i am huixiu, NOT xiuhui, huixin, huixui etc. stop misspelling my name.
08apr. fifteen-to-be.
coral secondary school(singapore), concert band, flute/piccolo.
(L) : sunflowers, calla lilies, stars, music, love and pretty things.
(H) : teletubbies, barney, and all stupid things purple.
laugh, cry, scream, bitch. i can do whatever you can, and more.
i don't see why you should judge me, if i don't judge you.
in love, with my personal homer simpson, except hotter, less stupid.
msn || coral.band || 2/2.08 || 1/2.08 || facebook|| friendster
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 3/24/2009 10:54:00 PM
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after 570 posts at blogger.com, (this being post number 571)
im moving. 'cause blogger's not good enough for me. hahaha. no la, kidding.
i just want a change of blogging environment. sorry blogger.
might be blogging back here some other day though. haha.






elloluv.livejournal.com




relink/unlink/link if you want to.
by the way, the big red font isnt a link. hahaha.
bye bloggers.
Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 3/20/2009 06:55:00 PM
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"the smell of your skin lingers..."
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im addicted to rhapsody in blue alr la!
after hearing how Seri Kembangan performed it, i think everyone's like, drooling lor. =\
wondering when coral can reach that level of playing. [sigh]
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and, somehow, this sentence's stuck in my head.
"i prefer hugging you with clothes on."
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p/s, I CANT BELIEVE I STARTED PLAYING PET SOCIETY. -.-
god save the queen.
Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 3/19/2009 07:38:00 PM
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"no smoke without flames."
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yesterday:
band from 9 to 4.
then caught Paul Blart: Mall Cop with nicholas. damn funny. haha.
Blart's like, my idol. talk about courage and responsibility! hoho.
then had dinner at ehub. then walked home and waited for bus with him.
talked about alot of things the entire day. and realised how millions of things change when you kinda like, y'know, take things/people for granted. and just how the littlest things around you do make a great difference when you need them to.
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today:
went for sectionals.
talked to miss chan about the section and issues. and i dont really think you deserve to play if you're not putting the same amount of effort as the rest.
you may be a good player, but you're not my MVP. you're sec 3, you're stepping down next year. it doesn't matter alot to me actully, so treasure your chances. you know how much this means to us.
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in a separate issue,
its a great wonder, how you can ditch your friend aside for new ones. we aren't human?
and yeah, you are attention-seeking. and yeah, you are a pain in the ass sometimes.
because you are just insensitive sometimes. but i havent said anything.
i know you dont take much liking towards me, and you've been telling people things you really shouldn't be saying, but i havent said a word since last year k.
i've known you since sec 1, (not trying to be miss i-know-it-all), and i know how you're like.
just wanted to say/clarify, i wasn't pissed at you, and you didnt have to text me in such a tone.
ask yourself how you've been treating me, and how you've forgotten me in so many occasions k.
both you and i are stubborn people, we don't admit we're wrong. so im not seeking an apology.
im just telling you how you've changed these past 2 years or so, and its not exactly a positive change.
just asking you to do some soul-searching, before you come and use negative/sarcastic tones on me.
i dont have to say things out and make things ugly, 'cause you know what you've said.
we all have our conscience. its whether you can face it. i dont have to say much.
life isn't fair,

(i've been there, done that.)

so dont come telling me how its

tit for tat.

i dont really care.


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tag replies (cause there're too many to reply through the board) :

passer by - thank you, and haha, my blog isn't really a great read. its just daily rantings.

yongjia - haha, anger's gone. forget it. no point arguing with him. and thank you.

marissa - yes, im back babe! :D and yes, some are just plain, well, bastards. [:

anita - hahaha! do birds get ticks?! my goodness.

alex - yes, 2 more weeks. all the best! practice hard k!



Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 3/16/2009 10:34:00 PM
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"home never felt better"
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eh hi world! im like, back in singapore, after spending 3 days in Klang. hoho.
spending the night over at honey's. :D
i will treasure coral sec like super much now okay! learnt like, a million things.
and i've got super duper many things to blog about. but i'll wait till gillian sends me the pictures.
hoho. i survived 2 days of flooding okay! im a survivor! ahaha.
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got to know liyan, our super duper nice guide.
and hahaha, she got forced to bunk with me and gillian. damn sad k. surviving 2 bimbos isnt easy! and yah, had much fun. "drank" with mr wong till like 3 in the morning. hahaha!
aiyo. and yah. malaysia was fun. but i got homesick on the second night. and missed honey.
like super bad. and i missed mummy. )=
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hi honey, you're like beside me, eating your chicken with 2 kickass huge ulcers. and singing "candles" like, super out-of-tune. hoho. but nevermind. i missed you so much.
and kay sorry, seeing you cringe in pain is kinda funny ar. =X =X =X =X
love/miss you so bad, i think i dreamt of you, and gillian said i sleep-laughed. hahaha! ohmy.
woke up thinking if you were awake too, slept thinking if you were sleeping or still using the net.
ah, i just couldnt keep my mind off of you. aww.
okay, can you like, please go and bathe now. and no, you cannot eat dessert because your ulcers are so motherfucking huge and you're full. -.- GO AND BATHE LEH!
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kay. shall blog in detail when i get the photos.
k toodles! LOVE YOU, WORLD!


Sunday, March 08, 2009 @ 3/08/2009 12:09:00 AM
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"standing in the light of your halo."
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nicholas dearest got bored at work. as always.
hahaha.

you should get bored more often, baby.
aww. love you la. haha.
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digressing,
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my baby sister's caught ticks. _|_
bloody little fuckers.

heres how an engorged tick looks like, compared to a smaller one.
cheebye, thank god she didnt get the kickass huge one. if not i think i'll die.

thats a tickbite. you can't really tell, cause of all the fur and whatever.
but its kinda like, a mosquito bite, with a red circular border. (wtf?)
and its fucking disgusting. and my heart aches. )=
and there's so many of those little fuckers on her, i had a hard time plucking them out of her.
and there's prolly a gazillion more in her still. sigh. poor babe.
you little motherfuckers, find some other mutt to suck blood on can?! if not, just go be extinct!
(U) (U) (U) (U). heart break much. sob.
imagine finding like 5 of those marks on your dog's shoulder. shoulder only okay!
wtf wtf wtf. knn ccb.
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imma bring her to the vet first thing tmr morning. i dont care.
im feeling queasy all over alr. =\ getting goosebumps.

(i just wanted your company and be selfish for once.
i just wanted to be everything he made me out to be, everything negative, everything you deem attention-seeking.
you didn't have to have dinner, i just needed two hours of your attention.
i didn't care if your hair sucked or not for the rest of the week.
i just wanted to have you by my side.
to tell me things weren't as scary as they seemed,
even a hug would help.
guess you didn't know how much your company meant. even for an hour or so.
i guess i've finally found our differences.)