Tuesday, November 30, 2004
8.50pm
Todae went Bugis, Heeren and Tm with Yanping...so cool lor....first we met at e mrt den we travel to bugis, den we were walking at e whole of seiyu, round n round....looking for shoes n jeans....since tts wat i wanna buy....den got nice nice things la....den walk walk walk....decide to go mac....sit down n eat...tok abt sum stuff abt tmr yeah....den went back in n walk other shops, den in e end, ended at seiyu again....so i went to look for e cheapest jeans which is 29.90....den try it on n buy it....den after tt i think we walk again la...den decided to go heeren...e mrt so crowded dunno why lor....den went dere...juz to take pics la...duh....yanping was like, i wanna take two...den i like okla....oh ya....4get sth....at bugis we keep on looking at earings!!! yanping was like putting every single of dem on me...she say round things suit me....*hahaha*.....den bought 3 for 10 bucks....not bad...ok back to heeren....went to take pics...u can see them....its so cool ok....wow... but our face a bit weird todae...ahahahkz...but it still fun....den went to put some of dem in e album den decide to travel back to tm...on e way we talking n talking....yeah....den went to tm.... went to century sq....den bought my shoes at BATA....hahahhahkz....19.00...not bad oso....den both of us was like so tired....tot wanna watch incredibles but full house le...so nvm....den went for a drink at food court...den tired already so went home....hahhahkz...it was so fun and cool....
tmr another toture for me n e sec 2s......cya deres....
byez
8.55pm
My mind's unweaving/ 8:55 PM
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12.07am
Heyz...todae sec 2 meeting sia...walao....guess wad mr president n another mr president came in... dan n victor kpo kpo oni la....den like hell lor...sec 2s very blur..coz no radio...like shit sia...den i very wad already...coz u noe la...summore e mr president no 2 tok so much le.... i told e everybody dere, eh i noe wad u gonna say already larh...n wadeva...heard jeremy is not happy with sumbody coz dat sumbody keep on answering back...but i dunno hu la...keep on asking elroy bud he dun wanna say...i have feeling its me lei, coz i keep on answering elroy n make him paiseh like dat...hahahkz...i luv it....eh den elroy go n get radio from choir room...really lor...this ppl cannot work without radio one lor...den quite ok...bud still like shit..so i was really mad coz ppl were there n e sec 2s a are showing dem shit lor...summore i say its e eight practice already....duh...i mean...we do get things done lor...but dey pop out at wrong time le...den SLs, kena with jeremy, he always care so much abt SLs le....den juz now i told him if abt farewell, u dun scold SLs, u scold me instead..... really lor.... juz now im like shouting to them...den got one time elroy scold dem oso, den andre answer back la...actually tts my fault...coz i tot dey suppose to walk in den elroy scold dem on my behalf....haiz...sorry le...den aiyah...its juz shit lor...i dunno how to face jeremy already n elroy especially...he noe wad type of person i am liao...n its liek im still me....i didnt change for e better....den very wad la....haiz...den after tt dan like, relax, asking me to relax....i didnt noe he's such a nice person......den dey come i very paiseh lei...coz my sec 2s like dat lor...summore its not them lor....if ppl were to ask, e other sec 3s were to ask, eh hu in charge of sec 2s arh...me lor... and its really wad...u noe i cant lose face one lor...n i noe ppl like jia yu oso care abt face one lor...i noe a lot ppl oso will care abt face lor...den wad...like dat already...aiyah den after dey go den we can work better....guyz get their steps done....i settle all e position thingy n how dey gonna walk in and stuff...i oso very wad when dey dere lor...i oso cannot carry wid my job.....hmm...dunno lar...hopefully e next meeting will be an effective one....hope everyone stop playing n fooling around already...let all this be a lesson....oh farewell on 11th dec....one more week.... anyway u dun think e sec 3s very gd, dey juz started lor....anyway elroy like....'8th practice...even 5 practice is too much lor' i mean its like i noe he gonna say dat la....i noe he wad type of person...if can he wanna do everything in one day den forget it, den when performance come den become kanchiong of wad to do..... haiz....anyway...went lunch with jia yu, yanping, inez, andre...met zerlina n richelle along e way...i got selected for e grp thingy...bud not confirm de...heard inez not in den she like very wad la...coz she call ppl for this thingy budden ppl ask her she in a not, bud she not...its like weird lor....haiz...nvm....kk...tmr going out with yanping...so excited abt it....yeah...wed practice again, thurs, selected grp, hopefully fridae nth...den sat CHOIR again................okay...gonna chioz....byez
12.21am
My mind's unweaving/ 12:21 AM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
10.16pm
