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Sunday, May 29, 2005

[[Frenz 4eva]] Posted by Hello

My mind's unweaving/ 9:48 AM

Saturday, May 28, 2005
9.39pm
Hey...its been a long time since i blog...well...this week....seriously im tired...its like im working...everyday is going home late...haiz nvm... meeting n stuff la....n juz hanging around...choir...yeah...todae oso...didnt wanna go home late...bud went home late...bud its ok....=) at least i noe i spend e time listening to my fren...hahakz...anyway tmr i going orienteering and at night have to go challet...so waddehell...will be tired again lorr...den its like i tired i cant complain to my mum lor...oh ya my mid yr was so bad...im like 40 in class....134 in level....WTF...haiz...nvm...will work harder...i think if i really cant make it...i will drop...easier mah....haizzz....life is so difficult...after this week.....im going to rest at home n study n do my hmwk...this week...i going to ignore my hmwk... except for those with e deadline by this week one la...muz rmb la...if not die la...coz ca marks mah....yahhh...haiz...assignment all day long...when is all this gonna end???????? ok anyway.......many things happen la dis week...as in meetings....n u noe....u noe...started toking to him n stuff like dat...yeah....its not weird anymore la...this mon n tues...got coaching lessons with mr toh...den got meeting...haizzzz..i very tired leiiii....haiz...ok nvm...jzu bare with it...byezz
9.44pm

My mind's unweaving/ 9:44 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
9.25pm
hey hey...todae had busy dae...yeah..choir stuff...didnt eat recess...didnt eat lunch...juz go for choir...den got sectionals as usual...did when u believe...ok la not bad...dun wan to comment much...im a temporary sl..yeah den combine...we werent gd..its like when all sec 4s gone...we are like shit? yeah dat kinda thing...anyway den choir ended around 6 plus plus...den had a short meeting again....n discussing if shd change e date coz sum ppl cant make it...yeah den like dat mah...haiz..on way home...messaging ppl...yeah...hahakz...dunno quite happy abt it la...lol...ok anyway these dayz i lazy update blog...even now i lazy to write many things.... juz gonna leave a schedule of my week here

wed- visit inez after school
thurs- check out WWW...yeah..[guess it]
fri- choir
sat -nth....tentative
sun - cousin challet

yeah dats all folks...byez
9.31pm

My mind's unweaving/ 9:31 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

=_=_=frens 4eva=_=_= Posted by Hello

My mind's unweaving/ 5:15 AM

Sunday, May 22, 2005
12.36am
i am so angry le....and sad...i angry coz sumone dunno how to do work properly....lucky i check arh...nvm i gonna do sth abt it... todae went to visit inez...she's still sick n weak...and my heart really sank when i look at her....its a total diff person...haiz....hope she will get betta soon....miss u lotz... den went back....me jia yu sc were so quiet lorr....we were like stunt and shocked n sad...yeah....den went to tm to eat long johns...bad service as usual....den went home in cab..with jia yu....share e cab...reach home at eleven...now i dunno...gonna read my book n sleep...dun feel like going out tmr already...so sian...and i got work to do lorrr... i gonna scold ppl....yeah....i dun care.....its juz now rite..ok gd nite

My mind's unweaving/ 9:37 AM

Friday, May 20, 2005
10.16pm
im tired todaee...had choir....n meeting for camp....tired sia....gonna sleep..update more tmr...

My mind's unweaving/ 10:17 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
9.20pm
hey...boreddeddd....arhhhh....my results are shit...[ok wad a welcuming thing!] yeah... shit shit shit....shit shit...oh god!!! i dun wanna fail.......anything...pls... i hope my grades wud all be at least C5...so my hp wud be safe...haiz...i dunno larhh....IM NOT OKAY!!! argh!!! haiz...fail amaths n chem... chem hope can get two marks...to past... emaths drop to C5... wad else...oh eng overall C5...stupid compo la....33/60 oni...haiz...den wad else.... malay still stuck at B3..need two more marks to get A2 for paper 2...hopefully paper 1 can pull me!!! argghh..tmr getting back bio...anuder scare arhhhh!!! i feel like crying... like waddehellllll........haiz.......ok enuff of tt...yeah....erm....

