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I'm not your typical kind of girl.
I'm being classified as weird, cranky, horrible-looking, man-like person
probably

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Why is the weather so hot?

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

I'm in my room.
With my fan behind me.
And.... it's still warm, or rather.... my surroundings are warm.

and yes.... i don't have air-con in my room.
Probably one of those few who lives in Singapore and doesn't have an air-con.
Actually, i have friends who does not have air-con in their room either.. probably friend, no "s".

Ok, i'm kinda bored when i'm supposed to be doing up my stuffs.....
this is bad.

random

Probably random thoughts?

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Doesn't everyone tries to run before walking?
Does picking up after a fall makes you stronger, or just makes you wanna avoid similar situations?
Do you understand yourself very well?

i feel like i'm a contradiction.
i hate stuffs that i like.
see, isn't it contradicting already?
Friends that you might hate and love them at the same time.
Situations in you felt like you're being used, and kicked aside after a new toy comes or the old one got fixed.

Mixed feelings.
Sometimes i just don't know how to express them out.
It's really better to dream.
Cause reality is practical, and uncontrollable.
Things just don't go the way things are planned or seemed.
My freedom is limited to 9 days.
Yeah... i'm gonna start work next month.
This is probably life.
The cut of slacking and start of being hardworking.
I need things going on.

i've lost an identity

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

i'm lost.

i think i just lost myself.

i've lost my identity.