Heyz...I've been sick from e day i came back from sch tt is 25th nov...since den i lazy to blog yeah....todae is e 2nd dae im sick...n wat makes me more sick is e tot of those two....erm u noe... E n A ....Walao...anyway...todae feel so empty...ive no mood to even smile or tok to my mum...all i can do is liek body language...wahahaha...so sick..now i got sick in e stomach...probably e food i ate...haiz...tmr im going to dunno hu's wedding n sis open house...dunno how gonna survive dere coz im still sick...n my runny nose wun stop...everytime i blow i'll blast e whole place...how am i gonna survive...yeah didnt go doc...lazy...woke up late anyway todae...so my fever has been up and down...sometime ok, sometime high...haiyah....ok....i tot of going out next week...i wanna get sum stuff yeah..at least a new pair of jeans....tts e oni clothing i longed for n i duno why....hahahakz...my throat is really dry n i need water every single time....or second....haiz....luckily choir wun start until next next week...yeah...bud mon got meeting....dunno how to survive yeah.........haiz.......juz cough so badly tt it hurts my throat now... pespriring...guess e fever is gonna be gone for awhile...haiz.....so sick...im so sick...anyway...i heard e selected ppl singing for e selected grp thingy has been called up last night...hahahkz...andre wanna sing....yeah rite...me...i dun give a damn...well i didnt get called up so nope i guess....well i have better things on my mind.....heard jia yu get it....well yeah...juz now sms hanisah...tell her all my probs and she said i sound so pitiful....well YA.....i am u noe...coz i dun wanna think abt this bud deres this person who keep on telling u abt all this shit...itz repeating lor....e last time i had was with E and now i face it with A.....haiz.... hey u noe wad im sick n tired of this...yeah..next year...im not gonna have all this stupid things on my mind..by right i shd be stop thinking abt it NOW....yeah....now....not gonna get upset abt it..its juz stupid..yeah...[y do i have to end up with him]......urgh....nvm.....diff story... anyway yeah...see once i blog i cant stop.....urgh.....anyway yeah...so i seee ya next time when if free n i hope to get better soon!! byez
10.26pm
My mind's unweaving/ 10:26 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
4.14pm
Yoz....See those are my challet pics...can check out my webshots if wanna see more...todae went food com meeting....funny sia...luff luff...wahahaha...den went check out e prices, den went tm to eat long john silver...eat with frederick, warren, shing chun, jia yu n zerlina....very fun...den after tt went century square...go montip, de guyz went off liaoz...den walk walk to find jia yu's dress for DND...den wanted to go TAKA...bud zerlina cannot go, so go home liao...had a lot of fun...now home already..... was thinking ask mummy go shopping wid me this fridae...see first la...tmr got meeting again.......sec 2 farewell....ahahhahakz....so happy...at least got thing to do...e food com members very fun liaoz...yanping...u always read my blog rite...hahahakz.....see got warren in food com lei...dun be jealous arh...hahaahkz...jk jk...anyway enjoy seeing my challet pics...yeah...gonna put dem all at webshots...okok cya...byez
4.18pm
My mind's unweaving/ 4:14 PM
have any idea wad im trying to do?? well im trying to climb out duh...but cannot...wahahaha
My mind's unweaving/ 4:11 PM
Zul wid my hair band....dunno y he look like dat la hor
My mind's unweaving/ 4:11 PM
2B gurls....haiz..i not inside
My mind's unweaving/ 4:11 PM
Playing X box...wow...dey play for two dayz liao....wahaha
My mind's unweaving/ 4:11 PM
All of us in guyz room...Ahmad playing guitar jumping on e bed
My mind's unweaving/ 4:11 PM
This is me with Zul's cap....Gawd i miss his cap...i wish i had one now....
My mind's unweaving/ 4:11 PM
11.55pm
Yoz...todae was one tiring dae...went farwell meeting, i was late n everyone else was late....e five guyz dare to play basketball downstairs....so when dey come up i gave dem some punishments yeah....yeah...i was quite mad todae...coz i cant stand ya kai keep on whispering to andre dunno wad rubbish la.....den got pissed so i juz told dem wad dey wanna do....den e guyz said dey need time to learn so must leave dem alone...yeah leave dem alone....gurls came up with some steps outside...den went in, did some sort of combined...oh ya when e guyz were practicing, sth happen btwn shing chun and edwin inside...edwin doesnt wanna sing so shing chun tried to ask him den it happen to dunno wad until e broom break and shing chun cried and a table almost flew...it was stupid la....bud...nvm...n u noe wad....this matter fly down to jeremy lor...ok fine...but i tot it was nth much lor...y muz it fly down to jeremy lor...haiyah....later he tot i dunno how to handle dem sia...anyway den we combined...den gurls do e mamamia thing...den slack until four like dat den went off...went to kfc with winnie, yanping, maisie and andre....wahahaha...dey r like so sick over dere lor...had a lot of fun...den went home....yeah...sleep for like ten to fifteen minutes...den went to wait for my frenz to come, dey come around seven like dat...den i went with dem to siti nadiah's house, masita and fadilah's house.....fadilah house was damn nice...den after tt walk to bus stop n board e bus alone home...hahahkz....im so daring lor...hahahkz...anyway yeah like dat...eh yesterdae went to watch princess diaries with andre....was so funny lor...hahahahkz...had good laughs wif him, den his father sent me home..yeah his father was quite worried abt me la...coz it was like 12.15 am lor...n im gonna walk alone under e blok...yeah..undertsand parents nowadays......