yesterdae got choir...sing o magnum mysterium...learning alto part...can sleep though..i recall those dayz when i learn this song in sec 1 and how we feel like sleeping...bud its a nice song to capture e attention of ppl...u noe..yeah ended at 6pm...den had a crazy time with e ppls...lol....so funny...hahahkz

anyway todae went aunty khairi and den went home....been on e com for quite long...scanning e pics tt wanting ask me to scan...yeah...den went to watch tv...disney channel... aladdin...how childish can i get?? very...yeah...bud its nice lorr.... A WHOLE NEW WORLD!!! arghhh...so touching...ok why am i like this...changing personality every second...haiz...i feel so sad...guilty and dissapointing at my results...i juz dunno how i will do...hopefully i wun disappoint my mummy n bro...haiz....i dunno lorrr...haiz hai haizzzzzzz

ok end la....lazy to type already...
9.26pm

My mind's unweaving/ 9:26 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005
7.51pm
hey...at last i get out of e house!! hahakz..bud its juz to waste time la... went to meet inez, shing chun, andre n maisie at kfc....den waited so long...hahakz...nvm.. den eat a bit...den went to find shing chun's slippers...and guess wad...dun have his size at e tm isetan...so sad...so went to heeren to find...and yah he bought it black colour wan..lol...den as usual luff alot on e train...todae with inez...wow...i think we were quite noisy yeah...den went to heeren...den walk walk... yeah...den like dat..after not long he bought e slippers, we were all tired n hungry...so went to taka...and went to e coffee bean...sat dere for quite awhile... and we were all toking abt arcade...hahakz...den very funny lor...we were luffing like shit dere...den after dat headed for home...inez n shing chun went to join neilson dey all i think...yah...den like dat bahx...den went to buy kfc for me n mum...lol...so fun...hahakz..anyway yah like dat..anyway spend e day la...at least with inez....after a long time since we went out with her yah.... yeah

tmr got sch....haiz...sian...lazy leiiii.....can dun go a not???
lol....
7.56pm

My mind's unweaving/ 7:56 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005
1.29pm
Hey...todae anuder boring daee...haizz... watch tv...disney channel my fav... hahakz... den keep on munching all e tidbits tt i have...im a pig!! hahakz..my mum going wedding todae...i lazy to follow...hahakz..so boring lor... go dere oni eat... den its like u dunno e ppl dere...so weird...den todae dunno do wad la...juz relax at home lor... no one to go out with...ppl all busy bahxx..hahahkz..ya so i stay at home la...den wad else...haiz...todae my best fren's birthdae...hanisah...happy birthdae... my long lost fren...still in contact with one anuder la..yeah ... aiyah dunno wad to write...tmr anuder holidae..hope can go out lor...coz very bored lor...actually after exam shd go crazy one....haiz...bud den...nth to do...nvm...juz relax lor... tues...got sch as usual....got choir....haiz...dun wan to say already... anyway..i dunno wad to say already...its juz tt im DEADLY BORED....ppl all like enjoying lorr...go out...haiz...nvm...relax at home oso gd...at least no need to go out in the heat...ooo....hahahkz...ok im getting lame...oh ppl out dere pls be reminded again my link is now endlessroadd.blogspot.com juz change e link la...dun delete it can already...coz sum ppl...i change link...e person juz delete my name..aiyah maybe its a better way to forget things....nvm....i feel so bad.... say all this kinda things...bud really lor... haiz...dun wan say already...haiz...juz wish cud tok to him..he dun even bother....see me...dun even wanna see....haiz...nvm...

