11:22 pm
fickle pickle

getting on high

ohh gosh, i swear i'll never touch coffee ever again.
everytime i take it, the caffeine just hits me a few hours later and leaves me high.
in a bad way, mind you.
worse than alcohol and drugs i promise. /:
anw, i woke up late again as usual.
which is damn irritating cos it means half the day is gone and my sleeping pattern is seriously screwed up.
dammit.
went to school for a while then crossed over to malaysia in the evening to receive the people coming back from june expedition.
they didn't come back till like 9.30 though.
so in the mean time while debbie, clarissa, indian and i were waiting,
we mugged!
yes, can you believe it.
such hardworking souls ((:
clarissa went to try out this top at mango and unintentionally pulled the changing curtain open cos i thought she was dressed, but she wasn't!
omg, i'm so sorry pdiddy!
and i was quite embarrassed cos the sales lady saw me do it.
she must think i'm some pervert /:
thenn..shit, i can't really rmbr what else happened.
all i know was that i was very high at that point of time.
guess that's why i can't really remember what i did.
i swear caffeine is detrimental to the brain.and body.
and memory.
anw, when the expedition ppl finally came back, i don't know why,
but i didn't exactly feel excited or glad to see them.
it was like, a placid feeling.
weirdly placid.
it was almost like no feeling.zilch.
don't know what's wrong with me.
maybe it's the caffeine again.
but my conscience says i can't blame everything on the caffeine.
so okay, i think i'm going nuts again.
am i scaring you?
haha, i think i scare myself sometimes.
rah.
finally, went to kap to study with clarissa after arriving back in our lovely country of a dot.
saw my brother and his friends, clarissa thinks my brother looks very beng.
which i have to absolutely agree.
brother, if you're reading this.
which i'm sure you will,
try to smile more, really :D
alrighty, i think this is enough for one post.
it's been pretty wordy and lengthy.
nights (:

1:04 am
fickle pickle

Saturday, June 16, 2007

famiglia

hello, yes, today is family day.
famiglia- family in italian (:
we learn something new everyday.
anyhow, we spent half the day at escape theme park.
yes, so childish and retarded.
in some ways, it's embarrassing to mention.
but it didn't feel embarrassing at all in the end.
i quite liked it, actually.
i mean, it's cos we hardly ever go out together anymore.
anyway, we went through the haunted house there and it sucked.
i mean, seriously.
it was more like a walk through a closet that hasn't been cleaned in decades.
oh, and they had a few hidden skeletons too.literally.
but go-cart saved the prior horror!
the need for speed was pumping in my blood, so go-cart: i liiiike :j
then we took the wet&wild, viking and the inverter.
it wasn't as bad as i thought it wld be, considering i've went on the rides before already, i thought i'd be bored.
however, daddy was so unspontaneous!
but he's still damn cute in his man-of-few-words-old-man way.
look!

yes, and this is me with my brother waiting for the inverter (:

all in all, today was good ((:

4:22 pm
fickle pickle

Sunday, June 10, 2007

thanks pixie!

this picture reminded me of the three of us!
rose, cherlynn and me. ((:
friends forever?
i really hope we'll be.
on a different note,
i absolutely wasted my saturday sleeping!
ohnos. /:
i am so so so way behind studying.
here i come vectors!

1:57 pm
fickle pickle

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

big girls don't cry

by fergie

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center, clarity,
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center, clarity,
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

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i don't know, somehow, i felt that this song was pretty befitting to some of my close friends
and perhaps myself too.
perhaps, i stress.
haha.
either way, it's a nice song.
though i don't really agree that big girls don't cry.
one more day to seeing my most beloved friends! ((:
study hard weechihui!
(rah,i still don't like my name)

10:29 am
fickle pickle

Unwind

okay, let's rewind back to monday night.
went to watch shrek 3!
omg, it's so f-ing hilarious.
okay, to all you people out there who think it's damn childish or not worth watching or whatever,
it's actually good alright.
especially with the right company.
yes clarissa tan?haha.
anyways, i love the gingerbreadman!
omg, i swear he's the cutest thing! <33
so people, all of you shld go watch it.
rightO,then i met classmates at clarke quay after the show.
missed out the settler's outing but we went to get drinks.
i shared 'sex on the beach' with gareth.
(it's the drink, in case any idiot out there thinks it's the real deal :Z )
and that was pretty much it.
went home at a decent time too. ((:

`
and to xuepin, if you're even reading this,
i'm really sorry to cancel the study session! /:
to cherlynn cheong,
i miss you toooooooo! heehee <33
finally, debbiekins! yes yes, nice bubbly you welcoming me!
heehee.
you are sorely missed ya!
love you aplenty :D

goodnight world!

12:18 am
fickle pickle

Saturday, June 02, 2007

drive me forwards

hoyay!yesterday was quite a fruitful day.

i actually managed to keep my eyes wide for the whole 3 hours of chem tutorial!

such a wonder, really.

considering most of the time, it takes such an elephant effort to just be awake for 1h of lesson.

anyways, i think i stayed awake mostly because the teacher was mr.KBYONG.

haha.spent like half the time laughing at his sentence habits of saying,

"wow, this is incredible eh."

"wow, that is strange."

"okay, now lets take a look at number A"

kay, i know it sounds mean, but i mean no offence.

on the contrary, i think he's damn cute!

(in the old man kind of way, if you get what i mean)

ohoh, and did i mention he speaks like an automated machine gun.

for three full hours too.he deserves to be hailed to.

after chem saw me going to town with gomez to find her friend's birthday shirt.

i'm so sorry i wasn't much of a company!

cus i was feeling pretty drowsy at that time. /:

then met clarissa after dinner at the guthrie house and studied till almost midnight ((:

and i'm so glad i did. cos i haven't got down to serious studying at all for these past one and a half years.

thanks for our nerdy session too yo!

progression!

that's the road i'll be marching down.

in dreams you haunt me

but in my heart,

there is no space for you.

at least not today, not now, not too soon.

12:08 pm
fickle pickle