feel so happy n glad lor this few dayz....i have went thru everything n i succeed in living my life without him lor...although sometime i still think but whenever i think abt it, i will always tell myself dat if he ever come back to my life, i will tell him to get away from me.... i wanna start a new life...i wanna study hard next yr, dun wanna fool around anymore...will concentrate in syf if im in too...hopefully get to do all those ltc com stuff...im longing to be in ltc commiittee....hahahkz...dunno la hor...juz dreaming....next yr, a lot of things will be happening.... yeah....dun wanna think abt silly stuff anymore....muz concentrate kk!!! Jia You Hidayah!! u can do it man....ahahahhahakz...i juz feel so happy lor...i feel tt im so free...i can go out wif anyone i like, after choir, n everything, i dunnid restrict myself to certain ppl, i dunnid to bother myself with a lot of rubbish anymore...n i think he too lor...he is happy now....so why cant i be happy too...someday this moment will come, seperation.....well i nv wanna it to happen but when e time come, u gotta face it....u cant run away from it..so maybe now is e time...so im able to face it, muz believe in yrself...tt u can do it...e only prob i have now is facing him during choir....which will always pissed me off and coz me to sing badly lor...well not really la..i still gotta work wid him in choreo...farewell....hmmm...dun he dare to come near my sec 2s lor....i will make sure he dun do anything to it lor...lemme do it myself...i can handle it...if i have to get help, i wun get it from him... i will go look for mr president...[which i not so in favour with] bud still...not mr president no 2.......ok........haiz....i write so long...coz i very happy...oh ya...winnie owe me 4 bucks, andre owe me 4 bucks too..yeah...tmr got food com meeting, den aiyah i dun wanna watch movie already coz no money la...tmr go home n slack lor......hmm...i cant wait to buy books.....aiyah...was thinking now i cant wait lor..next yr i will be sick of looking at books de...ahahahahakz...haiz...cant wait for concert to be over, farewell to be over, everything to be over.....i cant wait to end my sch life in secondary sch actually.........coz if u dun end it, u'll nv rest in peace lor..its like u will nv start anything new...everything is continuous from one yr to another especially choir........okokok...i sick of writing already...cya soon....byez...
12.13am
My mind's unweaving/ 1:13 AM
Monday, November 22, 2004
5.27pm
Hey todae change bloggie skin again...find e font a bit not nice lei for e tag board...anyway todae went sch to collect tickets....den went tm, hoping to watch princes diaries budden its at night...so going at night lor...to watch...hahahakz...quite excited abt it...watching wid andre....anyway tmr going to go visiting hari raya with ain, raihanah, nadiah....yeah...so cool rite....wahahahaha...i was so jealous with all da ppl dat went visiting lor...coz from e first day of raya i didnt get to go anywhere coz was so busy.....hehehhehe...juz now eat at long johns and saw kenny, andre say he working dere...bud dunno wad happen to him liao....like so sad like dat...why muz work....dunno la... anyway we keep on toking abt elroy still...bud aiyah i dun give a damn la hor.......he's juz a piece of shit to me now....i juz cant stand e sight of him....eh ucu coming tonight i think...bud not confirm yet la....ok so cya soon byez
5.30pm
My mind's unweaving/ 5:30 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
8.04pm
Yoz two dayz nv blog.....ahahhaaa....had challet!!! it rox man!!! altho it sumtimes it's a bit pissing me off..but hey it was so cool lor...especially e first night....e second day was bbq....wow....it was great wid ppl like zul, ahmad, inez, yen kheng, yu heng, kenneth, sulin, cass, wow....great....yeah...den i did a lot of work wif zul le....for e two dayz...hey i miss his cap!!! hahahkz... my hair band has bcome his fav hair band....wahahhaha...crap..anyway will ask kenneth to send sum of e challet pics...yeah den nowadays choir a bit pissing me off....especially wif ppl like elroy....and jeremy...dunno wad dey trying to prove la hor...its juz bringing more hatred in choir and e committee itself....e com ppl are not in favour with dem lor....bcoz dey r juz two pieces of shit la...anyway..but hey i have a VERY GOOD life without him..... hahahahahkz.... eh i get into 3A lei!!! hahahhahakz....i was like....boo shit lor...i didnt believe it when andre told me over e phone liao.....den a lot of ppl hu can get into A get in C and D and B....yeah....wadde hell la actually i feel so bad to ppl like nadzerah coz she was supposed to get into pure science and now she ended up in C.....haiz...now im dunno if i can take e pressure of PURE SCIENCE.....walao....anyway todae went tm after choir, with jasmine and andre....and we were waiting and watching e singapore idol dere....at tm...den everyone was so crazy abt taufik and sylvester...guess wad when dey in e bus, jas and i stand on a u noe e kind of rock sit like dat near e traffic light den we wave at sylvester and he wave back at us lei!!!! u noe y we were sure of it...coz when we wave he was looking at us and not many hands were in e air....hahahhakz!! it was so fun i tell u....den we wave at taufik oso....and he wave back..its so fun lor!!!! wow....wad an experience.....this dayz andre and i have been toking a lot of things of elroy and how extra he is in choir....wahahahaha....really lor..i juz simply hate choir practices when i have to see him lor... wad shit rite....haiz...den like dat la....den todae i found out dat....***om* like me......hahaahkz...dunno hu la hor....juz guess la u ppl dere....wahahahakz....anyway now im tired...i had so much fun this week...choir camp, choreos, class chalet, bbq, cleaning up, and singapore idol!!!!! hahahahhakz bye
8.14pm
My mind's unweaving/ 8:14 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
+=+=Nice not?? how i wish i at this place now....can relax my mind=+=+
My mind's unweaving/ 9:47 PM
8.09pm