[[i wun turn back on my own initiative..if u do...i will think abt it..bud i dun think it'll happen [[crap]]
1.36pm

My mind's unweaving/ 1:36 PM

Saturday, May 14, 2005
12.40pm
hey sian at home anyway trying to test if my old link wun be updated...anyway ppl pls update my link ....ENLESSROADD.BLOGSPOT.COM
THANKZ

My mind's unweaving/ 12:40 PM

11.27am
Hey...yesterdae was one fun dae!!! hahakz exam is over!!! woohooo!!!1 went to wait for jia yu n shing chun after exams...coz andre got to see bernard and mdm koh...so we waited...bernard like to stare at me lor...haiz..kk nvm...anyway den after tt went back home...change n had lunch....den went out again....went to my house here e market and accompany jia yu n andre having lunch...den head for bedok mrt station to meet shing chun....lol....hahakz...jia yu new word [pigling] and she's a lime...hahahkz no offence...den headed for city hall...on e train we are all as usual luffing like shit at ppl n stuff like dat...den went to hunt for presents....for my cousin n niece...yeah got 4 wallets...one is for me la...coz i cudnt resist of buying it...LOL...15.90...eh not bad lorx...ok den went to esplanade... saw a lot of nice stuff...went to e library..search for scores as usual.. n jia yu wanted to borrow sum books but too bad dey are oni for reference...so cudnt borrow...den went to e roof...dey had this new thingy...e 'thorny grass' lol.... we were all sitting on it n LYING on it...its so pain lor....e best part went all of us lie down together...and we are like 'arrrhhh!!!' jia yu didnt want to but we force her...[ok why i always mention this lime...hahakz] ok den we took sum pics...den we went down to watch sum performance.... we bought a bottle of coke each....andre got sprite..yeah...den we were blowing n making notes...n as usual our PIANIST is good at it so she cud guess wadeva note tt we are blowing...hahakz..so fun...den we sang sum songs...took pics again....[courtesy of andre's new phone] den played around awhile...ooo...we roll sum of the bottle into e sea....hahakz...den we head for home at 7...hmm not bad dae... on e way back we went to change e wallet dat i bot...coz i wanted one of those tt i bought...hahakz..greedy me...den went back...me n andre drop at bedok... andre gotta go his grandma house as usual..i went home n reach at eight... jia yu went to meet inez...shing chun went home for dinner...ok...

homee.........
haiz....got back my phone....SO SAD LOR....all my messages...e nice nice one dat i save are gone!!! and dere a lot of things tt he change lor....i cant go online on e phone anymore...i dun think i can receive any mms unless i activate my GRPS again... and den...sum songs dat i recorded...he juz delete it n replace with sum stupid ringtones lor...i was so angry dat i cried like hell yesterdae night...and den i tok to andre abt it...its so bad lor...why did he have to liek delete all those stufff... wads his problem manz...haiz....anyway keep on saying wad...err...wad 300 sms...go n die la...haiz....so sad ...nvm den i went to sleep at 10 until this morn...10 am...woke up...i realise i lost my new wallet...bud its actually under e table...haiz...

[[todae is one special day dat have to vanish in my memory]]
11.39am

My mind's unweaving/ 11:39 AM

Thursday, May 12, 2005
8.35pm
heyyy....todaee starts off badlyyy...guesss wadd in my wholee lifee this is the first time i fainted in e bus!!! and i didnt realise wad e hell was in me..or sth...ok lemme describe...[i cant help it bud to write it hear]...i had this stomach pain...was thinking to reach sch faster..i was standin arh..den suddenly...slowly arh...like my mind turn really black.....and images started to form u noe...den i tot dat it was real...suddenly i realised fadilah was calling my name...asking if im okay...den i tot it was still the images n acts in my mind u noe...den suddenly i realise i was on e floor of the bus and everyone was looking at me...with a shocked face...sum ppl shock until cannot get off their seat...[hahakz] den i was like...ok ok im ok...den i decided to went down e bus coz its two bus stop away from sch..and i really need to sit...so fadilah went down with me...sat under e block for awhile.. den walk to sch with her...drink milo....by e time i came to class... ain n yanping was like walking towards me asking if i okay...den evryone asked if im ok...its like e news spread like wind man....den i ok de la...nth much...during national anthem i felt the same thing bud manage to held it until e end of pledge...den i quickly sit down........

den maths paper 1...was a fast dae todae..bud i think i screw up e paper...coz i dunno how to do n dun feel like doing...yah...den after sch went mac...den went home...sleep for an hr...den went out again to make IC....den wanted to go esplanade with e andre n shing chun bud shing got to go home to make specs....so we all went back with him la..den andre met his mum n went to bugis...me go down at bedok...yeah...den now at home..been enjoying meal with my mum..n chit chat...den nv study..until now yah...haizzz...cant wait for tmr....exam finish...going out havoc...hope nth bad happen to me again..i scared de...

