Thursday, September 30, 2004
9.19 pm
Heyz... Long time no write... very busy le.. anyway tmr is english exam!! k lemme tell u a few things... me and nadzey, got sth going on between us... but dun care... i oso dunno y la.... den e three of us, r ok... coz exams cumin mah...better dun create any probz or we wun be able to concentrate... hey i finish my dnt.... but its shit lor..... haiz... nvm at least i get it out of ma mind.... den aiyah tmr eng de!! nx nx wk already examz lor... argh!!! den this few dayz always wait for dem, then everytime i tot i wanna go home but i will end up studying outside.... but not bad oso la... anywayz.. this sat planning to study until we die.... eh i dunno wad class to go next yr, aiyah juz take e exam first la hor... anyway elroy like joanne n joanne like elroy, n elroy told her he love her... oww... so sweet.... hahahahaz.... andre dun like inez already so sad... dey two actually love sick one la.. see be like me, happy go lucky, e only 'LOVE' probz i have is wif..... dotz.... with DEM LA!! hahahahz...... my two boyfriendz... wen will dey ever learn, wat love is... ahahahhahaahhakz.... anyway, i can predict dey will have a great future with their own choices of luv.... ahahhakz.... i really wish so... den its up to me to find my own one... wic will nv ever happen....hahahahkz... waitla... nobody wans me.... ahhahakz... n my expectations is very HIGH... ahhahaakzz... dun think abt it la... now EXAMS K!!!! ok.... datz all
wish u all e bez!!! byez.... muaaakkkzzz....
9.26pm
My mind's unweaving/ 9:26 PM
Sunday, September 26, 2004
.::|Together Forever|::.
My mind's unweaving/ 6:29 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
4.52pm
Haiz.. last week was ok... this week start again... juz abt getting a guitar lor... andre is like wad lor... there is like a miscommunication btwn dem n worst still... they miscommunicate, but me, i dun even noe wad dey r thinking.... haiz... yesterday quarrel over e phone again... n i sort of 'emotional' go n msg andre n go like stand up for elroy lar.. den elroy got scolding again lor... todae he didnt come to sch, den aiyah.... i juz dun understand why andre care so much abt me but cant do e same to elroy... tts all... the monday i go to tm not becoz of elroy scold me lor.... haiz haiz...
ok exams are near!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit!!!!!!!!! must study... kk
byez cyaz
4.55pm
My mind's unweaving/ 4:55 PM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
10.25pm
Hey... Its been quite a while since i didnt write to you... anyway todae is ms kwok wedding... we all went to e church n sing for her.... well e ceremony was quite draggy but okla...ok lets start from early in e morn... elroy wake me up....den he say wanna kacau andre.... suppose to meet at 9.30 la... budden bcoz andre dun have pants... den come to e house, e father was at e house... den lately e family has some probs la... so quite awkward la... budden everything was ok.. went to tm.... buy pants den go makan...den both of dem change their clothes at tm... it was like 11.20 lor n i have not reach sch yet... den went to sch in cab... dey stop me at side gate but its lock so walk lor....den when walk to main gate, elroy n andre oso reach in e cab... aiyah..... den i quickly change n put make up like juz in ten min lor..... ahahha....so den sing sing den go to church den come back, den after everything, we went to marine parade, go eat... n walk2 den go home elroy mother send e two of us... den yesterday a bit probs la.... andre juz got a little sensitive n get upset with elroy, den i went home alone, actually suppose elroy mom pick up la...den dunno wad la... a bit siao siao so i go myself....oh ya...got my mum a broodge.. so went home take 31, den 222.... den when i got down from 222, i cried on e way back coz i felt scared and sad mixed lor.... haiz.. den andre said sorry to me, he say wanted to be left alone, so in end, elroy called him n he oso had some probs wif his own family, so we all very sad yesterday... den my house... de light fell lor... n abg olly oso doing his stupif attitude, den my mum say la... why this yr my birthdae like unlucky like tt.... haiz... so tts y very sad mah... aiyah... kakak come here lor... she stop working already... so disturbing lor... so leceh leceh... but she's gonna home tmr... yay.... hai...i very tired better get to bed... byez....nitez
10.33pm
My mind's unweaving/ 10:33 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
5.05 pm
Hello yesterday went band concert with ain.... it was so so so fun!!! den after tt go eat with zul, ahmad n jeaneatte.... didnt noe she had a bf lor... n they r so romantic n sweet... i really didnt expect it... den at burger king at suntec, we were toking abt hadi n why they r like so cold towards him... now i noe y... but its their prob la hor... den took mrt home n reach around 11.45pm.... den sleep at 12.30 am... so tired.....