Yoz....these two dayz had choir camp which was sorta training camp....learn a lot of choreo....tired sia teach dem....can die man...bud it was fun la.........it was e only thing i enjoy coming to choir camp.....teach dem..of course i enjoy e singing bud if u sing after doing choreo and get scolded by mr toh huh....walao dats e worst part lor....now must think abt my challet...anyway i sianz le.....not sian la....sad la....juz now cry on e bus.....haiz.........very sad...i got nobody to cry on already la...i think my two best fren...aiyah....i dunno la...dey are e ones hu coz me to be sad...how can i complain to dem....i dunno la...nvm juz chill la hor hidayah....relax k....aiyah but i cannot la.........it juz sucks lor...........hor.............summore its like getting worse...and e oni thing tt its happening is tt we get further apart lor...i mean i still go home wid andre but juz not e same lor.....anyway....dun care already la...aiyah bud cannot le...everytime will think think abt it one........haiz........anyway ppl thx for tagging at my tagboard.....thx so much....hahhakz
kk going soon la....lazy to blog already bye
8.15pm
My mind's unweaving/ 8:15 PM
Monday, November 15, 2004
10.52pm
Wad de hell lor.............i really dunno liao.....and im sick of it....sorry andre...im not gonna care abt it for e sake of it.......its no use caring ok andre.....elroy u can live yr own life i wun disturb u anymore.......kkk.......................well.....im not letting go of it, but im juz not doing anything kk..... if i have to live a new life.......i will coz imf forced by e two of u.........ok...........so go on.....live it up....cmon........im ready for every suffer tt u guyz are gonna give it to me...ive always been e middle person, and i always coz misuderstandings and u noe wad....IT SUCKS OK.....its not very fun to see yr close fren telling u tt this new guy is yr fren..........and enjoying life to e fullest wif other ppl instead of me....its not very fun to see another close fren crying over e phone telling me its my fault when i pick up e phone ITS NOT LOR!!!!! wad de hell is it wif u guyz!!! dun be so childish ok!!! this is so CHILDISH!!! u all are 14 and 16 yr old ppl!!! going to 15 and 17!!! wads yr problem man!!! ur juz giving me depression lor!!!FUCK LOR.........
ok...........it not very nice kk guyz..............get over it!! think!!!!!
10.57pm
My mind's unweaving/ 10:57 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
12.08pm
Yoz...Todae is Hari Raya!!! WoooOoooOOooooo........anyway yesterdae i was still sad.....whenever i got nth to do, i will always think of why things are like dat...and when i can find e answer to it.. im still loss....he's still in my heart, bud im not sure if im still in his........haiz...anyway i dunno larh.....there is sumone hu have started to believe in all this bud now he oso dun care.........haiz.....walao...........i hate all this........haiz haiz haiz haiz........sad sad sad sad.......
nvm.......shd be happy lor..........rite.............haiz................i dunno la.........ok wadeva
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12.11pm
My mind's unweaving/ 1:11 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
9.40pm
God Bless Me...Im so fuck up lor.........wad stupid relay system.....look its juz a farewell.... i handle my sec 2s my way.......ok....i dun follow schedules and what to do from a paper kkz....i noe its gonna be well done on e farewell itself....y muz u even come when we're having practices...this is farewell...no matter how bad u perform, it comes from yr heart and all da hard work u put in... there is no need for anyone to come and LOOK at u perform b4 u perform for e real thing....this whole thing is so shit man...i noe how to handle my sec 2s....im e leader...i noe wad to do....ok..... i juz wanna make meetings happy for dem but at e same time get things done...i dunneed to follow a FORMATED schedule...even if i wanna jot it down...i will jot it down my way.... y do i have to do all this stupid things which is like not ME......its juz not e way i wanna work...if u gave me a job rite....means u trust me...u put e whole thing on me...if not why am i incharge if u dun trust and believe what im gonna do to dem.........this whole thing is juz a HEADACHE lor...im complaining now bcoz i have no confidence in my sec 2s in e first place...but now i believe in dem and i noe tt they can show me ideas, hardwork dat they all will put.......i trust dem now.....so i noe what has to be done and my deadline is 7th december.........kk.........tts wat i noe...i noe everything will be done on 7th dec alrite....anyway its not a big thing...its juz farewell....see choir... look wad u coz....when u change systems and stuff......what i noe tt all these things dun exist last time....tts wad make choir a good choir...a gold choir...but u enforce things which are not necesarry, choir will juz go down...coz of unhappiness.........haiz..............
9.47pm
im juz fuck up bcoz i dunno wad to do.....and i feel all this are not necessary.....hu ever hu read this post todae....its juz my feelings and opinions...tt i wish to voice out in my own blog....dun take it in any wrong way.....
chaoz
9.48pm
My mind's unweaving/ 9:48 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
5.29pm
Hey....Todae i woke up at twelve....wake up oni think abt *****....den like dat mah...den went to help my mummy....she can oni make me luff when i sad lor....haiz...thx mum....anyway...did a lot of housework...watch tv, and now blogging....haiz...why he nv msg or call??? todae he got wad?? walao....andre juz msg me.....haiyah...now oni he msg me mah.... besides other ppl....haiz...why le... very sad lor.....where is he?? cant help but to think of him lor... haiz...if things are gonna change....y does god always like to take sumbody tt is close to u?? [if things gonna change lor] den maybe we shd not take things for granted.....haiz....very sad very sad..........walao.......haiz. haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz.........wad did i do to deserve all this sorrows?? nvm...i muz be strong to face all this...........yeah.....i miss u........