[[wad am i suppose to do?? i think things happen becuz of eeuuu]]
8.44pm
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My mind's unweaving/ 8:44 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005
9.37pm
Hey hey...todae had killer paper!!!! hahakz... amaths was damn shit i tell u...i think fail liao....haiz....my workings are all so messy lor....haiz...think if correct oso e teacher might think its wrong...lolzz.. hmm bio mcq... i think i screw it up...many say was easy...it was easy duh..bud i juz dun have e mood to do properly.. luckily..paper 2...i was quite confident of myself..i manage to finish way b4 anyone else around me...like 1.15...half an hr more...so i checked e paper...i think my answers are all like not specific enuff tt kind arh...but hey...tts wad i understand lor...if e teacher dun understand my ans den too bad lor... =X hahahkz...ok den wad arh...oh waited for jia yu n shing chun at e piano dere...as usual with zer, angie, nic, amy n richelle dere oso...at first yvonne n priya dere oso...yah..den dey went off...waited until 3 coz dey got 'maths tuition' with ms thong...ok den went to eat mac... den went tm with andre n shing chun oni... collect my specs...hahakz...so happie =) got new specz!! hahakz...[intellectual] LOL... ok anyway went walk walk....dey make funny noises lor dey..hahahkz...den went off at five....e disgusting couple...these two sec 2 arh...from weird sec sch... dey are like having sex on e bus lorrrr....me n andre sat behind in e bus so we cud luff at dem...juz dunno bud i find it OMG...and we will start luffing like shit...yesterdae oso like dat...worst arh..yesterdae i think dey noe we toking n luffing abt dem...LOL..anyway ANDRE arh...attract DISGUSTING PPL...hahahakz...sorry for putting it in CAPS..lol...anyway im not one of those ppl...[disgusting ppl] hahahkz ok so till here den....

[[sumtimes feel sth missing]]
looking forward to end of examzz!!! and ENJOY!!!! WOOHOOO
9.44pm

My mind's unweaving/ 9:44 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005
Blink 182 - Down

The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so
Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.

Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so
Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so

My mind's unweaving/ 9:06 PM

8.59pm
hEy...todae had physics paper n ss paper liao...it was a killer...SS...1h30 min...not enuff time lor...this is e first time i rush thru...my mistake was i spent 30 min on e first source based question liao....haiz..nvm... den physics...realised it wasnt so hard...coz i practice ten yr series...so sum of dem i sure liao...still all e difinition n stuff like dat i dunno...anyway god bless me...den after tt got LC... so lame...ten questions...den went to search for teachers...didnt get mr lim.. mrs lin...we got her at atrium...den went to sit at atirum for awhile..den after tt eleven of us went to long johns...hahahkz...i name u all la...todae was crazy man.. ok e five of us...including inez..she's here todae!! wow!! hahakz..den plus zer, angie, khairul, nicholas and amy...richelle..ok lets see got eleven not...yah...eleven...so no choice had to get seperate tables lor...haiz..too bad..den like dat bahz..went home at 4 plus....study two hrs straight from 5 to 7... not bad...woo!! den stuck at com from 7.15 to now..haiz..nvm..i studying again now...juz feel like writing sumthing mahz...den now gonna list down sum of the things i will do tmr

= go thru bio file
= go thru bio file
= go thru amaths file
= workout sum questions...

yeah den like dat lorz... hahazkz...hmmm...me feeling hyper todae...anyway so long n gdbye
9.04pm

My mind's unweaving/ 9:04 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005
9.36pm
Haiz...oni manage to do two subjects todae...i think for e rest of e dayz i will be doing the subsequent two subjects bahx...haiz....did physics n ss oni todae...play a fool summore lor....haiz....nvm...tmr will study for geog n chem...hopefully abit of bio n a maths...if not die le...haiz...anyway i juz wanna get over PHYSICS!! i wanna get at least a C5 for it plzz plzz plz!!!!! i beg the god above me!!! Ya Allah pls help me!!!!! Amin... ok im really desperate for this..plz plz!! and i wanna pass all my subject with flying colours...i hope tt e paper is not hard.....help me help me help me plss!!!
ok anyway been listening to songs again...n yah...like dat..den yah...hmmm....thinking wad gonna happen tmr..juz have a feeling sth gonna happen tmr.. bud i dunno wad...lol...hmm todae my mum made me luff like mad...it shd be me make her happy bud it went e other way round...bud anyway i love her lots..=) yeah... wish me all da bez for tmr n e rest of e 4 dayz yah.... and all da bez to all of u all out dere...
9.41pm

