To you, I'm of the your many's. But to me, You mean everything.
But you just left.

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I'm elated (:

Was cleaning the house & brother came back home.
Me: Ehs, you never feed the fish uh!
Brother: The fish die uh?
Me: YES!
Brother: I thought you feed the fish?
Me: No, papa ask you feed the fish!
Brother: okayokay.
He took the net and threw the fish away in a plastic bag.
Looks at me,
Brother: You eat dinner already?
Me: No.
Brother: Call pizza hut(with a wide smile in his face)
Me: You got money mehs? (giggles in my heart)
Brother: Yes :D

Means his paying!(: Haha, God really provided for me! At first I was worried about the money I left for this few days, so I didn't intend to eat and was lazy to cook so didn't eat. But, God made a way :D !

When's westcoast? Hoping to chill and relax along the sea with our hair flying. Where obsctales seem so hard, we climb through it and not give up half-way.


To DL,
Don''t give up don't give up. I'm here for you, I'm always here for you. I love you. God loves you, and will not forsake you. Seek him and find answers in your hurt. He got a plan for you, so do not give up. Jiayous! A susccesful person is one who never gives up. I love you I love you. Jiayous and fill that empty heart of your's, You can do it, you can do it. You're a great person in my life, it hurts my heart to see you like this, and it hurts God too. Continue running the this race with him and look towards the ending. You must have endurance, and you stayed strong before, and I'm believe you can pick yourself up and run this race again. Keep your faith up high and look upon him. You can do this. I believe in you. Let her not be something that stops you from growing close to God but be someone that help you draw closer to God. I'm here with you always, till the end. I'll run this narrow race with you through thick and thin, through sunshine or rain.
Jiayous my love!

Thanks :D

Was late on meeting joyce deareast, Gosh! ;x Felt so guilty! Went to the IMM garden plaza to relax after eating. :D


























Afterwhich, we went to boonlay to find seowshi & Jonathan (: Went to carpark rooftop, me & joyce laid on the floor looking at the beautiful stars. :D It's nice! Around 10+, joyce left. *I miss my heart felt talking dear* Stayed there, laid around while they talked. Left the carpark around 11+? Took cab home because we miss the last bus, haha.

Dearest Joyce, Wo Ai Ni. Thanks for being there when I need you tooz, We share we zip, we open our hearts to each other. I'm grateful for you being there too,really. Though we feel so hurt in out heart, but we still find joy in each of us. You open up my heart my love, You share my burdens and made me felt so love. You're a wonderful child in God's eye and a caring girl in my heart. Jiayous in this race! Love (:
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My heart was hurt and now harden, I feel nothing now. It's that good or bad? I don't know.

"Who are your true friends?"

Today is a Super Slacky day!(: I like, HAHA!:D 1st period was maths, it's 2hours?! But, my maths teacher is soooo good! He let us eat in class and even use electronic gadgets in class, when we haven't even do finish our work! In the end, we only did 1 graph in 2hours! This is retarded, haha. :D











Recess was per-nomral, capture my friends playing psp during school time, HAHA. Why are people so engross in psp now adays?












Next was lite, Felt asleep, totally asleep. Then english, was suppose to watch shrek today so we could do a movie review, but in the end, we didn't ): Sat with dawn awhile then talk to zhongyik as he was pretty down. Hurts to see this joker seeing so sad, ):
















History sat with him, trying to make him laugh. Then chinese, we'll in different class, so was quite worried for him. Did my chinese composition. I'm gonna flunk like a dung! !

Gonna meet joyce dearest at IMM later, 6.30pm!:D Love:D

I was stupid. I was foolish. But come to think about it, It's time to start a new afresh life without you. God answer my prayer, he cleared the sorrows in my heart(I think) Daddy God, is giving me assurance in my heart. Thank you(:

Last post for my day, I promise.
BYEBYEjerk!

:D

I'm happy you're away(!!!!!) I'm serious. Okay, Goodnight!

Needs a new pencil case, with all the stationary I need in it.

Eat ice-cream roti prata Thanks jonathan. {:

Hopes someone will cook her cheesy sausage with maggi mee tomorrow at her house.

To have more hours to sleeep

Someone to go west coast with her tomorrow.

To pass her history mini test & chinese composition!

I'm craving, amen! :D
Haha, I just have the desires of this, haha! Ohwells (: Pictures for tonights dinner. :D
} Pictures are pretty mess up though, don't mind.










Goodnight!

I laid on the sofa , cove under my comfy blanket and thought in my mind,
Me: maybe I should find it in another way, I don't know.
Then suddenly I heard God's voice,
Him: Don't you have enough ____? You're just hurting yourself my precious. You ain't overcoming it, but running away from it.