5.32pm
My mind's unweaving/ 5:32 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
11.32pm
Yoz todae went for recording...i break record le....oni two times de...hahahkz....a few of us went back to do recording mah...ya den was quite fun....den went home with yvonne....yeah...den reach around seven twenty...coz we all slack at sch mah....yeah den like dat la...after eat i sleep for like three hours...den tok to andre online...he is really worried and disappointed in elroy lor... coz he didnt reply our msgs and nv even call....den frederick called him and he tot is was elroy...den was telling him e songs tt we gonna do for farewell..and ya he oso say this sing is very cute....aiyah...i dunno la...but yeah i cannot underestimate my batch ppl....de most dey will put a sort of screw up performance...bud can la hor!! jia you!! muz believe in myself first yeah....yeah... fri and sat got choir again...wah..eh i dunno when to buy e food stuff for e challet...coz i got choir camp...den i will go overnite on tt seventeen....den when i buy? eighteen arh...huh....leceh de... bud can oso i buy den bring dere got fridge rite...ya...good idea...kk..den like dat la.... choir camp next week...jasmine say mrs chan planning herself.... de com members oso dunno wads gonna happen during e camp le....ya...so lets juz see...i hope tmr can rest liao...three dayz go to sch straight...tired sia.....kk..cya soon.....
11.37pm
My mind's unweaving/ 11:37 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
9.02pm
Hey..todae had meeting at eleven....sum ppl dun come though... we did 'reach' for a while den when we listen to e lilo and stitch song, a lot of ppl wanna do it...so i like oklor...den manasi and sabrina were like tellin me tt it doesnt have connection...well i tot so too...summore e words so hard...ya....den like tt...den we did e lilo and stitch song...den many ppl have to go after dat la... haiz....den im like no confident in dem...den dey like reassure me...so i say go ahead la...den after six of us hu stayed finish up our mamamia...and needs a bit touch up only la....yeah...den like dat liao...so meeting again dis fridae.....hmmz....how do i do my recordingz arh...i think i do tmr lor wif sorp....if wanna wait for andre, very late liaoz....ya....hmm...so like dat for todae...i tot todae mondae liaoz....den realise its like 26 ramadhan and my house is still in a big mess...actually tmr maisie ask if i wanna watch movie with zulfikar...bud i cant la...coz got sl, and also must help clean up e house liao....hmm...ya...ok so i think tts it for todae....yesterday and todae, i go home i will pom on e bed and juz sleep until breakfasting time...its so tiring liao....haiz...kk nvm so cya den
9.07pm
My mind's unweaving/ 9:07 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
][Maisie=YanPing=Me=][at heeren][cool ritez...yeah][
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My mind's unweaving/ 7:56 PM
7.50pm
Yoz todae was super great!! First met dem at canteen at 10...den wanted to use e malay classroom budden got o levels at hall...so we went outside sch to discuss....den after tt discuss finish....decided to do 'reach' from s club 7....yeah den after tt was waiting for maisie to print us e lyrics...den manasi went to borrow radio from mr peters...den we went back to sch to do an item by only e gurls tt was present juz now...we are doing mamamia..... a dance...cool...manasi teach us...it was very very nice...we did halfway...yeah...den after tt...didnt got for sectionals, went out wid yanping and maisie...to heeren...it was damn cool lor....we take a lot of neoprints...one of them dey treat me mah...oh ya b4 dat we went to but silver necklace wic was only two bucks...plus de pendant another 2 bucks...so 4 bucks...wahahaha....ok ya den went heeren...took a lot of pics...yeah u can see tts all de pics tt we took...it was so so fun!!! wooo...hahhaha....den dey went to eat kfc, den after tt go home....oh ya...on e way home...two ladies stop us and ask wanted to give us free tickets to USA....which is like....bleah....hahahakz....it was actually a programme for youths to play games from e USA....at u noe where....EAST COAST....we felt so wad lor...e way she say like she really wanna bring us to USA but its very doubtful....hahahkz...i mean e airline its like never heard b4, wat cross world airline....no such airline lor.....haiz...den went home...i juz pom on e bed lor...and sleep until breakfasting time....was very tired...tmr meeting again...yeah....at least i get e grp to do sth to do...yeah bcoz dey wanna get this thing outta their head....hahahaha...dis week gonna go back sch a lot of time oso liao....haiz...nvm...its fun...yeah! ok so have fun lookin at e pics and yeah cyaz....maybe tonight....hahahahakz....kk byez
7.56pm
My mind's unweaving/ 7:56 PM
12.35am
Yoz change blog skin...Dunno wad happen to my previous one... e teddie bear gone mah so now using this one...quite cool la hor...ya got to wake up early tmr...got meeting mah...haiz...very bored....tmr i post e song lyrics la...juz now problem la... kk...so cya tmr nitez nitez
12.36am
My mind's unweaving/ 12:36 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
11.12pm
I am so bo liao lor...haiz....so posting up some lyrics...todae search a lot of songs liao...so gonna post e lyrics...yeah...check it out ....... =)
11.12pm
My mind's unweaving/ 11:12 PM
9.07pm
Sulin...i noe u have been reading my blog....wahahahaha...i oso read yr blog....u dun juz read- read lei...muz giv comment oso...anyway yr life wid yr parents is very complicated? nvm...relax lor...hor....hahahahahhakz...hope to see u at e challet...i like writing u testimonial at my own blog... wahahahaha...okie...