My mind's unweaving/ 9:41 PM

5.05pm
Hey...todae is mothers day...Happy Mothers day... yeah wake up at eleven..it was a cold gloomy day....went online...chat with andre for abt awhile...den went off...study physics...i realise i can actually do it..bud now see...stop half way again..now slacking lor...as usual...studying ss...haiz...i have to revise other subjects oso...if not i will die...haiz...bud it seems tt i cant make it la...bud i have to...cmon nobody likes studying..bud u juz have to especially when e exam is TMR!! ok...enuff of my crap...yah...so i think i got to off my com la...tts e oni way...aiyah bud i wanna listen to e songz...haiz...nvm...later...ok den bye
5.07pm

My mind's unweaving/ 5:07 PM

=Everytime [simple plan]=

It was three AM when you woke me up
And we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives
Until the sun came up
And now I'm thinking about
How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
And everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
All I need is one more day with you

When the car broke down
We just kept walkin along
Til we hit this town
There was nothing there at all
But that was all okay
We spent all our money on stupid things
But if I looked back now, I'd probably give it all away
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
My life's been in disarray
All I want is one more day
All I need is one more day with you

Now I'm sittin here, like we used to do
I think about my life and how now there's nothing I wont do
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right (Everything feels right)
Everytime I hear your name
Everytime I feel the same
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right

You walked away
One more day
Just one more day
It's all I need, just one more day with you

My mind's unweaving/ 2:06 AM

1.45 am
hey... todae had a boring dae... study bio...chem..n physics...i dunno how to study physics lor...haiz... sian arh!!!!! how!!! nvm... must at least get a C5 for physics... hmm...todae bored liao...nv go out..den at nite got so addicted to simple plan songs, n blink 182 songs...suddenly all this songs so nice le.... hmm i put one at my blog now...ur listening to everytime by simple plan... yeah...hmm i realise im wasting time every single dae....always get addicted to e com n it will distract me from studying...haiz....den now listening to all e songs i juz download lor....how i wish now is exam finish le... haiz...now i hate it when i sleep...coz still will think of things...bud wads gone is gone la....my fault oso wad rite...ok...nvm..anyway it will go off my mind n YOUR mind soon...yupz... yeah den now wad arh...oh now blogging lor.. hahahkz..andre u miss me huh? thx...i miss u too la... juz now get to tok to jia yu awhile...hmm she still sadded...nvm cheer up bahx... oh ya todae came across two SAC ppl blog..choir one...read abt them wanna thresh us dunmanchoir ppl...cmon lor...think maturely lor...wads e point of threshing?? i tag their tagboard lor....i say...'no wonder u all nv get gld with honours coz all u think was to thresh ppl' and the other one i say..mind yr words abt dunmanchoir ok' cmon sac choir wun go to greater heights if u all think this way' irritating lor all this ppl.... i dun care if it risks me or wad la...bud dey stupid lor dey...thresh thresh...so childish...grow up la!!! cmon....got thinking a not?? walao...ok nvm..at least i tag their board....haahhakz!! go n die... lor ppl..
ok anyway now i dun feel like studying n sleeping...haiz..how i wish tmr is like holidae or sth...cant wait to enjoy lor...hey do i look abt i dun care?? ppl...i mean obviously i will try my best not to care...and although i initiated it...im hurt too u noe....coz i wann it...bud it doesnt work....so wads e point of waiting all the time...its a bit wasting time rite....cmon...it applies to yr daily stuff lor....if u are slow rite..u cant get anything...im not saying u or wad la..bud its all in da mind... yeah...so haiz..i dunno why i saying this...to cheer myself? i dunno...i juz saying it coz i feel like saying it and i got nth better to say.....if u read this...dun be hurt la...coz i dun have the intention to hurt u.. oh by e way..im sorry again..if u read la... ok...
think will end here....gonna sleep la...
1.56am