Todae went to school, got a new eng teahcer... she's nice n friendly... den also we havent got back our history... e maths i still dun really understand... haiz... but will try n understand la... the concert yesterday really rocks!!! n surprisingly, farhan's sch is in it oso lor... he oso perform...den i msg him and ask if he did perform, n he did, n he say his parents saw me... but i didnt see them.... hahaha...wah still very sleepy... but gonna do work la todae.... got a chance better do work lor... k byez
9.38pm
Hey... watch amazing race juz now.... christine n coline almost got eliminated but they were safe... tmr got sch.. did some study de... but i always feel its not enough but i still slacking.. scolded myself for my stupid mistakes because of the maths paper... if only i get e last one correct, i can get 32 lor!!!! haiz... nvm... i'll do my best this final yr.... i bet elroy muz be busy smsing andre... heard yesterday sms andre at nite, but he nv sms me pun... haiz... juz now in e afternoon he say he seems not to be meant around us coz we tok among ourselves n treat him as if he's not dere... he keep on saying andre only cares abt me lor.... is he JEALOUS OR WAT?? i find him very wad lor... haiz... i mean sometimes ppl oso might left me out or sth, but i wun complain to them lor... especially if its elroy, only if he brought up e subject then i'll say la... but den he like wad lor.... aiyah nvm... i juz kept quiet, i mean dere's nth else to say lor... if say sure kena scolded bcoz this is wad i wanna say... [im writing it now] aiyah... small matter la... tmr he will like be dere oso lor... i find tt he can get away from me n andre coz he juz simply dun have anyone else... i mean if like sch holiday he can hang out wif other ppl but if sch dayz hor... sure will find us one... aiyah... ok la... nitey.....byez sweet dreams
Hidayah
My mind's unweaving/ 9:46 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004
3.42 pm
Todae wake up as usual, went to sch, winifred, wanting n taariq was on e bus... den they tok a lot la... den go class todae everybody was doin step ahead though.... haiz bored de todae....den den mrs yao came in to the class at around 8.30 like tt....tok abt our class motto n class notice board... she abit crap la... but she's quite a funny person =) hahaha....den maths...walao...so boring lor.... at the end feel lyke sleeping liaoz.... hahhahhaa.....Mr Lew dunno todae make our whole class sleepy lei.... anyway den recess...ain pull me to buy food coz e queue wasnt long... den go make name tag... so ex lor...its like 2.60 for two name tag n e thingy will only be ready on e 28.9.04 lor.....so late ritez.. den liT... mR peters was late, but not so late la todae...den he gave back test papers...i got 14.5 lor out of 25.... oh ya...mr gan oso gave back our dnt paper n i got 56% wic is 28 out of 50...haiz...SlAcK!!! Den... was quite sad la... but ok la... ms Osman came den... geog... paper...didnt expect to get so hiGh lorZ... get 36.5 out of 40 lor..... so surprising rite... i didnt do e paper with all my heart u noe... hahahahakz.... den she teach teach den mr lim lesson liao...science was quite a dissapointment coz i get B3... i got 33 out of 50 lorz....haiz... so wasted...some of them careless liaoz... haiz.. den go thru e paper...den go home lor... went down to canteen to see if he's dere...but didnt see him so went home straight ALonE!!! wat to do lor.... haiz... den take bus 17, Jason, Jas mentee... was on e bus and he stop at e same bus stop lor... didnt noe he stay near me... hahaha... den now at home...mummy quite surprise i come home quite early... she tot i got choiR...ahahahakz.... where got... just finish counting MOneY... e number didnt tally lor... at first count, got extra...seconf time count, got short lor... aiyah dunno la.... now quite hungry leiz... tot dun wanna eat but den quite hungry so ask mummy to cook lorz..... haiz i broke the ORANGE colour pencil lor... so sad.... i think it really gonna show tt my friendship wid elroy gonna end lor...or ended already... i broke e pencil le.... very sad liaoz...tried to scoth tape it two times....but in e end still cannot write properly....HAIYAH!!!
ok wanna study n concentrate on my work now... exams is like 3 more weeks.... mr lim still put 25 more dayz....hahahahakz...
9.00pm
Elroy called me around 4 plus....then said tt andre n wanting wanna us to go to his house or sth like tt... then after tt when i meet them, i was again scolded tt i was slow... haiz wad a bad start... then went to andre house... we all lyke very strange like tt... tt wanting hor, tok alot lor... den after tt, we tok n everything n it was juz a click lor... everything was ok then..... den elroy said sorry tt i was always stuck between e two of them... but he said sorry to andre a lot of time la..... but then he said to me once.... i was quite surprised tt he said sorry though.... hehehe... den went to eat hagen dazz... andre belanja... bud den in e end not enough so everyone have to pay some lorz... den me n elroy took cab home.. ask my mummy to bring down som buckz coz not enough mah... at e taxi stand there... i told elroy tt i wanna give him sth... guess wad... i gave him a hug... orh... then i told him i missed him for e past 5 dayz... i was so relieved... then he got new phone.. so was exploring his ringtones on e taxi n now reach home liaoz... gonna makan do work n sleep so nighty nigthy!!!