Anyway........I very bored now!!! Nobody sms me todae...except for manasi to ask me abt e farewell meeting tmr...yeah...dunno wad to sing lei....haiz.......this sec 2 quite hard to control de... especially e tenor ppl....walao....haiz...nvm...anyway...cant wait for another 6 dayz...for hari raya...and also choir camp...and challet!! wow next week is gonna be a bz week
Anyway i not so sad now...coz my mum always make me laugh de!! Thx mum....luv ya!!!
9.11pm
My mind's unweaving/ 9:11 PM
][=+=FrOm E bOtToM oF mY bROkEn HeArT=+=][
Never look back, we said
How was I to know I’d miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead,
Emptiness behind
Where do I go?
And you didn’t hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow?
From the bottom of my broken heart
There’s just a thing or two I’d like you to know
You were my first love,You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even through time may find me somebody new
You were my real loveI never knew love
’til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
Baby, I said,
Please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love’s all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams
Through my heart
And I’m back where I started again
Never thought it would end
From the bottom of my broken heart
There’s just a thing or two I’d like you to know
You were my first love,You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even through time may find me somebody new
You were my real loveI never knew love
’til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here
From the bottom of my broken heart
There’s just a thing or two
I’d like you to know
You were my first love,You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even through time may find me somebody new
You were my real loveI never knew love
’til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart
Never look back, we said
How was I to know I’d miss you so?
My mind's unweaving/ 1:59 PM
1.41pm
Hey...still kinda sad...todae morning thinking abt wad is gonna happen.......haiz...den juz now juz found out sth which is like.....*idunnowadtosay* yeah....not gonna write it here...coz dun wanna ppl to see...anyway quite hungry now....fasting todae mah...haiz...must carry on wid life...i stone in my room oso no use rite....summore listen to [valentine] of course feel more sad.....haiz....dunno lei...all dis luv luv thing is juz driving me crazy....nah....i'll juz give luv t my mum, family and my two bez frens....no need to give to a *bf* wic i oso dun have one...yeah...not now la hor...its juz driving me crazy when i tot of it........haiz....k will update more later maybe..
stoning.......haiz
1.44pm
My mind's unweaving/ 1:44 PM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
11.25pm
Haiz....very sad liao....juz tok to andre...n he very upset coz of elroy...he say elroy very wad la...he like asking andre abt juz now y he pull long face...i mean andre quite disappointed mah dat he cannot join us....den after dat elroy tell andre la...'u expect me to be free for u everyday is it' i mean tts not very nice lor....den andre was nth lor....den bcoz like dat he upset mah...he was a bit disappointed but its ok one wad....den elroy like dat ask him....den ya....elroy msg me telling me e other side of e story....elroy said andre sound very pitiful like dat.....den elroy say quarreling.. den he told me tt he's not gonna be bothered by this small little stuff coz he has tuition tmr and he needs to sleep n he say he got o'levels next yr lor....den he's not gonna bother abt this small little things la....den i feel a bit sad la....e way he say it....like make me think tt...our friendship is built on this small little matters lor...and this small matters always bring to a bad outcome like...like quarreling and stuff....and if he's not gonna bother anymore rite....i think........i mean...its a bit weird la....all this things hurt lor........budden still...its like part and parcel of everything...so if someone is not gonna bother anymore, den.......i dunno la...i maybe toking rubbish hor...budden still........he now start thinking abt his Os....i mean its like....why didnt he tot of it 11 months ago?? why did he ever told me tt ' i cant study without my friends' i mean its a bit ironic la.......its juz not rite.....ok wadeva it is.....i am not able to accept his change of views in life....i noe its very good of him to care abt his o levels....bud.....after everything..........i mean i juz cant able to accept tt he's gonna change for now..i mean i cant be able to accept wad his say in a blink of an eye rite...yeah...so like dat la......he doesnt show me enthusiasm in frenz anymore...look wad he told andre....look wad he told me 'tok to you ANOTHER TIME' not tmr u noe...another time...haiz....maybe i shd juz study oso lor.......tts my goal oso rite...to buck up!! so start now!!! yeah lift up yr spirit....andre has done well.........me........bad....elroy........bad too..... look hu flunk their subjects, e one tt always care so much for everything..............haiz..........i pity andre....he's gonna leave gor genting in a sad feeling.....haiz.......and i feel lyke crying oso larh.... its juz not rite la hor.....='( sth is really not rite.......