My mind's unweaving/ 1:56 AM

Friday, May 06, 2005
10.34pm
hey third time todae...posting on da blog...err...didnt study after toking to andre online.....juz listen to music to stop things from bothering my mind.... erm...den.. now wanna sleep...bud sth is juz holding me back...i dunno wad...aiyah too much things in e mind.... studies especially...thinking tt i gonna die die die...bud i nv do anything abt it...how lazy can i get?? VERY..haiz... den....dunno wad larh...i juz dunno wad to say...got a lot of things on mind bud not able to express it..oh ya my geog ca n ss ca not bad le...i got 18/25 for both papers... yeah hopefully can pull my marks a bit...todae malay paper so crap lor...e compre got words muz give meaning wan...like waddehell..i slept a lot of time todae during exam....compo..think slept like half an hr in total...then paper 2 slept for e last ten min...coz i saw snoring away so i decided to sleep...yah..den like dat.... haiz... i sleep coz if not i wud be thinking of things...liao...hmm...hoping life to be blissful once more....=| lol...haiz...bye bye...think i betta sleep n wake up early to study tmr...ooo...i try n promise my bro 300 sms liao...shdnt be much of prob la...now...rite?? haiz
byebye
10.39pm

My mind's unweaving/ 10:39 PM

8.55pm
Hey..back again...hear abt more things...as in abt my frenz..yah...so sad lorz...haiz..todae is one sad dae...evryone had probz n unhappiness todae liao.. n exams are like next mon...nvm...its all dat we have to face...lets juz face it n be cool abt it yah... kkz?? take care n do well for exams yah!!
8.57pm

My mind's unweaving/ 8:57 PM

8.11pm
hey..todae went tm...erm..saw sumone...jia yu busy with looking at guo wei...then go to long jhon's cudnt find a place...waiting for a place...finally get one...den after tt went walk walk...haiz..met angie dey all...den angie a bit sad...so she told me...den like dat lor..after tt went home...
i didnt feel so sad u noe...until we all stand in front of the seoul garden saying hi to sum ppl...n everyone dere[practically all those NA ppl dere la] stare at me...dunno why la...haiz...dat really made me feel like SHIT...anyway...yah..so its a bit wad la..i mean wads e stare for?? am i so bad?? or bcoz tt happen n its like my fault or sth or wad?? haiz...dis ppl...nvm...heck care lorz...
go home sad liao...i mean i was neutral e whole dae...until tt point of time... i was like dunno how to feel...juz dun wan feel too sad or too happy...haiz.... i dunno wad to say already...
oh ya andre...wad did u find cool abt me? i cant tag the tagboard now...lol
ok cya...
8.15pm

My mind's unweaving/ 8:15 PM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

x.[iloveu].x [love this pic coz i made it lol...] Posted by Hello

My mind's unweaving/ 10:14 PM

thhis is an onlyy an ; endless road ....
9.15pm
05.05.05
Todae is anuder remarkable dae...everything tt is gd muz come to an end....[figure it out yrself] anyway had a touching moment with mum... i feel so guilty....she told me...e oni way i will regret all my mistakes to her ....is when she is totally gone... im like omg...i was eating...n i stop eating...n she continue on to tok...n she was on e verge of tears...bud she held it back.... i cried when she continue toking so she cant help it bud to cry oso... i feel so guilty...i mean wad she say...can be true...maybe even b4 when i get a stable life...she might leave me...and until den i will realise how much i shd have treasured her...omg...mum..i luv u a lot...i guess ur e oni person tt i shd pour all my love for now.... =)
9.18pm

