea... nth much of choir... haiz...

sianz.. so after tt.. we slacked at canteen... singing and entertaining ourselves again... i realised the oni ppl hu cared to go back for choir are ppl like jia yu, yakai, andre me... anymore on the list?? nah... wad has the rest been up to?? well studies i guess... bud i miss dem.... i miss my batch ppl.. all the crazy crazy ppl... ahahakz...

nvm shall anticipate for the end of the yr.. when we can get together again to juz enjoy ourselves yea =)

ok so much of choir... lets move on to todae... had a fun time making the synopsis for my malay thingy together with fadilah, ain and nadiah.. we juz got so crazy over all kind of things... hahahkz... yea... had fun fun fun...

looks like i dun get to watch fireworks this yr... missed every opportunity i got... well next time bahx... =)

ok so now is mugging time... no time to lose... its oni 2 more weeks!!!!

chioaz

todae is national dae!!! hahahakz... 41 years of independence... yea..

well ytd was quite a dae... hmm lets start from the morn...
on the way to sch, of course there are lots of singapore flag on the bus... well wad i meant was a lot of students came to sch in red and white... i was juz in uniform, bud i didnt feel i was losing out though...

well den to the observation ceremony... the parade was normal.. didnt feel that it was great or bad or wadeva.. we were having fun singing... though mr sim and ms yeo were soft... we juz sing like no ones business...

den it was time to move up to hall... before tt the cca award winners were arranged accordingly and den we were suppose to sit in the hall... was quite weird that the sec 4s and 5s were made to sit in the canteen and the sec 1,2 and 3 in the hall...dunno why...

well den there was the prize presentation for the academics, cisco, and then the CCAs... and den there was a mini concert...

well i feel that time has really fly so quickly.. kinda true wad jia yu said... she could still rmb how she first entered choir.. and now.. sitting down waiting to receive the award... four years of life has juz passed by like that... and of course certainly a lot of things have been learnt, a lot of mistakes have been made too...

when i went up the stage, receiving my award.. i feel that my efforts has finally been paid off and not put to waste...
the cheers given by the fellow choir members and friends... certainly proved so... and not forgetting ms yeo.. who actually stood up to clap for us =)

reminds me of the difficulties, the tough times, i had to go through with the others to ensure that our goals are achieved, to give the best to the choir....

most importantly, the friendships that i have made, the people that ive met... the experiences that i get... the opportunities that i grabbed and let go...
and the life lessons
learned...

dunmanchoir rox 4eva =)

==

ok den we stayed back in school.. to juz sing... me, andre, jia yu, ke hua, amy, iffah, zer... too bad there wasnt any other tenor... we were so missing of one section...
we sang and sang till two plus... den we head home...

changed, get out of the house... went to meet the peepz... as we were going to watch SI..

we went to plaza sing to had lunch... den met karen and pei wen.. and made our way dere... with of course the help of andre's mum... who drove us dere =)

we reached quite early.. so we were juz sitting around... and stuff.. den we went in...
and when we finally got into the studio...
dats when there was a problem...

ok it juz pissed me off.. so shall not tok abt it... bud seriously.. their rules sucks...

well after much debating and stuff.. we were given seats... and hence we were quite contented that we at least got a seat...

the show was not too bad... normal.. except tt ur watching it live... hahakz...

after tt... andre's mum picked us up... and sent us home... so reach home pretty early... like 10.30.. yah...

this is life... full of ups and downs..

sometimes it is juz simply like a fairy tale... bud den, as yr fairy tales drifted away, it turned into the ugliest nightmare u can nv ever imagine....
wadeva it is im thankful tt these people actually came....to show me how difficult life is...

how happy it can be
how fascinating it can be...
and of course...

how disheartening it can get...

and so dey left....

leaving memories...

====

after going thru so much.... after so long....

its juz a goodbye

u mean it actually does not matter to u...?

===

nevertheless... these people actually opened my eyes to lots of wonderful things... to all the joy and happiness....

and also tot me.. how difficult life is....
tot me how to be determined to overcome certain challenges together...

bud...

everything juz had to be gone...
AGAIN

===

frankly... i guess its juz life lessons for me...
certainly i have to be more careful next time...

and now the challenge is...

to overcome.... my life....
without u....

with all that i have learned...
im ready to face this...with...
or without...

you...
===

to all those hu has always been dere for me.... thank you very much =) u guyz are the best =)

== sometimes i really wish i could juz disappear... ==

ok i shall blog todae.. since i have the time... well lets see.. todae was pretty ok.. except tt... everyone juz look so tired and sick... hahakz.. maybe its juz the weather and also the UPCOMING PRELIMS!!! cant blame la... im looking myself too.. bud was not trying to look like one... hahakz.. okok.. todae we had the malay skit thingy.. it was so cool.. everyone juz have wondeful performance.. my grp put up a love kind of show thingy which took place back in the 50s where most of the time parents have the final say of yr future life patner.. it was pretty hilarious... we had nadiah as the heroin, fadilah as the mum, mattin as the rejected lover... of nadiah... ain as the evil sister.. and me... as nadiah lover... ok i got no comment... i had to be a guy... -_-

well den other grp did a pretty well done performance.. not bad la.. cant wait to watch the other 3 performance...

den we had PE... played netball.. it was really tiring... especially for me.. who doesnt like to play during PE lesson... hahaakz... yea bud it was fun...

had eng... and den recess.. and ppl we all queuing up for the SI preview ticket... i didnt queue... coz at first ain wanted to take for me... bud one person is entitled to one person only.. so it was ok... bud den juz my luck i think.. i got it after sch... hehehehe

hmm had physics test... and when it comes to geog, im like half dead... e maths.. worst.. juz waiting for the bell to ring la... ya.. so after sch went home straight...

had to study bio... having bio test tmr... from chp 7-15.. MADNESS
tmr still got wad arh...
ok basically not much la.. fridae.. got emaths mock until 5 and physics test during lesson la... oh ya... photo taking on fri too... next tues got chem test after sch...
cant wait for the long break...

ok oh ya.. i think i screwed my eng oral... although it was the EASY TOPIC... which is smoking... aiyah.. nvm i will try harder for my Os..

went choir after oral ytd...dey were all so quiet as they were voting.. mr toh was dere too... i sat in for like half and hr or so.. den i made move at around 6.15... yea... choir hasnt change much... bud i really miss singing... =(

ok nvm... till den... see ya