better today
betwixt this year of ill tidings,
i've found my center of peace today. (:
which is fabulous considering the fact that i've been drowning myself in absolute, self-constructed, dolorous moods.
it's crazy, really.
sometimes i think i can't help but just indulge in morose ideas.
and such behaviour, i know, is entirely arcane and esoteric.
so i do worry sometimes if people who don't fully comprehend come across this plane.
i guess that's me being myself again-shrouded with doubts and insecurities.
of course if i had a choice i wldn't wish for this, but i really do care too much abt judgements most of the time.
which reminds me of huixin asking me abt the school graduating cert.
damn, i really don't know how to go about it.
it's like selling yourself.which is really not my thing.
self praise is international disgrace, isn't it? haha.
anyway, there was frisbee training again today.
it wasn't half as bad as i thought it wld be.
you know, the rain just makes me feel so lethargic.
ya ya ya, i'm such a lard.
haha.
competition's this sunday and ohh, that means another day burnt again!
i really wonder how i'm gg to pull through A's. /:
well, i'll always have my backup plan-air stewarding!
seriously, i think it's not bad. (:
ahwell.let's not think so much.
& thnks debbiekins! :D
ilu!haha, yea, i hope this'll be all over soon.