My mind's unweaving/ 9:15 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005
6.35pm
heyz...juz had a quarrel with mum...she is juz being unreasonable...haiz...bud aiyah...nvm...forget it...todae went out with zerlina, angie, yanwei..n e sec 1 junior..dunno hu her name la... [dey say she like sumbody...hahakz] lol...went kfc...went near e mac wan...full liao...den got andre enemy..den got a lot of the normal acad ppl oso...so no place...liao...haiz... den went to pavillion wan... den crap crap until 4 sumtink...den i wan to go tm wan...so wanted to go bud dey all wanna go home...so go home lorz... hahakz...nvm after exam...oh ya jia yu...relax hor..nobody will destroy yr life....hahhakz...shing chun tank u for e endless wishes...hahakz...andre...oh ya...thx for toking to me yesterdae night....until 12 am..lol...hahakz...accompany me until my birthdae end..lol...haiz...exam stress....juz wanna get over it...n get my hp back...think when i get it back i will try my best to control...cant afford to lose my life manz...haiz..now doing geog liao..oh ya...i didnt noe sumbody got blog lor...coz e link doesnt appear in anuder blog until i refresh a few times... nvm lor...todae see me oso...aiyah...dun wan tok abt it..all my frenz shd noe abt it bahx....rite =D...nvm u all will still keep me smiling....=D =D luv ya guyz!!! u guyz rawk!!!
6.40pm

My mind's unweaving/ 6:40 PM

thhis is an onlyy an ; endless road ....
shd i or shd i not let go of sumthing??? sumthing which i feel a waste of time....sumthing which takes a long time to grow bud is dying soon... sumthing which makes me feel insecure??? shd i?? shd i not???
ive made my decision............

[sumtimes gdbye though it hurts in yr heart is e only way for destiny...sumtimes gdbye though it hurts in yr heart is the only way for u n me...though its e hardest thing to say...]

My mind's unweaving/ 3:53 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
6.24pm
Hey hey..im back again...juz too happy larh...thx andre for enlightening me...=D yeah... shdnt be sad on my bdae yah...den actually i got summore things to write so here it goes... todae is so happy...except for a few things la.....bud no need think abt it..yeah... thx jia yu for tt letter of yrs!!! really touched my heart bud so sorry i cudnt cry...coz im heartless....in tt sense la..lol... thx andre, inez n shing chun for e cap..nice!! i will wear it la...n will turn me into a guy...hahhakz yeah.... yanping thx for e wallet....i noe u gotto sacrifice yr cd for it... hehehe... yeah.... love ya all... my 15th birthdae....so memorable...lolz... looking forward for us all to be together n having fun again....well maybe after exams yah!! kkz!!! muackz....
6.27pm

My mind's unweaving/ 6:27 PM

5.04pm
Hey!!!! todae is english exam and my birthdae!!!! LOL =D hee... thx guys so much for making my dae wonderful at e airport...at least better than sum ppl...hor...thx for yr presents...bud wad really matter is e tots rite....hahahakz...yeah..bud u all enlighten my dae la coz todae is exam day...lolz... ok so went sch in e morn....ain wish me...den...taariq wish me...hahakz...den raihanah scare me with her 'OH HAPPY BIRTHDAE' lol...den after tt sulin came wishing me ..[hahah i dun wanna miss a single person] den.... hmm... after tt after first paper....andre n wanting wish me.....yeah... den melyssa and peiwen sang a birthdae song for me... den pras wish me... den jasmine tai wish me...lol...den JIA YU wish me... hehehe... den went down...hu else...ooo...zerlina tan....angie yeo...and not forgeting kehua oso la....yeah...den went up again... den after paper 2...went down...lol.... oh ya during recess yvonne n priya wish me...lol...thx andre to yr fan club..hahakz...den after sch...iffah wish me....den jasmine kwek n yuet ting wish me...den shing chun wish me...shing chun wish me two times...heeex... n yah....all da wishes.....haiz....n sumbody didnt wish me....nvm... yeah anyway thx ppl....u all rawkz!!! n ppl thanks for e testimonials!!! u guyz are e best yah!!! muacks..
waiting for anuder celebration from my mum now.....heez
byez!!!
5.10pm

My mind's unweaving/ 5:10 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005
9.49pm
Hey change blogskin again....tmr exam liao...so i quite prepare de...bud mr jain say hard...so i juz hope to do well tmr....and put in my best....yeah goin to sleep soon bahx...oh happy early birthdae to me...hahakz...i feel like an idiot...ok ciaoz...byez
9.50pm

My mind's unweaving/ 9:50 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005
11.46pm
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