I didn't know what to say, It's that so true?




And stayed out way too late.

I'm back from school, early ehs!:D Haha, Today is crazy!
Lite lesson;
A relif teacher came in and it uses to be our term 1 teacher, but because she couldn't control the class, the teacher changed. And as usual, she couldn't control the class again! She was so irrtated that she ask the chairman to find one of the disicpline teacher to come to our class. Ms shamsia & Mr tan chee wan came(!) Everyone quickly pin their hair, pull up their ties and started tucking in their shirt. the relif teacher wrote this few things on the board.

1) Walking around in class
2) Eating in class
3) Playing cushion, throwing from one end to another
4) Fighting game
5) Not doing work

Ms shamsia saw, and normal, she scold us. Then she ask those pupil who ate in class to stand out of their seats. 22 people(39 people in class), including me stood out! Sometimes I think, My class are really untied in the very wrong way! HAHA, got hell scolding from them and all of us had to find them outside staff room straight after school.

After school, everyone of us went to find her. We stood in one straight line, felt as if we'll in the army(!!) Our punishment was to clean the 3rd level class room & the canteen clean! *OHMY! Gah, then the girls went to the 3rd level to clean and boys to the canteen. Around 3, we reported back to the canteen, and we'll finally let go! Isn't this dumb? LOLS.

Later meeting zhilin to pass her the charger then meeting jonathan to eat ice cream roti prata!(: HAPPY!:D

Current feeling: GASTRIC! D:

Me: Jesus..
Him: Be still, and listen.
Me: Why. I don't like this. )):
Him: Remember those smses they send you every morning or night? Why don't they care.
Me: (thinks for a long while) Thanks!!:D

Thanks people for those morning or night smses!(:
Jonathan, Jason & Joshua. :D
I know I don't reply your, but still, I'm really grateful. Your small little smes so keep me going through my darkest time. Love.



&& I'll FLYYYYY! :D

Good day? (:
Slept through the whole english class, ;x Ohwells, was really tired. Haha. :D After school went to take DNT test & do finish my car! :D Do it with richelle&delia. Around 4+ we left school, saw eric, zhongyik, Mr M lee & Mr J li!(: So ate lunch with them! My teachers are good. :D Delia came my house(: Saw ShawnSim on the bus(!!!!!!!) HAHA. She stayed in my house & started talking, (: It really was a bonding time, haha. Love :D

















I cry because of my foolishness, I cry because of your actions. You know well, I don't like you neither till now. Because I can't let go, not because I don't want to. But it seems impossible. I cried because of you, kill me. I feel stupid.

I love this song to the ultimate max.


Touch me, Heal me.

Service today (:















I'm happy, I'm happy, because I finally saw qinwei ♥
I'm treating him to mcd&he bought me icecream. Haha. :D Much & plenty love! I hope to seehim soon!(:

Sarah just step on the weighing machine, and she decieded,
DIET!

"Guilt and Shame. "

What about me whose in you?

Mercies that rise from the new morn
Set me apart as a new born
Each moment I live
By Faith, I believe
With you, I'm never alone.
Darkness may come, Trails seem so long
You are the light I depend on
Through valleys and storm
Your word keeps me strong
My shelter, Refuge and strength
I trust in you

Everyday I live
I know you my God
I lift my face and look to you my Lord
And a thousand fall
I will stand with you
My jesus
Take my all



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To people who are emotionally down,
Please cheer up & hang on there, cause Jesus is waiting for you. [: Do smile and overcome this obstacles of your's. Let this be your stepping stone. When you fall, I'll reach my hand out to you, I'll lend you a helping hand. When your eyes seem ever so watery, I'll lend you my shoulder's to lean on. When you feel so empty, I'll give you my warmest hug, Cause I'm here for you when you need me. Overcome this burden of your's, cause God thinks you're very very strong to conquer this problem of your's There was a reason to every problem, Jiayous! I love you people, I'm right here waiting for your brightest smile ever, I'm waiting. :D
I Love You People, Jiayous All The Way!

Pyjamas party :D
}Amber,Seowshi,Seowting,Terecia,Joyce,Crystal,Zhilin,Nana,Joey,Eileen,Kelly & friend, Sijia

















































Had very crazy fun !:D Silly sabos that made us have pimples! ): Grr, haha! Alright, I'll update other time. Everyone that is staying over my house is sleeping already! I'm gonna get some sleep! :DDDD

edited @ 10:31am (:
After uploading the pictures, I realise something. I keep pouting my mouth out making it look like a kissing action then taking picture. HAHA, i don't know why either. ;x
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&I'll miss papa,mami&jiejie ):