paint me yellow
hairspray! hairspray! hairspray!
absolutely fantabulous! :D
i've been replaying all the hairspray songs on youtube :)
but it's so troublesome.
so troublesome without my itunes.
which brings me to why i haven't blogged in so long.
my computer's down ): and this is my mom's laptop.
anw, have you ever experienced eating a bag of chips finding that the more you eat, the more your hand reaches back into the bag to fish for more? Then later you realise you've finished the chips and you sense the itching of a brand new sore throat? Guilt then starts to kick in and you reproach yourself wishing you never committed gluttony.
well, that's me.
lay's salt and vinegar can be so addictive.
but what's more (i was thinking), this analogy of eating chips is just like puppy love.
just like how you have a craving for chips, the idea of love can sometimes seem so alluring. Then you indulge in it and beg for more.
when it's all over, you get your sore throat, and the accompanying factor of misery. Now you wish you didn't indulge in it in the first place. Fortunately the sore throat goes away. Well, at least mine is gone.
and somehow, you develop a mild phobia for it (love and chips). The next time you crave for it, you think twice, and more often than not, you stave off of it.
i admire those people who have found their bag of chips of never ending supply.
haha, i think i quite like this cynicism i've adopted about love.
this picture's so cute (: and i think it's beautifully sad too.
well, you could take it in two ways. one, you've found someone to wipe away your tears and two, you've just stopped wishing. Thankyou for making me realise not to wish anymore.
over you -chris daughtry
Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me
[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you
this rings true for me sometimes, and i really wonder if my suffering is brought upon by Him because i had lacked faith. Doubt. What a word it is that speaks so loudly for itself. However, today i shall choose faith over doubt, because i need it and i admittingly, thrive upon it. As Karl Marx said so himself, "religion is the opium of the masses". 
this picture's so cute (: and i think it's beautifully sad too.