11.36pm
My mind's unweaving/ 11:36 PM
**yupz dis two are the nicest**
My mind's unweaving/ 9:07 PM
well i think this is nice...but inez is trying to hide....and oh ya...my hair is blue..hahaha
My mind's unweaving/ 9:06 PM
*][=yanping=andre=inez=me=][*
My mind's unweaving/ 9:05 PM
8.41pm
Yay!!! finally can blog....anyway yesterdae was one sian dae....todae was quite *wow* anyway had choir..... mr toh was quite pissed wid tenors...den after choir i met e sec 2s....dey all agreed to perform together lei...and yeah i shouted...i think i shouldnt have done tt...coz e boyz are like *omg* yeah so we meeting on mondae..... at 10am...yeah....den mondae still got sectionals.... hmm....ping an ye.... sec 1s dunno mah...ya....like dat....anyway after tt went choir room to find some pics...bud didnt get... so after tt me, andre, jia yu, inez and yanping went tm....den we go e elroy bazaar mah..and yeah..it was so fun....elroy grp do e performance...wow....dunman got a lot of supporters de...hahahaha....den e lucky draw, jean and jeremy got....hahaha...den like dat... tot wait for elroy bud den he say dun wait so me, inez yanping and andre went to long john silver to eat....and we all we so crazy mans....hahahaha....den elroy went to meet jeremy...say wan to discuss abt 'big choir thing' so he went to sit wid jeremy and long john la...den we all got very crazy lor...den after tt went tm to take picture :) so fun lor....yeah...but kinda miss elroy's company yeah....hahahahkz...andre sure had a lot of fun....inez was dere wad....he still can ask me, 'do i like inez' wahahaha.....dunno la hor...so looking forward tmr, see if elroy ask to go out a not...i cannot go out wid yanping on mondae already....she n i plan to go hereen....bud den....her mother dun allow...nvm la...hor...ok so oh ya...i spray my hair, blue and silver.....hahaha...dey all say like shit..but quite okla...hahahah....ok ya tts...eh check out e pic....we take one...yeah kk byez cya
8.48pm
My mind's unweaving/ 8:48 PM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
][=+=*elroy and me*=+=at bugis=+=][
My mind's unweaving/ 11:58 PM
=+Andre and I at delifrance+= quite nice isnt it......hehehehe *chill* quite sometime back la....in september i think yeah....
My mind's unweaving/ 11:51 PM
9.33pm
Todae choir liao....hmm....kena sing solo again...bud i wasnt tt scared by e way...andre todae kena sing and he sound like mumbling to himself...but mr toh said it was gd la.....elroy oso...hahaha....sexy voice!!! den like dat...we sing toki gong, time to say gdbye and also grease... woooowoo...bud no choreo not very fun mah....haiz....well den waited for dem for one hour lor... dunno wad mr toh tok tok to them after choir (com members) den me yanping and yuet ting was waiting outside and we were toking abt shaving legs and arm pit hairs lor... yuet ting was like so pro at it....hahahahakz...den went down to canteen and wait and wait.....finally dey came...elroy had these three plastic bags, and we had to help him carry bud it wasnt so bad....went to tm and andre was like so mad....den eat mc.....go spotlight, and den elroy mother sent us home...andre was complaining abt not getting to watch singapore idol....hahahakz...anyway ya....tts it mah...i think this sat gonna call for e sec 2s for meeting de.... sec 1s already have... bud dunno wad dey gonna do la... hor...ok so cya
9.37pm
My mind's unweaving/ 9:37 PM
11.51am
There's nth to eat!!!! haiz...nvm my mother is trying to make sth....todae choir liao....at 2....hope it will be another good dae.....juz excited when there is choir.....hahahahkz.....choir is fun...de...hahhaha.....anyway.........im very bored now....waiting for 1 to come so i can chaoz....den todae maybe after choir dunno do wad la hor....maybe go home .....nah...maybe go out....but think elroy is busy wid his thing yeah......hmm....see la hor....eh i still got one more ticket to sell liao.....well nvm i can find a fren...yeah....hmm......cant wait for hari raya, cant wait for challet!!!! wow.....it rawks man....well some ppl still owe me 23 bucks...havent return yet....nvm...understand tt he's busy.....2bians!!! pls pay up yr class challet money!!!!! okie!!! im gonna chase all of u tt day...u nv bring enuf, u dun come into pasir ris park!!! whahahahahha.....actually i oso havent pay finish...ahhahaahhaha
ok adioz
11.55am
My mind's unweaving/ 11:55 AM
1.28am
Jeremy and i became so lame lor....toking abt lame ppl in choir...n of coursee lame president...whaahhaha....hu is he arh.... hahaahha...now dunno do wad...he waiting for call at 2am.. a bit crazy...and i dunno why bud i juz wanna stay up a bit longer liaoz...so like dat la....hmm.... going off soon
wad a day
1.30am
My mind's unweaving/ 1:30 AM
12.18am
Yoz....chat wid jeremy from 10 to now...now...die down a bit la...coz he busy chatting wid other ppl oso...i oso chatting wid andre...me and jeremy ha....we get confused with wad each other is toking abt....whahahaha......always on e positive side la he...keep on 'hahahaha' 'heheheheh'LOL... hahahaha....he ask me to tok abt shafiqah....didnt noe tt gal wanna quit choir liaoz...well better tok to her....den tok abt his ex mah....and his evil plot....he say his blog turn into warground already....yeah....den at first he ask me abt farewell la....den i say i hab not done anything yet...LOL..duh....hahahhakz....tok a lot of rubbish oso....hahhahakz....