My mind's unweaving/ 9:13 PM
10 Things for Girls and Guys to know and do . . .
1. Guys and grils don't easily say I love you/love you to a girl . . . for guys it involves their pride, so don't hurt it... or make them feel wierd return it to them with a love you too.
2. Always try to put him/her infront of your friends in normal situations.Reply to him/her first when u are smsing/chatting or talking... your friends can wait... wouldn't you feel awkard if your guy/girl replies to their friends first and to you later ? itz the same . . .
3. Girls it is normal for you to say love you to another girl...it's sisterly love...but our male counterparts simply don't get it and they feel awkard.Guys learn to understand sisterly love.
4. Girls/Guys trust each another and always inform each another of what you are going to do the upcoming day and so... you would certainly feel better knowing what your guy/girl is doing/going to do from themselves then another 3rd party right ?
5. Respect each another of their opinions and support them even when you are with your friends... wouldn't you like your guy/girl to support you at all times and stand by you views ... but if their view is wrong explain to them.
6. Guys and girls always love to be ensured that you still love them... show it and when you say it mean it.
7.Compromise. Guys and girls always try your best to go out when he/she asks you out...if you can't make it on that certain time... make sure that you try to suggest another event/day or time to go out...
8. Always learn to forgive. Love is the mature understanding of imperfection and liking a person the way they are. Nobody's perfect..learn to forgive them and try to change them.
9. Honest. Always be honest...if you don't like something the other person is doing..try to let them know in one way or another but don't be too harsh... everyone is entittled to their own opinions.Don't tell lies to one another.
10. Know their favourite things and what they like and don't like...
My mind's unweaving/ 6:13 AM
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Todae wake up at 11 am sia....Haiz....Still feeling low... Everytime wake up sure think of him 1... aiyah nvm la... anyway todae dunno wad to do sia... tmr got sch already.... haiz.... Then todae must finish homework lor.. aNywAy yesterday go Bugis with WaNtInG n AnDre.... but feel lyke a stranger around them.. dey keep on toking abt council n stuff..... Aiyah.... I feel lyke no use to be wif them lor...Its not tt i will be happy...aiyah...haiz...... SO more updates coming up later cyazzzz
2.02pm
Juz now watch Monsters inc. again then watch amazing raCe....hehehe....watching tv, going online n browsing pics r E onLy thinGs I caN Do to GeT everything out else of my mind. Haiz.... hmm...how bout i go out.... Nah...go where?? there's nO plAce to go anyway... U go out alone oso like one idiot like tt...AIYAH!!!!! =( =(
wad to do???!!! Hey uploaded one pic liao!!! Woooohoooooo!!!!
5.11pm
Guess wad... went out at 3.45 n back at 4.45pm, went to take my clothes tt i alter... Wow...Its like nice... Hehehe...on e way home....he msg me!!!!! asking me if things r like better between me and andre n wanting....Its like so crap lor... Pls lor...where got better.... then he said wanting said THEY tried to tok to me.... well of course they tok to me but they didnt tried to tok to me asking me wads wrong wif me....they tok juz because i was there......n andre is like....aiyah dunno lor....ok dun tok abt it already.... so then now i was like so THANK GOD when he msg me lor...i ve always been waiting for his msg for like 5 days? but now...he juz msg me to noe if things r better.....aiyah...n now there's silence again.........
9.33pm
Well done some school work..... watching president star charity...so now waiting for it to continue... Well tmr got sch!! well i'll make e best out of it and have fun back tmr in sch... Well but i dunno wads gonna happen though... U noe things might juz happen out of the blue tt kinda thing... Well will catch up more in work exams r like next month??!!! HaiZ!! ok nvm anyway gonna sleep soon as soon as i packed my bag.... well i hope i have fun tmr!!! Hey this bloggy thingy is fun!!! okok till here then....
Good Night!! Adioz!!
My mind's unweaving/ 9:37 PM
tHe diFFeReNcE BeTwEen lOvE N LiKe....ThiS mEaN A LoT tO Me.......
My mind's unweaving/ 7:22 AM
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Me to You...
My mind's unweaving/ 11:10 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Hey....First day i create this blog....Well feeling lonely and confuse now....Juz making this to feel up my loneliness.... More to come..........Cyaz
My mind's unweaving/ 6:28 AM