anyway in e afternoon chat wid inez abt e challet n overnite thingy....i ask sulin too abt e overnite and hu gonna overnite....she say, zul, ahmad and kenneth wid her are overniting....hahaha....den she anyhow say i overnite oso...i dunno yet lorz.....anyway but i think i gonna overnite oso...it will be fun man!!! wooowooo hahahah...yeah...sulin juz ask me if can invite other ppl liaoz...aiyah not fair de...i mean we all enuf la....hor...yeah den like dat for todae...maybe i and inez going to overnite on 17 after choir camp...if our parents allow us...yeah so like dat lar.....hahahhakz....todae i lazy pig liaoz...didnt help my mummy...juz lazing around walao...i feel so bad to her....tmr choir....cant wait...quite fun...meeting yanping tmr....aiyah...wad to do for farewell huh....we'll see la hor
12.30am
My mind's unweaving/ 1:30 AM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
=][+Me*To*You+][=
My mind's unweaving/ 8:16 PM
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I’d still feel for you
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You’re all I need,my love
My Valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You’ve opened my eyes
And shown me how to love
Unselfishly
I’ve dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams
I couldn’t love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You’re all I need, my love
My Valentine
And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time’
Cause all I need is you
My Valentine
You’re all I need, my love
My Valentine
My mind's unweaving/ 3:35 PM
1.58pm
Yoz....well todae...borin dae..i still cant find a way to get myself to clean up e house...well yeah...yesterdae choir....u noe wad...i dreamt tt i kept quarreling wid elroy like andre and elroy used to.....huh....very scared liaoz....nvm....juz dun messed up anything in e future.....yesterdae i met dem pissed enuf wid me.....maybe tts y i dreamt abt it.....haiz....kkk...in e morn my mum juz lecture me abt ding housework she say i didnt do anything...well im juz too lazy....i hate my com!!! everything always hang....i wanna update my tagboard oso cannot....den wanna add music oso....everytime i go to e webby, my com will hang....haiz......well im still bored...andre go to elroy house to help him wid his braveheart challenge thingy.... well i guess its gd dat i didnt go and help coz i dun wanna messed up things...only tt im worried dat they will messed it up between themselves.....hey...i still dunno wad to do wif de farewell sia....nobody is like being enthu abt it, except for jeremy.....actually i got a lot of things on ma mind oni tt i dunno how to address it to this ppl and how to meet them altogether....de farewell might be on 7th dec...hmm....how?? i'll try ma best la hor...dun wanna let jeremy down....he seem to be bucking up himself as a choir president...well i think tts great but we all still tot he's not doing anything, like still slacking...well i think we all will see his true colours when he imposed severe punishments...yeah....hmm....okie i think tts abt it, oh ya, juz get this new song from one of e bloggie, V[a]L(e)n+iNe....e song is so nice.....wow...okie...gonna explore summore blogs...ya...hahahahaha...byez
2.05pm
My mind's unweaving/ 2:05 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+
L[o]v(E)
=+=+=+=+=+=+=+=+
[i love you] means i really care about you....One say it out but not to expect any returns or anything but just to express his/her thoughts... [i love you] means that it is because there are pure and sincere thoughts...in the hope that this 3 magical words can bring you happiness and futurity and because of having such thoughts and faith people will give their heart to a person,they knew they will love forever... [ i love you ] needs better emphasis especially to your love ones.Who ever has been in your heart and has make a difference in your life ,do tell them how much you love them.Because you might regret not telling them but always do take note of the situation.Never express when you know that it is not appropriate and if you think that things is not going to work your way.BUT at least you say it ...so there is nothing to lose! Surprised them with this words... You must know that this words may just be three words but it carries a lot of meaning!
My mind's unweaving/ 11:24 PM
10.51pm
Heyz...actually i very lazie to blog liaoz...so gonna make it short...todae choir den go marine parade...reach home at 9 like tt....tmr gonna help mummy.....yeah......so yeah....tts all i think.....gonna keep u update when not lazie liaoz....byebyez
10.52pm
My mind's unweaving/ 10:52 PM
Monday, November 01, 2004
3.31pm
Heyz.... Ok..i lazy to blog la....lemme tell u wad happen on saturday.....went to ikea wif elroy liaoz... oni we two mahz....den andre cannot follow mahz... den he give lame stupid reasons la...wic he tot its not...den at night, strange things happen liaoz...between andre n elroy, andre say he call elroy at midnight n elroy pick up e phone saying i nv do anything a lot of times for 40 minutes or so...de next day andre ask elroy, elroy say he didnt answer any calls...well tts scary enuf.....den dey go holland v on sundae....actualli on sat night elroy dun wanna care andre already...didnt pick up his calls n everything la...den at night still can msg me :: thanks for life, thanks for wonderful time but its time for me... i will miss u guys for up there....thx again n bye:: very freaky lor...i oni replied him 'wad toking u'...den like tt....siao la he....den on sunday still tell me tt he go out not bcoz of andre but bcoz he wanna go out....dey abit crazy la....den yesterday at night come to my house..... juz hanging around mah...den andre very scared of dunno wad lor...ghost i think...but excuse me...no ghost lor... coz he juz watch the world's scariest ghost at my house....den like dat....dey went home at ten....todae elroy got sch, lessons....den andre got meeting for council dinner...yeah...den i juz remember abt saturday.....elroy got bazaar at tm, andre going genting...den if i wanna go tt bazaar, i go wid hu liaoz....maybe i tried to go wid yan ping la hor.....support him mah...hahaha....tmr choir liaoz....i very happy...no need to fast until fridae...see la if heavy den maybe drag until dunno when liaoz...ok gtg liaoz....adioz....
3.39pm
My mind's unweaving/ 3:39 PM
